HOPELESS
I don't know what I've done to deserve this. I've tried my best to be the best daughter to my parents and to God and this is what I get for it. I'm at my lowest point right now...I've got no one to run to...it feels as if God has left me.
It seems like I never do anything right and I only bring displeasure to the people I love. What do I need to do so that I'd be worthy of their love??? What do I need to do to please them??? I feel so hopeless right now cause God has been really silent through all these...I wonder if He's still here...it feels like He's deserted me.
Current Mood: DEAD
Current Music: Silence by Jars of Clay |