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Blurty for Sammi-chan.
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| Friday, June 6th, 2003 |
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boredom and depression equals quiz taking. How random are you? this quiz was made by alanna  Do you cluck or do you roar? this quiz was made by alanna  Total slaughter....total slaughter... Find out what anime bad boy you are.  The deranged inner child in all of us Find out what anime girl you are.  Damnit! -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla HAHAHA!! XD XD XD!! I WISH!!! Dunno how I got it though.. I didn't cheat....  Nerdslut What's your sexual appeal? brought to you by Quizilla Uhh...geee...thanks i guess?  Gay Bear Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You? brought to you by Quizilla I get this damn thing everytime I take this quiz!! Everytime a month apart and I don't even remember what I put last itme.. -_-; eck.  WHAT TYPE OF WILD CREATURE ARE YOU? (New Pictures!) brought to you by Quizilla YEaaa...... |
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________ 'Ne...if I sit here and wait for a thousand years, do you think that person will ever come back for me? Do you think that they'll even remember me then? Thinking never seems to do me any good...but I really hope that maybe if I do this that they'll come back for me someday. It's silly because they really don't know me at all, but I think that I really do know them. I think I want to wait for them forever.' 'If I shed a thousand tears that could bring back the dead, will the one person that I shed these tears for ever wake up? How come these tears work for everyone but the one whom I truly cry for? Once again, my naivety sets me up for yet another downfall. I've been waiting for more than a thousand years here to meet this person again, but after I meet them, they die.' 'If this love of mine is not true, and actually merely an obsession...why can not I rest? I've grown tired a long time ago... more than a thousand years' worth of waiting can do that, but I still hope that someday I can be blessed by the gods and allowed a chance to even catch a glimpse of that one person again. That's really all I want now. It doesn't matter whether or not they love me, or even notice me. I just wish that I could see them... one last time and know...that they are happy.' 'I've seen that one person again and now I can leave. It has been so long since I've rested...but having seen him...I feel so happy. All that's left of me is the soul which has loved this person for so long. My body had long since died; my bones long since turned to dust. Yet, I still wish now having seen him for the last time that I might be able to embrace him. This is another foolish wish like the one made so far back in time....however...I no longer bear regrets. I wish the one I love as many years as I've waited's worth of happiness and a joy like the one I feel now.' ____________ Errr...bleah-ky..... me listening to kannagi no tori songs too much... ^_^() Uber depress-ness.......................... I graduated today. Kinda sad, but not really. I wish I could have done something, but then... I guess I can't really care. Numb describes my feelings best. I've liked someone--for a long time actually... But then, confessions aren't my thing I guess; I'd be too mortified to do something like that. Heh. ^-^ I'm so silly!! I actually don't think I really like that person. It's probably my competitive nature that's making me like him, and also the sentimentality of it. Masochistic much?? He has a girlfriend....and... -_-; Okay...let's NOT go there. ToO MUCH INFO!!!! not that anyone cares, but yeah.... |
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| Tuesday, May 27th, 2003 |
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raison d'etre :: Sakuma Ryuuichi-sama HEheheh!! Emigiri-chan is so cool!!! ^-^ Yoshi.... ano ne....life has been supercallifragilistic expealadocious!!!! That's spelled worng but I don't care... I have some other stuff written that I'm going to put in here some day but I'm to lazy... Today was annoying... I am soooooo screwed if my group members for my music project that's due thursday don't cooperate. The music project is basically the deciding factor of my grade in music... I feel old now =_=() Gods help me.... Guys are sick...they should be run over!! Just like those Alhambra High Guidance Office Staff People!! KI~ILLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!! D----- asked me whether girls get hard or soft.. -_-; I was like, How shoudl I know!!!! GROSSNESS!! EHheheheheheheh....... Ooo....I'm working on too many things at once!! I have an original doujinshi all planned out, with characters, plot, and character designs.... but I just can't seem to find the time to draw everything... bleaaaahh.... GRADUATION IS IN SEVEN DAYS!! WOOHOOO!! Too bad there's a crappy history final on next tuesday...just what I needed to ruin my grades even more... O WEEELLLL!! I am graduating with high honors!! BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!! *.* Ooo! Kinda sucks that it doesn't really matter though... WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! T-T So sad.... Errr...yeah..... that was really off on a tangent... Rebirth: A New Game is coming along very nicely, but i just can't get that one part in the second chapter and so I therefore absolutely refuse to post. People must have long since given up on me by now huh?? Maybe I shoulD stick to one shots...those are easier.. I just can't manage to do that though... It always turns into a series!!! I'm so stupid!! I'M SORRY TO ANYONE READING THIS!!! GOMEN NASAIIIII!!!! GOMEN GOMEN GOMEN!!!!! T-T My cousin has recommended time and time again that I do humor, and that would match my personality more too... But the thing is I just can't seem to be funny while writing XD XD XD Aren't I the dork!?!?!?!??! Well err....working on both a Weiss and Furuba fic at the moment too... heheh...multi-tasking to the MAX!! ~~~~ Kono sekai ni... atashi no ichiban suki no hito wa ano kata... Ano kata wa atashi no 'raison d'etre' Kono kimochi atashi zettai wasurenai. Ano kata wa genjitsu no ni inai, demo... Kono kimochi wa itsumo itsumo onaji desu. Ryuuichi-sama wa kami-sama desu.... Soshite....atashi wa ano kata no eien fusawashikunai no shijisha Atashi honto ni ureshii... WEIRDNESS!!! AND GRAMMATICAL INCORRECT-NESS!! HEHEHEE!! |
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| Monday, May 19th, 2003 |
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I'm really proud of myself right now!! this is the first time I've ever bothered to make something like a blurt!! ^-^ The laziness is all controlling!! So umm...yea..I'm all proud!! Yeaah! :cheers: Hi! I need to introduce myself right? No one's reading this probably, but I'd really like to at least tell a little about myself, you know! I'm a crazy anime fangirl! I really used to say that with a lot more enthusiasm...but nowadays, it's getting kinda hard. I'll always love anime and manga though!!! Something important that might need to be noted is that I used to be the most hyper person you could ever hope to meet in your life time. That might seem a bit like an exaggeration, but a lot of people believed that. Some people still do, but I don't anymore. Maybe something died? =^O^= Ohohohoo!! That's really funny!!! But I think that might be true... finally growing up is really annoying!!! Grrr..... now I'm all pissy and grumpy and sulky and sad and the list can go one for a long, long time, but I really don't wanna do that!! I've probably scared everyone away now huh? Saaaaad!!! ^-^ I don't sound it do I???? I don't really look it either, but I guess people that know me don't really know me well. That's reaaaallly unimportant now though!! :smile smile: Anime is my religion.... manga is my Bible!!! I write fanfiction... T-T but I suck at it...and i have a tendency to stop in the middle or not even there. I swear I'll finish those though!!!!! XD XD XD Probably in a few years!!! HAHHAHAHAHHAH! I find the funkiest things funny!! I'm so weird!!! School is evil. ^-^ Bai baiiii!! I WILL BE BACKKKK! BWAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!!!! I'll rant about stuff tomorrow.... I have assignments to finish....damn teachers......bleaaahhh college will be so much worse.... -_-; THIS WILL FROM HERE ON IN BE THE PLACE FOR ME TO RANT ABOUT ALL THE WEIRD AND PROBABLY STUPID AND MUNDANE THINGS IN MY LITTLE LIFE!! BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!!!! |
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Blurty for Sammi-chan.
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weird.
numb.
crazy.
accomplished.