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There's a good number of things bothering me right now. Some of them I really can't talk about with anyone. It sucks. I hate that. I'm getting over other things, however, more easily than I originally thought. I'm looking into a few new things now too...Manny knows that..lol. So yeah...Next weekend's my birthday. This is anotehr one of those entries where I just ramble on about whatever I think or feel at the moment, whatever pops into my head. damnit aol froze again. |
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| 09:41pm 19/09/2005 |
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well...there's really no reason for writing. I'm just in the mood to write, so this is going to be one of those entries where I just type whatever comes to mind randomly...yeah...
Don't you hate it when you plan things out and you think they'll be awesome or you really think that something could work and then you're faced with that sudden sickening realization that it really isn't going to happen. I think that ruins too many things for too many people. Life is bullshit like that. But what can you do when we're all blind? Eh oh well.
It irks me how people will find out that someone likes them and then decide that they like that person just because the kid likes them. Don't go out with someone if you don't have any interest in them. It's not fair to them. I think people who do that are "profoundly retarded", and it's sad really, because most people do it. Blehk. That's all I have to say to that.
So I've had another attention span problem with my party planning. Now I'm not going to rent a hall. I still want to have the band, but I don't know if that's gonna happen. I'm just gonna have everyone over, and I've decided to have a costume party. It should be fun. Manny said just the otehr day that we should ahve a costume party. This way, I can still have my party and have a bunch of fun, it can be longer, I can have more people, and I won't have to miss the first night of the Haunted House. Now, I'm not basing my birthday around the H.H., even though I suppose recently it has seemed as such, I just really really enjoy doing it and it's something I've been looking forward to for a long time.
I honestly hate the photo assignment for action shots. I absolutely despise blurry pictures, I honestly don't care if they're supposed to be blurry to make a point or whatever. I think it's hideous. So right now I'm really having no fun with photo. I can't wait to take the H.H. pictures and light pictures for my portfolios. They should be splendid if all works out well. Hopefully it will.
English class is absolutely ridiculous. Mr. Gans gives us retarded articles about things I could care less about. It's all just pointless busy work. He sits there and rambles on about nothing, gives us retarded assignments, then repeats. The only good thing is that we really don't have much homework in that class.
Today I fixed my H.H. clothes a little more. A new hole here or there, some new rips, a little more dirt and VIOLA! B-E-A-UTIFUL! haha. I tried to set it on fire and get a burn mark but the damn pants wouldn't ignite. Damn those pants, just one disappointment after another with the things. Boycott pants.
So yeah...we all labeled this year during the first week as the "Year of Boyfriends"..that's really not working out too well for half of those that applied to when we started that. That's really unfortunate too. It saddens me. I thought things would work for all these crazy kids and then...And yeah..I still ahve no idea what's happening with this kid...No clue where he stands...so hopefully we'll find that out.
I think for prom I'd like to either get a green dress, a red dress, or a black dress. If they're coloured, then who ever I go with should wear that colour shirt with a black tie. If it's a black one, he'll have to wear a white shirt and we'll be boring like that. So chances are it won't be a black dress. haha. Unless I find some amazing-crazy-holy-cow-that's-wicked-me-dress, then It'll either be green or red. Andrea should go to prom. She says that's not her scene and that It'll suck, but you can't miss out on amazing life experiences because of other people's opinions.
The word opinions reminds me of onions.
I did say this entry would conisist of whatever popped into my head, didn't I?
I should go study for my history test...or attempt to at the very least..
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| 05:42pm 14/09/2005 |
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So yeah... I haven't updated this thing in ages. This means, of course, that I have alot to say. But, because I do not wish to write 90000000 pages..I'll keep it short and keep it to what i remember!
♥ Banquet was AMAZING! It was the BEST time ever! I miss it.
♥ GREEN DAY!!!!!! THE BEST SHOW I'VE EVER SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! Sooooooo mucho much fun there with Jessica! It was AMAZING!
♥ Berwick has been absolutely fabulous! Who can honestly say that they have washed a school bus? lol. It's been a blast and a half. Just this passed Sunday we went and painted a truck. I made chocolates for them to try and everyone loved them. It'd made my day to hear that it's the best chocolate some people have tasted in their entire lives. :-)
♥ I like someone new. That's going pretty well I think. hes a dork..in an adorable way...thus, he's adorkable..hehehehehehehehehe lol jessica! and to fitch, I am not getting married in a walmart! Jessica, I wont let him make you get married in a Home Depot!!!! btw... matchmaker matchmaker make me a match! lmao
♥ I have the BEST history class ever. And Mr. McSherry is the BEST teacher ever!
♥ I'm trying to set up bowling for saturday night...hopefully that works out.
♥ Jessica and I adopted Matt Willett as our little brother and now he sits with us, which we didn't think would happen because we thought he was afraid lol. Adorable that he actually comes back haha!
well, thats all i feel like writing, so, i'm done.
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| 08:37pm 01/09/2005 |
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Oh goodness...tomorrow...is the FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!
Our first day as Juniors!
The start of the BEST year ever!
The beginning of the BEST weekend ever!
I can't wait.
Tomorrow I'll see everyone again and it'll all be exciting and new again. And we'll be UPPERCLASSMEN so we can be even more terrible to the freshmen! mwah ha ha ha ha. So it's all good. Junior year is supposed to be the best year, and it had better be! haha. Saturday, Jess and I are going down to help build more and I'll see ... hehe ... and then we're going to see GREEN DAY!! WOO HOO! FUCK YES! It is going to be the best day ever! Then Sunday I'm not sure, but I might go help build, and Monday as well. But still, it will be the BEST WEEKEND EVER! hahaha! Well...I'm gonna go be random and bored and not get sleep due to the excitement of everything. Mucho fun.
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| 01:09pm 17/07/2005 |
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I am in the worst possible shitlick mood right now. Really, could my mood get any worse? Probably.
So yeah, my mum knew that this was the week that i was doing the csi shit at bsc. I told her in like june, early june. So like monday, i find out this is the week my parents took off. They didnt even botehr to tell me the very week i have the csi shit is the week they plan to to all the fun things. they dont even tell me what theyre doing either. fuck. monday..i go to bsc and can barely stay awake, they go mini golfing. Tuesday...not as bad but still boring when i go to bsc...they go canoeing. wednesday...still at bsc ... they are at fucking funway. thursday...finally the last day there...theyre at the beach. thanks family. i fucking hate you. friday..finally...should be my day of rest, maybe ill go and have fun with some ppl or soemthing, right? nope. I get to watch the brats while my parents go out. OH! And to top it all off...THEY GAVE THE FUCKING KITTEN AWAY WITHOUT TELLING ME!!! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!?!?!? you know what, FUCK YOU, to everyone.
Today was the day i was supposed to go to ssp. I finally convince my mum to bring me n take people. Now eitehr people cant go, dont want to go, or dont have money. So again i sit here. What a fucking waste. Plus yesterday i couldnt go to sandy's grad party cuz my fucking dad deleted the address when he "fixed" aol. And the person i've been trying to get a hold of, im not. Manny is in Austrailia. Really like the highlight of the past week was haning with him for 30 min wednesday nite before he left and getting an email from him yesterday.
What happened to having a good summer? Last week was pretty flippin decent. I hung out with Russell and went to the fair. And things we alright depsite the fact that i didnt end up going to the cinema with Matt, but who cares.
Well, I think i've vented enough so that the next person who talks to me will not get stabbed.
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| 01:41pm 04/07/2005 |
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hmm..well it has been one very long ass time since i last updated this. I meant to but mleh..so here goes...
On Saturday June 4th, wow an entire month ago, golly, I went to graduation with Andrea and Jessica and met up with Beth there. Got to see all my seniors graduate..*tear*..I love them lol. After graduation Beth and I ran around like maniacs seeing people. We finally found Jonny Q and gave him a HUGE hug. I heart Jonny Q with all my soul! lol. We hugged I'd Pin That woo goodness...oh my..hehe...So then Beth and I after seeing a million jillion people went to the cinema. We got there and gave mister Matthew Kelleher a ring and he came. To try to fix things from the earlier ticket fiasco lol I bought his ticket. Beth bought him a drink. We spiled him lol. The film was better than we had expected, we laughed throughout the entire thing. Some guy was being an idiot and laughing all dumb on purpose..so...naturally I did something...I mimiced him lol. Matt was like ='O and then started laughing and we ducked incase the guy was looking over at us lol. Then Mr. Holbrook came. While walking to the car i stumbled off the curb and Matt caught me and steadied me and I was like aww. lol. Then Mr. H drove us home and along the way I found out that Matt is 11 days older than me. I was like oh! lol.
Friday June 10th I went to the ROX game with Jessica and Will Czymbor. THat was my first time meeting Pete's little brother and he was cool. Pete's still bettter lol but hes cool. It was pretty fun. We just kinda chilled the whole nite nad laughed at the stupid shite, but ya know, thats what ya do lol.
Thursday June 23rd was our last day of school. It was also the day that I hooked Manny and Stacy up! Yay for me! lol. They started going out 1st period when I brought Stacy into the dark room where he was and..lets just say I knew not to stay in there lol. So we all hung out first period. Our english project was awesome. Pretty much everyone voted ours the best so we got 5 extra points on the project. Yay us! lol. Then Stacy started crying after class while we were waiting for Manny, so of course, I started crying too. lol. Then He walked her to her bus and I went to the photo room and ceramics room to pick things up. I had already missed my bus at this point so I decided to take the BAT bus. I got to the stop and decided it was too crowded so I decided to walk home. Yep, thats right, all the way to the north east side of Brockton lol. I walked by the stop and Manny was there so he asked if I'd walk with him so we walked home lol. During our long journey we saw caitlyn, saw a guy get busted for drugs, bought Manny a sandwich, and I found out yesterday were beeped at by Conrad. lol. We got to my house and I showed him the kittens and then I drove him home with my mum.
Friday June 24th Manny walked to my house and we took the BAT bus all the way to Randolph where we got off in front of Walgreens and walked to the Cinema. We got tickets for Batman the Beginning. After the first 40 minutes we decided it wasnt that great so we sprinted across the hall to Land of the Dead. We waited for an hour for the movie to start being loud and goofy and singing lol. Land of the dead was pretty good. Its pretty much like a modern version of Night of the Living Dead though. Nonetheless it was good. Then we did the whole bus thing again lol and went home.
Saturday June 25th was my end of the year cookout thing. I was bummed that some of the people I most wanted to see couldnt come but whatev. It happens. So steve, elyse, caitlyn, michelle, kety, kety's brotehr, suz, amanda, jess,andrea, vickie, nick m, pete, and manny came at different points throughout the day. It was pretty fun. We were in an out of the pool and I was cooking, it was crazy. Steve didnt leave until like 11:30 as ususal lol. Gotta luv it.
Thursday I went over to Beth's house where we chilled with Steve Boylan and Jenn D. It was a blast and a half. Steve wolfed down half of the chocolates that I brought but thats okay, thats why I brought them lol. We listened to some music and I made them some udnerwear lol. It was some good times. Steve locked his keys in his car so he called his mum and she was gonna bring others so he could open the door. Then like ten minutes later I wasl ike Steven you check the doors right? None of them are open? Then hes like I'm pretty sure they're all lo- the back driver's side door was open. Beth and I were dying! He grabbed his phone and he was like mum never mind lol. It was great.
Friday I went to the mall with Manny and Beth. We walked around and had some fun. After awhile Beth left and Manny and I ended up looking in Marshalls for something. We spent and hour in like four aisles of the store. Im so surprised we didnt get kicked out! lol. We were really really really loud. WE laughed at everything we were like screaming lol. It was fantastic. Then his mum came and drove me home.
Saturday I got my hair cut n then bought this great brown shirt lol.
Yesterday Miss Beth came over. Conrad and Matt were supposed to come too but things came up. Manny came for a few minutes and hung out but then had to leave because he had his god brother with him. Beth and I watched Pretty in Pink and Pleasantville. Then I made dinner and brownies because thats what Beth wanted lol. We saw some fireworks through the trees of my yard. The people in the cauldesack were setting them off all night. After taht we played Super Mario and Duck Hunt. Then we played a few games of Jenga until Beths Da came. Then I just chilled and talked to Russell for a bit. He was going to come over but it was like 10 or something and my mum said no. Gayness, but whatev. |
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| 06:42pm 06/06/2005 |
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List 20 people you know. Don't look at the questions until you do.
1. Meredith Wish 2. Jessica Berry 3. Suszie Lutz 4. Steven Sullivan 5. James Foley 6. Russell Nickerson 7. Andrea Tarbet 8. Vickie Mantalos 9. David Ng 10. Sarah Hagerty 11. Elyse Cotta 12. Beth Holbrook 13. Mat Wynott 14. Conrad Zhuang 15. Laura Karahalis 16. Michelle Dang 17. Matt Kelleher 18. Pete Czymbor 19. Chimmy 20. Ben Devonshire
^ No specific order.
(1)Is #9 a boy or a girl? to my knowledge thus far, male. (2)Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? lmao..oh goodness..not even if they were lesbians. (3)How about #18 and #4? lol what is this? gay dating service? (4)What grade is #17 in? freshmeat (5)When was the last time you talked to #12? last night (6)What is #6's favourite band? who the hell knows. he doesnt have a favourite (7)Does #1 have any siblings? i dont think so.. (8)Would you ever date #3? no sorry, she is like me but the SECOND! (9)Would you ever date #7? No. (10)Is #16 single? to my knowledge yes. never know though.. (11)What's #15's last name? Karahalis!!! (12)What's #10's middle name? Jayne! (13)What's #5's favourite thing to do? take pictures I think i really cant say.. (14)Is #13 hot? hes okay, but i wouldnt pin that. (15)Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? lmao no. (16)What school does #20 go to? just graduated bhs (17)Tell me a random fact about #11? she is my business partner & loves rammstein (18)And #1? she is afraid of the cock.. (19)And #3? her hair could eat u..alive.. (20)Have you ever had a crush on #15? cant say that i have, she is my sister high priestess of the llama! (21)Where does #9 live? on the west side? (22)What's #4's favourite colour? green (23)Would you makeout with #14? oh in a heart beat! haha (24)Are #5 & #6 best friends? no. they dont even know eachother. (25)Does #7 like #20? refer to above ^ (26)Does #8 like #19? no lol. (26)How did you meet #2? idk sometime in 8th grade (27)How did you meet #18? in my photo class because i talk to random people and he lookedl ike he needed help (28)Does #10 have any pets? yeppers, a cute lil puppy (29)Is #12 older than you? yup, few months (30)Is # 17 the sexiest person alive, or what? oh absolutely...meeow...hahaha |
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| 09:33pm 05/06/2005 |
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| 01:42pm 29/05/2005 |
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Goodness, it has been quite awhile since I last updated in this thing...Alot to catch up on then..
The Musical: Bye Bye Birdie went great! It was soooo much fun. Opening night was awesome. The second night was Jonny Q's 18th birthday! Yay! After the show that night Jared drove Jonny, miss Beth, and me to Unos but then he and Jonny Q left because Jared's friends didnt come and Jonnys stuff was in his car. Miss Beth, We'd pin that! haha. Ahem..But we enjoyed the night with Sherbert. But at one point Mr. Steven Boylan looked very sad and that made me sad so I brought it to beth & sarah's attention. Then he started crying and i was very sad at this point so i cried too lol. But Beth and Sarah laughed at me! Thanks guys! So when Steve came back we wrote him a note professing our love for him to cheer him up. lol. The four of us had some good laughs after that. Beth and I were like the last ones to leave, literally. It was a good time though. Sunday was the last performance! As soon as the curtain fell we all started crying.(And by 'we' I mean everyone who wasn't a freshman, stupid freshmen lol.) I was in the lobby with Matt Kelleher and then I saw John Swain so I was like Good job, John." Then he was like "Aw, Sarah.." and gave me a hug and that made me sad so I cried again lol. Then we were all going to Town Spa for the after party but they said they couldnt fit us even though we had made reservations, gayness. So we went to George's instead. It was very fun there. Some old man made us sing and it was just tons of fun. I'm sad that its over, it was the most fun I've had in a long time and I met so many great people. Its hard to let go.
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Last Friday&Saturday: Miss Beth and Mr. Nick Ciardi turned 16! So at 6 i went to Beth's house where I wrapped Nick's gift for her and then Nick came and we went to the Abington Ale House for dinner. At the resturaunt we all had quite the time. I was Nick's partner and helped him out with many little incidents(lol), some of which included the spitting incident and the napkin shortage. Haha. And Nick was not a legal citizen I found out. He is an italian immigrant/illegal alien. Good times, I must say. Beth and a few of the other girls went to the bathroom and Nick wanted to go too because it was a group thing lol. But he didnt want to go alone so I said I'd bring him lol. We didnt go though, but I'm sure the people at the next table were like wtf. Haha. So we went back to Miss Beth's house where we watched Donnie Darko. A bunch of people were afraid of Frank an it was hilarious. Nick is a screamer lol. Then Mr. Holbrook came in with a mask on and scared the shit outta those who were afraid already from the film and I was dying! Hilarious. Then Nick left. We all got comfy. I decided to sleep behind the couch and we pretty much just put on A Walk To Remember and went to bed. As odd as it sounds, behind the couch was very comfy. Next Morning Beth's da made some yummy french toast. Then my mum came so I had to leave early unfortunately.
Last Sunday: I was supposed to go bowling with Vickie and Matt Kelleher and a bunch of others but it ended up being just Matt and me. So I got there first and then he came. We were going to play pool but we just decided not to. So we played and messed around with eachother's names. I was especially sucky this time lol. He wont by like 60 points. He was telling me about the awesome urinals and I was going to go look until he said he had to go to the bathroom. So he did that and I won at the claw machine 3 times. So he came out an I gave him a tweety lol. Then we decided to just go for a walk and thats what we did. We talked about music and clouds and such. It was fun. So we walked back and called for rides and my mum had to bring Robert somewhere so she made a fuss. He asked if I wanted a ride but I said no thanks, it was okay. So we sat on the benches and decided that if the girl he wanted to ask to the concert said no he'd go with me. So then his dad started to pull in and hes like "you're sure you don't want a ride?" i'm sure. "you're sure you're sure?" yeah its okay. "you'rs sure you're sure you're sure..?...because i dont want to leave you here all by yourself with no one to talk about the beatles or anything with..." but i said it was okay so he got in teh car and waved goodbye. He's a sweet kid. So then I went home shortlythereafter.
Wednesday: Around 5:30 I figured Matt wasnt going to call so I called Russell and asked him to go. Then 6:30 rolled around and my phone started vibrating. It was Matt. So I answer and he asks for me and then he says, "Yes miss, I'm calling from Harbor One regarding your immense amount of debt. I regret to in form you..that..we will have to evict you from your house.." lol. I was like Matt you goose, you're so funny." So then we decided to meet at the railing at 7:05. So I went there and he came down teh stairs and met me at the door. Then we went over to Mr. Holbrook because I wanted to say hi and I introduced Matt and what not. Then Matt was like "Here's your ticket." AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. Really, that was sweet. so I was like "Awww, Matt. Thanks so much, but..I already have a ticket.." That was so sweet and I felt so bad that he already had a ticket. So we went in and got seats and hten like 5 min later Russell got there so we went up to the balcony to get seats. It was very fun. I sat between them. Except it was annoying when Russell put his arm around me and kept trying to tickle me. I like him, but I like someone else who is not Russell. lol. So Matt and I were laughing alot and Russell awas being a goose and being loud. Then the chorus started singing A Thousan Miles by Vanessa Carlton and Matt and I were like OH EM GEE! lol because we were talking about her when we went bowling. So that was fun. Then it got over and we went to the lobby and Russell, idk where he went lol. So Matt and i were there. I saw Steve's mum n da and I went over and said hi and they looked at me weird when Matt was with me..Then I saw Jonny Q! Hes like I miss you! And I gave him a great big hug and then Matt and I said hi to Griff and Liana. Then we said hi to his friend Jess because she had a solo and she was good. Then he left so we said goodbye. I waited outside and said hi to Greg and James Foley. Then I went home.
Thursday: Steve came over and we walked around in the rain and watched Viva la Bam and took pictures and had a grande olde tyme!
Friday: Went to Rhode Island of the photo trip. It was sooooo fun! First we went to Fort Somethingorother and it was along the water. People were taking pictures from the rocks but i was like Fruck this! I cant get the pics i want from here! So i took my shoes off, hopped down the rocks, rolled up my pants, and went in up to my knees. People were like no u wont! But i did. lol. It was good fun. Then we saw all these awesome mansions. There were awesome houses in what we decided was probably the ghetto of new port lol. We got off the bus and walked around and took pictures. We saw this cool store called the Closet Revival but it was closed so we went into this Irish store and talked to the Irish woman who worked there. Then we walked to Panera where we split up for lunch. Kelly, Kayla, Brianna, and I all walked to look for pizza and Caitlyn, Beth, and Sam stayed at Panera. So we found a pizzaria and I took a picture of the pizza man throwing the dough and he said it made him feel like a celebrity lol. Then we went back and ate our pizza at tables near Panera. This man was sitting like 30 feet away and Beth went to take a picture from behind and when she did a bird flew by the man and he spit at it and went PFFT FAG! It was soo scary lol. Then Kayla and I walked passed him and he spit and growled. We made it ten more feet before collapsing due to laughter lol. Very hilarious, very scary, good times nonetheless. Then we walked to that clothing store and didnt realyl get anything so we went to the Irish store again and i bought this nice ring an Cat bought a bracelet. We went back to the bus and went home.
Yesterday: I went to Miss Beth's house around 8:45 last night. We watched some Daria, some Strangers with Candy, and some of Oliver! . It was all very fun. Miss Beth is truely fantabulous. The sketchy man in Oliver!, Fagan I think, was very disturbing and scary. We forwarded through all of the parts with him. "I fear for the children" lol. We decided that the musical should be Oliver! but it never will be becuase the cast is immense and it just wouldnt be unfortunately. But we sooo hope it is the Wizard of Oz, that would make both our lives. We love that movie so much. That's why we're doing that for halloween next year. Beth is Dorothy, I'm Scarecrow, and i'm not sure what else we decided lol. Its gonna be a blast. Mr. Holbrook showed me this thing on the computer, "What old people do for fun". I was dying! Oh jeez. Beth, that is definately gonna be me! We have to do that!! Mr. H drove me home at 11 and that was it.
Today I was supposed to go bowling with Jess and Fitch but I know thats not happening so I agreed to go to the movies with Miss Beth and we invited Mr. Jonny Q!!! I heart Jonny Q, he is awesome. Definately one of the seniors I'll miss most. Its gonna be fun. I'm writing a story with Sherbert now, its a good one. I'll post it later. But yeah.. this entry wasnt meant to be this long but...I pay too much attention to detail so... Slainte&Gra -miss sarah
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grrr... wicked mad at the moment. i had a good day despite my extreme fatigue. I was having an awesome time around certain people... and then around beth. we were filming more and just being crazy kids and then my dad makes me leave like the jerk that he is. he told me to call when i finished. too bad for him, im staying for the rest of the nights this week. i find it interesting how the little things like goofing around with miss beth or talking to someone for a few minutes, can completely erase all thoughts of fatigue and uninterest in staying late. and...i luv it. lol. as much as it gets annoying or boring, and as tired as ive become...and as bitchy(for which i do whole heartedly appologize), i luv it. and now despite my anger at my stupid father... i am quite happy. =') |
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oh jeez... i am so tired right now. I had dylans first communion which i left at like 7:45 for. Went to auntie lisa's house and helped her cook for a bit. we went to the church at like 10 and didnt get back until like around 1 or maybe a bit before. So while there i sold four tickets to the show. i would have sold some to joey but he never came. ugh. what a butt hole. so then i had mum bring me to school and i did the whole wardrobe thing. miss meredith wish came today and we had quite the time lol. we worked on the choral robes and ran around trying to get people to try them on. Sitting back stage was wicked fun. Then inbetween scenes we ran to one side of the stage to try robes on witchell and this kid jared was like haha so we were like haha ur next. lol. because we were throwing the robes at him and ripping them off and tried on like four robes in 45 seconds lol. then we found matches for those two so we were like yes! because it was right when the curtains started to move that we came off lol. we fit greg an jeremiah and a few others. we did pretty good i think. then we were checking out a certain techie, walking back and forth giggling like 8 million times lol. too bad its not mute lol. we went to asiaf to get a drink and a snack. because we can not readwe got sparkling water that tasted like alcoholic dust lol. so some of hers ended up in my hair and it was just gross. so meredith left and then i worked on some otehr stuff. i then found out that i was gonna be in one of the scenes as a wardrobe woman, which is not too shabby lol. its gonna be fun. its a really quick scene and yeah. fun. lol. i dont think ne1 knows yet so itll be cool to see what happens. saw this cute kid. he was nice lol. so shortly after that i left because it was like 830..and now here i am.
i wanna talk about thursday because it was actually a good day and i was happy, unlike the rest of the week. but i dont have time right now so ill try to do it tomorrow.
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| 09:57pm 26/04/2005 |
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mood:  blank music: Weezer - The Sweater Song & AAR - one more sad song
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"Nothing takes the taste out of peanutbutter quite like unrequitted love. -Charlie Brown
I'm such a wreck right now...and I feel quite shitty about it. This past week before vacation I was just a mess and I'm finding this out now by the grades I got on things. A 66 on my latin portfolio, a C- on an artsy english project. It really isnt like me at all. I suppose i'm just having an off time. If i didnt get an A- in english i'm going to be sooooooo pissed at her and myself that it wont even be funny.
Things are jsut really screwy lately. I've heard things about the musical, misconceptions, rumors, everything. Miss Raposa told me alot that otehr people didnt know and its insane. She quit wardrobe. I know miss kelly will do good with costumes but idk..
I think it all just has to do wit the fact that i'm not in the mood to be in a good mood at the moment. I just got some weird feeling earlier and i havent been in a good mood since..idk...
I had a little fun at wardrobe though, with the one and only meredith wish! lol. that girl must have a bladdar problem, but thats ok she always has an elvis buddy. we are definately going to film our journeys around the school. oh goodness...hmm..well i suppose thats all i feel like saying at the moment so ill stop typing. -sa |
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| 12:22pm 23/04/2005 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: Duke of Earl
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Yesterday was quite fun if I do say so myself. Miss Beth gave me a ride and we talked about the little old woman part. Shes like YOU HAVE TO BE HER!!!!! lol. So I thought about it. Then we hung out at wardrobe for a wee bit when we got there. Beth and sara then went to rehersals. I went into the auditorium and then jessica called so i talked to her for 1/2 an hour. I went with Mrs. Kelly to get some skirts from the piano room. We sorted them, size, shape, and colour. Then we went upstairs. I went back down to find my bag because my camera was in it. So back in the auditorium, the techies were setting up the thing for telephone hour and i sketched it so i could just write in where people were standing. All the chorus people came in and i was liek yay people!! lol. So i sat closer and just kinda waited. People started to get placed and i took notes and then vickie came over. We started to sing telephone hour and then started laughing, because as usual it got quiet lol. Then we photo copied the charts adn the telephone hour thing. Math class! haha! Then i talked to Mrs. Thomas about doing that old woman part but she said they were cutting it. She said if they put it back shell call me. lol. Then vickie and i went looking to see where everyone else went..We found them. They were in the little theatre. Too bad if i dont have good timing, vickie! lol. ( i fixed things later on tho............) So after that i went into the lobby and talked to laura. She helped me take a few pictures even though water fountains in the school dont count as neighborhood lol..Then Laura left so i called andrea. We talked about the project and then my phone was dying so we hung up. I fished through my bag for the extra battery i brought because i knew this one would die. After i got it in i had a few chuckles with Matt and dave. I then went back to wardrobe for maybe 1/2 an hour and then my dad came. I went to andrea's house a wee while later and worked on some of the project. Then I found out i wasnt going ice skating, which was disappointing, but oh well. So that was pretty much my yesterday lol.
Today i have to go to ac moore to get chocolates for monday. Monday is going to be hectic. Oh jeez..I gotta do my english hw today so tomorrow i can work on the project and then just relax. Damn i want Conrad to come on i have to talk to that nut! lol.
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| 09:46pm 19/04/2005 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: Weezer-The Sweater Song
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i'm quite tired at the moment...o well..
YesterdayI went to the fuller art museum thing for Key Club with andrea. Wasnt too bad, fun.
Last night talking to Conrad was quite funny. We were talking about fetuses and makinbg purple. lol. Very amusing conversation, i assure you. One of the few people i will miss seeing. :'(
So today i went to wardrobe..It was okay. We got some stuff done. Thursday I'm in charge of wardrobe and everything because raposa will not be there. I'm going tomorrow because i think she needs me too, even tho andrea invited me to the mall. i dont ahve much $ anyway and idk. I wanna get the 63 version of the musical but i can wait.
I made cheesecake yesterday. It came out alright, i just tried some.
I cant stop thinking about things tho..
The rest of the week is going to be tiring, i still ahve to finish the fashion boards for the presentation monday. I need the info for them guys!!! ='O
Thinking really does rule and ruin my life...completely just consumes everything... But i suppose some thoughts are worth it lol.
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| 06:33pm 17/04/2005 |
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mood:  nostalgic
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oh my gosh. i just found the lyrics to the song my nana used to sing me when i was really little. you ahve no clue how much this is like..jeez..wow.
Hush-a-bye, don't you cry, Go to sleepy little baby. When you wake, you'll have cake, And all the pretty little horses.
Black and bay, dapple and grey, Coach and six little horses, Hush-a-bye, don't you cry, Go to sleepy little baby. Hush-a-bye, don't you cry, Go to sleepy little baby, When you wake, you'll have cake, And all the pretty little horses.
Way down yonder, down in the meadow, There's a poor wee little lamby. The bees and the butterflies pickin' at its eyes, The poor wee thing cried for her mammy.
Hush-a-bye, don't you cry, Go to sleepy little baby. When you wake, you'll have cake, And all the pretty little horses. |
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| 07:01pm 15/04/2005 |
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mood:  lonely music: Micheal Buble- Put Your Head on my Shoulder (my fav song)
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People really dont realize how much certain things bother me.
There is so much I need to say but unfortunately, there is no one to say it to.
I think I need to go watch Pretty in Pink and write some songs or something.
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| 08:01pm 10/04/2005 |
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O jeez...where to begin...the beginning probably lol...A few people who "dressed to impress" looked especially nice. We left right before lunch and, missed history and english thank the lord! lol. We stopped somewhere and had lunch and stuff.
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| 08:00pm 07/04/2005 |
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mood:  amused music: unwritten law- save me
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oh goodness me! lol. i'm mad, my post yesterday failed to go through.. :0(
heres a recap on yesterday then: Had MCAS long comp, completely sucktastic. friggin 5 hours in a room with mcquaid! ahhhh! lol. But i finished an hour early n was like the first one done so i sat there for a while and looked at my pictures. Then they let us go at 12:35 and I met miss beth and we went to burger king with nick, heidi, jess, and andrea. We figured it would be less crowded than friendly's.. beth seemed to put it best, "Half of them are lazy fat-asses and they get tired and turn around half way there." and a group of people actually did lol. Then after hanging out for a bit andrea's grams drove me home, thankee. Then i bummed around and sat on the roof. I love spring, its awesome. I can sit on the roof again, which is especially awesome if the moon is out. I love to watch the moon, best thing ever! lol. Steve called me and i had the best conversation that i've had in quite awhile. why cant anyone else be as interesting with me as steve?! lol. its probably because weve been best friends since seventh grade tho lol. and not to mention that nearly getting arrested together kinda brings u close lol. He wasbhc and i was the mum and it was hilarious! "but mummy, you're a bitch!" "WHAT?! WHAT DID YOU SAY?! I'M GONNA BEAT YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!" lmao, god kid i definately luv ya! ur like the brother i never had! haha. then i had lessons and that was about it.
Today: i had pretty much a free period in history so i started writing a song...yeah...i'm gonna finish it in a bit. I finished making Ed's juicer and i started making steve's lol. I came home and went out side and started packing for convention. Then i went shopping for convention and found shoes, that i love n have had before bc they r awesome, and they will go with the skirt i bought. I'm thinking of making chocolates for everyone fo the bus ride. Well i gotta go n find soem otehr stuff to finish/start/do.
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| 08:35pm 01/04/2005 |
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mood:  hopeful music: Telephone Hour - Bye Bye Birdie =')
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hmmmmmm... well i'm pretty hyper at the moment because i am very ridiculously cold. But i like the cold so it really doesnt matter.
Well I think i fixed everything i ruined...atleast i hope i did and i tried my best to...
Im so bored.. i wish i had somewhere to go right now.. oh well..
So Russell cut his hair and when i say him i was like Ahhhh! What did you do!?
I'm pretty annoyed at andrea for bailing on skit again. She said she was sick but she seemed fine in math, really. Its ridiculous, shes only been to like 2 or 3 meetings and she doesnt know the words to the song or anything. Conrad has better timing when he plays her part. its bothering me because we have one more practice and then we're performing the next day with no practice before it. And ... ugh just really...
Conrad is being a crazy person. Hes trying to make me let him buy me dinner for helping so much with the skit but really, its not necessary so i will not allow it. I dont wanna hurt his feelings but its really not necessary, he thanks me anyway, thats all that is needed. That goose.
So today after skit I went to wardrobe again. I was looking for pants and vests and this kid Matt Kelleher came and decided to help me. Then we talked to miss Beth Holbrook. Good times if I do say so myself. And I have the telephone hour songs stuck in my head but i dont care because they are awesome.
ugh, gayness. i have to get offline... >='O
slainte&gra(although the gra is unrequited to my knowledge, sadly) -Sa |
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