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I Hate Ending This Chapter [15 Mar 2003|10:07pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | Musiq - Newness ]

It's really sad that nobody posts to keep me entertained. Sure there are the random, brave few who occasionally update, but really people, pick up the pace.

Anyway, we've been working our proverbial butts off over at the Buffy set. The new episodes start again on March 25th, so we've been filming like it's our job. Except, it is our job. I've gotten so many letters over the past four weeks, begging me to stay. All but one were from fans, and one was from James. He slipped it in with the rest of my fanmail and left a big grape juice stain on it so I'd think it was blood. Very funny. He wrote "I understand that you need to branch out, but I'll miss the way you dance in your boxers on the set, and bite my tongue. I'll miss the way Joss yells at you when you purposely flub lines, and randomly have Buffy grab Spike and ravish him. All in all I'll just miss you. Good luck, girlie." I think I cried for a half an hour, possibly more. It's so hard to leave, and I keep getting this feeling that I'm disappointing everybody around me. Aly gave me a hug out of nowhere today, and I think I lost my ability to breathe for 30 seconds. Michelle cried, and Tony kept sighing really loudly and rubbing his eyes.

James and I are going to toilet paper Nick's house later tonight. I promise I'll take pictures for you, Eliza. I'm also going to write something about how Emma bit his nipples sometime last year. It was hilarious and he blushes everytime we mention it. Now his neighbors will know, too. Trust me, this will be the best night ever.

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[10 Mar 2003|03:04pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | The Strokes - Trying Your Luck ]

I guess by now, everybody knows that this is my last season of Buffy. If they didn't read it on the net, they read it in last weeks Entertainment Weekly. This is one of the scariest years of my life. I don't know where I'm going to go from here, I'm never going to see Aly, Nick, James, Michelle or anybody on a daily basis ever again. I will never sit on my couch and do Michelle's hair, I won't laugh because my stunt double is twice my weight, and her boobs are three times as big. I won't get to bite James' tounge when we make out, and I won't get to take home all of those great clothes.

I am losing a lot with the end of this series. It was such a huge part of my life for seven years. I went from an almost unknown on a soap opera to a cult figure. All we were was a stupid little show based on a movie that was a huge failure at the box office, and we turned it into one of the biggest shows ever. And now I am just leaving that. Not for a movie career, not for a singing career -- I will never sing again if I can help it -- but just for Sarah-time. I haven't had Sarah-time in seven years. This is a scary prospect. I bet on the last day I'll beg Joss to keep the show going. I'm a baby like that.

I'm going to miss it so much.

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[09 Mar 2003|04:47pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Christina - I Turn To You ]

Hi, I'm Sarah. I'm on this show called Buffy the Vampire Slayer, but I am leaving that at the end of this season. I've been in a few movies, and I either play dumb sluts or evil bitches. It all works out in the end.

So who's popping my cherry?

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