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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
1:41 pm
i have thus moved to livejournal.......

this journal contains all the bullshit from high school and everything

it was due time to make a new journal

a new journal for a new life

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Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
9:07 pm
eric's a certified demon now. shit i already knew that! lol. but that is creepy wit that guy. and of course he had to tell lori. so the seligmanns have a demon and a vampire. their screwed lol.

i just found this awesome acoustic version of NOTHING ELSE MATTERS on winmx. winmx is my new bestfriend.

work is work. fucking long ass days though. im up at 4:30, at work by 5:50, then not out till between 4 and 5:30 depending on the day. bah.

I'VE TALKED TO THE BOONEY!!!! w00tness. hehehehehe. my geek goes to japan in less than a month though. but he's gonna see so much so thats good. im so proud of him. hopefully they'll give him his chevron soon. then i'll have two 3rd class petty officers, my MM3 and my AE3.

waiting for lou to call. fucker hasnt called me in like a week.

current music: "Nothing Else Matters" (Acoustic)- Metallica

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Friday, August 13th, 2004
9:31 pm
work at the hangar is goin good. just hangin around now waitin to see what this damn hurricane is gonna do.

ooooo.....look at the pics from our weekend in jacksonville back in may. doesnt lou look gorgeous? *drools* and the booney too.....in his dress whites *slobbers*......lol

Austin, Lou, & Me
Austin, Lou & Me

Rock Star Lou & His Bike
Doesn't Lou look like a rock star??? lol......i love that bike....it suits him PERFECTLY


Austin Sleeping
awwww.....night night Austin

the Booney at his gradumication.....notice the meritorious award of E-3 and his AE insignia...the frisbee with wings....

current mood: giggly
current music: "Learn to Fly"- Foo Fighters

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Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
4:46 pm
i do want to be friends with jess. but she obviously can't stand me.....she makes eric happy and that's good. but i just wish we could just say fuck everything and start over and be friends. i can let shit go, me and eric are good and that was her main thing. was the fact that me and eric were at each other's throats. that's just us though, we get like that like once a year and move on. i don't even think she realizes how much we have in common. like most of the music we listen to and just how we are as people. like both of us at each other's throats cuz we're both so protective of eric. i've never met anyone but jess as protective of him as i am. which is excellent, cuz i know she won't let anything bad happen to him. ehhh.....maybe one day she'll let go....who knows....i can dream

current mood: okay
current music: "Burgers & Fries"- Charley Pride

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Tuesday, August 10th, 2004
3:49 pm
my first day in my squadron was today!!! w00tness!!!

got there at like 6:50 am, damn traffic in the morning sux. levi is gonna pick me up in the mornings tho, yay. AE shop is cool. we have a cool divisional LPO (leading petty officer) and cool guys to work with. peirpoint was there, he's nifty and cool to learn from. worked for a bit today, putting some panels on and shit. mostly checked in. got an account on NALCOMIS....its a program to see what work needs to be done on what plane. hopefully i'll get to stay in the shop and not have to go to the line shack or first louie.

i also got my topcats hat.....see below.....


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Monday, August 9th, 2004
8:11 pm
finished up framp today. and gradumicated. w00tness. went up to the hangar and i got to be back there at 6 tomorrow morning. fuck man, i hope they give me night check or some shit. rumor has it, all their Temporary Additional Duty billets are all filled.....like first lieutenant (janitorial work) etc. so i'll probably be going to my shop. and i was talking to malone today and we're supposed to go out for like 10 days in october, and come back. then our next 6 month deployment isn't until '06. then after that deployment we're supposed to decommission. fuck man, get me the fuck off this land and overseas. grrrrrrr.

current music: Chronic Future - TIME AND TIME AGAIN

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Sunday, August 8th, 2004
9:06 pm
wow i was just randomly doing a search on blurty for danbury and i found someone with the name kitten666......and an entry and it mentions a certain situation in which i was involved in before i left for boot camp.......

here's the entry.....

Subject: wait ur on probation?
Time: 4:51 pm.
Mood: confused.
Music: Trapt...Headstrong.

this is dedicated to Liz...lol

to whom it may concern...

so, i heard u were on probation for hitting Amanda...wuts funny is u never told me u were on prob.
u also told me u didnt hit her.
wait...u did? no u didnt, i should know. u told me u were about 2 but u never got to
im confused...so u did and u got probation 4 it?...i'm sorry but i dont believe u
i know its ok if i dont believe u...thats why i dont
u also said that she was so scared that she moved to florida...
i thought she was going there because of the navy...i found out cause i talked to her
shes lying?...i dont think so...i think ur lying!

this is a renactment of that funny day i spent on the phone w/ a certain lier slut
Drama, Drama, Drama

nobody was on probation, cuz nobody hit anybody. and to think i would give up my future for something as stupid as that night was.......wtf??? scared??? i don't get scared because i have friends who would back me up in anything, just like carolyn did that nite. god damn. i let shit go, i don't build on it. i wish people weren't fake. i wish i could trust people.

current mood: annoyed
current music: "Your Sweet 666"- HIM

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5:32 pm
i love reading about how people get pissed off at the littlest things. glad i have me a new journal now too so i can post what i want in here. make that like 3 new journals. you know you're most wanted when you have to have like 4 diff journals just so you can actually write what you want to write about with no retaliation.

people need to grow up. everyone's 19 years old, let shit go already and move on. i have.

hopefully we do deploy in the end of october, the sooner the better. get me out there so I can do something. then maybe certain people will actually appreciate me going into the navy. *ahemmyownsummerahem*

hung out friday, went to the mall wit manda boonie yesterday. finally picked up the finch cd and HIM. and i got an international orange button up tank top *wootness*. stupid ass me went to the post office to send lou his cd and forgot. his address. i remembered the actual address but i had forgotten his room # and zipcode. those may be helpful. me and manda met up with caymon. we saw the bourne supremacy. fuck yeah man i can't wait for the 3rd one. i really should read the books, caymon told me their really good too.....if i can ever finish lord of the rings. i got the big book with all 3 books in it. and i'm right at the end of the two towers.

anyways.....me and manda dragged caymon into every cute clothes store there was Rave, Charlotte Russe, etc. 5-7-9 pissed me off cuz they don't care any clothes in large sizes. i had found this beautiful shirt well actually manda did.....but i could have looked so sexie and they only had it in a medium. gah, stupid people should die. so manda's crush *scooter* showed up with this guy charlie. and we made them go into like the body shop with us and we hit the juniors sections in dillard's, jc penney's and sears. then we all headed home.

i got back and started callin people. i called up frawley, he's in san diego with a helo squadron. he's doing his training and stuff then he goes to SEER school (Search Evasion E-forgot this one and Rescue) then he's going to Guam for like 3 years. dude, almost all the AEs i know went to Guam. like 2 from each of the classes i was in. then a few are in japan or are heading to japan shortly. its crazy man.

i have hoes in different time zones, who can else can say that???? w00tness!

my stomach is killing me today, so ive been taking it easy. i just slept for like 2 hours which is good. i need to do laundry and iron so my uniform looks good for when i meet the C.O. (commanding officer) of my squadron tomorrow for the first time.

current mood: indifferent
current music: "Worst Case"- Red Chester

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11:51 am
Amanda and Luis
  • Will adopt an adult child.
  • Wish to lovingly serenade each other amicably.
  • Miss home.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Marron and Castillo Rosario
  • Might conceive three gruesome girls.
  • Schedule times to watch television together amicably.
  • Lucked out blind date.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Marron and Castillo
  • Will never adopt a handful of rockin' children.
  • Like to skinnydip occasionally.
  • Live life on the edge near the coast.
Orchestrated by ianiceboy

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Friday, August 6th, 2004
9:52 pm
A little girl is in line to see Santa. When it's her turn, she climbs up
on Santa's lap. Santa asks, "What would you like Santa to bring you for

The little girl replies, "I want a Barbie and G.I. Joe."
Santa looks at the little girl for a moment and says, "I thought
Barbie comes with Ken."

"No," said the little girl. "She comes with G.I. Joe. She fakes it
with Ken."

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7:54 pm
*sigh of relief*

finally my monthly friend showed herself. i was gettin worried. starting to think some unimaginable thoughts and the outcomes of them. but now im not scared anymore. whew

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6:43 pm
watching michael jackson's 30th anniversary special on vh1. hehehehehe, i love michael jackson. not the person he is now, but his music. especially "Thriller".

current mood: amused

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3:04 pm
i was talkin wit my best buddie alan a.k.a. lunchbox &/or Silent Bob......

MoD 48 GrL: both you and eric have jess's now
WICAT3: i guess u could say i have always had jess lol
MoD 48 GrL: lol
MoD 48 GrL: nobody wants an amanda tho
WICAT3: we all did at one time but she never wanted us lol
WICAT3: remember that
MoD 48 GrL: wut?
WICAT3: eric wanted u but u didnt want him the min he didn't want u u wanted him
MoD 48 GrL: u always wanted me i think right?
MoD 48 GrL: i mean the first thing u ever said to me on the phone was "will u go out with me?"
MoD 48 GrL: way back like freshman year
WICAT3: there was a time but know i found the one

al just reminded me of something.....like freshman year, i had sooo many guys who wanted to date me. there was eric, dan, alan, mark braught, mark d'arinzo. shit when we skipped on senior skip day our freshman year, i had dated everyone in that car, save for mikey braught.....it was me, eric, dan, mark d, mark b and mike. all 6 of us.....in the pouring rain.....squeezed into mark's cabrio lol.

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1:35 pm - Pippin's song to Denethor in Return of the King
home is behind
the world ahead
and there are many paths to tread
through shadow
to the edge of night
until the stars are all alight
mist and shadow
cloud and shade
all shall fade
all shall fade

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Thursday, August 5th, 2004
10:45 pm
lou is such a dork!!! he told me he was gonna be busy all week so he wouldnt be able to call me till sunday. he called me tonite, i was just like "couldnt wait to till sunday to hear my sweet voice, so you had to call me tonight huh?" hehehehehe. he passed his exam today!! BIG w00t!!!

sean (my mayport buddie) stopped by with wendys!!! he got me chicken nuggets and a frosty! w00t!

trimbath spent like all morning this morning at dental, damn doofus that he is. i was soooooo lost and bored without him at school. i mean we played our first game of ping pong at like 2:30, thats not normal! our last day is on monday, what am i gonna do when i cant play ping pong with trimbath every day???

last day of PT today, AO1 farrill pissed me off. i dont stop running even if i gotta slow down, i jog....i don't walk. and thats thanks to luis! every time i feel like i wanna stop i think of him and what he would say to me if he was there.....he doesn't realize just how much he motivates me. but anyways, once we're into the run for a bit, i cant keep up with the pace they set. i go to the front to try and set the pace, which is why the slower people are in the front and they still dont do that. i miss AE school house PT in pensacola......with AE1s Cameron, Primer, Haugabook....all of em. they at least let you try and set a pace.

the booney still hasnt emailed me. grrrr ness to him. probably cuz i sent him so many this week, but still grr ness.

probably going on a mission for bawls at some point this weekend, still gotta send lou his mp3 mix i made him, maybe seein caymon.

current mood: good
current music: "Embers & Envelopes" - Mae

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7:52 pm
the bible thumpers are still fucking stalking me.....gah.......die, victory chapel is a fucking cult dude. eric needs to go and light their asses on fire or something. he enjoys shit like that. and plus i'd pay to see him fuck them up.

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Wednesday, August 4th, 2004
6:23 pm

Which Family Guy character are you?

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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
11:21 pm

Lou and I are ok. i thought he was upset with me, but he wasn't. but i did tell him bout my feelings for him, and the bastard already knew!!! he's known since boot camp cuz i made it obvious as fuck and different people told him. he was playing the dumbshit part, really fucking well btw. but he doesnt wanna be with anyone from the navy or anyone period right now. his g/f= his motorcycle!!! i should have fucking known that.

soooooo everything between my nuke and me is good. fucking OUTSTANDING, STELLAR AND AWESOME!!!!!!

wont talk to him till sunday nite cuz he's madd busy till then. i hope he breaks a leg on his exam (so i dont jinx him). he's goin wit the boys on friday and saturday. he better be careful.

but me and my lou are good. yay.

current mood: relieved
current music: "Nothing Else Matters"- Metallica

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7:05 pm


From Go-Quiz.com

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4:45 pm
Mandi is a restricted area. Authorised personel only


From Go-Quiz.com

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