2:09PM - *WiNk*
Long time huh?........New blurty s.n prettyinpink43. In accounting class right now and i'm bored as heck! o0o0o0o is that a hottie....see ya!
Current mood: 
bored
boredCurrent music: typing of keyboreds, wat fun (shoot me)
Long time huh?........New blurty s.n prettyinpink43. In accounting class right now and i'm bored as heck! o0o0o0o is that a hottie....see ya!
boredI eat like a vegetable
cough like a criminal
fight like an animal
but still im only cynical
she sayse she likes to play
so damn what can I say
shes right when she wants to be
tries cause she doesnt see
fuck me im typical
kill me im radical
do you like that youre hurtin it
in rhymes i am wording it cause
somebodys gonna say
damn boy just run away
If I heard that thats what Id do
I cant drop the thought of you
contradictions you say they are
addictions are all they are
so dont you let me go
dont you pretend to know
that im not in love with you
this is not what I wanna do
Ryan, you sexy lickable boy you!!! Your a syco but that doesnt stop me...hehe. Love you! see you in school, lol
crazyPink it´s my new obsession
Pink it´s not even a question
Pink on the lips of your lover, ´cause
Pink is the love you discover
Pink as the bing on your cherry
Pink ´cause you are so very
Pink it´s the color of passion
'Cause today it just goes with the fashion
Pink it was love at first sight, yeah
Pink when I turn out the light, and
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
You could be my flamingo
´Coz pink is the new kinda lingo
Pink like a deco umbrella
It´s kink - but you don´t ever tell her
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink gets me high as a kite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
I want to be your lover
I wanna wrap you in rubber
As pink as the sheets that we lay on
Pink is my favorite crayon, yeah
Pink it was love at first sight
Pink when I turn out the light
Pink it´s like red but not quite
And I think everything is going to be all right
No matter what we do tonight
gigglyMe and my lesbi partner are gonna go to the movies 2morrow and see american wedding. its gonna be fun. Then the next day we're gonna chyll with sean and, maybe his brother. Anyways, i was tricked and taken to the hospital :::bastards:::. I'm off the pills!!! LMAO!!! I was on the heart crap but now I'm off the hizzy. It doesnt make you sick or anything it just affects your blood circulation, and you dont need treatment but since my blood count is so low I had to get the protien and all that healthy crap back up there. Actually a heart murmur is kinda funni cuz it doesnt make the same sound as a regular heart. More like a bup swish bup....like your going through a water slide. But thank god i didnt have to have the valve replacement surgery. I hate the frikin hospital! Oh well, no more leaky heart and just a regulaur murmur.....basically healthy. See ya!
bouncyThree more days and I'm the the beautiful Dominican Rep. I'm gonna miss everyone!! Especially wanyi ashley jen irene crystal MIKE T (((shhhh))) and many others.....OK OK OK! The mike thing is dying out but can you blaim me...he has the nicest stomach to rub and Very soft cheeks and lips....ok, i'll stop there. but just for my mamita. love ya bunches. But the mike thing was just a fling, just like danny davis, and mike desir, okay maybe even john disciscio....but c'mon, if you saw him u'd kno why. Maybe i do have guy problems....hmmm? Alright! I do admitt that that whole kissing incident with danny tickled me but i'm through with that now! I'm one track minded on guys now.....after the Dom Rep. and maybe a little after freshman year.......alright alright...but just that and then its smooth sailing for me. Danny d. I miss u boy and i feel really bad about how how the last day of skool went and i didnt keep my promise on that kiss but hey, i'm here for ya any 'ol day. (((you too mike)))
(((and kno i dont play around as much as you might be thinking right now, and not a slut, maybe a playa but never a slut)))) neva hate me cuz i'm from the 7*8*1 babi scooweet!!!!*~! i love you all. god bless... and i love you too my sexual partner(((muh real b of course))) P.S keep them Coronas rollin "but i swear i only drunk 2 that nite" lol *no realli*
drunkbringing a blade to my skin
i can feel it sinking in
swiping across my flesh
the blood seeping fresh
such pleasure is bliss
my veins i carelessly miss
i draw it back retracing line
watch the trails intertwine
as the picture forms once more
comes clear the burden i bore
i laugh and cut away
thinking come what may
-mike
I dont under stand why you feel the need to say such things to me. Or was it like i was the one cutting you? Your scaring me and i hate it but love you. Just stop it! You make me hurt more and more each day and I dont understand. If you want me to be the one to go away then fine! But only to save you. Understand that much
pissed offSometimes I hold my breath because I don't feel the particular need to breathe, I guess the weird part about that is that I don't need to...it never hurts at those times...
but there are other times when I try the same feat and I feel my body scream at me for the necessary oxygen for me to keep living...
but why...i dont understand, and I never will
drainedThese are the signs that are made for each other
Are you the zodiac Freak, ooo-ee
I'm a Taurus, I came here to get manish
Ooh, I know it's good when you start speakin' spanish
Airy, sexually, you're full of energy
After I'm done, you still tellin' me you want me
Met a Gemini, ooh what a sex drive
He gave it from the front, back, left and the right
Baby, I will guarentee to give you everything your body's missin'
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you the zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you that zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
[Spoken]
Damn, how do I explain this next one
This boy right here, blew my mind
Let me explain
I met a Scorpio (Damn)
He had no limit to where he'd go (Oh, yeah)
He was so damn sexual
He said, Baby are you ready for me
I'll do anything to fulfill your needs
Tell me what you want, and I got you babe
Whisper in my ear while I'm driving you crazy
I'll smack it from the side
While I'm grabbing them thighs
Now I know what zodiac signs are all about
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you the zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you that zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
Libra, Gemini, Virgo
Are you with me (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Pisces, Aries, Scorpio
Are you with me, say yeah yeah yeah
Sagittarius, Cancer and Taurus
I don't know what it is
But you Leos drive me crazy
Crazy, baby
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you the zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
These are the signs of love makin'
Are you that zodiac freak I've been lookin' for
Boy, you're sending me
Signs of love makin'
And you make me say, Oooh
I was talking to this guy one day
And he ask me what is your sign of love, baby
I said a Taurus, he was impressed
Baby, what is your sign
He said a Virgo, we connected
And I think you're kinda sexy, baby
You said Taurus
Take my hand, I'mma take ya to lover's land
I'mma show you things
You've never seen
All night long
Baby, be my babe
dirtyI know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be <~~~ I guess I dedicate this song to my friend Susanna. It's not everyday a person gets let down the way she has and I wish her the bast.
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
And it's keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell my why I should stay
'Cause I don't want to waste another moment
Saying things we never meant to say
And I… take it just a little bit
I hold my breath and count to ten
I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well the talks are overrated
Am I saying how you feel?
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I… get you just a little time
I wonder if you realize
I've been waiting 'til I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
If I just breathe…
Breathe… 'til I whisper in the dark
Oh can you hear… me?
Do you hear… me?
If I just breathe…
Let it fill the space between
Oh no, everything is alright
Breathe… every little piece of me
You'll see everything is alright
Everything is alright
If I just breathe… breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
Ilove Michelle Branches music. I Think it's illegal to promote
but go get her new cd paper hotel.
What is up people!?!? As you know, it has been a very busy month for me. Hello to my friends that sare the same pain as I do. I start school in August (that sucks, but yet excited). Congratulations to Suzanna, Dharma, Thomas, and a very big one to Cory for getting into the Vogue with me. It wasnt easy but hey, we did it. Oh, and Tom, i'll get you for the little surfing problem we had ;) This summer has so far sucked. Met some really cool people over the summer ( Danny, Kayla, Melissa, my cousin steve). Going to the Dominican in a couple. That should be interesting. Hey Ashley and happy b-day to Irene and Keri. Oh, and my arm isnt broken after all, it just really hurts. For those of you who don't know, I was trying to do a little sport called luge (Steve's idea). So we were going down the mount and i guess I curved and then rolled into the curb landing on my right arm, but what a rush. I know I know, I'm an idiot, but I couldn't resist. It looked so fun. Oh well. Why didnt anyone tell me that Paul Walker had a daughter? Oh well, I wouldn't mind giving him some children of my own if you know what I mean 0;). Well thats that. No wait. I got a guitar! Final freaking lee! Ok bye. Love you. and one more thing. Hi Ryan.
thoght that I wrote in you earlier but ashley screwd up my blurty so......heres the fast version, me and Ryan? yea, no more......Are we friends? I dont really think so, depends on him.....Why? The love just wasnt there anymore.....Goimg back out? I dont really want to talk about that.....Do you still love him? Yes, and I dont want to anymore but I cant make these feelings go away by just snapping my fingers (((help me)))......Where is he now? He's going to Utah for the whole month of July so that gets some things off my back for now, but I cant say that it helps, oh and I hope that he has lots of fun and I hope that he meets someone that could give him all that I couldnt.......Are you guys still friends? I'd like to think so but he doesnt seem to comfortable around me so I think it would be better if we didnt keep in touch just to see how it feels even though he wants to.....Did he hurt you? Nope. Our love was like the flowers on my window sill. (((he knows))) To bad I cant find those same flowers that I had on there before......What are you going to do now? I'm going to do what I've been doing for the past 14 years of my life, I'm going to live.
These are all questions that I've been asked by a number of people, and I hope those are the end of them. Oh, hi....talk to you layters ;) *MuAh**~!
Hey everyone, its been kinda sad day but here i am talking to you.....cause i love you all just that much....I HATE YOU STEVE! Just a word to the wise....I am really sick and I think I'm gonna kill myself....jkjkjk.... I wont try that twice.....Yes ladies and gentlemen, I have tryed to kill myself.....by stabbing myself in the chest (which I now carry a very proud scar for) But i realize that i was being very sad and not looking to my friends for the kind of help......How I feel isnt really different from back then but now I have alot of things to live for ( irene, jen crystal, ash, RYAN, and alot of other ppl). So I'll take each day one step at a time and breathe in the nice air(cough) Write to you soon..*~! *143* *@~!
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Hey!!! In skool, chillin w/ the same 'ol crew! Jus wanna say hey to jen irene ashley wannie crystal and all the rest. OH! and hey to the sweets of sweet! oh and you to johane!!! Thank god!!! therres only 5 more weeks of skool!!! Here i come high skool!!!! well thats the end of this epidemic!!!! Write to you soon....Oh and sweety....your welcome!!! I love you!!!
Today, was egh, but that was a good day......god bless to the lost souls of our time and year.......and god bless to th many families who have experianced a lost recently