maestra's Blurty

Cathedrals (check this out by Jump Little Children)
(Spent all day in church...that's why this is my title...hehe)

Had an interesting day...i witnessed my band members go against each other...had an interesting meeting with grown ups who are clueless about what they're doing and grown ups who do not trust my judgement...I sang my ass off to really high tunes and I had to comfort my friend who saw a ghost while we were having a band practice...interesting huh!?!

I'm tired but I don't want to go to sleep. I spent 8 hours in church practicing for the concert, attending meetings and practicing for tomorrow's service...I'm tired but I'm high:) One thing that really brings me joy these days is being with the youth of our church. Im the youth coordinator in our church but it's really cool cause they're not the only ones learning from me but I'm the one who has been learning a lot from them...I'm really excited about our group...I just pray that God would continually give me the strength to be strong for them cause the more time i spend with them the more a realize how big my responsibility is as their leader.

My sister and I are kinda pissed off after realizing that the leaders of our church do not trust our judgement as youth leaders. We've been planning for our fund raising concert for the past month...the entire group worked really hard in putting it together...we spent long hours planning for it...choosing the appropriate songs that we'll be performing in the show discussing the logistics and stuff now we get a memo from the council asking us to present to them all the songs we've chosen along with the lyrics out of their fear that we'd be incorporating songs that are not acceptable. It's just mind boggling...I'd understand if they'd ask us to report about the logistics and the program of the concert but I don't understand why they still have to take part in choosing the songs that we'll be performing when in fact it's our group's project...they don't know understand our target audience...they don't know the music they listen to...can't they trust our judgement??? We've been raised our Christians and we know our faith...it's a shame if they actually think that we'd do anything that would bring shame to our faith because we love our faith...we respect our church and more importantly our church...it just upsets me!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR (roars loudly out of frustration) hehe!!!

On the lighter side...oh well...sort of lighter side...hehe. It's really scary...early this evening while we our band was happily practicing for tomorrow's praise and worship...we were actually goofing around...all of a sudden, our drummer who was earlier on in very playful mood all of a sudden turned white...I could see how uneasy she was and she was trying to tell me something that I couldn't understand cause we were singing and they were playing their instruments...apparently she saw a ghost at the back part of our church...it was really scary cause I saw how her expression changed...she was turned white in fear then she started crying. It was really freaky...hmmmm I guess I should end this entry cause I'm starting to get goosebumps all over...I should go to my room now...hehe! BOOOOOOO! (hehe! I'm scaring myself...hehe)

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: Cathedrals