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I hate this! [10 Feb 2004|12:21am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | A Sorta Fairytalle (Tori Amos) ]

ARG MSN messanger isn't working!!!! what the hell!!!!! Hanna pie, i miss you :( so much already... I wish you were with me. I want to hug and kiss you... oh, i wrote an entry but it keeps saying that something is wrong with the time when I tried to post it earlier. Did you do something with changing the local time? Oh well, you can see it if you click on the calender and then click on the date of which i wrote it 09 of Feb. I love you mein Liebling! :D See you tomorrow! Can't wait to see you!! YAHOO!

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I MISS YOU! :'( [09 Feb 2004|11:53pm]
[ mood | loved ]

hey süße.. ^^ i'm sooo~ sorry about falling asleep last night and not waking up again.. -_- i was so tired~ did u watch the end of the grammys?! did anyone that u like win?! :P hehe, i got your cute sms! ^o^ DANKE!! i was so happy when i read it! :D ... but i also felt bad.. cause u were waiting for me but i didn't come.. *embarrassed* i really wanted to wake up again and talk to you until the end of the show! mmm.. u know, i was lying in my bed and hugged my blanket, thinking of you and imagining you were with me.. 그리구 키스도 하고 plopper를 아났어.. 3: *knutsch* ;) and then i fell asleep.. ZzzZ~

i woke up around 1pm cause the phone was ringing. ARG!! >o< it woke me up and i didn't answer it but covered my ears with my pillow! and it kept ringing like 20 times!! ~grrrr~ *angry* i was even going to unplug it.. i thought it was my father.. ㅋㅋ but it was my sis!! she was trying to reach me cause she forgot her keys (and her cellphone, too) and wanted to ask me to give her mine.. noone was home, so she had to wait outside~ poor girl! :P so i went to the Hbf where she was waiting. i missed the 707 train, so i took the bus and switched to the u-bahn (subway). when i got off, i saw slavica (a highschool friend)!! 'o' i didn't see her for ages and was so surprised to see her! i called her and she turned to me, very surprised and happy to see me.. :) she told me she would call me later.. well, i'm not sure if she will~ she didn't call me all the time. but i don't care cause i have my sarah pie!! :D i'd be sooo HAPPY if she called me.. ^o^ i really miss her sweet voice.. i miss her laugh, her smile, her singing, her tasty mouth (:P yum!), her face, her hair, her hands (that would hold mine and touch or massage me..) her nice body, her smell, her excellent cooking... just EVERYTHING about her!! *sniff* i can't wait to be with her again.. and see her beauty & feel her love <3.. i will be the happiest girl in this world by then!! =D

now about my shopping tour.. :)
after meeting maria and giving her the keys, i finally went downtown.. where i haven't been for a long time. i wanted to look for some new clothes; i didn't buy any for ages! so i took the 707 and got out at "Jacobistraße" where the big Kaufhof is (remember, cutie? ^^). i went in (after getting some money from the bank) and got the planner that i sent to my sarahkuchen.. hehe, i got it for cheap cause the year started already~ =) then i went to the mcdonald's across the street cause i was hungry (just had a müsli & some lemon tea at home). i got a happy meal with a cheeseburger & coke, and the shrimps with the coctail dip. oh girl, this stupid bitch that gave me the food forgot to give me the dip.. >_< so i had to go down again and tell her to give me one! puh, she didn't even apologize! *grrrr* what a terrible service~ #@!*~§ i was a lot better when i worked there!! :P (hehe.. "Freundlichkeit hat einen Namen: Frau Park" = "Gentleness has a name: Miss Park" ^^;) the shrimps were good and the burger made me full. i thought of my darling pie and remembered the time we ate at McD. and got a happy meal, too.. or a mcflurry~ she told me that she likes the fries from McD.. i think they're okay - as long as they are hot! u can't eat them anymore when they got cold.. i personally like those thick (and fat) belgish fries the best --> with ketchup, mayo and onions. :P yum! hehe~
then i walked down the shadowstraße.. to digest all the junkfood. first i went to C&A and looked at some caps. there was one that i liked: beige and with a fish on it. ㅎㅎ i'm thinking about buying it! ^^ i am such a hat&cap fan.. :) at c&a i tried a jacket on that was really cool.. it was 3 in 1: jacket, sweater and hoodie. 8-) but i looked too boyish in it.. hehe~ i remember that my sarah pie thought that i look kind of boyish cause i dress kind of casual. *grin* guess, that's true.. - then i went to some shoe stores.. like tack and deichmann, looking for some cool & chic boots. but there weren't any that i really liked. oh! hehe, i saw a teacher from my school (his name is oliver beermann) at tack!! :P ㅋㅋ i think he recognized me but was not sure.. but i didn't say hi cause i was too "shocked" to see him.. puhaha~ ^^ - in colosseum i finally found a nice sweater that i liked!! it's white with hoodie and zip, made of cotton & nylon. i tried it on (in M) and it fit me perfectly.. 정말 좋드라구~ i wish my darling pie had been with me to comment it!! :'| i'm sure she would like it! i'm gonna take a pic of it and send it to her.. =) it was only 15 euros, reduced from €25!! :D i payed with my ec-card cause i didn't have enough money with me. - when i looked at the time, i realized that it was already half past five!! :-S oh girl, the time passed by so quickly! so i hurried to get the train back home. before i got a fanta (0.5l bottle) cause i was thirsty. it's one of my/our favorite drinks! :P
i took the 701 and got off at karolingerplatz cause i wanted to get some groceries at kaiser's. i bought a bottle of bluna (limette lemonade), a mueller drink (berry booster), cream cheese and jaegersauce (for the dumplings). it was about €4, what is really okay. mmm.. did i spend too much money today? :-$ well, i think it's okay cause i didn't buy anything for such a long time, and i still have enough money on my bank account. plus, i'm gonna look for a job and work during this coming vacation. yeahee! then i will finally have some more money.. to spend, to save and to support my parents who seem to need it so much~

then i finally went home (the train just came when i stepped out of the supermarket! yahoo~ perfect timing! ^o^) and immediately turned my laptop on to see if my darling pie was online.. she wasn't first, cause she had to work on her project (wow, she is soo diligent! 'o'). so i decided to write an entry about my day.. and here we go~! ;-) while i was writing, she came online and started talking to me what made me sooo HAPPY!!! :D i didn't expect her to come cause she sent me a message to meet me @4:30pm (chicago time). so i was surprised and froh! yeahee~ =D i told her about my day while i kept typing this entry.. now i'm done! ☺☺

oh, i wanted to tell you..

☺ ..SWEETIE PIE.. ☻
♥ I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ♡

für immer
deine hanna ☆estelle★

p.s.: oh girl~!! :-S i forgot to tell u something really heavy!! 'o' remind me when we are talking, okay!?
hehe.. are u hungry, cutie? ♨ :P
today i was listening to "flying without wings" while walking around in downtown.. ☺♡♬♪
and i was singing it out loudly~! ^o^ ♫♩

"Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh
or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So,
impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream (!)
Cause who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you (!!)
To watch the sunrise on your face ☼☺
To know that I can say I love you (♡!!!♥)
In any given time or place ☻☆

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins (!!☺★!!)
And you'll be where it ends ☻☆
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings"

♩♫ ~haah~ *sigh* ♬♪

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I love her [09 Feb 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Stephanie Says von Velvet Underground ]

Wow, my darling had such an eventful day! Oh, I wish so badly that I went shopping with her!!! I miss going to downtown and going to Kaufhof and "taking" some candy... hehe ^^. I miss the pommes at Altstadt and the Milka Mcflurries! Oh and I love her sooooooooooooooo much! Darling, I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU....

She told me this while we were chatting:

"Even forever with you would be to short...
I am so in love and always will be..."

It's so romantique!!! You know, no matter how many times I tell her that I love her, I don't think it can ever do justice in showing how much love I have for her! I love her so much!!!!

Well today I skipped my German class :P... ja, I know, it was bad of me! We had a quiz so I should study tonight. But I had to go and finish my Scuplture project! But, first, I was soooo cold so I went to the student lounge and bought some hot chocolate (oh miss drinking that with her :(). Then I walked to the Studio Arts building and went straight to work on my project. There was another scuplture class in the room and it was kind of annoying but oh well. After a while I got so sick of working on it so I went to the Library to see if my darling was still online and she was! :D I was so happy and chatted with her untill my scuplture class began. Then I went to my scuplture class and we discussed and critqued everyone's ladders. Mein was unfinished but the students like it anyways so I was glad! Then we had a lecture on different matterials people use for scuplture like grass, animal flesh, fat, etc... on our next project we have to bring in unusual materials for building our next scuplture. I'm going bring in Gummibears since I love to eat them so much. I think it would be a cool idea to make a scuplture of a gummibear out of thousands of gummibears, richtig? hehe... then I went home with my father. Then I chatted with my darling again! :D

Now I must do my homeworks and study a little for the quiz. I hope Inga still lets me take it... :P... okay...Tchüss!

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YEAHEE!! :) [22 Jan 2004|12:25am]
[ mood | high ]

WOW, what a nice day! ^^ especially compared to yesterday.. -_- first, i get a small mp3 player (i always wanted to buy one!) from my father's boss, then a kaufhof coupon (50 euros!! yahoo~) from my dad, who won the "yut nori"-game, and then... tadaaa~~ i get an information in my mailbox that the internet connection in my dorm room is finally working!!! :D yeahee yeahee yippieh yeahee! ^o^ i thank you, god!! i am in a really good mood right now.. i just wish that my sarah pie was with me.. so that i could hold her close to me and share my happiness with her.. i miss you soo much, my sweet darling pie.. like my notebook missed the internet~ ;) i hope that you are coming online today.. i can't wait!! hm.. i guess you have your meeting today though, right? ah well. i'm gonna wait for you until you sign in!! until the end of time.. that's how long i'll wait for you.. :)

oh dear, my girl.. i am soo full right now!! o_o i ate too much~ today is the korean "choo-suk" (new year's eve?) at the moon calendar. so we were invited for dinner at my father's boss' house. he lives in meerbusch (not far from dd) with his family, in a large and nice house.. man, they must be really rich.. they have like 3 or 4 TVs in their house, a huge one on the wall.. we watched "lord of the rings - the two towers" and the beginning of "pirates of the carribeans".. i watched both in the US!! the second one with my sarah pie in L.A. it was always soo much fun to watch movies with you, my love.. :D i can't wait to be with you again!! yea.. so we ate.. very much.. like kalbi (yum!), different sorts of kimchee, salad, jabchae, korean pancakes, kongnamul.. and of course dduk-gook, the traditional korean soup that you eat on new year's day.. i ate and ate but the food wouldn't disappear from my plate.. haha! guess i took too much (again).. -o- i wish that my sarah pie could have come with us and eat with me!! i know that she likes kalbi a lot.. stimmt's? :P *mwah*
after playing yut-nori (the women and girls didn't play), we ate some fruit (apples and oranges).. ouf, i felt like bursting!! o.o mmm.. i always eat so much.. my stomach is gonna grow again.. :'(

now i can forget the terrible day yesterday.. hehe~ first i fell down on my stomach after jumping from a (quite) high door on a forrest way and hurt my right knee.. then i missed the train to school and got out at the wrong stop after taking the bus.. then i got lost and walked around with my wounded knee.. frustrated, pissed and tired.. and then after all this, i burned my right hand at my (mini) oven!! -_- geez.. i really don't know what was wrong with me.. i'm just glad that this day is over now! and hope that a day like this won't ever come again!!
yea, that's one of the reasons i am sooo happy - i mean OVERJOYED (hehe!) to finally have my own internet connection!! :D i had to wait for it sooooo long (for ages!)..

i think i'm gonna take a break now and watch some tv.. while waiting for my darling.. ^^
hope you enjoy this entry!! my first one (of many)! :) *proud*

I TRULY LOVE YOU, SARAH!!! <3
sooo much... <3<3
with all my <3 !! <3<3
~~and i always will~~

forever yours,
dein @-->>->
hanna *sternchen* pie~

p.s.: did my package finally arrive??! oh girl.. it's taking forever!! >_

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[16 Jan 2004|01:16am]
oh man.. I ate so much right now :*(... ich bin sehr dick!!! I need to lose weight!!! In other news, I have no classes tomorrow. I watched "Pyscho" (Alfred Hitchcock) for my Time Based Art class. It was kind of corny but fun... hehe, the famous musik & shower scene. Hanna, do you know that film? Then I came home and ate dinner (rice and beef mit kimchee). Then I ate a lot of the gummis ^^. Hmm... then I read some old magazines and browsed online. Hanna, mein Liebing, see you tomorrow oder... it's today already! Okay, then see you later today ^^! Ich liebe dich!

Sarah Aline
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[14 Jan 2004|11:57am]
hallo Hanna, hope you like this! ich liebe dich!

deine,
Sarah Aline
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