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This is for Grace: [02 Jun 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | shameful ]

I guess this is my apology to Grace, because I really fucked up. I'm really sorry about the whole blurty thing, I don't know what to tell you. And about that entry in my needless panic about "using you." I was really angry, and I really do like you alot, (not like that, obviously) even though you just about hate me at this point. I know I'm an idiot, and I've made alot of mistakes. I know that I am a freeloader, but my house is a disgrace and it embarrasses me, and that's why I never have anyone over. I know I always eat your food, and you've done alot for me, and I am very grateful. It won't be a problem anymore though. I know I'm annoying and I piss you off, but I'm going to leave you alone now so you won't have to deal with me anymore.
Love Always,

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[01 Jun 2003|12:01pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Yesterday was fucked. Grace and Desi always talk about how annoying I am, and it just hurts my feelings. So today Julie told me that they didn't want me being there, and that they said that during the drive up.. so they made me cry and Ashley and Emily were there to comfort me.. as simple as that, right? I don't know how the hell Eden got in it because quite frankly it is NONE of her business. And she HATES Grace. Yeah, I am a freeloader but nobobdy ever comes over here because my house is such a mess and it embarasses me. I don't ever want to see your faces again.

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[31 May 2003|09:30am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | French Kicks - close to modern ]

I'm at Leeshie's. :] Dan's partayyy is today. I'd better go home soon, or at least call. I don't know why I decided to update, oh well. chow.

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[30 May 2003|02:11pm]
xx band: discotraxx
xx hey!: Wake up!
xx what's up: WEEEEE!
xx are you male or female: where the girls are
xx describe yourself: displaced
xx how's life: violent
xx what do you love about yourself: nothing better
xx what do you hate about yourself: haircut economics xx how do some people feel about you: annoying noise of death
xx how do you feel about yourself?: I feel good
xx where would you rather be: Made is Japan
xx what do you want: I just want to fly
xx describe what you wanna be: the scientist
xx describe how you live: I walk the line
xx describe how you love: lover I dont have to love xx share a few words of wisdom: Go ask alice
xx what to say to your ex-girl/boyfriend: Well, well, well
xx what to say to a grieving friend: Shake it up
xx i'll see you later!: bye bye love

Some of these songs aren't very good, but I need what fit. :D
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Scary! [30 May 2003|01:59pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | the white stripes - ball and buscuit ]

I think my mommy put LSD in my soda last night. She's trying to kill meh! I sware to god, it was scary. I was shaking, but I was burning up and the room was spinning and I heard a clock tick, not like a small ticking, like a big grandfather clock. The clock said 11:11. I don't know what it is with me and 11:11PM. I think everyone has a certain time they look at the clock. I came home at 9:30 last night from Julie's house. I took some.. turns on the way home so I could walk around a little bit. My daddy didn't mind. :] tis' all for now! chow.o

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[29 May 2003|02:09pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I'm at school, I have been finished my keyboarding since Wednesday. There's nothing to do. I won't be around Steve's neighborhood anymore except to visit Julie and Emma. I guess it was supposed to happen eventually. Mr.Dambman is so annoying. So is Chris, who is reading my journal entry. ˇ

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[28 May 2003|10:18pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | The Smiths - Asleep ]

s is for sabre: YAY!
hamsterkingIII: we have to talk
s is for sabre: Okay.
s is for sabre: Let's talk.
hamsterkingIII: i think i should talk to you face to face about ths though
s is for sabre: Uh oh.
hamsterkingIII: can you see me tomarow?
s is for sabre: Yeah.
s is for sabre: Are you dumping me?
hamsterkingIII: .....
hamsterkingIII: i dident want to do it on line
hamsterkingIII: i just lost intrest...
hamsterkingIII: it would be meen to drage it out
hamsterkingIII: im sorry you probubly hate me but if you dont i wouldent mind being freinds
hamsterkingIII: it shouldent be that hard for you though
s is for sabre: I don't hate you.
hamsterkingIII: i did treat you bad..
s is for sabre: nah, you didn't.

Give me a couple days, I'll be okay. I guessed this would happen in my needless panic like... 2 minutes ago. this is bullshit.

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[28 May 2003|08:51pm]
I Am The Sex Toy:

Hi-Tech Masterpiece: Some say that I was developed in a top secret lab while others say I was developed by aliens for my probing capabilities, but only I know the truth! My mission here on earth is to launch a full out assault on your genitals with my spinning beads, vibrations, and clitoris teaser. My LCD screen keeps you informed, but only with information I want you to have! Mwua-ha-ha!

Find out what sex toy you are.
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[28 May 2003|08:17pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Ladytron - Black Plastic ]

Hershey Park was okay. There were alot of hot guys there. :] The Falcon was the best. Funn. Mrs. Boudwin's sons were sexy. ;] I had.. Dippin Dots for the first time. That icecream rocks. <3 I'm being really random about everything. Kevin won a monkey.. and the we got SOAKED in the Tital Force. hmmm, I wish the ride home was longer. The best part of trips is the bus ride, and the wawa lunches. Mmmmm.

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[27 May 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | drained ]
[ music | Mates of State - Proofs ]

Yes! My computer finally didn't freeze! Well, I think for a while I would want to take meds and become emotionless. According to Becky its horrible, but its the only alternative for her. :[ Steve's going to be at the trailer park alot, ahem. We'll probably end up breaking up, it was going to happen eventually, I suppose. Elysia said she'd pretend to be my mummy. Hell, if my mom ever finds out that will just be my excuse to leave. So I'm not worried about getting caught, that doesn't bother me. That is all for this evening. Chow.

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Evil beware! [26 May 2003|09:15pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | French Kicks <3 ]

Today was great! After I came home from Gracie-pooh's I went to knock up for Emma. We had a good old time. We now have a partnership for fighting crime and evil. B and TGP! And our theme song is from The White Stripes, because Emma liked them and it seemed to fit. We ride horseback, and we battle off evildoers. I forgot to get my cool badass yellow chair that I saw in the trash! Damn. I love Eden, and that is all I have to say for this evening. I owe this entry to Elysia because she posted it for me.

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[24 May 2003|04:33pm]
I'm going to take a walk.
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[24 May 2003|10:00am]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | arab strap - the first big weekend ]

Last night was pleasant.

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yee! [21 May 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Mr.Elder library muzn1k. ]

I am spending the LA period up here on the computer! YAY! I haven't been able to type an entry in a long time because my computer keeps freezing. Ah well, s'all good. I watched Adult Swim last night! <3 I am going to go to Art Club today.. I think. Grace just walked in with Jen and Eryn and all the other nice decent people. :D Woo! I'm going to go over and talk to her soon. Yesh. I hang out with Emma alot, we kind of run into each other on the hill. Emma's cool<3 I need Ladytron. Gah! I should be typing m y book report, but I have all the time in the world considering LA is a hour and a half long. Jesus. She's looking at pictures of Joe! Woo! Joe = sexy from Concrete Method. doot. G

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Cute little Emma. [17 May 2003|02:55pm]
[ mood | guilty ]

Wonderful. My mother has grounded me for lying. She expects me to never lie to her again. PFFT. Man, I can't stand that bitch. I've been reading Emma's blurty. She's infatuated with Steve. Poor little chica. She has my love. <3 I don't know why Paul won't let her hang out with us. She's not annoying, she's cool!. Not annoying to me at least, but I am annoying so maybe I can't be the judge of that. She's 12, she's not young. She's smart too. hm. hm, Steve needs to come online. They got back from South Street. Eden got the Ladytron CD! I'm going to buy a blank CD off of someone and ask her to burn it for me.

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My dad is ohsovery cool. [16 May 2003|04:10pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Ladytron - playgirl ]

Psychology rocks my pussy. My dad was talking to me about his job. Ohsocool. We were talking about his clients. Not personally because it's classified, but just in general. He has cases with manic-depressive's/bi-polar, skitzophrenics, pedophiles, rapists, sex offenders, drug addicts etc. I admire him. We were talking mostly about Pedophile's and the way they think. It's completely different, and twisted from the way we think. Like.. they look at things in different parts, compared to healthy people who look at thing as a whole. It's almost a disorder. For example, say a pedophile likes stroking legs, ages 5 to 95, it doesn't make a difference to him. He doesn't even look t the legs as part of the person. He doesn't care about the person, just the legs. That's all that matters to him. I find that very interesting. Then we talked about his clients that are sex offenders. All of them are 12-13 years old, and are boys. Go figure. Alot of them have sex out of anger. Something like.. "he disrespected my mother, so now I am going to babysit their child and seduce it and have sex with him/her." Sometimes they just go up and grope people, or rape even. 12-13? Jesus, that's sickening. I blame it all on porn. Then we were talking about homo-sexuals, he's not a homophobic at all, we were just talking about how society has changed. It used to be so well hidden, now it's all out in the open. Like, he was having a drink at a bar and there was a bunch of chicas grinding and making out. It was funny. I want to have my dad's job, it's so awesome.

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[13 May 2003|02:29pm]
[ music | the faint<3333 ]

Woo! Today was okay, I guess. I'm in Computers class. I'm surprised his site isn't blocked. I don't know how Triazzle seems amusing to some people. It annoys me. :/ I have to pick up my sister today, yes. I want to squish Omar. the fuck needs to die, no really he does. The person behind me is singing. she has no voice whatsoever, and she's yelling at evan for humming. Hypocrites. I could do homework, yes.

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Concert. [10 May 2003|11:01am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | the faint - posed to death ]

The concert was awesome, even though we couldn't stay for the whole thing. Les Savy Fav was great. The lead singer was funny. He came out with a green hoodie on, and he took off the hood and he was bald. He must have been in his early 30's at the least. Then he took off the hoodie and it said "PHILLY CHEESE STEAK" on his chest. It was hilarious. He was walking around the stage rubbing himself up, and then he put this guy on top of him and they started humping. hahha, woo! Then they played Tragic Monsters<3 Yee! Then we had to go. :[

On the way home I was talking to Eden about her and her brother and how she's allowed to do things before he was. I always got mad at my sister for that kind of thing, but I won't do that anymore. I don't want to be like Eden's brother. He's a douche.

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computer class sucks. [09 May 2003|02:17pm]
Mr. dambman's class is boring. I should be listening to him, he's teaching us about "aligning and spacing text." Bah. H
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posh. [06 May 2003|09:01am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | bright eyes - drunk kid catholic ]

I had to stay home today because of my eye. Growl. I am so sick of school damnit. ahh. I'm downloading some music. I think I'll finish up To Kill A Mockingbird. It's an awesome book.

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