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Blurty for Mazohyst.
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| Wednesday, April 21st, 2004 |
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http://www.greatestjournal.com/users/yasu2087 http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_dahlia |
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| Saturday, April 17th, 2004 |
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| Wow, I just realized how much I love my Blurty u.u; the layout rocks. Ima start it up again and use it for something or other. Maybe just communities, for the fun of it lol. | ||
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| Saturday, March 6th, 2004 |
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| Wow, looks like Blurty is all back to normal now. I cant start updating again. | ||
| 5 Ain't Afraid To Die| Super Deadication! | ||
| Monday, February 23rd, 2004 |
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| I'm going to be making this Friends Only soon | ||
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| Thursday, January 1st, 2004 |
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Garden Of Everything - Maaya Sakamoto Here you are Daylight's star Made out of miracles Perfection Of your own You Alone O so incredible Each atom Sing to me "Set me free From chains of the physical" O free me, O free me The mirror melts I'm somewhere else Inside eternity Where you on Outstretched wings Sing within The Garden of Everything Where memories Call to me Backward dreams? Or phantom reality? Call to me, they call to me And so here we are Lovers of Lost Dimensions Burning supernovas of all sound and sight Every touch, a temptation And for every sense, a sensation Eyes of pure Deep azure Quite unbelievable The sun's daughter You've been made Not to fade Quite inconceivable Each atom sings to me "Set me free From chains of the physical" O free me O free me A love like ours A starry flower Through seasons and centuries As rivers reach the sea You'll reach me With songs of your symmetry A small boat There will float To far off coasts The Isle of Infinity Come with me. O come with me Here we'll see Love's lost tree Made out of miracles Emotions, crystal leaves To cover me And you in eternity Each atom sing to us Through the blood "Love is a miracle" Sings softly, it sing softly And so here we are Lovers of Lost Dimensions Burning supernovas of all sound and sight Every touch, a temptation And for every sense, a sensation And so here we are Twin stars of brilliant brightness Lanterns lit by life for all the depths of night And every day will return us To arms of the ever eternal And so here we are So far from earthly orbits Burning supernovas of all sound and sight Where every day will return us To arms of the ever eternal |
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| Friday, December 26th, 2003 |
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Im bored....Does anyone know of any good manga/anime I could get into, non hentai . Any suggestions? So that no one repeats something I've seen before. Ill list the anime I have seen below [bold text = Whole Series, Italics = Mostly] x. A Wind Named Amnesia x. Ah! My Goddess: The Movie x. Ai Yori Aoishi x. Ko Ko Wa Greenwood x. Amon Saga x. Angel Sanctuary x. Armitage I and II x. Appleseed x. Patlobar The Movie I and II and some of the series x. Ayashi No Ceres x. Battle Arena Toshinden x. Street Fighter Alpha x. Ninja Scroll x. Ghost in the shell x. Perfect Blue x. Millenium Actress x. Jin-Roh: The Wolf Brigade x. Berserk x. Blue Sub. 6 x. Twilight Of The Dark Master x. Gundam Wing [and a few other Gundam series] x. Blood Reign: Curse Of The Undead Yoma x. Blue Gender x. Blueseed x. Blueseed Beyon OVA x. Boogie Pop Phantom x. Sailor Moon x. Lain x. Bubble Gum Crisis x. Fushigi Yuugi [plus all of the OVA's] x. Burn Up W x. Dragoon x. Record Of Lodoss War x. Nadesico the Movie: Prince of Darkness x. Mermaid's Scar x. Harlock Saga x. Please Save My Earth x. Card Captor Sakura x. X the Movie x. X the series x. Cowboy Bebop x. Neon Genesis Evangelion x. Cyborg Soldier 009 x. Darkside Blues x. Vampire Hunter D x. Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust x. Yami No Matsuei x. Devil Hunter Yohko x. Dominion Tank Police x. El hazard the Alternative Universe x. El Hazard the Wanderers x. Escaflowne x. Escaflowne Girl in Gaea x. Fist of the North Star x. FLCL x. Plastic Little x. Garzey's Wing x. Legend Of Lemnear x. Takegami x. Birdie the Mighty x. Project A-ko x. Tekkaman Blade II x. Macross Plus x. Macross II x. Gunsmith Cats x. Hack.Sign x. Hellsing x. Humanoid Kikaider x. Inu Yasha x. Kite x. Legend Of Crystania x. Magic Knight Rayearth x. Nightwalker x. Outlaw Star x. Petshop of Horrors x. Tokyo Babylon x. RG Veda x. Princess Mononoke x. Spirited Away x. Castle In The Sky Laputa x. Vampire Princess Miyu OVA x. Vampire Princess Miyu series x. RahXephon x. Shoujo Kakumei Utena series x. Shoujo Kakumei Utena: Adolescence x. Rurouni Kenshin series x. Samurai X x. Ronin Warriors x. Shadow Skill x. Sol Bianca x. Slayers x. Spriggan x. Tekken x. Tenchi Muyo x. Tokyo Revelation x. Trigun x. Voogie Angels x. Weiss Cruez Is it me or is Blurty being a dumb fuck..and lately? Maybe its just me...I dunno... |
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| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 |
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| So yes! Went out around 7 ate at mcdonalds. After that we went to Lizard Lounge where Ray got a tattoo. It was the japanese symbol for Pheonix which was cool. After that we went to Best Buy where I bought my 2nd collector's edition Ayashi No Ceres box set. I get to see how it ends now! And then went to Barnes and Nobles. Then went to Darron's brought Daron here [home] and then ray just left. Heather needs to grow up and get rid of Daron becuz he is a fuckin' loser. I dont understand her. She also needs to realize that Ray really has feelings for her and cares about her more than Daron ever could. She was a bitch to him all night after all the shit he's done for her. Its bull crap. I hate to see the poor guy depressed. Victoe is now playing video games....which leaves me with nothing to fucking do. So I decided I would update this thing...again? Oh yeah I forgot to mention that I actually talked to Bruce the other day...it was cool, his voice has changed. Alex-sama got a new cell phone and I can text message him ^_^ It's cool. I guess that's it. See yah. | ||||
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| Sunday, December 21st, 2003 |
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| So yep yep, Im at victor's house ^_^, spending about a week here. But it's almost over =( Victor got me a ring O_O *gasps in the crowd followed by murmuring* Its so gorgeous. Its got a sapphire and two diamonds. As i said its gorgeous . Heehee..enough!!! I must be off!!! ALEX-SAMA!!!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!! | ||||
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| Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
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As the, now, ronin helped his daimyo in performing seppuku, he realized that one can search his whole life for a perfect blossom [sakura blossom] and know that not one breathe of one's life would have been wasted in finding that one blossom. The samurai's life was like the cherry blossom's, beautiful and brief. For him, as for the flower, death followed naturally, gloriously. Many know that a Samurai's weapon of choice would be his sword . But in fact he carries two. His Uchigatana or Katana and his Wakizashi both aka Daisho . The first of the two being used the most. The samurai in my opinion is the most glorifying thing I have come across in my entire life. No matter what people say. The true samurai were truely blessed in life. Their Iai-Jutsu is incredible. Their Batto-jutsu, Ken-jutsu, and just their Bushido make them truel awe inspiring. And don't laugh at their Hakama either. Their's just something about a man in a Hakama that makes him sexy...[ahem]...anyways. |
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| Sunday, December 7th, 2003 |
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Ummm...yeah. Bored. Working alot . Bought Victor a nifty watch which he got when he came for Thanksgiving. I bought him something else he doesn't know about that will go along with a 'meaningful' Christmas card, it was so cute when I saw it I just had to get it for him =D. I think I know what he got me for christmas, or rather what he is going to get me for Christmas. But I dun wanna get my hopes up and get all excited for nothing. I dun wanna say what I think it might be, cuz if it isn't I dont want him thinking that I'm all psycho and deeply relationship obssessed lol. Okay fine! Just beat it out of me why don't yah!!!! Lol...I wanna ring *whines* Pweeeeease dictowr?! Lol...no but seriously, nothing too flashy or anything. And no nothing to do with engagments or anything like promises and stuff having to do with that. Just a pretty ring that I can say "Hey look *sparkle sparkle* this is what my boyfriend got me for Christmas." I dunno....Im weird aren't I? I dunno I kinda want some kind of commitment...I mean come on. Im gonna wait 2 years for him so we can live together and I want some insurance. No, I guess *mummbles*... *sigh* -_-; Poopy...I think we are in a serious relationship and so does he, but he says no promises or anything becuz of bigger things possibly happening. And these are the examples HE gave me: x. Getting involved in a horrible accident leaving him brain damaged and causing him to become retarded which will result in memory loss. x. Dying. Men and their fear of commitment...Well I dun really want a commitment. I just want reassurance. Like him reinforcing the fact that he truely does love me enough to carry on a long distance relationship for 2 more years with occasion holiday and random visits to each other. *shrugs* I guess it's too much to ask of him at this stage....why must these things be so difficult. I juss luwv mah babeh T_T I try to talk to him about it, but then it all gets confusing and rumpled up and he thinks Im talking about marriage and stuff o_O I dunno....I can't get him to understand, and if he does he has a funny way of making me confused about it. *sigh* -_-; But it's okay. If we love each other enough and Im patient enough Ill get some sort of 'insurance' out of this....T_T I hope...anyways...yeah!! Moving along: The other day I rented some anime from the local Blockbuster: x. Martian Successor Nadesico The Movie: The Dark Prince x. Millenium Actress I haven't watched the second, but I watched the first one and it totally rocked! I want the series so bad. But alas...poor little broke 'ol me, boohoo T_T lol...enough pouting! Tomorrow is my day off. I'll prolly sit around and watch Tv all day, thats about as extensive as its going to get. See yah later. |
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| Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003 |
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Second entry of the day. I felt the need to enphasize on the events of the last 3 weeks: I started work about 3/4 weeks ago. I work 40-50 hours a week. I'll be making even more when I step up in the food chain and become Crew Trainer. I'de like to eventually become Manager so I can make 16-17 dollars an hour. That's damn good. Mind you this won't be a permanent setting, just a "for now" thing. Victor came last week for 4 1/2 days for the Thanksgiving holiday. It felt so good to have him sleeping beside me. To cuddle me at night ^_^ and wrap his arm around me. I missed his kisses. Got plenty between the time he came and left. I wish he didn't have to go :( [sigh] anyways...We went and saw Elf [which was hilarious] and Master and Commander The Far Side of The World [which was awsome, russell crow rocks!] Well I am being forced to remove myself from the computer. I'll give more info later. |
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| My computer broke, Ive been working alot , and Thanksgiving with Victor rocked ! Oh yeah and I now have a cell phone ^_^; | ||||
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| Monday, November 10th, 2003 |
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| I was just getting ready to call Victor and his mom gets online...the stupid *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP* [ahem] *sigh* I miss my hicey vicey. I can't wait till he comes for Thanksgiving...the tent...heehee...O_O Wait tiffany reads this Noooooooooooooo T_T Oh well girls secret! And NO it's not sex you dirty minded woman! Sheesh I do have some morals heehee =D | ||||
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So yeah...Im trying not to wait for Victor to get online, but that's what I've ended up doing. I have a feeling he won't be on. He isn't even on yet like he said he would be. Reminds me of the way I use to wait for Kel to get on. Which is another reason why I hate talking to him on the internet...There is alot of waiting involved...and sometimes useless waiting....I talked to him last night but then he all of a sudden had to go and said bye and that was all...at least that I can remember, no i love you or anything....I would call, but I don't even know if he is over at Pigs anymore...Ill prolly give in before long and call anyways......Prolly make myself look like a fool lol Then again when don't I do that lol Non-con Pervert You just love it when the uke squeals and cries. You're one of those Muraki fangirls, right? What type of Yami no Matsuei pervert are you? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 |
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{throws herself to the floor dramatically and sobs} Alas! I have waited! And waited...And waited! And now Im broke! [sob] So many things in the anime and manga world are coming out [oct. & nov. namely]. The things i have waited for, for long long times...Hellsing manga, Please Save My Earth manga, Mellinium Actress, Tokyo Godfathers, Trigun Manga, Snow Princess [CLAMP!!!!!!] manga, Sailor Moon Seasons 1 and 2 box sets! , the last chobits manga i need, the last Mars manga i need, and so many nameless [for now] more. Why must I be broke?! I think Im having anime withdrawals O_O....Ive been reading my Animerica issue and crying, so many many things....Anyways, Ill be off today to find a job...at McDonalds............................... Remember all the times that we used to play You were lost and i would save you I don't think those feeling will ever fade You were born a part of me I was never good at hiding anything My thoughts break me Do you understand what you mean to me You are my faith Won't you cure my tragedy Won't you cure my tragedy Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy Won't you cure my tragedy Then I hope that you can hear me scream Won't you cure my tragedy When I sit and think of the days we shared And the nights you covered before me Every little thing that i ever did You would stand by me Everytime you would cry it would take my wind My heart would break If I could be strong like you were for me You are my faith Won't you cure my tragedy Won't you cure my tragedy Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away If you made the world a stage for me Then i hope that you could hear me scream Can you hear me scream Can you hear me scream Won't you cure my tragedy Won't you cure my tragedy Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away If you made the world a stage for me I can't take this anymore I can't feel this anymore Won't you take and give her pain to me Cause my whole life I've made mistakes Can you hear me scream Can you hear me scream *sigh* ^___^ |
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003 |
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| Well Ive been looking for a job for the past week and no luck so far T_T But I could go back to McDonalds, it's better than nothing as of now and I can make 7 bucks an hour. I made over 2 thousand dollars in 6 months and that was only working part time So if I work there for 6 months working full time Ill have enough for when victor comes down ^_^ And we'll have enough to get our place and some furniture if possible. Im worried though. I really hope me and victor last a long time. I wub him so ^_^ Not that I'm really worried, I dunno lol. Whatever happens, Happens I'de say. But I don't really want to work at Mcdonalds, but eh...It's better than nothing! | ||||
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| Im remodeling so please forgive the ugliness | ||
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| Thursday, November 6th, 2003 |
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Victor is coming fir Thanksgiving!! YAY! Poop. Ive also desided to sell some of my anime soundtracks which includes: - Gundam Wing Endless Waltz - Fushigi Yuugi EiKoDen [unavailable for now] - Sailor Moon: The Best Of Sailor Moon But yeah that's it. Im just waiting for Thanksgiving weekend ^___^ HEEHEE =D!! |
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003 |
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So Im back home [which is depressing]. Trying to find a job which has been unsuccessful so far after 3 applications. Im going out again this evening to check out Bealls, Win Dixie, and the theatre. I need a job more than anything right now. I need to get a car, get a job, and then get an appartment. And then....I have to wait. I wish victor's mom would just let him either leave or let him get emancipated. I love victor but I don't really like his family all that much becuase of the way they treat him. They suck ass. Im suppose to talk to him today at 3 and then call him later tonight at 9/9:30pm. I did some oddball chores today for some money. I need to call Target about my application even though I just put it in yesterday. What can I say besides Im desperate. The things Im willing to do for this man lol. Dorisu might come pick me up on the 11th for Christmas shopping. Hussy had to go move 50 million miles away -_- I miss victor....I need my box of stuff so I can start using my face stuff, my face is starting to break out alot and I need to get rid of it -_- I had no problem until I came back damnit. Well see yah. burn and melt and stick and fade your temporary arms invade one of many last warnings cannot wipe the conscience clean the strain wears in you whore me in again cannot connect the smirking world the poison flower comes uncurled if i believe, if i believe i'm dreaming and if they find you lost again what will you tell them then collapsing in again you found what makes it sore you triggered off the feelings that you felt before i come crawling up again i need to eat i need a friend someone with me, someone with me no better feeling than escape avoid the feeling so you're all the guilt pulls away if only forever replace the name replace the fear i can't come out but i want you here i"m laughing now and then it floods but not out loud i feel you up and feel you down i need your space i need it now another circumstance has gone and shut you down another fear awakened in the fault you found |
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Alright, this is for U.S. residents only cuz I can only ship here. So here is the run down. VHS *tapes* and DVD's are in excellent condition unless otherwise notified. All VHS *tapes* are English Dubbed unless also notified. DVD's are bilingual [English and Japanese w/ English subtitles] unless notified. So here is the list: Anime: DVD- RahXephon: 3 dvd boxset, Complete 26 episode Vampire Hunter D Bloodblust: English language dialogue only Garzey's Wing: Complete episodes, from the creator of Gundam, Hellsing: Complete Box Set, 2 DVD's Hellsing: Vol. 1 Fushigi Yugi EiKoDen: Complete OVA Twilight Of The Dark Master: Collector's Edition WXIII Patlabor: Special Edition Armitage Dual Matrix Manga: Magic Knight Rayearth Vol.3 Respond to this and Ill give you a price along with a picture and blah blah. Tho I doubt anyone will T_T |
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Blurty for Mazohyst.
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