maestra's Blurty

Happy Easter!
Happy EASTER!!!

Spend the weekend in the country side. Our church had our now yearly family retreat. It was fun...right now I find joy in hanging out with the young people of our church...they make me feel young:) hehe! Actually it's kinda weird...lately I've been hanging out with people who are 5-9 years younger than me...hmmm...I'm just wondering how I'm able to get along really well with these kids...it's either they're really matured for their age or I'm a retard...lol! I think I have the natural ability to deal with teenagers, they feel comfortable around me. I guess this is a God given ability and I'm glad that God's actually using me in ministering to these kids.

I'm in a contemplative mood right now. I guess it goes along with the Easter Spirit:) I've been thinking...I wondering how my life is going to turn out. I'm starting to panic...people my age are supposed to start putting everything in their lives in place...I'm afraid I'm all messed up right now. I don't know what I want to do, I don't know where I want to be...I feel so hopeless. I desperately need guidance right now. I've been busy trying to lead young people to the "right" path...I' don't know how I'd be able to do that when I haven't even found that "right" path. Blah! I feel tired sometimes...I wish someone would just take care of me:(

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Close Your Eyes