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Well...Jaime left for montana today. Hopefully, we'll all see her again at christmas, I think we will. Tim and Matt will be home to hang out with Vince at christmas. I can't wait till then...it's gunna be fun and happy times again. School is comin up! A few of my friends have already started. I start on the 5th. I'm excited, but still desperately trying to scrape everything together to get ready. I'm gunna go buy some school stuff today. Computers help you a lot in college these days, but I still need a decent notebook to reassure myself. I have none of my books x.x meh, one more thing to take care of today. I REALLY need to go find ways to and from my campus and what not. Oh! I got an apartment too by the way, but the majority knows that already. It should be fun. I gotta find some type of good job. I know the hours I want to work, now it's just finding a place that will take me x.x geez I haven't job hunted in a while. I'll talk to the U about it all. I should probably head out though, so much to do, so little time...(now if only I knew what the hell Vince is getting me for our anniversery....damnit all...I WANT TO KNOW!!! >. |
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| 03:20pm 29/04/2005 |
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To be perfectly honest, I want school to end. I know I'll miss everybody and blah blah blah....but honestly...I believe if we stay in touch, we'll always be friends..that's a test. Everyone is leaving places..Jaime is going to Montana, I think Cristina is going to Stout, Kels is staying here, but going to AI, Moy is probably going to Chicago, and I don't know what's going to become of Theresa. Liz and Nuse are going to Normandale. then, as for me, I'm staying here and going to the U in St. Paul. Some of my friends will remain here...but I feel horrible for Vince..All of his friends are leaving them. All of them to my knowledge. I'll try my hardest to be there for him. One more thing is on my mind. My parents don't think I can make anything of myself. Does anybody else have any clue how bad it feels when your mom tells you "I don't think you can do it"? That's why I want to get out of this house so bad. I can't possibly try for my dreams if the people I love most are sitting right there, mocking me and calling me a failure. I need to get out of this house... |
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| 09:08pm 27/04/2005 |
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My god, this coming month is going to be crazy. Prom, working 2 jobs, school, Sogen con, sister's confirmation, and a shit load more. I figured I'd update before the hell begins. -cheers- Everyone is going to look so pretty at prom. ^___^ I feel weird being excited over something like this -shrugs- mostly I'm just excited to wear my pretty dress lol. -points- I know people who want to wear theirs too!! I'm not alone on this one! Plus, I actually have a date -glows- I hope Vince has fun x.x I'm kinda nervous that he won't, but his friend Tim is going with Kels, so if all else goes wrong, they'll have each other. -sigh- I care about Vince so much, we're going to move in together at the end of the summer so we can be close to our colleges. I know mine isn't THAT far away from home, but the parking and driving every morning will just be too much. I want the chance to learn how to live on my own anyways, I'm going to have to learn someday, why not now? Wnyways, my new job is going great, though I'm trying my hardest to prove myself to the owners so I can start getting paid. It's basically a volunteer job for the time being, until I'm good enough to work. I know it may seem stupid, but I don't mind not being paid at all for it right now. I'm doing something I love, that's enough for me. I've been doing a lot of art stuff lately too. I'm too busy honestly, I can't wait till summer when at least I can get SCHOOL out of the way. Even if it's my last year, I don't care. I'm excited to go to college. Geez, I'm really tired, plus I need to finish my spanish project. Soooo later guys |
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| 04:59pm 07/04/2005 |
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Wow, haven't updated in a while. Well, not much new has gone on lately to be honest. I went on spring break and on a cruise with my family (one word...hell). My birthday was in march, didn't celebrate much. Now it's april and everyone is just awaiting the end of the school year I guess. I'm excited I know.Been working a lot lately. I'm trying to gather as much money as I can so that I can move out of this place by the end of the summer. I have 2,000 saved up so far, with much more to come. Hopefully, this new job I'm getting will pay well and I'll have more to store away. Haven't been spending a lot of time with anyone, except Vince (whome I am still crazy about I might ad) but that doesn't bother me at all. I'm just trying to get as much work done as possible so I can be lazy the rest of the school year and get an early start on summer!! -sigh- the weather is so beautiful, but I really wish it was summer. If it was, I could hang out with my friends more and try and work a little bit more. I hope this summer is a fun one, it will probably be the last summer I have with my friends. I find it sad, but I'm sure they don't care. I'll probably only be seeing a lot of Vince this summer, because everyone else has to work or is hanging out without me (like they usually do), but whatever, I'm not saying that it is a bad thing, but I know that will probably be what happens. Anyways, I better go get ready for work. Sorry for not updating in forever >.>... |
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| 10:32pm 14/02/2005 |
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Well, today was valentines day. For once, I got to spend it with someone I love ^_^. Vince gave me roses, chocolate (mmm it is grood), a little teddy bear, and along with the chocolates, he put the sweetest poem inside ^_^ I melted when I read it. I've never had anyone care so much for me before. It's weird, but in a good way. He also put a picture of us together in it too n.n it's so cute. Wow, I feel special today n.n....I'm just going to go to sleep now and take it easy for the rest of the night. Good night everyone n.n |
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| 09:03pm 13/02/2005 |
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Well, I hung out with my friends last night. For the first time in a month I think, at least taht we've all been together. I felt so horrible cause vince's friends and my friends really weren't getting along. well, cristina and tim weren't. The others were just themselves and my vince was just sleepy. I hate this feeling. I don't feel like I'm part of my group of friends anymore. They're all nice to me still, but I know it's true. They don't consider me one of them anymore. It hurts really bad. I know it's my fault though. I've kind of pushed everyone away, except vince. I don't know, everything is just going so crazy lately. I'm getting things from college almost every week, ordering graduation stuff, a convention and my birthday and tons of my friends birthday's are next month. Please you guys, forgive me, I'm so sorry -gives all of her friends a hug- I can't appologize enough, I didn't mean to push you guys away please for the love of god forgive me. If you have it in your hearts to do so. |
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| 03:42pm 19/01/2005 |
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Tomorrow is the last day of the second quarter of highschool. Despite my excitement, it hurts inside knowing that come september I won't be able to go there with all my friends anymore. It's not like I won't ever talk to them again, although, some I know I won't, but I won't get to see their faces, laugh with them, joke with them, and everything a common teenager loves to do. Instead, I'll be hurled into the hell they call college with no friends, no safty at all. I want to go, but yet I don't. Oh by the way, I did get into the U of M n.n so I get to stay here with my vince and a few other friends. That makes me happy, which cancels out the sadness I know I'll feel on my last day of highschool. I remember hearing from the old upperclass men all about how time flies and now I can say it to the little ones myself. It is true what they say. You enter an 8th grader and it seems like a month later you're already at graduation. I can't say that I don't have fond memories of school. I will forever be the quiet one that sits in the corner to most students and teachers. I find it's better for people to know very little about me rather than a whole bunch like some other people I know...-cough- anyways, I won't go into that. Now I'm ranting, so I'll let you all go back to your normal, every day lives. |
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| 04:24pm 10/01/2005 |
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Well, today we got some stuff back for 3-D...unfortunatly my poor, beautiful centaur didn't survive, so I've chosen to make a new one, because I really really want one lol. I wanted to glaze it so bad. Anyways, it's a beautiful snowy day outside -sighs- I wish I could go outside and screw around for a while, but I have so much work to do I think I'm going to have a break down. So much work and not enough play makes me a twitchy, irritable little girl. Still art projects to catch up on and spanish to do. ALOT of spanish to do. This kinda sucks you know. But I did get accepted to duluth, but that doesn't really make me happy right now. I need to get this work off my shoulders and everything. I should go though, I have to be to work in a little while, so later all n.n |
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| 07:53pm 01/01/2005 |
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Well, happy new year everybody! I got a few of my art projects finished today, so mrs. J won't be totally pissed off at me. I intend on having a crap load more done once I get back to school on monday. If you want to view some of them, just go to my deviant art page and check them out. Go to deviantart.com and look for XSailorCallistoX which is me ^___^! New years eve was good n.n partying at Tim's (a friend of vince's) and I got to sleep by my vince all night (NO not like that...you people are sick) it was just regular type and it was so nice n.n I wish I coulda stayed like that forever, it was comfortable and so cozy, just felt natural to be with him -sighs- it always does...-off in her dreams- anyways...-cough- back to the drawing board for more art projects! later you guys n.n |
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Just sitting here...alone..u.u -sigh- I wish I knew where my friends were...I especially wish I knew where Vince was. -hugs her pillow- I'll just stay in for a day of laziness I suppose, until 5 when I have to work. Bleh. I wish I could stay in bed all day. I slept until 12:30. I really don't feel to great and I didn't go to sleep until 4:30. I don't know what's with me lately, I think my body is either freaking out or slowly breaking down. I guess I really am wasting away u.u -burries herself in blankets- I miss my Vince..-sniffles-..but oh yeah, shopping tomorrow with him, jaimes and kels lump. Hopefully x.x I got some things I need to buy XD. Woot, now I'm semi-happy I guess. Oh well, I better go, I gotta watch the animals x.x they've been crazy all day. |
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| 12:01am 26/12/2004 |
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Alright, just got done with Christmas, only New Years to go then it's back to the hell-hole we all know and despise! SCHOOL! barf...Anyways, I guess I got some good stuff this year. A new sweat shirt, some Vids and some other schtuff. ^___^ I'm happy. -sighs and falls on her bed- I feel so happy lately n.n Vince makes me uber happy all the time. No family fueds (well, except my mom's cousin Sue might be getting a divorce, but seriously, no one cares in my family lol) All the animals are fine. My pup is sleeping on my bed and doing nothing but making a mess of my covers ~_~ -fist shake- oh well, what can you do? Hopefully I'll get to see Vince tomorrow x.x I haven't seen him in a couple days being the holidays and all. -sighs- unfortunatly, my mom has this next week off so she'll torment me all week lol. -writes a note to remind herself to do laundry tomorrow- We lost our water the day before christmas eve, btu it's back now. lol I had to shower at Vince's house that day x.x I think his pillow permanently smells like my shampoo. cause that stuff just smells like, all the time. It never stops. Oh well, it's alright lol I'm sure he enjoys it XD. I'll have to try and update here more often! Now I have lots more things to report! Trust me, if I get accepted to college, expect a huge lettered notice lol. That's the only piece of the puzzle I'm missing in my life right now. If I got accepted to college, I would seriously jump through the roof. That would mean I could stay here with my family and my dear sweet Vince! And of coarse, some of my friends! Ahhh!!! SOOO happy! -hugs her pillows- I'm going to sleep now. Night everybody!!! ^_______________________^ |
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| 06:46pm 09/10/2004 |
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I feel like I'm cloud nine lately...everything is so great. Despite my grades x.x but they aren't THAT bad I suppose..but I don't care. I'm just happy now. I got a call from an old friend today. It felt good to get my revenge upon them. It was a great conversation. I don't care though. I'm with my Vince boy and that makes me happiest of all n.n. Hopefully I'll get to see him tonight if all works out right. But I gtg to the garage now so later! |
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| 10:11pm 27/09/2004 |
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gawd, I need a break away from everything. I just want to sit and stew in my misery for a while. My wisery is no one's fault, but my own. Oh well, it doesn't matter. I'm used to it. I'm not used to getting pity from people and I don't want to get to know it. Alright...well I'm going to go study for spanish and sit on my comfy chair...then sleep...not looking forward to school tomorrow u.u....goodnight everyone.. |
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Feels like I'm wasting my time. School has been totally pointless so far. Honestly I'm not getting anything out of it and it annoys me. I don't know where I'm going to college yet. I'm so nervous and scared for it. I just pray that I get in alright or at all for that matter. I just don't feel like I'm smart enough. It doesn't help with my mom bitching at me daily "marine biology is a stupid career, there is no jobs in it." Sorry mom, but there is. I want to preserve things and try to save the disgusting pee-hole of lake minnetonka. I'm sure there is a way, but people are just too damn lazy. Money isn't everything. I could live in a cabin in the northwoods alone as so long as I have the starts and the aurora borialis smiling upon me. I find the natural beauty in this world to be most important and I think I'll do my part by preserving the waters and the creatures within them. Everything is about maknig a quick buck. It makes me sick. Sure, I do have to admit that money is nice for getting what you want material wise, and property wise, but really, what good does it do? If a fucking comet comes and blows us all up, the place I'd like to be is in a woods like this country is really supposed to be. Humans make me sick honestly. They're all shallow, only caring about their attraction to the opposite sex and their place in society. Personally, I think love should be based on the inside rather than the out. It isn't fair the way society has smashed the idea of beauty into our heads. Even mine has a bit engraved in it. It bothers me that I look around and think this way. I look at the preps and see they're all identicle in shallowness and style. I look at my friends and see individual beauties within them. They are not fake, they are true and wll tell the truth. While the preppies will seperate and lives their lives of lies, the rest will live the truth like myself and my friends who know the earth for what it really is. I love all my friends and it makes me happy that they've stuck by me...I just hope they stay there for me like I'd stay there for them. |
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I...don't....want....to.....go.......to....SCHOOL!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1*SCREAM* HISSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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Ok, that was a fricking long-ass drive. If I go to NMU, I am fucking flying home, that was one of the most annoying drives I have ever seen. There were these little towns all the way there, that you had to go 15 mph in...honestly, wtf are you going to hit?! A FRICKING COW?! Cause there are NOOO people in wisconsin. And if there are, they are related...all of them...creepy sons of bitches. The college was pretty nice, I like the fact that you don't share bathrooms with a billion people. Plus, they have a ton of activities for you to do and lotsa job stuffs to keep you busy. Lol like the crazy pizza guy on the corner waving the sign. I swear that kid was gunna put out his eye. I dunno what's with their pizza people and people standing outside...waving signs...and being in creepy costumes...that just freaks meh out man..Anyways, I'm gunna go fix my renissance shirt...the one that looks like a strait jacket..x.x later |
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I am so bored (this has been revised of feb 7th 2005)
[ .01. ] first name: Nicole
[ .02. ] middle name: Juliann
[ .03. ] last name: Kulenkamp
[ .04. ] nickname ( s ): Gazelle, K, n-dawg..."woman"
[ .05. ] gender: I'm a girly girl >D
[ .06. ] birthday: March 15th, 1987
[ .07. ] height: 5'6"
[ .08. ] hair color: Currently, dark brownish
[ .09. ] eye color: brown, plain brown u.u;
[ .010. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: well, I broke my glasses, so contacts it is
[ .011. ] do you have braces: no and never will n.n
[ .012. ] is your hair long or short: um..shoulder length..
[ .013. ] where were you born: a hospital in delano or something like that
[ .014. ] current location: my room, in mound.."the rabbit hole"
[ .015. ] zodiac sign: pisces
[ .016. ] how many languages do you know: English and spanish, a bit of german
[ .017. ] what laungage do you want to learn: japanese XD
[ .018. ] bad habits: nail biting x.x
[ .019. ] piercing you have: just ears
[ .020. ] piercing you want:more on my ears
[ .021. ] tattoos you have: none
[ .023. ] today: February 7, 2005
[ .025. ] the time: 11:42 p.m.
[ .026. ] ready for a bunch more questions: Sure, why not
F A M i L Y
[ .027. ] mother's name: Nancy
[ .028. ] father's name: Mark
[ .029. ] brother's name: Garret (died at birth, would be older then me)
[ .030. ] sister's name: Jena
[ .031. ] favorite aunt: Brenda
[ .032. ] favorite uncle: Chris (dead)
[ .033. ] favorite grandparent: Grandma Kulenkamp (dead)
[ .036. ] worst relative: Grandpa kulenkamp ><
[ .037. ] best relative: auntie brenda
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: not really
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you? : They have no clue
P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: oh god yes
[ .041. ] what are their names: Miss Kris, Sunny, Spike, Dandy, and Chase
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: 4 pointers and a weim
S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: yep
[ .044. ] did you drop out: now it would be pointless
[ .045. ] current gpa: around 3.4
[ .046. ] favorite grade: 7th, when we were all happy
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: 11th
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: Mrs. J, Kater, and Goodwin are all pretty nice
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: Andserson and Paul...die
[ .050. ] favorite subject: Art, but I do enjoy english
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: MATH HISSSSS
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: buy
[ .053. ] play any sports: Soccer
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: o.o nu
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: not really
[ .056. ] favorite dance: robot XD j.k
[ .057. ] favorite memory: Having a room full of puppies and raising them myself
[ .058. ] favorite memory you want to have: My weddingday -sighs dreamily-
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: My grandma's funeral
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: cell phone going off in the total silence of kater's class u.u;
F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 56, 24, and 15
[ .062. ] letter: Z
[ .063. ] shoes: Doc martains
[ .064. ] saying ( s ): delicious
[ .065. ] TV show: daria, family guy, futurama, along with a lot of anime
[ .066. ] sport: soccer
[ .067. ] vegetable: carrots
[ .069. ] movie: super troopers, princess mononoke, spirited away...way too many
[ .070. ] magazine: x.x I read dad's snowmobiles magazines
[ .071. ] actor: Jim Carrey
[ .072. ] actress: Drew Barimore
[ .073. ] candy: omg WAY too many
[ .074. ] gum: extra polar ice
[ .075. ] scent: victoria's secret "heavenly"
[ .076. ] candy bar: cookie's and cream bar
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: plain vanilla
[ .078. ] color: black, blue and green
[ .079. ] season: winter XD
[ .080. ] holiday: christmas and my birthday, but gotta love halloween
[ .081. ] band: offspring, Korn, ACDC, Alice in chains, no doubt, system of a down, plus many more
[ .082. ] singer: Gwen Stephani
[ .083. ] group: o.O uh...
[ .084. ] rapper: eminem
[ .085. ] type of music: rock baby ^_~
[ .086. ] thing in your room: my wolfwood figure
[ .087. ] place to be: in "the rabbit hole"
[ .089. ] tv channel: the 300s
[ .090. ] junk food: pringles
[ .091. ] overall food: corn dogs...mmn
[ .092. ] store: hot topic or suncoast
[ .093. ] hangout: the mall or just in my car
[ .094. ] fast food: mcdonalds
[ .095. ] restaurant: benihanas
[ .096. ] shape: cresent moon
[ .097. ] time of day: dusk
[ .098. ] country: usa...or maybe japan..
[ .099. ] state: mine baby, mn
[ .100. ] boys name: Vash, Nicholas XD
[ .101. ] girls name: Julia, Lita
[ .102. ] mall: eden prarie, but moa is awsome too
[ .103. ] video game: Soul Calibur 2, Most of the zelda games
[ .104. ] shampoo: Herbal essences fruit fusions
[ .105. ] board game: monopoly!!!!
[ .106. ] computer game: the sims, american mcgee's alice
[ .107. ] car: my dad's camero ~_~
[ .108. ] music video: I dunno
[ .109. ] swear word: damnit or fuck
[ .110. ] word: hoark
[ .111. ] month: december
[ .112. ] cartoon character: Sailor jupiter!!!!!
[ .113. ] scary movie: the chuckie movies freak me out
[ .114. ] team: the Wild XD hockey games amuse me
[ .115. ] possession: My sailor senshi wands and all my photos
WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U TH0UGHT 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: slim shady
[ .117. ] dog: Miss Kris
[ .118. ] hot: tub
[ .119. ] britney spears: gross
[ .120. ] nsync: Queer
[ .121. ] real world: special
[ .122. ] orange: juice
[ .123. ] choice: of rice
[ .124. ] fuck: you
[ .125. ] bisexual: ...I had better not say
[ .126. ] black: out
[ .127. ] icq: ...ok
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: make-up!
[ .129. ] linkin park: schweet
[ .130. ] jack: black
[ .131. ] rainbow: bright
[ .133. ] cucumber: green o.o
[ .134. ] shark: attack
[ .135. ] lifehouse: light house?
[ .136. ] bat: man dunanunununua
[ .137. ] leather: seats
[ .138. ] whip: ..michal jackson XD
[ .139. ] america: the segrigated
[ .140. ] water: ice
[ .141. ] volcano: st. helena
T H i S - 0R - T H A T ?
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: rock
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: rock
[ .145. ] rock or metal: ...oh geez
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: rap
[ .148. ] rap or metal: metal
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: pop
[ .150. ] pop or metal: metal
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: metal
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit:LP XD
[ .153. ] tool or korn: equal in my book
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: selena
[ .155. ] hot or cold:cold
[ .156. ] winter or summer:winter
[ .157. ] spring or fall: fall
[ .158. ] shakira or britney:britney
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie:manson guys
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: garbage
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: neither
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girls:neither
[ .165. ] football or basketball: foosball
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics:winter
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: rollarblading
[ .169. ] black or white: black
[ .170. ] orange or red:red
[ .171. ] yellow or green: green
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne:both are good
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun: hot topic
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: alcohol
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: either works
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels:both are ok
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: dino...I hate scooby doo
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: both XD
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punk
[ .185. ] slut or whore: whore
P R i V A T E L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes indeed
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: see above statement
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: bet your ass I do
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yep
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: um...a few
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: god I dunno it was in like 1st grade
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: n.n;;
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: a lot u.u
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: it's like gambling, ya win some or lose some.
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: he's so cute n.n gah, what can I say?! I love him to death
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her:yes
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: no...mine
[.198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: >.> shhh
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality, but looks do count some u.u; (being honest)
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yea..u.u;
[ .202. ] are you still friends: nope
[ .203. ] so moving along, do you smoke: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: I like my mind thanks
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: siiiick
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: shut up those taste good sometimes
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: never heard of it
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liqour: liqour I guess
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: bubblegum XD
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yep yep
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: see above statement
W 0 U L D Y 0 U EVER..
[ .215. ] bungee jump: nu
[ .216. ] sky dive: NU
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yesh n.n
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yep
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: done and done
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: ....I don't know
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no, that's just stupid
[ .223. ] cross-dress: lol for fun or for school XD
[ .224. ] lie to the police: um...maybe...shhh
[ .225. ] run from the police: no, if I'm innocent
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: sure, why not
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: HERPIES >< EUUW
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: for a small fee ^_~
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: NO
[ .230. ] streak: o.o only if I knew I was alone >.>
Y 0 U R F R I E N D S
[ .231. ] best friends: Cristina, theresa, moy, jaimes, kels, Vince
[ .232. ] known longest: moy and theresa
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: moy
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: moy
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: I don't really know
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: depends on the day I guess
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: vince ^_^
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': nu
[ .239. ] craziest: cristina
[ .240. ] loudest: cristina
[ .241. ] shyest: jaimes
[ .242. ] best hair: I dunno
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: theresa
[ .244. ] best eyes: o.o?
[ .243. ] best body: lol vince rawr n.n
[ .246. ] most athletic: um...probably me lol
[ .247. ] sex symbol: o.o
[ .248. ] hot tempered: me n.n;;
[ .249. ] most impatient: cristina
[ .250. ] shortest: cristina XD
[ .251. ] tallest: moy
[ .252. ] talented: um, artistically, probably moy, but we all have our talents
[ .253. ] best singer: I have yet to hear one of us sing good, but maybe theresa
[ .254. ] skinniest: liz
[ .255. ] nicest: moy, to me anyways I guess
[ .256. ] best personality: I dunno
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: theresa I think
HAVE Y0U EVER:
[ .258. ] flashed someone: ....once...
[ .259. ] told a person how you felt bout them: yes
[ .260. ] been to michigan: yes, much more exciting then central wisconsin ~_~
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: for a joke
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: ...once......shhh
[ .265. ] stolen anything: a sucker when I was 5 lol
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: possibly
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: the ghetto way? o.O
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: lol yesh
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: not to fight with lol
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: yeah
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: no ><
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: yes
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: uh huh..
[ .275. ] been to a concert: yep yep
[ .276. ] been to another country: yeah
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: everyday
[ .278. ] got pulled over: not with me driving
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: not with me driving
[ .280. ] broke a law: many times
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yes, in mexico
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: no
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: n.n; a few times
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: gross!
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: GROSSSSS
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways? >D only to my sister
0 P I N I 0 N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: I spit upon it
[ .288. ] about boy bands: they should be shot
[ .289. ] about flag burning: not cool
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: find them, bring them to my house, and maybe I'll believe bush
[ .291. ] about suicide: stupid reason to end a good life
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: fuck off you bastards
[ .293. ] about abortion: depends on the situation
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: need....more....
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Hopefully successfully working
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: I dunno
W H A T D I D Y 0 U D 0
[ .297. ] last birthday: hid in my room
[ .298. ] yesterday: worked
[ .299. ] last weekend: um...I don't remember
[ .300. ] christmas: opened presents, hid in my room with presents
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: eat until I passed out on the sofa
[ .302. ] new year's: partied!
[ .303. ] halloween: worked, screwed around lol
[ .304. ] easter: hid in room
[ .305. ] valentine's day: sat in my room alone -sigh-, but not this year damnit!
T H E L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: chinese food
[ .307. ] thing you drank: root beer
[ .308. ] thing you wore: pajamas
[ .309. ] place you went: bathroom
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: ears
[ .311. ] person you saw: mom
[ .312. ] person you kissed: kissed my Vince good night
[ .313. ] person you fucked: no body
[ .314. ] person you talked to: mom
[ .315. ] song you heard: foo fighters-everlong
. : N 0 W : .
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: nothing
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: pjs
[ .319. ] any shoes on: bare feet
[ .320. ] hat: none
[ .321. ] listening to: the tv
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: nope
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: it is rather annoying
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: never
[ .325. ] do you like cows: yesh
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: yes
[ .327. ] are you artistic: yep
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: sometimes
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: I am gazelle woman >D
[ .330. ] can you ski: oh god no
[ .331. ] are you british: hip hip cheerio governer
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: yes, and I won't miss either
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: yes
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: many times..but never my own
[ .335. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: ugh sick
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made alice in wonderland: considering disney didn't write it, Lewis Carrol did, idiot
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: I think I'm a tad crazy
[ .339. ] are you nice : sometimes
[ .340. ] are you naughty: maybe ^_~
[ .341. ] are you short: no
[ .342. ] are you tall: average
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: oh god no
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: orange and blue plaid pants XD
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: in my closets
[ .346. ] are you evil : yes
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: lol yes
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: yes
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: noo
[ .350. ] am i annoying you?: yes
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: yesh!
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: beep beep beep borg..
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: -cough- maybe >.>....
[ .354. ] this is over are you happy now hahah: yes actually |
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Wow my mind has been vivid with dreams lately. many many of them, most I don't want to wake up from. From being a battle angel to a pirate, things have been interesting inside my mind lately, it makes me happy. If I coul, I'd live in my dreams forever. Even if it ment I could be hurt or killed or anything, I'd much rather live in a place where I'm happy. I hate the outside world. Everything is so busy. I just want a place where I can take it slow and enjoy my life the way people were ment to live their lives. I could write so many elaborate stories about my dreams. it would be so fun. In my dreams I wouldn't be called worthless, or lazy, or stupid and I'd be perfectly fine. Or maybe, to live among the stars. Who knows where we will be 50 years from now. We could be in space, we could be dead, we could be in total destruction of the greatest known planet. Maybe I'll be a freaking sailor sneshi! Who knows! Technology can take us anywhere, but dreams can take you further. |
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