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this is so funny to me.... i rpd her so long ago and here i am 7 years later.
i was 15 then, im 22 and married now..
its kinda neat to see all this again.
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[09 Sep 2003|08:49pm] |
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Hey everyone.. i havent updated in a while.. so.. uh well not much has been up, kinda bored... and im kinda mad at David -evil look- either you or you know who is lieing. i hope all goes well though.. if so, Saturday will be great! :)
Oh yeah.. Matt, if you read this I so love you and want you back.. <3333 so.. talk to me!!!!!
okay well thats all, see you all later.
-Sarah
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Hey everyone. i have been gone for a while now and well i came back.. lol .i know you all missed me terribly..lol NOT! anyway i had an interesting talk with Mike and Kate today.. -shakes head- tsk tsk you two. lol ;)
i have a head cold and chapped lips which SUCKS! But i have church tomorrow so yay for Sarah!
Sarah <3's God. :) anyway.. i have nothing to say. i need to get back with the program lol.. see you later people.
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Its late.. I should be in bed.. im tired and I have some idiot stocking me.. bummer. There are few things less annoying than some loser who thinks they know you or pretends to know you. ahh i hate stalkers ... so, needless to say that loser is blocked :) anyway. i have nothing to say, just wanted to update.
I love God
I love life
I guess those are two good things to update about . anyway, thats all folks..good night.
-Sarah
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[16 Aug 2003|12:33am] |
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Hello Everyone.. I am in a really good mood! I got some orange juice.. *dances* this is my favorite drink! Anyway,lets see.. i talked to Chris today he is really nice. Ginger is insane!!!!!!! and freaks me out. Poor Poor Jere is sick.. i hope he gets better soon. Yay Tony Hawk is on t.v, he's cool :) anyway. my David is sad.. poor baby, i hope everything gets better for him.. anyway im super tired, so im gonna go now..
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[13 Aug 2003|11:17pm] |
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Today was kinda umm strange. First off Little Chuck has flees :( i got bit a bunch of times.. but i will live. And then i was driving home in the rain and there was a HUGE beaver in the road that almost made me wreck. it was bad.. but im okay :) Then when i got home to my cute little dog with flees, i took a shower and cut myself shaving and was bleeding bad, and had no bandaids.. So yeah thats good.. and i cannot get over that huge beaver... it was alive to. oh well i went to church though and it was good. but thats about all that was good.
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[11 Aug 2003|08:11pm] |
 I heard you’re doing okay
But I want you to know
I’m a dick, I’m addicted to you
I can’t pretend I don’t care
When you don’t think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I tried to make you happy
But you left anyway
I’m trying to forget that
I’m addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I’m addicted to you
Now it’s over, can’t forget what you said
And I never, wanna do this again
Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!
Since the day I met you
And after all we’ve been through
I’m still a dick, I’m addicted to you
I think you know that it’s true
I’d run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway
I’m trying to forget that
I’m addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I’m addicted to you
Now it’s over, can’t forget what you said
And I never, wanna do this again
Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!
How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don’t know why I’m still waiting
I can’t make you mine
I’m trying to forget that
I’m addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I’m addicted to you
I’m trying to forget that
I’m addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I’m addicted to you
Now it’s over, can’t forget what you said
And I never, wanna do this again
Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!
I’m addicted to you
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[08 Aug 2003|04:08pm] |
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For once i actually want to update.. I have been soo busy the last 4 weeks or so.. getting ready for college and stuff. I started again for my fall courses, and so far things arent going so bad, lots of new people, a few pregnant girls.. ya know the usual.
Humm lets see.. Love life.. dont quite know how its going.. i have a boyfriend that i never see, i have an ex aka Matt.. that i think hates me .. but im not sure, and well.. dang i dunno.
I do know that i miss talking to my brothers.. i havent seen either of them in a long time i dont even know what there hair looks like anymore. :( oh well, maybe later..
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This week has been good.
First Matt and i broke up for the final time.
then Me and Cyrus of all people both confussed are liking for one another.Which was a great relief, i was so scared to say anything.. but oh well the drama is over now.. so that is good. :)
Today Chris,David and I went out and we had lots of fun.. i almost got us ran over by some out raged driver, but not to worry we lived and i am a good driver. =) Okay i hate updating so i am done..
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Humm. Lets see.. i go away for a few days, And I get dumped by the guy that i love and wanted to marry.. Im not mad at Matt cause I did the same thing to him once ... so i guess its kinda fair, but i was engaged. :( so yeah this sucks... Anyway I did see one of Tonys old posts and I just wonder if he had anything to do with me being dumped.. " I'm going to be really happy if Matt breaks up with Sarah. I really like him and I would like something to happen. If it doesn't then I don't know " - Tony..
" Well i dont know what im gonna do after talking to tony and chelsea then daivd .... i dont think im ready to get married yet..i wanna date arround for awhile you know?i love sarah and i enjoy what little time we have together but shes never there and after what i did with tony today which wasnt what your thinking i really just wanna be single...." - Matt.
Im never there?? I try to be , but i have been kinda busy, you know planning the wedding im not gonna have now.. So I dont even know anymore.. * holds head and walks away*
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Oh look everyone i got a new layout whoa.. thanks David. I am so not good at that kind of stuff.. allthough the picture you got makes me slook really ad. when in fact im actually quite happy. Oh yeah, thank you to David and Chris for the sandwiches for breakfast and lunch. Sometimes I think i wouldnt eat without you two... lol im just kidding, im just a picky eater i guess.? who cares.. haha i dont. Ok any way moving on...
I was thinking about my wedding and realized my best friend is Chris. so i want Chris to be my "man of honor". and Cindy has gotta be in it to. And the rest is really up to Matt.. I could care less as long as me,matt,and the preacher are there. Not really i want my mom, and brothers and my new brother in law there too!
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| Marriage !!! |
[26 Jul 2003|11:30am] |
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Look everyone
Im getting married! yay! And im moving out of my house with David.. cause he's always at that dumpster anyway.. and im moving in with Matt yay!! :) okay, well thats all i have to say.. Bye Bye..
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[26 Jul 2003|11:25am] |
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Look everyone
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Im getting married! yay! And im moving out of my house with David.. cause he's always at that dumpster anyway.. and im moving in with Matt yay!! :) okay, well thats all i have to say.. Bye Bye..
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[26 Jul 2003|11:10am] |
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Look everyone
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Im getting married! yay! And im moving out of my house with David.. cause he's always at that dumpster anyway.. and im moving in with Matt yay!! :) okay, well thats all i have to say.. Bye Bye..
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I went to Mom's house today so I could go to a church thing with her... it was lots of fun i love to go places with her espically church :)
Afterwards we went shopping and out for dinner. We talked about lots of things.. espically about how all her "little babies" were grown up and getting married.. I think it makes her nervous to think that she is gonna loose two more to marriage.. But she still has me for a little longer cause im not getting married. but would love to be getting married But anyway im at home now, and all is good. So that was my day.. so later people.
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[23 Jul 2003|10:51pm] |
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I talked to Matt today, for the first time in awhile, it was so great! I still love him so much, and i dont know what i was thinking when i broke up with him.. i mean i know that i liked Chad, but i was so stupid, cause i had someone as great and wonderfully sweet as Matt, and i should have never left him..
But i told him how i felt and he was so great about it, he asked me out, for the second time. and i of course said yes, and i am not going to make the same mistake twice. I love Matt and im not leaving him unless he leaves me.. :)
So for the other good news, i heard my brother Benji was getting married to Billy.. yay! im so happy for those two. i hope that everything goes good for them and they stay happy!
And Joely got Mandy back yay!! All seems to be going well for us Maddens, i hope it all stays this way! :)
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Good Morning everyone, most of you will probably not read this in the morning , but thats okay. I am up really early, so I decided to update.
I saw all the new stuff that Joel & Kelly have done to the community, and i think it looks great! You guys did a good job :) Kelly is very talanted at all this computer non-scense. And Joel is probably just soaking up all the goodness that comes out of being her friend. No, not really Joel is really smart too.
But anyway, it is way to early so I think im going to go back to bed now.
Sarah
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[18 Jul 2003|02:23am] |
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Okay I havent been being completly honest, with everyone.So now I have decided to come out and say what i feel.First of all I wanna say i love David, he is my best guy friend ever and we are gonna move in together, its gonna be so much fun, it'll be like a little slumber party everynight, he is so funny. Okay now on to the important stuff...
*takes deep breath* Matt, i really like you alot and you are so much fun to be with, but I .... I like someone else, I dont even know if he likes me, but i have liked him for a really long time, way before I met you. And when I said I would go out with you he wasnt anywhere in my life, but now I actually talk to him sometimes, and all i can think about is how much I love him, and I just cant go on lieing anymore, you dont deserve this. I may never have him but, I cant stay with you and basically waste your time when all I want is him.
*bits lip and holds breath*.... Chad, i really really really like you , and I want more than anything to get to know you better and just be with you.Everything I find out about you I love... I love that your straight edge, I love that you care about peoples feelings, I love how you are so funny and so dang cute.. I just love you.
Okay well i feel alot better now that im not hiding all this anymore.. . Thank you so much Cyrus for helping me out when I needed you. I hope everything turns out okay. and im sorry for lieing
Sarah
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[16 Jul 2003|10:21pm] |
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Today was alot of fun. Mandy and me got to hang out all day.. She was in New York promoting some stuff for her new movie and called me and asked me to come up there and hang out with her. So, i got on an early flight, and flew up there, it wasnt that great cause i got stuck sitting by a really fat smelly guy.. but thank goodness it wanst a long flight!!
Anyway, i got there around 12:35 and Mandy was at the airport, in her hat and sunglasses trying to not get recognized..she looked pretty funny..
We wondered around time square, and bought hot dogs on the street, which were really good.Then we went to the park and played around on scotters like idiots... it was alot of fun but we had some pretty ugly wrecks.. lol, but it was all good fun, so its not that bad.Anyway, I am using the laptop on the plane on my way homeand im really tired now cause I had a along day so I think im gonna try to sleep the rest of the way home, so see ya later.
Sarah
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Today was one of those days that was really good but sucked really bad all at the same time. Cindy came over and gave me a cd, the beach boys! woo hoo i love them, i dont know why? i think it has something to do with my old babysitter always playing them.. anyway.. i also had a dance class today that took up most of my day so now im really soar and in lots of pain, but i'll live. I think i have missed alot of stuff that has happend.. i heard Josh is dating Brett now, and that Tim & Brody broke up and that Benji is now gay.. what tha? im so confussed..So im gonna go now. write back if you want.
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