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[11 Nov 2006|01:57am] |
Ok so I have been messing around with all sorts of blogs for the past few months...
But finally i have decided on blogger
http://missfefe.blogspot.com/
visit me there if you like... its all mostly updated.... well, at least its getting there.
my contact info is different as well, for those that used to chat in IMs with me, here is my new information
AIM- missfefe83
Yahoo IM- miss.fefe83
well... i will miss you all... (if anyone still has me added as a friend)
Keep in tough!
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[07 Jan 2006|08:39pm] |
i think i am gonna move all these blurty entries to another diary...
http://felishad.blogsource.com/
actually i dont "think"... i am going to move them...
blurty is slow and RJ never gets on here anymore... maybe i will make him start a new diary there and we can move his entries there...
i dont really read anyone's diary on here and i doubt anyone reads mine anymore
but just in case.... you can always check out my new diary... OR visit me at http://www.myspace.com/felishad...
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[06 Jan 2006|07:19pm] |
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i am getting closer and closer.....
only a few more weeks.
well.... christmas was terrible and new years was ok. we didnt get any presents and RJ had to work!
but hopefully everything will work out and I will be able to get RJ something soon.
been really bored and really depressed lately....
but i wont go into all of that right now.
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[04 Dec 2005|07:03pm] |
well we picked the baby's name....
She is going to be Jenelle Lena!!!
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[22 Nov 2005|05:32am] |
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ok so i added all those back dated entries that i mentioned last time i wrote...
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[20 Nov 2005|03:30pm] |
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ok so i havent written in here in a reallly really long time.... but i do have this pregnancy type journal i have been keeping in Word on the computer so maybe i will just copy and paste and do some backdating with those entries. RJ hasn't written in here either.... i need to tell him to start up again! :)
i really missed my diary
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[02 Oct 2005|05:31am] |
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Haven’t been feeling very well. I think RJ got me sick. We had the second ultrasound…. It’s a girl. It seems so weird. I thought it was a boy… or well maybe I just was hoping really hard that it was a boy. RJ is more excited about it being a girl it seems like. That is good, but I guess it can be bad. Hopefully he won’t spoil her too much.
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[26 Sep 2005|05:30am] |
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Well I haven’t written on here in quite awhile. Nate has moved out of the condo and Ryan moved into his old room. For now we have the computer desk in Ryan’s old room and started putting all the baby clothes and stuff in the closet. I am so huge now and the baby is kicking a lot now. Thursday we find out what we are having. I can’t wait. Neither can RJ and like everyone from work. I bet Ryan is excited too. Friday is my last day of work. I am not getting enough rest working and I never have enough time in the day or enough energy to clean or cook or anything else. Plus Applebees is opening and Crystal is going to waitress there and I am going to take care of Garrett during the day. Speaking of… Garrett can walk now. Not very well… but at least he lets go of the table and can get around. Josh and Brandi had the baby. His name is Logan and he is so cute. I had a good birthday and wedding anniversary. Crystal bought me the new expansion pack for The Sims2. So I have been playing that a lot lately. I am really tired and should try and get some sleep since I have to work tomorrow. I will write more probably on Thursday. Oh yeah… the maternity pants that Brit got me finally fit now!! I am so happy. Haha. Speaking of her, the twins turned two on the 16th. Time has gone by so fast… hopefully it will continue to do so these next few months.
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[09 Jul 2005|05:30am] |
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Went maternity clothes shopping yesterday. None of it really seems to fit me. But I cannot fit into my clothes anymore. Monday I go in for my first ultrasound and to draw more blood. I had my first appointment last month. Just with the nurse to discuss family history and health and such. When mom and dad were here he did the pencil and string trick. It said I am gonna have girl, boy, girl, boy. But the first girl and boy didn’t have much of a pause in between. Its strange because before that I have been having dreams of twins. I have been so worried about that lately. And I still have this feeling that it will be a girl. So much has happened since I last wrote. Too much to remember or even write about. RJ got sick and he got me sick and I have been like that ever since. I am still really scared about the giving birth part. I am starting to show. I am more tired and more cranky and emotional and totally ready to quit working. I just don’t want to get up in the morning and I hate dealing with retarded customers. I am kinda sad about not working outside anymore too. Ryan is gone again. He went home on leave for his bday. Travis got married on the 3rd. That was pretty awesome. He is joining the Army too and leaves in a few weeks.
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[11 Jun 2005|05:28am] |
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So the morning sickness isn’t so bad anymore. Let’s hope it stays that way. I am still soo exhausted. I am really enjoying my book. I think I am going to read a lot while I am pregnant. I have been spending so much time with Crystal and the kids. She has been so awesome with everything. Yesterday we all had lunch at Mi Pueblo before I went to work. Right now Ryan is on the boat for a few weeks. It has been quiet and I kinda am feeling more relaxed, but I do miss him a lot. I think RJ does too. His mom and Nicole are coming on Wednesday and I am doing my candle party for Jennifer Beaver on Saturday. Jennifer Norton came back from vacation. She is excited too. I don’t know how much longer I will be in the coffee shop since I am not supposed to be handling the 24 packs of beer anymore. I guess all that lifting isn’t good on the baby. I really wish Joy was closer. She is my best friend in the whole world and I just can’t help needing her. Especially since she has gone through it herself. Crystal and Jennifer and Brittany and everyone are all a big help. And I know I am going to want my mom when that day comes but I really miss Joy so much. Not just the pregnant thing, but just her in general. Actually us, I miss us. I feel so disconnected from her.
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[04 Jun 2005|05:26am] |
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Ok so quite a bit has happened since I last wrote in here. Today RJ and I went to the mall and to Target. I bought a pregnancy journal and the book “It”. Hopefully it isn’t scary like the movie. Yesterday I had to work until like noon and then I came home. Crystal just got to the house because she had to pick up Garrett. RJ was watching him while she went to the dentist and then they came back later for a BBQ. I think everyone at work knows. I got morning sickness for sure now. My book that I ordered came in. The “What to Expect when you’re expecting” one. Right now I am so tired and we didn’t do much today. I told Dede and all I have left are Nino and Nina and Rachelle. I decided I am decorating the baby’s room in Winnie The Pooh. Classic or new pooh. I am really excited about picking that out.
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[25 May 2005|05:26am] |
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I didn’t go to work today. I was throwing up this morning and was just so tired today. All I did was sleep and check my email and eat. Then when RJ came home I got dressed and we went to the store to pick up film and went to Chasity’s dance recital. It was so cute and she did so well. It almost made me want a girl more. I kind of have this weird feeling because everyone out here has a boy. Chris and Jennifer have Austin. Brit and Seth have the twins. Crystal and Aaron have Garrett and Josh and Brandy are having a boy. What if RJ and I end up having the girl?
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[24 May 2005|05:24am] |
So yesterday at work I told a few people, which included Brittany. So today after work she calls me and tells me that my candles are in. (From when I ordered stuff at her candlelight party) She also said she had a gift for me. So we go to pick it up and the candles smell great and she hands me this gift bag…. I opened it and found my first maternity outfit! I thought that was just so cool. What an awesome person. And Crystal has been giving me so much advice. I really love hanging out with her. I think the new baby is going to love her and Aaron. And he or she will have some great kids to play with.
So far Eric and Rob know. Mom called Tia Mary and Jovanna left me a message on the answering machine. I am talking to Joy and Christina online. All I need to do is tell Nino and Nina, my nino and nina of course. Joy and Ryan already know the baby is coming… That is if Ryan will be the nino. Plus I just sent Joy a picture of Ryan and somebody has a crush. Awww.
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i really dont know what to say. i am still in shock. i found out some interesting news from the doctor yesterday. I guess RJ and I will have a new addition to the family in January....
WOW
Its like everything that was going on, all the PMS was making sense. My boobs never hurt that much before and I have never been this bloated or tired before.
I am so happy… but at the same time I am really scared. So many things are happening inside of me right now.
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[21 Apr 2005|10:12pm] |
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well.... my contacts annoy me. hehe. we are having a bbq and making tamales on saturday. after i get off work cuz i am working in the coffee shop again.
i feel like writing but i really dont have much to say...
got the new lifehouse CD finally. it is great.....
oh yeah and i got a letter from Carlos too. pretty interesting to get a letter from jail. oh well. hehe. i feel special. i never did expect a reply from him. he liked the picture of him and all the kids that i sent him. the one of them all wrestling. i really miss him alot... they all might be coming for the 4ht of July too.
Crystal and the kids came to my work yesterday to pick up uniform stuff for Aaron. Garrett was in his carseat. He is such a doll.
Got a message from Dede on that myspace thingy. (visit myspace... http://www.myspace.com/felishad and add me!!) She got her haircut. She looks so great now. Shes always been pretty to me but now she just looks great. I miss her. and chelle too. oh yeah she called me like 2 weeks ago. we talked forever! she talked to Ryan on yahooIM at the same time and gave him shit. gosh i miss them both.... and Joy. i still have to meet Taniya. she is getting big too.
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[17 Apr 2005|11:30pm] |
so i am finally over this crazy ass double shift shit!!! i think... RJ is on days now.... Ryan is in Fallon... HAHAHAHA.
i finally learned how to make a PORN STAR!! YAY ME!
Porn Star recipe
Scale ingredients to servings
1/2 oz Blue Curacao liqueur
1/2 oz Sour Puss® raspberry liqueur
Pour both ingredients into a cocktail shaker with ice. Shake and strain into a shot glass, and serve.Serve in:
Shot Glass
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9.8 / 10
33 votes Rate this recipe 10987654321
Alcohol (ABV): 22% (45 proof)
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[23 Mar 2005|07:01pm] |
yeah i still use photobucket... but this is a page where i can write entries with my pictures.... and organize them better... check it out
http://drunkeness2.blogspot.com/
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[17 Mar 2005|06:56pm] |
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work sucks so much... gotta get my ass dressed and head back soon. Last friday RJ and I took my ring to the Zales in Bellingham mall and left it there so they could put my diamond in a new setting with sapphires...
sooo now they cant just do it... they gotta special order one because my finger is too small so now i am naked for 2 weeks. 2 weeks with no ring... working on base with a bunch of SAILORS!!! omg... this is going to be soooo fun.... hahaha. Well... still no Canada... stupid ass Ryan has duty.. we'll still get drunk here at the house and probably take Ryan with us to go see the ring 2 with Crystal and Aaron. We are all due for another nite of drunken bowling... gotta get everyone from work to go....
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[09 Mar 2005|06:09pm] |
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well i went into the place to get my food handlers card this morning an then went to work til 4:30... now i am waiting for 7 to roll around so i can get my ass back to work.... ugh... today is such a fucking long ass day!! i wan t to SCREAM. i am so tired and i have to work again at 9:30 tomorrow.... blah
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[08 Mar 2005|09:41pm] |
http://spanisheyez.blogspot.com/... ok so i found a new diary site... i might use it if RJ switches with me.... only if he does... i will still write in here for a few of the people here in blurty. the site is awesome... and so much faster... and i can have more than one journal in my account... pretty cool.
the site is blogger.com
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