GOD DAMN   
07:05am 31/07/2004
  im really hating girls right now.... .... .... can anyone explain to me why people can just use people for sex?? im really no used to this... ... ...
ok, well i hooked up w/ someone that i never thought i would. then afterward she didn't have ANY feelings what-so-ever. i really shouldn't have feelings, but having something that deep with someone, and having no feelings, makes NO sense to me... can someone explain this to me?? it would help a lot... ... thanx for any help... ... talk to you later...
mikey
 
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FrEeDoM!!   
05:07pm 23/09/2003
  like i said before, i may loose my job for having my ear pierced, well i started to really think about it and i realized that it would probably be a better idea to quit than be fired. so without delay i turned in my two weeks. NoW the real test is finding a new job. ive gotten a few apps, but i really cannot find any references. its really sad. do i really need references?? ive been pondering it for quite some time now. hmm. well i may just use some kids that i work w/. though they may screw me over, so i must be vewy vewy careful.
so yeah, i am hoping to get the job at hot topic, or spencers. maybe even gamestop. who knows. i really don't care all that much, i just need to work, i need a job bAd. maybe i will go back to food service, but then-again, maybe not. i really don't like working in food, having to take that god-forsaken test every 2 years or whatever. its not like the tests get any harder, its just a waste of money i think. hmm.
god i wish i had a scanner/digital camera. so that i could get my art on my journal... in hopes that yall would like it. heh maybe someday. alright, well im gonna go, i have a manditory meeting for work. talk to yall laters
PeAce
mike-e
 
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FrEeDoM!!   
05:07pm 23/09/2003
 
mood: artistic
music: linkinpark-reanimation
like i said before, i may loose my job for having my ear pierced, well i started to really think about it and i realized that it would probably be a better idea to quit than be fired. so without delay i turned in my two weeks. NoW the real test is finding a new job. ive gotten a few apps, but i really cannot find any references. its really sad. do i really need references?? ive been pondering it for quite some time now. hmm. well i may just use some kids that i work w/. though they may screw me over, so i must be vewy vewy careful.
so yeah, i am hoping to get the job at hot topic, or spencers. maybe even gamestop. who knows. i really don't care all that much, i just need to work, i need a job bAd. maybe i will go back to food service, but then-again, maybe not. i really don't like working in food, having to take that god-forsaken test every 2 years or whatever. its not like the tests get any harder, its just a waste of money i think. hmm.
god i wish i had a scanner/digital camera. so that i could get my art on my journal... in hopes that yall would like it. heh maybe someday. alright, well im gonna go, i have a manditory meeting for work. talk to yall laters
PeAce
mike-e
 
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new New nEW NEW   
08:42pm 15/09/2003
 
mood: indescribable
music: APC
new things have happend
well since last i talk to yall. hmmm... ...i went to a couple parties, met some cool people and females... ... heh. i got my very first piercing. yup i got a double industrial in my ear. good deal i think, though some others don't think so. kinda sad. and im kinda scared that i may loose my job, but its really just an ear... ...i don't see anythig wrong with that. but im not the deciding factor. but i am fully prepared to loose my job if needed, i think its dumb that i can be fired for getting a hole in my ear... ... ...ok, its more like 4 holes, but who is counting. hah.
hmm. what else, OH, my gecko is being all weird, he has gone totally mental. everytime i feed him he always goes for me and not the insect, i think its the bigger prey thing. hmmm... ... what to do, but i really don't care. he will be fed, whether it be insects or human flesh. jk... hah.
yeah, but i got my ear pierced yay. fun for me im gonna try to get one of my friends to get a pic of it so i can make it my little icon thingy. sweet. so keep yo eyes peeled.
laterdays
mike-e
 
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holy shit balls of fire!   
10:38pm 01/09/2003
 
mood: blah
music: finch--what it is to burn
its been so incredibly long since i have updated. geez... ... ... nothing to interesting has happened. me and that cheryl girl never "hooked up" (i think thats what kids call it these days). she made it pretty clear that she doesn't date or well make any move to further our getting together. makes me kinda mad. but i guess its for the best... ...we hung out a couple times after that. but nothing big. just kinda chilled. we talk still, bisexual encounters i think was our best conversation. she i guess learned that im not as uptight and straight edge as she had thought, and i learned that we could NEVER be togther. isn't that weird how that kind of stuff works out?? you get to know a person too well and then could never even think about dating them... ... ...ok, well i guess its rather sad.

so yeah, im still in the single circle. its quite hellish if you ask me. im not asking for much all i really want is someone that i can tell absolutley EVERYTHING to... and well be able to hold them... ...it seems to me that my friends think its kinda fairy-tailish. but i really don't care.

lets see... ...what else has happend since the last time i posted. hmmm.... ... .. . . . . . .. ... ....i graduated, which is always good, no more prison-like schooling for me. and i really would like to learn, its just i have no money, and no lisence. so i can't really pay for college, let alone get there.

i did go to a concert. i got to see cold and evanescence.. they fluffin' rule. i got soo thrashed in the pit though. oh so soar... ...but its a good soar. hah. i also bought some clothes, OH I FINALLY GOT MY TATTOO!!!!!! its so neat and cool, but it hurt like hell, im goin back for more, thats all there is to it. yeah, its my own design, so im pretty sure no one else has the same thing. and its on my calf cause im all scrawny, but my legs aren't. kinda muscular. growl...heh. with walking everywhere i go and all that jazz. i wanna get a lotus on my back or maybe matching stars on my inner-calves (calfs??)<--that is right, right?? who knows

well i think that is all that has happend in the fluffed up world of mike-e. later-days
 
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fun fun   
10:15am 15/05/2003
  so prom is over, which i guess is alright. it was fun, we actually just got our pictures back!! theys' really good. the venue wasn't very good though, the dance floor was like a 20x20 wooden abomination. it was really sad. and afterward me and me crew went back to the hotel and got our drink on. i felt is sooo bad on monday... ... ...im still not sure if its a good thing or not... ... ...i did get out of working that day :D
also, im going to HOPEFULLY see matrix reloaded today!!. seeing as i don't have to work and all. yay
 
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not long now!   
09:51am 08/05/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: requiem for a dream soundtrack:: remix ::
ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT YAY!!!!> that means prom and coolness. and to add to that happy my mom is leaving for 3 weeks!!! party at my house!! yay. well i dont know about the partying, but that doesn't matter. hehehehehehehehehehehehe!!
later
 
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things are looking up!!   
10:24pm 04/05/2003
 
mood: giddy
music: linkin park: numb
YAY, things are definetly looking up. i had cheryl over the other night, and it seems that she had a good time... ... ...and she's all " i like mikes house" and she got all comfortable and almost fell asleep, next to me, in me bed no less. YAY. it made me soo happy, i really haven't been all that sinical or mean today. i think i need that kind of comfort, just to know that someone may like me, it makes everything else seem less important, and all that jazz. i dunno, i think that i really like her, i just don't know how to show it i guess.

yeah unlike last time, when we did watch a movie and nothing happend, this time we didn't get to the movie but i did get a hug, which was quite heavenly.. and though it may seem weird that a hug can be that good, it was. yeah, and since we didn't watch the movie, it leaves another oppertunity for us to get together again, and chill. i think it may be easier to be around her w/o anyone else there. well i mean our friends, joint or not. it just makes conversations flow better. we talked about how we both HATE jumping into relationships. and some other ish. she is really awesome, very VERY intelectual, though she says that her intelligence has drained out of her in the past 9 months. which i can't see... not to mention that she is completely HOT and just a very laid back person to be around. and the fact that i say "like" and "uhm" quite a bit doesn't seem to bother her all that much. i mean, i never used to say like and uhm, but since i started using drugs my vocabulary and train of thought have really gone down the shitter. it may not seem that way, but thats because i am typing all of this, yall can't see the pauses and all. though i know she notices them.

ok, well i have some homework to do, i will catch yall on the "flipside"

laterdays
mike
 
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not much time left   
10:08pm 29/04/2003
  yay!! prom is coming. i just bought my tickets. and yes i do mean more than one. HAHAHAHA.. i get to go with a really awesome girl. ive known her for quite a while, though our close friendship has really blossomed since i broke up w/ my ex. she is just a really good person, genuine i guess. we're going w/ our friends who have been together for like 2 years. DAMN. seeing them makes me want a girlfriend sooo bad, just to have someone, i guess. but im to chicken shit.... ... ...like all the girls that i like, or "have a crush" on all have either their boys that they have been keeping their eye on (which i hear all about) or i am just too much of a wuss to start anything.

yeah so prom is gonna be hella fun. i got the whole weekend off of work, so thats all good. first we get to hang all day, and basically chill till like 5 or so, then we get ready, meet up guys and girls then we are gonna find somewhere to eat, me and grant, the other guy, kinda want to go to one of those mongolian grill places full of good food, but we all want to eat somewhere that is gonna be close to the venue. its going to be quite an adventure. then we go to prom, have hella fun, dance our asses off. then go back to our hotel, which grants parents paid for, and we will take it from there, i mean i know what grant and amy (his girl) are gonna be doin...hehehehehe...though i have had a lot of mixed thoughts about me and kristina (my date). i mean last new years eve, we kinda "hooked up", well after a few bottles of liquid courage. then we kinda talked about what could happen if we dated, and we came to the conclusion that we shouldn't date cause for one, it could ruin our friendship, and if we were to break up (depending on how serious it got) could ruin our friendships w/ grant and amy, its all fucked up i guess... ...i think you would have to hear her side of the story. then i have been hearing things from amy about what kristina wants to happen, and i just don't know, i mean im not going to lie, she is damn good lookin' and its not just the looks, she has a personality that rates a 12 on a scale from one to ten. i think im just to chicken-shit. who knows.

completley off subject, i got a new fish today, its a butterfly fish, it hangs out near the surface, and basically feeds on anything and everything that moves. right now im feeding it crickets. ite fun to watch him hunt. i bought like 35 crickets today, and like 30 yesterday.. but seeing as i have 2 geckos as well, i don't think they will last too long, maybe 2 weeks or so. i hope. ok, well im gonna go. i have some other ish to do.

laterdays

mike
 
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goood deal, brak rocks the party   
10:55pm 28/04/2003
  brak
brak

you're nice to your mother.


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how rude   
10:32pm 28/04/2003
  JESUS, how bad can people really be. i got home not too long ago from my school talent show... ... ... ...it was the worst display of immaturity that i have seen since 8th grade. my ex was in it, she did a dance, i mean, it wasn't the best that it could have been, but im proud of her since she had the balls to do it. so anyway, during her dance i was hearing comments that were completley rude, and also some snickers. i was sooo pissed. i couldn't believe the amount of disrespect she was getting. i hope to god this dies down a little bit.... ... ...or a lotta bit. i really don't know what i will do if shit goes on at school... ...i mean im not going to lie, im not the most stable when it comes to keeping my temper, and this is one of those things that i could really flip out over. i mean, i hate fighting, i honestly do, but i am really unsure to what i am capable of when it comes time to set people straight and defend my friend(s). sorry to be such a bitch

laterdays
mike
 
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shooobles   
07:44pm 27/04/2003
 
mood: blank
music: limp bizkit, STUCK
whassabi? havent updated in a while. NOWS THE TIME TO SHINE!!

so lets see whats happend... ...well me and one of my very best friends and i went tux shoppin' for prom and we found one at the first place that we went to, which is hella good. and it was only like 89bucks, which, if you didn't know, is pretty damn good. and its all sexy like... ... ...or well i hope it is. hehehehehehehehe. i also got a promotion, which is all good, more money, seemingly less and more responsibility at the same time, tis weird, and me and this other new "floor supervisor" had to run the store w/ no other expirienced managers, it was hella scary. but we got through it and all is well now. YAY!!

i got some new shizz for my fish tank, my other really good friend gave me some live plants from his tank, so my tank is all bitchen' lookin' and it makes me happy. also, my paradise fish had babies, there's a shit-ton of babies, and the dad fish is all kicken the other fishs' asses if the get too close.... ... ... ...one "drawback" to the babies, is that one of my female paradise fish died. im thinkin its from the egg laying, but im not too sure. hmmmmm. ive got me fish buddies out tryin to find out y. yeah, i think thats about it. but im sure that more is to come. laters

mike
 
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kinda sad cheese   
07:10pm 12/04/2003
 
mood: blah
music: sublime: the ballad of johnny butt
i dunno, i feel all left out. its 7:10, i just called my friends to see whats goin on, and they are all havin a party-thing, that i didn't know about, or was invited to. i don't know if i should feel betrayed, or just left out. i know that i had to work today, but i didn't even hear about it. i dunno, maybe im just bitchy. grrr.



on a couple of happier notes, i may be promoted soon, that means more $$! yay! but more responsibility, which i guess isn't all bad, just kinda scary/overwhelming. but what ever, i get more MONEY!!!$$$$$$$$. yayay. also i upgraded my fish tank from a 6 gallon to a 20 gallon, now instead of 6 fish, i have 11!!, there would be 13, but two died. but i have3 different types, silvertip tetras, ottos, and paradise fish... ... ...they're hot!!!



laterdays
mike
 
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scoobie doobie DOOOOO   
10:52pm 04/04/2003
 
mood: silly
music: the jigglypuff sleep song ha
yeah, im hella bored. watching me good friends play pool... ... ...pool is fun times. YAY!!! work is so over-rated well except for the whole, having money to spend thing. tis hella fun. i love money, and spending it. me buds are "fighting" its hella funnie!!! with the slapping and the yelling, and all that jazz. its hella funnie..hahahahahahahahahahaha... ...ok, well im outie~

laterdays
mike
 
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i hate meself   
08:52pm 30/03/2003
 
mood: distressed
music: Mindless Self Ingulgence
GGRRRR, ok, well i got the new interest girl to come over last night, and it all seemed to be going well. we watched a movie. (feardotcom) which was alright, but when the awkward time came when she was just about to leave, you know, when you think and want somthing to happen, but nothing did, i would have been sooooo happy just with a hug, or something like that. nothing more. i dunno, i really don't want to be rejected. im not sure that i can handle rejection that well. because i feel that we can become really good friends, or more, who knows. im really distraught over that. i really don't know what to do, whether to talk to her about it or just let things play out. i hate not being all "ballsy"when it comes to that kind of stuff. talk to yall later

laterdays
mike
 
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good god yall   
02:46am 29/03/2003
  i really don't know whats going on!, im out of it completely, im talking to the ever sexy sintonic. HELL YES good tymes. well i am hella drunk, right now, its hella weird! there is no-one online, and so therefore, noone to talk to, and i need to stay up till 6 or soo. if anyone can tell what i am writing about , feel free to clue me in alright?? talk to ya laters

laterdays.
mike
 
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yay some more   
06:53pm 28/03/2003
 
mood: energetic
music: Linkin park: meteora
yeah, i am sooo happy, but pissed in a way. for one thing,i have no money left, well i have like 20 bucks. but thats it. grr. but im happy cause i purchased the new Linkin park album, special edition, no less, and headphones and jim breuer hardcore. hahahahahahah YAY!!!!
 
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i got the goods   
10:09pm 27/03/2003
 
mood: ecstatic
music: tool: pushit
yeah, so i am happy happy happy!!! i just got a new fish tank!!! YAY!!! its small, but sexy. good tymes. wooohooo. im i wee-bit happy. i have 7 fish now YAY!! and 2 geckos and 4 cats YAY many pets for meeeee. and me alone, well others as well, but MEEEEE most of all. soooooooo happy, its soooo soothing!! and calming and all that jazz, me likes it lots!! yay

laterdays
mike
 
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things keep getting WEIRD!!   
10:30pm 26/03/2003
 
mood: confused
music: Evanescence
ok, well my last entry was all super happy and all. that shits about to end. alright, i told a shit ton of people at my school about the whole andrea (girl i got # from) and it was going all good, this was monday. then today, a girl named cheryl (also a MECHA-HOTTIE) is all "i'd like to get to know you better, we should watch movies". and to me this is great, cause she's cute, and awesome all around, but don't know what im going to do about the andrea thing. she's hella cool and all, and i just got done talking to her actually, and it all really weird. IM SOOO CONFUSED RIGHT NOW!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH... ... ... ...what the hell am is supposed to do, i can't, but i can choose. DAMN ME!!! i don't want to hurt either of them, and its not like i know for sure that cheryl likes me in that way or not. maybe im just thinking too much. ive been known to do that... ... ...shit. aight. well thats all for now.

laterdays
rytes
 
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whoops   
10:34am 25/01/2003
  HA i made that entry 2 times, see, i'm not in my right mind HAHAHAHAHAhaa.

later days yall

Mike
 
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