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Okay REmeber eveyrone................
"True friends will love you ALL of the time."
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[05 Nov 2004|03:56pm] |
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Hey! rigght now im hanging wit lexi!!! yeahhh we are having fun! haha yah well austin david allie eric sopihe and matt are coming over too! haha we will have a blast christina was supposta ta come but shes going to the movies with "chad" lol hope she has fun! ahah i know we are but who cares i dont need drama! haha yah well i have to go bc the ppls are on there way! YAHHH
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[04 Nov 2004|03:27pm] |
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Im confused! Someone hlelp, I seriously do not kno what to do!
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[04 Nov 2004|11:38am] |
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bored! haha im sitting here with my dog! i just got ina fight with christina AGIAN i mean she is like a pice of crap as a freind! I think me and lexi are like bffz i can tlak to her about everthing! we have been throught he same type of stuff, like she used to cut herself, and she had depression we can tlak to each other about stuff like that. But chrisitna dosent understnd!
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[27 Oct 2004|01:27pm] |
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Okay day was so boring!But my dog got a haircut! Hes sooo cute!haha Wow i really hate where i live! No good bands ever come here! I mean someone please tell The used and Story of the year to get their ass's here!
yeah, i want softball seasont o be here soo bad! okay well yea
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[25 Oct 2004|01:26pm] |
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Hmmm,today was werid, i dident feel good at all i felt liek i was going to barf, bu ti dident. I found out at lunch that Blaire hates me tonya and christina? Which is weird becuz last week we are bffz then she left to go to a diff. school. I miss her a lot, she was my best friend but somtimes things change, people change and i guess thats wut happend. GRR i have to find out where i can get a boston redsox hat for matt! i think i can get one at champs........wow this song im listening to is rele good? any one know it YOUR OWN DISATER BY TAKING BAC SUNDAY its rele good. On friday i think im going to the movies with lizz lauren tonya n christina we are gunna see the grudge! YEAHH
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[24 Oct 2004|12:49pm] |
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Hye man okay, well i have a boyfriend matt! yeah hes soo awesome, hes rele sweet yeah i felt like wrting that just for him
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[24 Oct 2004|12:43pm] |
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Hey i havent written in liek a year! lol okay well wow life has rele changed, haha i dont rele know how to expalin it, but life is a lot better. last year was the worst but yeah ok well w/e
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[13 Aug 2004|10:34pm] |
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hey right now i am at christinas house...i really think she is pissed atme or somthing but i'll find out(i hope) soo umm yah.....she thinks that every guy thinks she s a hoe when she ISENT AT ALL!!! shes awesome i love her soo much i have no idea wehrei would be witout her! tomrrow im haning with amy and christinas YAY!
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[02 Aug 2004|10:35am] |
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Im sitting here with my brand new puppy and shes crying......i bought her with 300$ and she is a lot of wrok goshhh she keeps me up allllllll night and im so freaking tiredbut i love her to death shes only 9 weeks old! yay but today i might go hang out with laura cause I have no idea what blaire or christina are doing but yup
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[01 Aug 2004|07:00pm] |
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Hey, well im fainally back i was at the lake for a long time i met this guy but to find out mroe abotu what happened at the lake just chekc out my page!haha yeah well im really bored..so yeahhhh
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[29 Jul 2004|09:12pm] |
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hey i am back i have been gone to the lake..right now blaire is at my house and i found out that i am on the lions with hcirstina!!YEAH! and blaire is going to swtitch over to my team....wow i really hope my year turns up a lot better then it was last year! last year sucked....but i have christina and hopefully blaire and NO TONYA OR 2B! thank god.........yah well i broke up with will..i now i go out with this i guy that i met at the lake i have known him for like a year hes really sweet sometimes haha it was really cool we were standing on the sand stairing at the lake water and were making out it was a great experience for "summer love"!yah i am statrting to get a better thing out of life and relizing when you have family and stuff to support you mostly god it all worth to grow up and become a person that you have dreamt about and always coudlent wait till you grown up and get married its just a great feeling that i cant wait till it happends to me but now i have my 2 bffs blaire n christina and they are what i have to push me through my touhg times and we et in fights but THEY ARE WORTH IT! i love them soo much i can tell them about my problems and i can trust them and i thank god to have them!
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[10 Jul 2004|08:26pm] |
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yah well no wim made up with blaire and christina i tink living my life is very complicated i mean i can just say my friends trest me like shit. yea and i was agian supposta be haning out with will but he just randomly went to the beach?yah well it sucks becuase now i am sitting here doing nothing.
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today was really boring i babysat then i liek did nothing then i was supposta hang with my bf but i couldent and later on tongith i guess im going to blaires house with christina and we are going to emrald point tomrrow so hopefully it will be fun if not umm screw it
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today was really boring i babysat then i liek did nothing then i was supposta hang with my bf but i couldent and later on tongith i guess im going to blaires house with christina and we are going to emrald point tomrrow so hopefully it will be fun if not umm screw it
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[07 Jul 2004|09:35pm] |
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I remeber the look in your eyes when I told you that this was goobye
you were begging me not tonight not here not now
when lookin up at the same night sky
keep pretneding the sun will not rise
betogether for one more night somewhere somehow
-ocean avenue
called me out you stayed inside
one you love is wehre you hide
sot me down as i flew by
crash and burn i think sometimes
you forgetwhere the heart is
-empty apartment
way away away from here i'll be
way away away so you can see
how it feels to be alone an not belive
anything
-way away
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Well i go out with this guy will hes sooooo sweet I'm liek SUPER glad to be going out with him hes like ALL i could ask for hes sweet noce hott and everything but that still cant take away the memories i have of hunter rabon...i loved him soo much he was so good to me we went out for a looong timewe went out 3 times after the 3rd i had promised to himi would go out with him next year and he promised ot me to write to me during camp i had planed to kepp this promise in my heart becuase i will always have feeling for him and i dont want to hurt anymore then i did but last sice i talked to him he had told me that i need to break that promise and he would break his and we move on but it may be easy for him to move on but it isent easy for me its hard becasue he was great and i miss him but i guess i have to move on.
wil your still awesome and never forget that
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[07 Jul 2004|03:46pm] |
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Yah well all my friends just totally ditched me they are all so frieakin stupid i mean like they tried to kill me by casting a spell on me and persoanlly i hate most of all of them but yah.they like well i don't know maybe they use me or somthing for my house or wutever but yah tonya she burnt my door down and dident even pay for it blaire broke my 40$ pillow christina acts lieka stuck up bitch to me sometimes and 2b gets her fuckin mom into everything really i hate life at this point and somtimes i wish i wasent living it i mean someone tell me the point if u have dumbass friends a gay school and a screwed family that has problems every second what is the point? i have know idea but if i make it to the point where i get to understand and actually have a life worth to live then thats when maybe i will get the point till then im still just me living my stupid life i wish i wasent living.
my sister made this layout for me.. chels00
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