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Thursday, June 26th, 2003
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10:07a - I HATE MY DAD!
I hate my dad so freaking much, everytime I try to open myself to him he always, takes things the wrong way and always make me feel really bad! All the stuff my sisters have failed in, he blames it on me and takes his anger out on me! He wants me to move in with him for 2 months, He must be out of his mind, I never want to saty with him, He wants me to be perfect, but I'm not, he dosent understand that, all the mistakes I've done, he brings them up, and one incident especially, he says it was my fault and I probably did deserve it.. I really dont want to see him ever again, I never want to talk to him, My da is also mad at me because I told my mom he would always take us to his house where he lived with another woman, what was I supposed to do>? lie to my mom and when she found out, she would never trust me again... He thinks I am immature and I am going around having sex or something, he thinks I am not trying hard in school, he really dosent know anything...he only comes maybe sometimes once a week, and sometimes he never shows up... If it comes to deciding who I prefer to live with, it would be my mother, I know sometimes I get mad at her , becasue we have our differences but she always understands me, and she never thinks I am up to something bad... I've changed so much and my dad obviously thinks that I am still al ittle girl who cant take care of herself, or learn from past experiences...
current mood:  stressed
current music: After Forever-Leaden Legacy (comment on this)
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11:22p - Interesting Conversation
evan connolly 23: i bet you get a lot of freaks on hot or not....
DecantedSoul: sometimes
evan connolly 23: i do too, i met this one chick, it was terrible!
DecantedSoul: really
DecantedSoul: waht ahppened?
evan connolly 23: when i picked her up...
evan connolly 23: she was drunk, had a dog with her that was apparently going out with us
evan connolly 23: she was wearing a wig
DecantedSoul: LMAO
evan connolly 23: she was trash!
evan connolly 23: and im all, not wanting to be rude
evan connolly 23: but, not wanting to be with her
evan connolly 23: and she's all
evan connolly 23: trying to get some
evan connolly 23: lol
DecantedSoul: LMAO
DecantedSoul: haha
DecantedSoul: so what did you do next?
evan connolly 23: oh god, it was disgusting!
DecantedSoul: was she like one of those hillbily kinda folk?
DecantedSoul: lol
evan connolly 23: we went out
evan connolly 23: (got kicked out of everywhere cause of the ddog)
DecantedSoul: lol
DecantedSoul: what kinda dog?
evan connolly 23: no she was 30 and wanted to be 14 i think, idk
evan connolly 23: chiwawa ! (sp?)
evan connolly 23: it wouldnt shut up
evan connolly 23: it was running around my car
DecantedSoul: lol
DecantedSoul: did it poop?
evan connolly 23: then,
evan connolly 23: no
evan connolly 23: so we left bars, i took her home, she begged me to come in
evan connolly 23: i didnt want her to feel rejected so i did
evan connolly 23: (mistake!)
DecantedSoul: hahaha
DecantedSoul: i can imagine...
evan connolly 23: nothing happened, but she was trying hard
evan connolly 23: she was a pshyco
DecantedSoul: tell me about it
evan connolly 23: im not just saying that either
evan connolly 23: so that was it, lol
DecantedSoul: lol
evan connolly 23: impressive eh?
evan connolly 23: she kept calling
evan connolly 23: oh god, it was an ordeal
DecantedSoul: and well...
evan connolly 23: she was really really slutty
DecantedSoul: eeeurghh!
evan connolly 23: finally she got the hint
DecantedSoul: good job!
evan connolly 23: took a while though
evan connolly 23: :-(
DecantedSoul: I dont like slutty women
evan connolly 23: yeah, i definately could have made mistakes there...
DecantedSoul: hey i have a question
evan connolly 23: but my ex gf was really classy, so i have high standards
evan connolly 23: k, score...
DecantedSoul: why do guys consider women sluts if they sleep around alot but consider guys who sleep around pimps?
evan connolly 23: i dunno, i consider a guy who sleeps around a slut. so i couldn't tell ya ruth8-)
DecantedSoul: good job
evan connolly 23: i dont, never have
DecantedSoul: you are like one in a billion
evan connolly 23: niether do my friends
DecantedSoul: SCORE!
evan connolly 23: o thats not true ruth
evan connolly 23: if only i could un-decant your soul....
evan connolly 23: i play forward, we could have fun on a feild ya know
evan connolly 23: you look small
DecantedSoul: i can kick your ass!
evan connolly 23: i bet you would, lol
DecantedSoul: lol
current mood:  hyper
current music: NONE (comment on this)
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