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| dan pic |
[22 Aug 2003|09:35pm] |
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its dan hes soo cute and the picture is awesome
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| me good times |
[22 Aug 2003|08:28pm] |
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well i havent written in here for so long being that one im always busy doin stuff or lazy. I was also gone to domincan republic it was so beautiful there. I met so many people there my two favorite was james and mimma they were to cool. At first i hated it being that i was so bored but then i met so many people and everything got so much fun.
Besides that i saw dan wednesday which was great he is soo great i got him a neckalace from domincan republic and he loved it so he says. He looked so cute too with his shirt ah you had to see him. His smile is great ohhh and his hugs gotta say great too. We talked and stuff it was what you would say good times. Then him and joshie boy left and i stayed and hanged with matt i never really hung with him but that day i did and hes such a cool guy really we talked a lot too then he drove me home. so that day went very good i gotta say.
today was just a blah day i stayed home and TRIED to read i really cant do it really i get to distracted like ill read and then ill look up and see my stero and end up listening to music and singing to it or then ill like see something on the floor and pick it up and start cleaning what the heck is worong with me geez. I gotta really read. Oh and today i got Aivees invite to her birthday party. I really cant wait for that im gonna see her! yay! so cited.
Oh and me gonna go see saves the day and thursday YUP and dan toooo and were gonna have funnnn lol.... yeah the new saves the day cd is sooo good it didnt come out yet but i already have the songs and me like a lot.
heres a lyric to so far the song me like a lot on the new album 'IN REVERIE'
song be 'IN MY WAKIN LIFE'
Im never in my waking life
dreaming is my all the time
wheather its the weather
or my mind its all too much
callin' in the fridged wind
a whisper is my dearest friend
leading me along a lilly laden twisting trail
Where we go
we'll tomorrow know
into the vast and empty alley's we procede
Im never in my waking life
dreaming is my all the time
wheather its the weather
or my mind its all too much
crawlin on the cloudy streets
streamin with a billion feet
thumb a little long into the dark and dismal day
Where we go
we'll tomorrow know
into the vast and empty alley's we procede
forever winding our way
weary without sleep
forever winding our way
weary without sleep
oh oh oh
Im never in my waking life
dreaming is my all the time
wheather its the weather
or my mind its all too much
callin' in the fridged wind
a whisper is my dearest friend
leading me along a lilly laden twisting trail
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| JOKES in 6 flags |
[30 Jul 2003|05:22pm] |
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so yesterday i went to six flags. People who went were...rochelle, rachel, faith ann, charity, Elizabeth, Maryann, Emma, Marcos, Tara, Lara, josh, Matt, Jonathon, Bartech (bar tar) lol, Dan (not dan the one i wish that came), Ian, pete and jennette. the ride to six flags was awful i had rochelle and rachel like moving every 2 secs and fighting lol especially cus rochelle spilled coke all over rachels shirt. But when we got there it was bunch of jokes. We started out at this lil roller coaster thats in the dark i went on with josh. We all thought it was dumb but whatever. Then we went on Nitro that was the best ride i went on me rochelle josh and bartech waited on line longer just to go in the front row and everyone else went on whatever row. It was soo great i loved that ride. We endded up not finding the rest of the guys so it was me rochelle josh and bartech for the most of the time. We went on like every rollercoaster ride and we went on superman wow we waited about 2 hours just to go on it it was ok i guess i expected it to be longer but whatever. So yeah we also went on scream machine and that ride sucked i hit my head on the side like 10 times now my neck hurts like crazy. We ate butterfly fries and it was yummy hehe. Then we went on free fall that was when we found everyone. Hmmm yeah then we went back to nitro and faith ann and rachel were being to funny and they kept sayin what what but it was tooo funny and you know how theres gates to walk threw the line to nitro well faith ann was going to lean back but there was a chain behide her not a gate and she fell back and lol everyone starts laughing especially her man it was to funny and we didnt stop laughing for a while it was jokes.. so after that we went back to free fall and went on about 5 times the people there loved us they would let us keep going and people on line would get mad but we were so crazy and jokes that we got everyone laughing i dunno it was to many jokes. Yeh then i was hanging with ian and he won me a fishy and i was very happy and he gave me a piggie back ride cus my legs were hurting that kid is to nice love him. Then it was time to go and this time this ride home wasnt bad as ride there except the fact that i sat next to that dan kid and he wass sooo annoying he kept saying he had to go to the bathroom. And josh sat next to me too and he was soo nice we talked for a long time. Josh is so kyot that he put his arms around me and then that lead later on to holding hands but it was ok i mean hes such a nice guy i didnt mind that he did and i told him how i dont want anything with guys now that friends are good for now so you know us holding hands didnt mean anything cus he feels the same way too. yeah so my day went good right now just a lil sore but i had good times and like my good pal josh says bunch of JOKES!
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| show your ass day! |
[26 Jul 2003|08:46pm] |
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TOday i went to the beach with my lil sis and lidia and mariela the twins mom and older sister we had fun tanning. But oh today was like show off your butt day seriously!.. First i was walking to the ocean and i see this gogeous girl walking with this guy and all of a sudden i see that shes wearing a thong bathing suit i mean she has a beautiful body but mann id be to embarress to wear that. so then i go back where we were tanning and 3 braziling ladies like about 40 yrs old (just a wild guess) sat next to us and they were wearing thongs too i was like ahh wow thats scary! seriously it was. So then like an hour later some old guy old enough to be my grandpa gets up and OMG! he had a thong bathing suit oh man i just couldnt stop laughing everyone was laughing man but come on who wears that to a beach do that in like a nude beach man. but poor old guy everyone was laughing at him i dunno if he noticed but i felt bad. lidia then was holding on to my sister and they go in the ocean and this big wave and they both go under and all of a sudden you see my lil sister grab on to her bathing suit and you see lidia holding my sis hand cus he didnt want her to drowned and the other hand covering her boobs haha it was so funny but good thing she was facing the ocean where no one was looking.. yah so today was a bunch of laughs .so that was my day today
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| fun day |
[26 Jul 2003|08:45pm] |
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i had a blast yesterday... i went to vbs with rochelle and rachel. There was water fight with the lil kiddies and it was fun. After that was time to leave but my mom came late but me and josh (yah the one in the pictures in my journal) we talked for a while and wow hes the coolest really.
SO then i went home took e shower and called rochelle to tell her that i was going to cranford church with her youth group. When we got at her church no one was really there and then dan got there and i was soooo happy! i havent seen him for a while...but we have been talking a lot. i gave him a kissie hello and he brought his guitar to play and then everyone came rachel was so happy and she made things a lil obvious with me and dan but whatever i dont mind so rachel was about to sit right next to me and then tells dan ohh no sit here (which was next to me) so he did we chatted and looked at pictures...
We got at cranford and there were many people then josh asks me to go for a walk with dan him and matt but i was like noo because we arent allowed too but they didnt go and i went to play pool then i went back to hang with dan josh and matt and dan was literally surrounded in a big circle with girls and i look at him and just smile and then i just sat right next to josh and we talked and i felt bad because he was like "theres always girls talking to dan but then i get like put to aside and no one talks to me" you know he is sooo cool and girls dont know what theyre missin. But i dont know him to well to say to much about him so far he is cool person.
SO then dan gets up right when this girl is talking to him and sits right next to me and i felt all special but those girls were giving me looks ever since i got in the place i was like ohhh what now lol didnt say that but yah i just thought that. So josh goes lets leave and walk so me josh matt and dan left we walked around and josh knocks on some random house and some lady just like starts talking to him threw the window she was all scared but yah it was funny so then we walked and talked. then we go back and everyone is there in a circle talking with the youth leader and man that man was mean.
so then this whole thing finishes and me dan rochelle and rachel got the keys to the van and yah so we go in and then rachel and rochelle get out of the van and lock the door and leave and they go open the window and so i do and they go make sure you use condoms and rochelle goes you want a flavored one and rachel goes you want a glow in a dark one haha they were so dumb i was like ummmmmm no and shut the window and they leave running laughing but whatever so dan starts to play his guitar and sings it was sooo cute and he was like you want me to play anything and i was like play whatever you want ahhh it was so great. so then rochelle and rachel come and they were like you MAKEOUT im like nooooo and they make this face like WHY?! but you know i wasnt gonna just make a move on him plus i was having fun listening to him sing.
so everyone else gets to the van and we go out to eat and that was ok except some guy starts yelling and throws his sandwich on the floor and leaves and there was a lil boy with him and he starts crying but whatever i dunno what happened after that.
so we go out and theres dan and josh on the sidewalk playin guitar and with there video camera and dan goes make faces and i do takes pics of me and he goes do something and i do then i pertend im like a model but it was just jokes so yah and he took a crazy one while i was doing it and it was great then me and dan take a pic and yah it was all dark the pic he took cus it was dark out soo i dunno.
Finally we get to union church and people get off i have to stay in because you know i need a ride i go bye dan and hes like noo dont say that dont say those things in a a very funny voice and so it ended up he coming with me and we listen too some zwan we had good times and they drop me off and he films me on my way out crazy i hate being filmed but whatever so that was my day yesterday. wow i like said alot in this entry but seriously i like dan a lot and my day that i had.
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| VBS TIME |
[24 Jul 2003|10:02pm] |
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hi heyy hello.....yah today and yesterday i went to vbs.... yesterday i saw nick and i was happy about that havent seen him for a while and he left today to surf for 18 days.
today went to vbs and it was fun and we ran to pauls house and got ice and marker to pierce rochelles ears and hahah umm rochelle went on top of the kitchen counter and cus we needed to lay somewhere and paul wounld let us go further in then the kitchen so kitchen counter it was but we ended up going into the office in the church to pierce it. so yahhh it was sooo funny rochelle bite on a pillow and a wash cloth while i pushed in a safety pin in her ear and we did it she yelled a lil but hehe o well and she didnt bleed or anything. yah the reason why we did this all was because her mom thinks its bad to pierce any body part so yah that was exciting.
then rachel came and she took pictuers of vbs she was helping out.
me rochelle then went to paul and played with these puppets and the microphone and it wass fun untill the whole stage fell haha we were having to much fun.
then rachel and rochelle came over we went to alan and eloys house then chilled at my house for a while and then we went uptown and had funn passed to noelles house to say hii havent seen her for a while happy that i did
so basically i had fun. buhbye!
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[10 Jul 2003|12:00am] |
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hello! yah so today i had to babysit my cousins and first my aunt gave me a french pedicure and manicure so my nails are pretty.
yesterday rochelle came over to my pool we tanned and ate watermelon heh and went uptown to get icecream.
and tomorrow my parents are moving the computer to downstairs im very upset about that being that its gonna be in the office and i wont be able to use it as much.
Yah and i miss talkin to dan hes gone to a camp will be back soon so i cant wait to talk to him.
man i love Zwan been listening all this week thanx to dan hehe
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| movies with rochelle |
[07 Jul 2003|12:28pm] |
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yah soo today i went to church yah some guy talked about his past it was pretty sad...i had like a tear come to my eye. yah then i went to my cousins house picked up my cousin then ate hamburgers! Then rochelle called up to go to the movies so we went and stuffed our face with popcorn man popcorn is great! yah so afterwards we went and got icecream and of course rochelle had to get the usual cookies and creams with rainbow sprinkles haha and then we went to her house and danced to music that was so great with the flashing lights yah tons of fun! so that was my day
and the day before yesterday i was talking to dan and he told me how hes not going out with his gf anymore and how he doesnt really care for her soooo heres my chance!
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[04 Jul 2003|02:04pm] |
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yah so yesterday was wow boring till nite time
I went on line i talked with dan for like ever really till like 2 in the morning! wow its wierd never talked to a guy that late well besides the ones i would go out with but thats different! yah we talked about evrything and yah i probably said this same thing about eric but eric was like a horny lil one and talked about humpin and crap like that now dan totally different! i dunno what to do now cus he says he has a gf but he talks to me like hes interested in me and i like think about him all the time now. I dont want to ruin things for him and his girlfriend at all but i like him sooo much wow its crazy hes good looking great nice so understandable. now that im writing this im thinking im just gonna be talking with him like im not interested its better then nothing maybe later on in life you know something could happen ;o) hehe
yah so today is the 4th of july!! ill write later if i have the chance
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| crazy time |
[02 Jul 2003|07:09pm] |
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what a wild day yesterday me and rochelle had tons of fun went crazy took millions of pictures some on webcam and mostly on my other cam.
yah went to the pool then went up town then to alan and eloys house drank terrere lol spanish stuff then went up town again we went my house afterwards sat on my front porch and plucked our eyebrows and stuff we talked a lot....We ate food mmmm...after that went to my room fooled around with my makeup and made poses it was all jokes lol then talked to dan and some other guys yah it was fun love that girl lol.
oh and on my Xanga.com/sillymonk i got pictures of us lol.
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| beach time |
[30 Jun 2003|11:50am] |
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yah so yesterday was a fun day...
I went out bought food and then begged my dad to go to the beach....so we went to manahawkin hoping that we would see aivee but she was at newark her mom said. yah so we looked around her house she has a really nice house. her mom was so nice. Joan looked so cute. and i saw ivs room and i saw a painting of her and her bf joan told me her bf did it man Aivee thats cool i got to get me a bf like yours i hear such great stuff about him im happy for you!. Man i miss Aivee! Well aivees mom told me to go down again if i wanted to to actually see aivee and im going to try too.
oh yah and across her street theres this pretty house and my parents we're all interested in it cus its for sell. yah that would be great to move out of kenilworth that would be the best day of my life. Ive been waiting for that day for so long. ive been begging constantly to move.
Yah so after that i went to the beach at long beach island it was nice but we needed badges to get in we knew about it but o well we still went and this lady was going around checking so me and my parents and sister got up and just walked around until they left. yah then i just started to take pictures i love the beach its so great and i want to learn to surf so bad that would be so great. Yah so i took pictures i want a digtal camera badly ive been wanting it. I need a job badly too!
then i got home like at 7 at nite and took a shower and stuff then met up with everyone and saw fireworks and afterwards went to ice cream store ate vanilla fudge with whip cream and wet walnuts. so bascially my day was fun.
and now today its very boring so far.. i most go out and do something fun.
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| its so friggin hot! |
[26 Jun 2003|12:38pm] |
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friggin hot out! yesterday i almost passed out it was so hot.
Yesterday me kara noelle bonnie katie matt serge and frank hung out at pants house went in the pool me and kate tan a lil then serge and frank took our sunlight spot but its ok... Yah so we had fun.
Today i started my day off by working out cant have a gross body with a bathing suit on yah so work out i must.
Yesterday me and eric talked a lot online man i cant wait to hang out with him hes such an awesome guy.
Eric is the best person ever! i swear.
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| out of school! |
[23 Jun 2003|05:14pm] |
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Schools actually over! yay! kinda think about it, it kinda sucks too usually theres nothing to do at home but clean so being at school makes it better. i hope this summer will be fun.
Ive been talking to Eric a lot lately man i love that kid.
Bmxair1287: i gotta go take a shower before my padre flips on a silly lil chico like me lol,wanna come?
Bmxair1287: a hot shower,steamy
Bmxair1287: warm
Roxy6Says: SURe wish i could
Bmxair1287: haha
Roxy6Says: lol
Bmxair1287: right right?
Roxy6Says: well im gonna go too
Bmxair1287: aright
Bmxair1287: get ur beauty sleep lol
Roxy6Says: nite nite
Roxy6Says: lol
Roxy6Says: sweetdreams
Bmxair1287: although u got enough to last u forever
Bmxair1287: aright
Roxy6Says: yah right i wish
Roxy6Says: write me them long emails again
Bmxair1287: heck yeh
Roxy6Says: ill write you i love emails
Bmxair1287: me 2
Roxy6Says: i feel special when i get them
Bmxair1287: i love anything that has to do with you
Roxy6Says: aww thanx bud
Bmxair1287: u should always feel special
Bmxair1287: not only on emails
Bmxair1287: cuz if u werent special u would never keep my attention for this long....its just that ur the coolest girl i have ever talken to
lol ok thats our big BUHBYE that never ends. Geez that kid is great he says the sweetest things to me... he makes me feel happy.
well nothing special happened today hopefully later on today it will get better
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| im back! |
[13 Jun 2003|07:11pm] |
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wow its been so friggin long....
yah everything has been okay i guess besides the fact my mom didn't let me go see sergies band play at the cove =( i hope they do good
but today Rochelle might sleep over so that will be cool
haha yah me and my brother recorded ourselfs talking in a wierd accent and we also sang and took really funny pictures. i love my brother we get along so great then we order pizza and ate pizza with mushrooms and onion he likes it was ok i guess yup
my daddy left to boston and will be back sunday that means no one to bother me more then my mother does yah i love them both but they expect to much
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| my day |
[01 Jun 2003|10:35pm] |
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today was very cool went to church (im such a nice girl) then went to wendys with jessica marly pam jack and steven yah then afterwards we went to jacks house played playstation 2 we played sims yup my family was wierd it was a white daughter with a chinese mom and black dad so it was pretty funny then we played grand theft auto and i got followed by bunch of girls and i threw people out of there cars and stole then...
then after that we went to jersey garden and we met up with adrian ana danny and these two other people that i forgot who there names were but they seemed pretty cool. soo we watched bruce almighty and yah it was funny and sad at the end brought a tear to my eye yah so i had a fun day today.
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havent' writen for a while really didn't have time too and really didn't feel like it.
Yah sooo friday nite stayed home all nite saturday i hung out with some friends till 3 in the morning thats a first wierd huh yah it was fun we went to applebees and yah and just chilled and fool around
sunday was karaoke nite just imagine me singing haha yah i was pretty bad but was so much fun
monday went to church and saw bunch of old friends and had fun we played games like potatoe sack and 3 legged walk and arm knot thing yah it was funny and fun at the same timei was pretty upset tho the person that i most wanted to see wasn't there well he was but he was there for 3 secs and left. oh well.
tuesday i spent it watching movies i watched: just married...i love ashton he is so hot, how to lose a guy in 10 days, and i watched the lizzie maguire movie with my lil sister, old school that movie was ok i guess...yah so i had fun watching movie all day. wow im a bum oh yah i talked to NIck i love that kid he is sooo nice and hot we have the most coolest conversations i get all fuzzy inside when i talk to him hehe well thats about it.
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| im sad |
[21 May 2003|10:21pm] |
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im sad....being that im talking to rochelle right now and shes telling me how she might go to the funeral. I feel soo bad for johns family he has 3 lil brothers and 2 sisters that are younger too and they all looked up for him i wouldn't know what to do if one of my brothers died i think id die myself too.
yah well today art was ok free time there and tomorrow too. gym was boring. lunch too. project period i helped sergie with his tickets with the cove there going to have a show soon. math we had a guest speaker and me mikie and john played that game where you say any word that pops into your head it was pretty funny. then last period we went to see the choral in our school yah how exciting!.
good nite i be going to bed.
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| me a lab rat |
[20 May 2003|10:10pm] |
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life has been boring this week so far. Im really mad at my mom doesn't let me go out. i feel like them lab rats that are stuck in a cage and make them run in those wheels except i have to clean always! i know so many people that complain about there parents not letting them out later or not letting them out for one day just be glad they actually let you out. im sleepy now i gtg sleep nite nite
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| i also have an other journal |
[19 May 2003|11:44am] |
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i have an other journal i got my face on it hehe im ugly tho its xanga.com/sillymonk go there
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