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OH MY GOSH!!
This place still works!!!!
What the........!!!
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[11 Apr 2004|10:48am] |
Ok. Very good.
Blogger has error. 'Connection Timeout'
Damn.
Anyway, just wanna say......
I MISS MY DEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^
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[08 Apr 2004|01:26am] |
People...I've moved.
sanelunatic.blogspot.com
Go check it out ya?
Comments & tagboard are working. =p
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[05 Apr 2004|07:01pm] |
AhahAHAhAHHAhaAhAHA~~~~
I DID get to see my dEar today, though it was a short 5mins+. And he still looks as dashing as the first time I saw him. And i still felt the jitters and butterflies. It just feels so GREAT to see him. ^_^
I went to the busstop that has 174 to town and waited for about half an hr. As I waited and waited, I suddenly rem. that there is also 124 and 190 at another busstop to town. My confidence started to falter and then it happened. I saw my Prince Charming walking down the stairs!!
Then he sat down at the busstop with his friend and I just waited behind him. Waiting for him to realise I'm behind him. After a while, he did see me and he wasn't angry! Hehe. He looked happy. Hehe. ^_^
Ahhhhhhhhh.......I miss him so much!!! ^_^
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[05 Apr 2004|06:39pm] |
*cross blogs at blogspot
^__^
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[05 Apr 2004|10:26am] |
Oh man.
Blurty is so so starting to get on my nerves. Getting slower and slower and once in a while keep having 'Page cannot be displayed' error msg. Rather irritating.
So, I've decided to continue with my blogspot account that I signed up for in May 2003. And the URL is http://sanelunatic.blogspot.com
Feel free to drop by. Though I will still try to update my blog here. And links at blogspot are not done yet.
So if Blurty doesn't perform up to my standard, I will move to blogspot for good.
Ciaoz pple. I go & fantasize abt my dear le. HAHAHAHA~~~ =p
My blogspot blog is UP and RUNNING~~~~ =p
thanx to hui....got 'comments' up and running too..hEhe
tagboard is also up........ =p
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[05 Apr 2004|12:16am] |
Haha. Spent my entire sunday at his house again. Playin mahjong, reading newspaper, lunching, napping, listening to him sing with his guitar, watching tv.....Typical sunday bumming around. =p
And don't know why suddenly my whole body feels itchy all over. Haven't had such itchiness since years ago when I stopped eating prawn. Now my whole body is RED from scratching. *tsktsk* But it can't be prawn coz I've started eating prawns a couple yrs back. *wonders what's causing...*
ARgh~ Just can't stop scratching ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...............itchy itChy ITCHY!! =\
Sian1/2.
Tmr won't be meeting my dear. For the 1st time in 3 wks!! Coz he's watching 'Passion of the Christ'. Haizz. =\
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[04 Apr 2004|11:59am] |
Aiyo. My poor sis. Fell sick. Coughin away in the living room. *sayang*
Anyway I'm revamping my blogspot blog layout. Coming soon. Hehe.. =p
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[04 Apr 2004|12:29am] |
Haha. Came home from the 'Miss Singapore Universe' Pageant.
The winner NOT CHIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Haha. My dear says looks like his aunt. Hehe.
Anyway we took a cab to Mediacorp, alighted at the foyer and already got pple bio at my dear coz he simply looks too dashing le. Hehe. Then found our way to the place, registered but the person couldn't find the name so they anyhow throw us into two seats. J11, J12. Ok spot but the uncle infront of me decided to slant towards the left and block my view. So I was more of looking at the screen than looking at the real people.
Commercial time is the time when pple go to toilet and before the show starts again, the emcee will vOiceover and ask pple to sit down. Was kinda funny coz the emcees were Gurmit & Michelle Chong. And Michelle Chong is PRETTY!!!!! *eNvy*
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Anyway today. Had super prior preparation. Bought makeup in the morning with Jobyna. Bought some other stuff with her. And in total I spent $132 shopping. *brokE* Haha. Hoping to get mom to sponsor a bit. Hehe.
Then went her hse to play with the makeup. Quite fun sia. The concealer which is in the form of lipstick. Then the blusher. The blusher brush. Haha. But after wearing makeup today, don't know when will be the nxt time I wear also. And besides, I scared the makeup will make my complexion bad. Like clog up my pores and so on. So just now I washed my face TWICE using facial wash. My newly bought makeup remover is at his place.
oh.....
DEAR!!!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!! ^_^
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[03 Apr 2004|12:46am] |
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Haha.
Tmr is the day when I should attempt to look pretty. *prays nothing goes wrong*
Haha.
Tmr is the day we attend the Ms Singapore Universe pageant. *wonders what will happen*
Haha.
Tmr is the day I should splurge on what normal girls splurge on. *hope that i know self-control*
Haha.
Tmr. TMR. TOMORROW.
A day I've looking forward to since last week. ^_^
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[02 Apr 2004|01:26pm] |
My presentation is over but.....BUT.....*haizzz*
Firstly, I was nervous like mad. Nervous to the point of talking to myself, asking myself qns and answering them the split second after.
Secondly, I didn't know what to include in my ppt so anyhow did them.
Thirdly, waited at the room for about 15mins and nobody was there except for like 7, 8 guys? When the markers finally came, I was already a nervous whreck.
Fourthly, instead of using that room allocated, we moved up to level7, conference room for demo. And that Pamela Loy suggested using the projector. *faintz*
Fifthly, that pamela loy ASK ALOT OF QNS AH!! Qns I don't know how to ans. Haiz.
Ok la. Don't talk abt it le. Talk already only become more high blood pressure. Argh!!!!
Monday. Monday need show sup draft report. Like *HELLO*! Does he know how thick it should be? Does he know how long it will take? Does he think printer ink comes free?!?
I hate FYP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then again, who doesn't?
Haha.
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[02 Apr 2004|10:10am] |
2 more hrs to demo.
Should I do powerpt presentation? Should I go 'break' my website? Should I? Should I??
Just now at the canteen, my friend's laptop wun even boot. *worried*
Oh no.......... =\
Yuhui: AIYAH DO LAHHHHHHHH...
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[02 Apr 2004|01:14am] |
*cross blogs at blogspot
=p
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[02 Apr 2004|12:52am] |
NEL is huge~~~~~~
As in the underground passageway. Today almost got lost at outram NEL. *tsktsk* Had to run to the correct exit coz was running late and didn't want my dear to wait. Hehe.
And HE!! Been having breathing difficulties. And he has asthma bg. Making me super worried now and he doesn't wanna see doc. Ironic thing is he works at SGH for attachment. Docs are all over the place.
AiyooOoooOOo...........dear ahhhh.....................please see a docccccccc~~~~~~~
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[01 Apr 2004|10:46am] |
The Truth About Girls...
1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart.
2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.
3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.)
4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.
5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt.
6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.
7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?
8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.
9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.
10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).
11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.
12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.
13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.
14. A smile means a lot to a girl.
15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.
16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.
17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.
18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.
19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.
20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.
21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.
22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.
23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.
24. Girls love having fun!
25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.
26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.
27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.
28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.
29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.
30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.
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[01 Apr 2004|12:39am] |
Ok. My mind's set. At least for now.
I'm not going to apply for university. Coz I really really have no idea what to apply for.
It's going to be stupid for me to go back ngee ann to get mass comm diploma though I can always do that. Just whether they want me or not.
It will be even more childish if I purposely choose the Uni that my dear might be going to. How old le and I still got this kind of thinking?! *slaps forehead*
So maybe I will just sit on this question for a yr and decide again next yr. Haha.
By then my female poly friends will be 1yr into their degree le. =\
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[31 Mar 2004|11:04pm] |
Damn.
I'm lost. Extremely lost.
I have no idea what course to apply for in university. Should I even apply for uni?? Which uni?!
Computing is definitely a NO-NO for me. I might as well go commit suicide 1st.
BizI'm not interested. Never good with maths and go into business sure lose money.
Engine. Can anyone here imagine me as a engineer?! Physics & maths were never my cups of tea.
Law & Sci. HUh?! What are those two? Never never have these 2 words even got near to crossing my mind. Haha. I got no science bg and I don't have photographic memory to memorise laws.
Ahhhhhhhh............
I'm going crazy.
Tmr's the deadline. =\
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[31 Mar 2004|09:04pm] |
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Today have been a very very fruitful day for me.
Started off the same usual way. Gave my dear darlin' morning call. ^_^
Then went back to sleep until around 9+, washed up and prepared to leave house to catch 'Honey' at Cine at 10.40am. It's the last showing anywhere in Sg and I am determined to catch it! Coz I've been wanting to catch 'Honey' this movie for weeks, months and I want to watch!!!
And boy did I almost miss a GREAT, SUPERB show~~ It's about dance, hiphop and much much more. The show also talks about getting kids off the street, believing in kids that they are actually good and so on. So inspirational. And the dance moves, the music, Jessica Alba's hot bod, her character...etc Oh my! Everything I can only wish I have.
Anyway after the show, I did something rash. I went across the street to HMV and bought the soundtrack which topped album charts. Haha. Didn't know I'm into hiphop genre also. Just can't stop grooving to the beats. Haha. I didn't even test listen the soundtrack. Dear is so going to kill me. Haha. But I think I might just go get the VCD when it's out. It's too nice le~
Then went Taka lib to return books that's been due since 9th march? Haha. Then went Popular to get notebook to be my diary. Got one black colored one that costs $2.95. Haha. Spend and spend. *tsktsk*
Finally left town ard 1pm and headed for Fiona's house coz needed to borrow a skirt from her for Sat's event. Haha. And the skirt very nice~~~~~ Tempted to go get one too but nehh...exp and don't know if Fiona mind not. Hehe. And moreover that kind of skirt is what my dear deem as 'only chiobus can wear, weiyi canot wear'. HahahAHahHAhaHAha~~~~ (he was joking..)
Then we both left for Queensway to shop shop. Was looking for beachwear but didn't find any I like but found earrings instead. We both bought a pair of 90cents earrings each. But I bought 2 more accessories. Bangle and dangling earrings. Oh man~ I'm now so so broKE. Haha.
And now I just can't stop grooving to the soundtrack. So nice~~~~~~~~~ ^_^
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I feel so judged. Actually is more towards misjudged.
Just coz my parents don't let me go chiong. Just coz I don't like the music certain pubs play. Just coz of my previous thinking, I've been labelled as someone who can't have fun.
People change. Their principles change. Their thinking change. Their theories change. Their mindset change.
Why can't I change!??
And just coz I wanna change, it's being assumed that it's coz of someone, something, some event. Why can't I change just coz I want to? Just coz I feel like it?
Why can't I change coz I wanna change??
I don't like it when I'm being labelled as whatever even before I've even tried doing that something. Argh.
I wanna go pubbing. Parents don't let and I'm labelled as a guai kia.
I wanna go partying. Parents don't let and I'm labelled as anti-social.
I wanna do alot of stuff. Parents don't let and I'm labelled as boring.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT. It's really not.
I just have strict parents that's all. And just coz of my strict parents, I'm labelled as whatever I'm not.
It's unfair to pass judgement on me without even letting me try! It's unfair!! =,(
Mayb I did try once and I don't like it. But haven't anyone heard of something called 'second chances'?? Why am I not given any second chances?? WHY?!!?
I like dancing. I like music. I like alot of other stuff. But the keyword missing here? CHANCE~
I hate society. The Stereotypical Society.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............................................................
ARgh. WHATEVER~~~~
fuck it~
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[30 Mar 2004|11:50pm] |
I used to treasure this family alot. Coz they are my family. Their blood runs with mine and mine with theirs. My flesh also. Sound gross but it's a fact. We share the same blood and the same flesh.
But ever since my dad decided to do such STUPID stuff, I've started to lose hope.
I tried to salvage. I tried to ignore. I tried to feign ignorance. But all these can only last THIS long. And I've finally run out of determination, energy, motivation and patience.
I can't be bothered anymore. =\
Haiz.
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