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yeah so its been awhile...
Ryan is home... YAY. had fun this weekend. lots of drinkin and family guy of course. gotta work this upcoming weekend but the weekend AFTER we are soo taking his retarded ass to canada. god he needs to turn 21 already. hahaha. im gonna see if Jennifer and her hubby wanna go. since like they are the only couple we kno without kids or arent pregnant and dont have wives that are against drinking and having fun. lol.
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[10 Feb 2005|08:30pm] |
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supposed to be unpacking or doing my homework. i am tired of unpacking and just making a bigger pile of trash.... all that and RJs stupid tools and dart board and all the bills and their emvelops and ths stupid boxes from his packages sitting everywhere, and his socks.... his damned socks! so yeah i am on strike.....
instead of all of that i choose to get buzzed off of raspberry wine... cheap wine.. and try and forget about the mess... the stupid dog and my craps... ok so not the dog... i love my puppy. i think i want to go get him right now..... he soooo cute! god i am so cranky. i hate this new desk. the screen is so far away... i need my glasses to see it but i dont wanna wear them. i HATE them. stupid fucking glasses. i need better eyes... or contacts.
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[06 Feb 2005|05:15pm] |
pretty much all moved in. went to some club with Yang on friday. that was fun. we were gonna go to seattle but got a flat tire and decided to go to Bellingham instead. Eric is all moved in now. The dog is here and settle too. stupid dog. he just pooped on the floor.
My hours are getting cut down again since they hired a few more people. kinda sucks... but whatever.
watchin the game with Eric and tryin to work on my paper.... think i'm gonna play some videogames...
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[25 Jan 2005|07:26pm] |
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well i guess we are moving this weekend. so we got the condo! WOO HOO! i am so freakin' excited.
so i guess Josh's father in law picked the brown puppy so we are stuck with Crazy Eyes.. i know i wanted him at first but then RJ got me convinced on how cute Brownie was... i wanted him...
dont know when the last time i wrote was. But in case i already haven't said it... it snowed a bunch a few weekends ago... then it started raining and washed it all away. i have to admit that it was kinda cool. i know me... the big snow and rain HATER... well anything that is cold hater. got emails from Ryan alot lately... he seems better. but there isn't any point in saying that because i never wrote how he wasn't good. well he was helping fish dead tsunami victims out of the water... and was acting very un-Wyan like... but its all good now...
well... still dont know anything about RJs deployment... when or where... i really really hope it isnt Iraq... i WILL murder someone!!
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[04 Jan 2005|06:24pm] |
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im back... had a good christmas. got a camera from RJ... it is sooo awesome.... and i got the sims online... just gotta go figure out what town or whatever i wanna join.... :)
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[09 Dec 2004|12:45pm] |
i can drive now.... waiting to take my test. have the day off today.... i am bored... when is RJ gonna get home?
he works days now... cant watch stewie together bcuz he has to go to be early.... stupid navy
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[17 Nov 2004|08:08pm] |
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seen Joys babyshower pictures... all i can say is OH MY GOD!! Joy-Joy is PREGNANT! seeing the pictures made it more real. i cant believe it!!!! WOW
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[15 Nov 2004|08:54pm] |
yoga DVD
yoga mat
camera
new ring
jade bracelet
clothes
shoes
jacket
Jessica Simpson Dessert stuff
Bath and body works cotton blossom stuff
melting slippers
melting insoles
stereo
Friends (any season)
movies
a new ipod that likes me!!
dirt bike :)
photo editing software
coffee maker
candle making kit
scrapbook kit
that SILK hair stuff from the NEX salon
the Saki thing from work
LITTLE RUEBEN! :)
a penguin
jewelery
NEW CHARMS!!!
that quilt making set from Wal-Mart
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[15 Nov 2004|11:29am] |
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well... today is Joy-Joy's due date. I feel soooo old. My Beavis is really really having a BABY! (a baby girl... Taniya Stella) I am going to be a Nina to someone else! I am so excited! YAY ME!
RJ and I had a good weekend. We went to see a "The Grudge".... which kinda sucked.... the things were scary looking though... and we walked around the mall. Yesterday we went grocery shopping and took my shirt back to Wal-Mart. We got a dart board and some "Uno" cards. YAY!!! and we also bought most of the stuff for Thanksgiving... then i practiced driving more... tomorrow i take permit test and then maybe this time next week i will have my liscence and be driving to work...??? who knows!
god knows i am tired of walking... and its been raining today... its soo fucking cold. and i am tired of coming here to the computer lab thingy on base and waiting til its time to go to work... but i can see the water real good from this computer today. its really windy so there are A LOT of waves... its pretty.
still no sign of MY videogames or the damned check. I WANT MY FUCKING GAMES! They are MINE!
Poopy needs to write in his diary... he really doesn't do that very much anymore...
well i hope it doesn't rain this evening.... bcuz i have to walk to the bus stop and then home... and its like already dark at 4:30... DAMMIT... time for me to make my walk to the NEX and start working...
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[11 Nov 2004|11:25pm] |
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had a two days off finally. i had to open and close both on saturday and sunday. it SUCKED! been playing with my lil neopets and doing my work for school. i HATE the stupid class sooooooo much.
today RJ was sposed to get off early... but you know the navy.... piece of shit navy!
"I wont tell your secrets,
your secrets.... are safe with me.
I will keep your secrets....
just think of me as the pages in your diary..."
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[28 Oct 2004|11:41pm] |
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started school today... its so confusing. tomorrow is "dress up day" at work. and i didnt even make anything for the potluck. lots of stuff going on in my head... but i dont really wanna say what....
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[22 Oct 2004|01:07am] |
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well i scanned some of the pictures from the family portraits we took. but i cant post them considering the fact that photobucket is no longer a free unlimited storage site... ya gotta pay for that now. BASTARDS! oh well... i take this as a sign that i am never gonna find a free site that has unlimited storage for photos... maybe i will buy the paid membership thingy.
my knee hurts. i have to close tomorrow. at least its jeans day. woohoo! god it hurts so much. now its going numb..... AHHHH!!!
well... theres something that i thought i would never say... was about to write it in here after reading RJs... but no. it must NEVER come to that. i will NEVER ever utter such words out loud. hehehe....
LOVE YOU
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well i had today off and i have tomorrow off. bought some work clothes. had a small party for Ryan since he leaves on monday. it sucks. but whatever. yeah but we all got pretty damn drunk. Eric... (canada Eric) came over too. stupid stupid boob jokes. haha. RJ is doing good with our new Sims. I am bored
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[12 Oct 2004|11:23pm] |
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gonna do a Mary Kay party this weekend. it should be fun. got into a fight with RJ this morning. i am bored.... i think i am gonna look for some more pictures of the bridge...
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[11 Oct 2004|08:26pm] |
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i forgot to mention that RJ got his bike last weekend. i got the sims 2 and it is sooo awesome. we went to hooters last weekend too bcuz the bike place was in Seattle. Wayne went with us and rode the bike back.
and today i practiced again. the first time in awhile... so pretty soon my ass wont be walking i hope...
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i am back from az. i am tired. didnt get much sleep at all.... had to work this morning and had to fucking walk to the gate after work to meet Eric. (after RJ already told him he was working at the gate and would let him in to go get me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) so now tomorrow he has to go in earlier than me.... so now i gotta fucking take the bus or go in like an hour earlier. it fucking sucks sucks sucks!!! and this is my god damned car. and even after i get my liscence this shit is still gonna happen. god. i wasnt expecting this... this wasnt part of the plan. the plan was for him to get his OWN car. his own car to mess with... his own car to put his cds in... his own car to not have to ask to take it... (like he does anyways!!) and i bet he gets off later than me since i only work 4 hours so i will probably have to walk home too! so NOT fair! its MINE! i want to use it now... well soon. then i am taking back MY fucking keys and RJ better keep his own keys too. they are ours. it is our car. our names are on the certificate of fucking ownership. and this fucking computer keeps messing up. the internet wont work and adaware keeps finding stuff. but let me say that its NOT finding them in my account folders either! i made fucking rules for a reason. pretty soon if this shit keeps happening i am taking off the second account and keeping the damn password a secret! just when RJ and i get this thing squared away and in good working order and i start doing everything i can to keep it clean this shit happens. oh hell no. not on my computer. not with my stuff!
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went to training today. it sucked. they act like we are *IN* the freakin Navy....
do we REALLY really NEED to know the freakin ranks and ensignias??? cant we just say sir and ma'am like a NORMAL store?? after all we arent in the navy... they arent our bosses so why do we have to call them Pety Officer Craphole!! ranks dont mean anything to someone who isnt military. DUH!!
i am just in a bad mood is all...
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just came back from Canada yesterday. stayed at the same hotel we did last time when we went with Wyan and the other Eric. i didnt get as fucked up as last time.... theres so many things that happened but i am too lazy to say.
the NEX called today. my background check went through so now i have a job, and i got more information from a different school than Univ of Phx online, this school sounds better.
well i gotta go...
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[23 Sep 2004|03:30pm] |
Eric had his interview today at the NEX... i guess it didnt go too well....
i am having another bad day.... but i really dont want to talk about it. i just feel so shitty. like i cant do anything right. i feel like a dissapointment. i feel like a big part has been cut out. and i just feel so stupid... i dont know what is true anymore... and i dont want to be like people that i said i would never be... what if i am? what if i am just blind and believeing the wrong thing?
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