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take a closer look at my Marble-goldies + a packet from S'pore! [28 Jun 2004|05:59pm] [ mood | amused ] ok, i've given an Eng. name to these new fishies i bought --- marble-goldie coz i dunno wat they're called in English. i think they're a hybrid of original goldfish and guppies. it's nicer if i dont use flash when tak'g pics of them. so here u go! a close look at one of them 3 of them FLOATING around... :) this afternoon when i got home, i looked into my empty mail box, feel'g a bit disappointed coz i was expect'g a packet from Kevin --- a b-day present. but then i found out that it was delivered right into my HOUSE! cant believe that i'm gett'g a small packet from him though we have only known each other for about 2 weeks! i quickly tore off the wrapp'g paper and found a book --- Crime & Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky, a postcard w/ his greetings, and a CD full of songs and MTVs. i was sweat'g like hell but i insisted to make a call to him before i jumped into a cold shower. (u dont sound like a toad on the phone! dont listen to wat ur frenz told you! & thank YOU so much Kevin! i'm gonna start read'g ur book right after Professor which i'm read'g rite now.) 2 comments|post comment

did nothing much except for a nap, then another nap [27 Jun 2004|11:52pm] [ mood | lazy ] got up at 9am. wanted to go for a swim but i could see the pool got pretty crowded, so the thought immediately got flushed into the toilet. (i hate it when the pool is full of ppl, i like it when the pool is EMPTY) took a shower and found my belly and chest pretty red, looks quite irritating coz they started to itch a lil'... damn! @_@ felt the same yesterday and i have the same thing happening to me rite now! i wasnt quite awake yet after the shower, so i switched on the TV and spoiled myself by lying on the sofa while watching some crappy programs. fell asleep in between until Fear Factor came up, which is one of my fav. shows. gosh, the chick was REALLY hot... i forgot her name. wish i could lose some weight, sth like 10 - 20 pounds and look like her. well, this aint gonna happen coz i never like the idea of LOSING weight. haha. i'll do exercise to keep myself healthy, but not targeting at LOSING WEIGHT. ok, mom & dad got back home early, and i just woke up FULLY when they got back from their hiking. started to read this boring stuff for my CCIV course. FUCK IT! i mean i dont get anythg out of it, but i am forced to study sth which i hate so much --- Chinese Culture!! i thought this would be over, not until i'm forced to do CCIV courses! damn it! ok, i'm gonna get it done coz i just need to PASS it, this should be easy. oh yeah, i forgot that i have to write a 300 word essay on some awkward topic... fuck it, have no idea how to write on some weird topic like this one. ok, i'm gonna procrastinate it till tmr, day after tmr. hahaha, it's due this Wed... so it has to be done b4 Wed... alrite, my mom accompanied me to go and bought some fishies for my almost empty tank (it's not empty except for the fact that there's NO more fish but a few plants left...) bought 3 cute, fat and dumb look'g marble-gold-fish. they are REALLY cute! arent they just adorable? i must tell u that they are really slow in motion! and i really like them coz they're very very cute! like 3 living-marbles swimming in my tank! watched America's Next Top Model just now, and Yoanna won. i actually knew the results before i watched it coz my frenz told me. i like Mercedes' walk and posting, though she's a bit too short for modelling --- how sad. but then Yoanna's face is so FLAWLESS! it would be a SUPER SUPER model if we can have a hybrid of Yoanna and Mercedes! Yoanna's eyes are so captivating, and a pair of eyes like that can get her ANYWHERE she likes! :) 4 comments|post comment

2 Bitches on Stanley Beach [26 Jun 2004|07:57pm] [ mood | cheerful ] it has been a really sunny & fine day and we went to the beach as we have planned. we got there at around 12 and the sun was very hot that almost got our skin BURNT! a sight from the top of another building bitch on the beach! Wahaha, this is the reason why we got there --- to get ourselves tanned! We stayed on the beach for about 50 mins and we couldn’t stand any longer and left for a shower. @_@ gave me a pair of earrings for my bday and they're absolutely lovely! :) merci beaucoup!!! j' adore @_@! i think i have to start think'g about wat i should get u for YOUR bday... ~_~|||| Strolled around Stanley and bought a white sleeveless-tee (HKD$25, USD$3.2) and a cotton bag in black with printed khaki flowers on top (HKD$60, USD$7.7). left Stanley when it was about to get pretty crowded to CWB. We found ourselves feel’g extraordinarily tired and sleepy, so we made up our minds to get sth to eat at my club-house, then got back to my place. Now @_@ is sleep’g out there on the sofa and I’m cook’g our dinner --- pasta again. :) 2 guys i bumped into... bumped into Patrick (my EX-EX) this morn’g while I was wait’g for the train in Jordan MTR. He was talk’g on the phone AS USUAL and was walk’g towards me though he claimed that he was head’g to the other direction. pretty weird coz he should be stand’g on the other side of the platform! okay, anywayz, he looks exceptionally refreshed --- quite out of my expectation coz he ALWAYS looks really drained… this time, it’s quite the opposite coz I’m the one who looks tired. LOL~ he forgot about my b-day, but wat the heck, he doesn’t have to remember it… it’s no longer important whether he remembers it or not. Haha. The other cute guy I bumped into is a Taiwan star called Ho Yun-tung (何潤東). This is the second time I see him in real-life. Last time I saw him was when I was in Taiwan 101 shopp’g mall. he IS very cute and tall! I think he’s the only Taiwanese actor I know who isn’t a bit GIRLISH… I think most Taiwanese males are really queer… 2 comments|post comment

THANK YOU ALWIN, YVONNE, KIM, JANET, SAM & DAISY! [26 Jun 2004|02:52am] [ mood | amused ] i had a VERY great time tonite w/ these ppl up in my house celebrat'g my 21st b-day. THANK YOUs ALL SO DAMN MUCH! it has been a VERY nice eating + mahjong party. too bad that Kenna missed out this party...oops! i forgot to put the food into the freezer! ;P ALwin is really good at picking perfume huh! i like the scent! *SNIFFING IT* it's really refreshing! a fragrance definitely PERFECT for summer. the one i've been using is actually better for winter, and this new one is gonna replace the one i'm using! the most touching part is when i received the lil' notebook. Yvonne said, "sorry, we forgot to buy a card for you!" and i believed that to be true... then she hinted me to open the notebook. oh my god! they wrote so much in the booklet and it's really touching! Yvonne, i'm gonna remember the words u wrote for me coz they're SO TRUE! i'll watch out for ppl around me and try my best to differentiate good ones from bad onesi believe u'll be by my side and tell me watz right and watz wrong. :) played mahjong and i figured out that i still need A LOT of practices... i mean i still couldnt recognize the dots and stripes... (u know wat i'm saying? i mean the patterns! i still have to COUNT how many dots / stripes there are ...) jesus, it's quite fun but i prefer pokercards coz' card games are easier to follow. Thanks Janet and Kim for ur patience play'g w/ a dumb-ass like me. LOL~ Yvonne, too bad that u have to go to work tmr morn'g! or else u can stay a bit longer w/ us! next time! we'll find another time to meet up for a re-match! (it's not a re-match for me... just another practice for me...) i think i should go to bed now coz i'm meet'g @_@ tmr at 11am at CWB! we'll go to the beach if the weather is fine and sunny. NITIE NITE! 2 comments|post comment

Gucci + my dearest GIRLS = a GREAT day full of celebrations! [24 Jun 2004|10:07pm] [ mood | full ] haha, first i had lunch w/ Gucci today which he considered to be my b-day meal w/ him. he didnt know wat to buy for me and i was wait'g for him at PageOne for HALF HOUR and was SOOOO indulged in this book called Piercing the Darkness: Undercover with Vampires in America Today. he offered to buy me this book as a b-day present, and i accepted it. :) THANK YOU SO MUCH! i'm really a big fan of vampire stories, and this is NO fiction man! u have no idea how much i like this book! it is this incredible movie Bram Stoker Dracula i watched when i was still a young kid which started me fall'g in luv w/ vampire vampyre (this is the rite spelling to show that ur part of their community) stories. Go hunting for vampires and they will hunt for you. i really wish to meet them once in my life. but for me, be'g a person who never likes to live in the dark and never fancy the colour of black, i think it's a bit hard for them to get to like me. LOL. got home in the afternoon and listenned to the CDs Kenna gave me. they are really good. *Thank You Kenna!* Avril Lavigne has such a young and thin voice, but her songs are pretty nice and easy to listen. Met Sherry, Wing & Sarah for dinner. the food was nice, i particularly like the smoke-salmon pizza. but Wing didnt like the tomato paste underneath the smoke-salmon. Thank YOUs so much for buying me the book which i requested --- Wide Sargasso Sea and for treating me to dinner. it's already very joyful to meet you guys, even w/o the present and dinner, u see wat i mean? it's so nice to see each other grow and we have experienced SO much together. and sherry, it's really nice to talk to you. i mean there're just NO barriers between us and since we're busy on our own things, i treasure a lot whenever i get the chance to meet you and the rest. :) alore, merci beaucoup! 4 comments|post comment

My Girlfriend's boyfriend --- Her Space Holiday [23 Jun 2004|11:48pm] [ mood | content ] got this off my friend's (triptonic1) page, i think it's nice so i'd like to share w/ all of you i'm picking up the phone and putting down this pen To let you know I'm writing you again But it's not the same the names have all changed And my best friend and ex girlfriend aren't to blame I did this myself it's a sick cry for help But it doesn't mean the situation's clean Additional stress that will come from the press The mess I made putting my life on parade Now the writers can say "we were right all along You can't make someone love you with your songs" And you don't know me But you owe me A little time to find some piece of mind And when you hold me I'm not so lonely It will be difficult to leave this life behind My sister always said that hardships come in two's A funeral and break up afternoon There is really no good time for anyone to leave In a couple weeks I'll get my chance to grieve And hopefully by then my mind will be all clear And I can cry for the reasons that I'm there Not for the all things that are happening at home The church was filled but I was still alone But this is not a ploy to gain some sympathy I made this bed and now it's time to sleep And you don't know me But you owe me A little time to find some piece of mind And when you hold me I'm not so lonely It will be difficult to leave this life behind Its such a shame that the blame has somehow shifted to you We're both aware through the years that I've been messed up too And I shouldn't talk I should stop I'm digging deeper holes It just feels strange that I sing songs for another girl My Girlfriend's Boyfriend-- Her Space Holiday so afterall, some poems are easy to read. :) correction: well, this is not a poem afterall... sorry... it's a song actually. thanks for lett'g me know Jane! :) so had hot pot w/ my uncle who came to HK from mainland China. he's almost the same after the heart surgery and all. he's really funny and talkative, so there's not a moment that i'm feeling bored or anything -ve. it has been a great night and a great gathering. he's leav'g tmr., and i dunno when i'll be seeing him again. have been ask'g Gucci to come over to my place this Fri nite but he's really not so sure about that. haha, he's pretty scared of my frenz i guess... well the sad thing is he knows NO ONE in my network, and i dont wanna exclude him on my b-day. hmmm, hard to say watz up in his mind. really hope that he can make it and i'll keep on persuad'g him to come tmr when i'll be meet'g him for lunch. 4 comments|post comment

brief but heavy SHOWERS [23 Jun 2004|03:08pm] [ mood | okay ] i'm really not in da mood today, maybe becoz' of da bad sleep i had last nite. dont feel like smiling today. just now when i was crossing da road, i saw a boy opposite standing with his umbrella open. but wait, there's NO RAIN though it was really cloudy. then da light changed to green and i crossed da road. all of a sudden, it rained like HELL! it was rain'g so hard that i'll get thoroughly wet if i didnt have an umbrella w/ me! wat da heck! i'm glad that i did have my umbrella w/ me... lucky me! Bill Clinton has his BS published, and i can see his books piled at really easy-to-spot places. i was wonder'g if his wife Hillary Clinton has made a lot of money out of her book, so now he is following da path of his wife. Last nite, a friend showed me this pic, and she said on MSN messenger: let me show u a pic of a shaved pussy! ok here u go! haha what on earth were u thinking! 4 comments|post comment

Thanks Kenna [22 Jun 2004|11:52pm] [ mood | gloomy ] haha i'm finally back. had a really dry martini plus a "Dead on arrival" which tastes REALLY sweet... anywayz, Kenna, thanks for com'g to meet me b4 leav'g and i really really appreciate it. & i luv da CD u burned for me! :) *hugs and kisses* ok i'm not try'g to judge ppl here but i dunno, i mean y do ppl get started SO QUICKLY nowadays! ok, thatz it. i'm gonna stop rite here, dont want ppl gett'g hurt coz of my BS. but there's one thing i wanna point out, should ppl inform others before they bring in STRANGERS? it's not so nice if you bring in strangers w/o a warn'g... shhhH! thatz enough! well wish u luck boi. u know i'm talk'g about YOU. no hard feelings, ok? i dunno y i always happen to do da same thing w/ my EX. got an offline msg from him saying: i watched a really old HK made movie last nite and it's called ____. Kwan Chi Lam (Gigi), da gurl in da movie really looks like you and it makes me think of you. hey, hang on a sec, there's no way that i look like this gurl coz i have small eyes and she has HUGE eyes man! second, wat ru try'g to say here? ur my EX and mind ur tongue! was talk'g about REBOUND kinda stuff w/ Kenna tonite. i'm really confused abt wat i REALLY want. maybe i want NOTHING, or maybe... letz see how it goes. ok, i'm gett'g sentimental coz of da alcoholics i guess. better go to bed RITE NOW before i start BSing again... & have a 9.30am class to catch... nite nite PEOPLE! 4 comments|post comment

a boring lunch party... as expected [22 Jun 2004|06:20pm] [ mood | artistic ] ok, finally, da lunch thing is done. fac'g these so-called relatives really makes me wanna puke. i just dont see any connection w/ these ppl except for da fact that we share the same surname. how pathetic. well, i like the buffet lunch though. mom's got some 50% discount coupons and so it's really cheap, like $90 / person. hey, it's a nice hotel! wat do u expect! the salad bar is amazing, i luv the fresh and crunchy veggies there in a hot summer-day like today. da smoke salmon is also really delicious. ma ma mia! my favourite course is da DESSERT! the breadpudding is just... fantastic! anywayz, i try not to interact w/ the others, but only w/ da food in front of me and my MOM sitt'g next to me. i pretended that i care about my grandparents, which in fact i DONT give a shit abt them, by ordering tea for them and took them 2 bowls of soup. other than that, i just smiled and nodded my head. my head think'g: gosh, when will this be over. after lunch, dad invited all of them to go to his company 2 have a look. "damn! i thought it's done!" it really sux coz i really have NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING, to say to them. they're not really strangers to me, but da empty feeling is really daunting... ok, no matter wat, it's done for now. da next time i see them will be on mid-autumn fest... hha, i'm not a bit anticipated. watz gonna happen tonite i'll have dinner w/ my parents. coz it's Tsuen Ng Fest today. after dinner i'll be meet'g Kenna, and Alwin perhaps, for a drink coz she's leav'g HK this Fri and she'll miss my b-day dinner... anywayz, i'm glad that i can meet her before she leaves! toodles! post comment

my 1st celebration for 21st b-day [22 Jun 2004|01:59am] [ mood | bitchy ] ok... maybe it's not a good idea to put it in bold about my age... ah well, watever, i dont give a shit about my age. Hard Rock Cafe Lina, Avan, Audrey and Jen threw me a party. they thought i was disappointed, but no, it isnt like that. it's just... i dunno. it seemed to me that 'm not really that close to them and they're all com'g to celebrate w/ me... just felt a lil' bit awkward... *hush hush* but still it's really nice of them. i dunno whether i'm close to them in real... *confused* anyhow, da dinner was great. dunno y i'm fee'g a bit bored tonite... weird. feels like sth's miss'g. wanna get onto my bed to read Professor, but it's too late and i'm gonna mess up tmr's schedule... oops, do i have one actually? meet'g my father's family for lunch, well, i dont like meet'g them. but i have to for my dad's sake. i am there just to please him, but not out of my heart, it's out of COURTESY. i love my dad and so i should love the ones he loves, but why should i love those who dont love my mom? this just doesnt make a freak'g sense. anywayz, i think i'm gett'g a lil' too complicated here... make it simple Laura, life is simple, it should be at least. ok, i'm gonna wear my smiling-face tmr from da point i see those a-holes. it's exhausting to meet ppl whom u dislike and despise, in spite of wat kinda activities ur doing w/ them. ok, i can deal w/ it, i've done it for more than 15 years and i should be skillful. (how pathetic) ok, it's now 2.08am... i should be in bed now... dont wanna mess up w/ my skin... yeah i'm feel'g bitchy coz gucci just called me a bitch on da phone: y do u sound so bitchy tonite? i have no idea! maybe i'm like that all da time! haha 3 comments|post comment

HEAT, HEAT & HEAT! [20 Jun 2004|09:49pm] [ mood | geeky ] 'm not talk'g about the movie Heat staring Al Pacino, 'm talk'g about the REAL heat that we're all experienc'g here in HK... it's almost UNBEARABLE! i like it more in S'pore coz at least it's dryer, here in HK, it's so humid that u get drained VERY easily. my friend invited me to get to her place yesterday and so i had lunch at her place. the lunch wasnt that good coz she sux at cook'g... but still i enjoyed it coz she at least made the effort to cook it for me. i couldnt believe it that she was actually celebrating my b-day! i mean i've never expected her to remember it's my b-day com'g up this Fri! Danke sehr für alles! dined out w/ my god-father and his gorgeous gf in a Chiu Chow Restaurant. i can never understand watz wrong w/ my god-father that he has no prob. find'g a gf but never get married. i mean he's good look'g, he doesnt have to worry about his living, and he's an architect. there must be sth wrong w/ him that nobody wanna be his wiffy. well the dinner went ok and he still has his sense of humour. it's Father's Day today but i didnt do anythg. i mean my father never take it seriously and neither do i. i'm never ashamed of it coz he really dont take any of these occasions seriously, e.g. X'mas, b-days, mother's day, father's day, valentine's day... he values Lunar New Year the most, other than this, all are UNIMPORTANT. haha, weird huh? i'm kinda like him actually, but i am deformed after all these years liv'g w/ my frenz who value EACH occassion. 'm so glad that Lina & Avan have organized me a party tmr nite, it's early but i dont really mind. i can hardly recall that in which year of my life that i've celebrated my b-day on the EXACT b-day. since it's in June, and it's always either stepp'g on the exams or it's on vacation where most frenz are out of town. so my celebration is always way after June, somewhere around July and August. i've been chatt'g w/ this guy whom i met in S'pore. i find him a really nice guy. i mean he knows alot about literature stuff since he studies LIT. and he knows wat i am read'g about. a good chatter box to have on my frenzlist. i mean i dont know a lot of ppl who know wat Jane Eyre, Wide Sargasso Sea and Anne Rice is all about. 4 comments|post comment

Erica Yam... [18 Jun 2004|11:53pm] [ mood | calm ] Erica Yam --- this is the name of the salesperson who's in the shop which i bought sth from. accidentally, this is just a letter different from my EX's name. and he happened to call me up this morn'g. wat a coincidence! i think this is some kinda signal from "god" if there's one. ah weird, it's just weird. i really have nothing much to talk to him and he was simply ask'g me silly questions like "when does ur summer courses end?" or "so how did the study tour go?"... those questions which he has asked on ICQ. he sounded exceptionally happy and active, which is really different from the guy i knew. met my friend Sam at Kelly & Walsch book store in Pacific Place, Admiralty. he was VERY surprized when he saw me coz there is hardly anyone on earth would call his FULL CHINESE NAME in public i guess. :) (sry Sam... i didnt mean to do it to embarrass u but it was out of my basic instinct!) read a critic on HK Magazine that i grabbed in Starbucks about Troy. so glad that the guy also agrees that Troy is a badly made movie. i mean it fails to create that war kinda feeling and spent too much time on minor matters like the relationship between Hector and his family. who the hell cares about that? greatly disappointed by this movie. post comment

i'm DARK & SENSUAL??? [18 Jun 2004|01:08am] [ mood | cheerful ] my friend told me this: jane eyre, wide sargasso sea and anne rice are gothic literature means they are dark and sensual means there's a side of you that's like dark and sensual, but not shown hehe yes, very true. this guy has only known me for 2 weeks, and he hardly knows me... it's really funny how strangers can get to know u so well that sometimes even u urself dont know those sides of yourself. post comment

writ'g in da library [17 Jun 2004|05:20pm] [ mood | bored ] (this was orginally written on a piece of paper) i'm here in da library, sitting next to the window. it's my fav seat here coz' i can see the bright blue sky & tall green trees. had class this morn'g from 9.30 till 12.30, it sucked. the tutor has no idea what teaching really is, seriously i dont know how am i going to survive this intense course w/ her being my tutor. i really hope it was someone else, but it's merely a dream that would never come true. chilled out w/ Alwin for a while after class. he got a new job for be'g a TA and i'm happy for him. oh, i met a new guy in class whoz majoring in EE. he looks very sporty and seemed to be cooL & nice. chatted w/ him on the ICQ for a while dur'g class, even though he was sitting just 4 feet away. i just sent Gucci an SMS say'g: "da movie "Dreamers" wasnt nice, a bit crazy. i'm in da lib. dont think 2 much abt ur gal, it's her loss. c if u can leave earlier 2nite w/ me. :) cheer up!" ya, i went to watch Dreamers all by myself. the movie started at 2.45 and i got hold of the ticket at 2.47. it was all dark when i sneaked into the cinema, luckily the movie hasnt started yet. Lina called from ifc and asked which movie i wanted to see. i told her i was already in the cinema watching Dreamers. she sounded disappointed while saying: well then! enjoy the movie! i felt guilty so i sent her an SMS saying: Desole, i dont wanna travel all da way down to ifc... i'm on my own. hope 2 c u later! :) It's weird that none of the ppl today replied my SMSes, not Gucci, not Lina. da movie was lunatic and a bit dirty. it describes how a twin bro. & sis. behaved while their parents were out of town... (oops, Gucci just called & had to get into the back-stairs to talk. he just checked on me & said he broke sth in da lab, so he had to take off. at last he went home to get sth & now he's on his way back to sch again.) THe 2 were v. close & it seemed like they have never grown --- they were still sharing the same bed while sleep'g naked; shar'g da same bathroom at the same time; sis. asked bro. to masturbate in front of her for punishment after losing a so-called game... some bits were pretty sickening, and some were pretty exotic, e.g. while the new American boy did the sister on da floor which was requested by the brother, and found that she was actually a virgin... the whole film had a lot of nudity and sexual scenes which really differentiated American culture from French culture. The french seemed to be a lot more revolutionary than the American. so here i am after watch'g the lunatic movie. need to calm myself down a bit. luckily i have my book w/ me --- the Pilot's Wife, by Anita Shreve. a very easy to read & light book, good enough to keep me entertained for the next 1 hr & 15 mins. Gucci told me abt his gf break'g up w/ him over the phone last nite, which explains why he looks a bit dull today. i think he still likes her though he has said quite a lot of bad things about her last year when i first get to know him. i said to him: "shouldnt u feel happy rite now that ur finally FREE? didnt u want to break up w/ her very long ago?" he replied, "... nah, i didnt mean to break up w/ her. and now that she asked for it, shouldnt i have the right to feel depressed?" he then told me a lot more than that --- his concerns about his future and how he plans for his life. i think all boys at his age should feel da same, includ'g Eric. 5 comments|post comment

Grape [15 Jun 2004|01:25pm] [ mood | amused ] i found this old schmate of mine on Friendster.com. he has changed SO MUCH that i almost couldnt recognise his face, and his nickname is Grape. he used to look dumb and ugly, but now he's handsome and really well-built (6-pack muscle man!). alrite, then i got track of his blog and read a lil'... well his life hasnt changed much though --- gett'g in and out of police station. he's really different from me thatz y i've never been close to him. anyways, it still leaves me in awe how a person's looks can change. sth's very wrong w/ blurty.com, i can hardly update my blog... it's irritating. got up at 11am this morn'g. my mom called back from office and said to me: so u just got up huH? i hate her ask'g like that. i mean if i could wake up at a normal time, i would have! y is she this annoying? i dunno wat went wrong but i had a bit of headache. maybe it's becoz' of the 2 sunrise that i had last nite at the party. i shouldnt be this intolerant towards alcohol... anywayz, i shouldnt drink so much coz' it's detrimental to my skin!!!! this is suicidal to drink watever & whenever i like! i want to keep my skin as healthy as possible! my EX told me about his computer not be'g able to be booted up, he said to me, "... so u won't see me often till it's fixed..." he still sounds like as if we have never broken up. he scares me a bit whenever he's like this. yesterday i met up Gucci for lunch and he told me about his gf leav'g this Wed to the US. it was rite after i invited him to come celebrate my b-day. his b-day is on the same day, but a month after mine. he asked me to be w/ him on his b-day. it's very funny when i think back on how we met at the first place --- through an OOD course called "Learning to Learn". we were all grouped in fours and i was w/ him and 2 other galz. he and i got along the best among the others. it's also a miracle that we kept on contact'g each other even after the course has ended. at first we talked a lot about our bf/gf, but it becomes less as times passes by, which i'm not sure why. he's really funny in a way that he seemed like a cute lil' kid, but he has had experiences that i've never had. i mean he has friends from triad society which i can hardly imagine. but he's clean: no drugs. he's doing amazingly well in his faculty, he's in the dean-list for more than once. incredible! i mean last year, we were both 3.8 something for our GPA, but this year i can no longer compare mine w/ his coz' mine has dropped hell lot! ok gotta grab some lunch though i'm not hungry... 5 comments|post comment

Happy B-day Yvonne my SIS! [15 Jun 2004|01:08pm] [ mood | drained ] Happy Birthday Yvonne! i'm so glad that the party came out pretty nice and cooL, urgh, except for the signing-up-da-card-part... sry sis, i was try'g hard but the card was simply too BIG! hehe~ i hope u can get up on time tmr morn'g for WORK! it has been a very tiring day for me. i walked to the pool this morn'g, but i forgot that it was closed for CLEANING... yeah i forgot it's Monday... so i had to walk back home again. but then i had to leave home very soon to meet up Gucci for lunch... the sun and the heat was kill'g me softly. then had a 2 hr CCIV class(some sort of Chinese culture class). many students fell asleep, and i tried hard to keep myself AWAKE... i got home again after sch. and had a shower. then i had to leave again to meet up my friend to buy a b-day cake. the whole bunch was late... only 3 of us showed up on time. anyways, the 3 of us got to the K-box first, and they were really hungry so we ordered our food first. it was a super big room and there were only 3 of us there at first. it felt really awkward... seemed like it's our own celebration coz' even the b-day gal hasn't shown up till like 1.5 hr later. She looked really tired, and i noticed that she must have partied too much lately becoz' of her b-day. haha. Alwin was really busy tak'g pics of us and talk'g on da phone. i think there's a reason for ppl stay'g outside of da room for so long. i wonder if everybody in da room realizes the prob. all of them showed up at last, but it was time for me to leave... :( i didnt want to go this soon but i had to coz i didnt want my mom to get mad at me... i knew i couldnt stay for the count-down, so i decided to leave at 11pm. ok, now i must go to bed coz' 15 laps are wait'g for me! :) nite nite Yvonne and my dear frenz. we'll meet again next week for MY B-DAY! 2 comments|post comment

~~Sangria Sangria~~ [13 Jun 2004|11:22pm] [ mood | sleepy ] my shoulder sores so much that i couldnt go swimm'g again yesterday morn'g. ok, i'll go for 15 laps tmr morn'g. [determined] wat did i do yesterday? first, i met up my parents for lunch at KCC. got home after lunch, coz we couldnt stand the heat outside... went out again to dine in SOHO, a Spanish restaurant, forgot its name, not El Cid definitely. the lamb chops were really juicy, i love them. the Sangria was fresh and nice too! i'll definitely re-visit this place. i was driven to heaven after 2 glasses of Sangria and 2 shots of schnapps. i was invited to go to a rock mini-concert, but i couldnt make it... merde. anyways, got up not so early this morn'g, at around 9.30. took a shower and cleaned my fish-tanks. my friend called me up and i told her to come over to my place. we had lunch together, it was spaghetti w/ pork and tomato. she ate very little... i forgot that she has a very small appetite... (trust me, i've known her for years) i should have eaten her portion as well. hahahaha~ we then went to Mongkok to meet up another gurl --- the b-day gurl. we (including the b-day gal) went to shop for her b-day present together --- a Casio G-shock watch. each of us chipped in $100 bugs and she paid for the rest. she was REALLY happy. i think it's good that we could buy her sth she really likes, it's better than buy'g sth expensive but not pratical. shopp'g for a b-day present is actually sth really hard. i mean when u've bought presents for this same person over and over again for so many years, u really dunno wat to get her. we then dined in the same Shanghainess restaurant we did last time we met. da food was fantastic. gotta go to bed early otherwise i'll have an excuse tmr morn'g for not going for a swim! hehe~ nite nite! 4 comments|post comment

a FALSE alarm [12 Jun 2004|12:41pm] [ mood | blah ] i can never believe how frightened i was about the return of my EX. i was talk'g to him on ICQ just now and he said his summer sch is gonna finish this wed. and he added, "n come back to hk". my heart literally STOPPED pounding. then he clarified it might happen, but not if his uni. approves his application for switch'g to another faculty. i must admit that i AM very scared of his return. **sigh** 'm a bit reserved about start'g all over again with him IF he really comes back this summer and stay for just 1 year. i dont wanna go through all that shit again when he leaves, and above all, i dont wanna cry like hell over his leav'g. i have to restraint my feelings if he really comes back. i have to, i have no other options. my shoulder and arms sores becoz' of the swim... haha this proves i really havent swum for a long long time! post comment

went for a swim finally [11 Jun 2004|09:37pm] [ mood | geeky ] i have been tell'g myself that i NEED to go swimming regularly, and today i finally make this into REALITY. i swam for about 40 mins and i was already pretty tired, the reason is that i haven't swam for one whole year... from today on, i have to FORCE myself to swim regularly, at least 3 times a week. had a light lunch at home, and went online. saw alwin on ICQ and he offered to go drumm'g. i said yes w/o any hesitation. it has been great fun. after that i went to have my hair cut. i really hate it when my hair grows thick. i like it lighter, but not necessarily short, just lighter. i bought 4 guppies the other day, and now only 1 left in my fish-tank. i knew that guppies are hard to keep, but i thought i could handle them. now it turns out that i'm not that good in keep fishies... ah well, when this last one is gone too, i'll buy sth new and cheap. i find that the cheaper it is, the easier u can keep them. haha. 2 comments|post comment

OH MY GOD [09 Jun 2004|11:36pm] [ mood | mellow ] my ex sent me an email... he said he was check'g his old emails, and he mentioned about keep'g all the emails i sent him. the email also includes an email i sent him. oh my god, this is sth i hate seeing when i'm try'g to get rid of somebody. Yvonne, maybe it's like wat u've said to me... if he makes a move, it's gonna move me from head to toe... and obviously, he has already started the war as Faye's song "Love War" has described... if there's no escape, i shouldnt bother try. if it comes naturally, just let it be. 3 comments|post comment

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