12:03PM - Blah.
It's too hot to do fucking something.
Current mood: 
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blahCurrent music: Troy / Sinead O'Connor
It's too hot to do fucking something.
blahSome people still earn trust.
It can be different.
Eat that, stupid fuckbitch.
amusedGod, what am I doing wrong.
WHAT AM I FUCKING DOING WRONG???
TELL ME!!!!!!!
shockedI told one of my beta's to fuck off once she send me again an "I'm so sorry, I couldn't beta for you this last six months kind of crap" e-mail.
I have now three steady betas on which I can count more than on you, stupid bitch.
bitchy"My floppy disk corrupted the beta-ed version of your fic. Therefor, I cannot send you more than this."
Of all the 25 pages, she has done 5. IN A MONTH. That's it.
I am not going to work my ass off for this contest because she screwed me. I am not even going to blabber or whine about it but I am still pissed as hell that I cannot enter now.
I'm glad I'm switching betas, she can rot in hell for all I care.
I need all this weekend to rescue this motherfucking thing and with Murphy's law dictates, I have things to do in the weekend I cannot get out of. FUCK!!
indescribableOne day I feel all pissed and cranky and god knows whatever and every beta reader is fucking and screwing me and my fic and the next day I have three offers to beta me and I am called "such a talented writer".
What is it with life and its extremes?
I just fucking give up.
crushedDie you fucking beta- bitch. Die!!!!
Yes, you have time to beta twenty others. Yes you have time to read fucking Harry fucking loser fucking Potter.
But you don't have time to beta me, that's pretty obvious. Instead of you e-mailing me with: "Look, I'm not going to make it", that's fine and dandy with me, because things and shit happen and I am pretty easy going because I understand that things can get in the way.
Just don't keep me dangling like this goddamnit! I have a deadline to keep you fucking twit!!!
pissed offWhy don't people keep their fucking promises? And if, God forbid, I do something that doesn't 'please' them,
why do I get all chewed out?
JUST DO WHAT YOU PROMISED TO ME YOU STUPID FUCKBITCH! YOU FUCKED UP BEFORE AND NOW I AM
SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES WHILE YOU ARE WALKING AROUND LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED.
I am working my ass off for this deadline and you just let me down. Bitch bitch bitch!!!
pissed offJust who the fuck cares anyway.
No one does.
Goddamn.
sadGoddamnit I got an e-mail from the one night stand fucker again. "I understand you don't want to have any more contact with me, but you can still write me?"
GET THIS MOTHERFUCKER. IF PEOPLE SAY THEY DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYMORE CONTACT THAT MEANS THEY CERTAINLY DON'T WANT TO WRITE YOU EITHER.
GET IT INSIDE YOUR BIG FAT FUCKING HEAD.
IT.
WAS.
ONE.
NIGHT.
ONLY.
I do not need your fucking psychological analysis of the evening. I certainly do not need emails full of bawling, whining and dissing. Get the fuck off. I told you almost fourteen times over and every email was more blunt and coarse but you still don't get the message.
Fucking idiot!
aggravatedWhat's so fucking precious about Sunhawks Ion / Road Trip Arc anyway? Sure, she is a good writer and her characterization of Duo is absolutely gorgeous.. but it's too long. Not too long in terms of chapters, pages or time, but too long in storyline. She better just quit and start writing something else.
The storyline is dredging along and along and there is so much problems people can take. It's just more of the same.
aggravatedIt never ceazes to amaze me how stupid people really are.
The great Relena debate (is she annoying or not?)
Duo and Heero are gay or not and all the evidence probably presented.
Trowa and Quatre are gay or not and all the evidence probably presented.
They are just anime characters, people. I simply refuse to understand why people get so upset about an anime character.
If you hate Relena, why waste your precious time spamming and harassing other people who do like her? Can't you just accept that not everybody shares the same opinion? Can't you just respect someone for their own opinion?
Why are people so stupid??
irritatedWhat the hell kind of name is "Blurty" anyway? Sounds more kiddie-like.
I used to have a diary at diaryland.com, but that's becoming more and more user-unfriendly.
So I bitch here whenever I want to.
Fucking stupid beta's. Why do people always let you down?
Newest trend in Gundam Wing : write horrible long stories with 2-pages long chapters about budding and developing relationship between Duo and Heero.
God, how do you spell B-O-R-I-N-G????
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