Ruth Reyes' journal

> recent entries
> calendar
> friends
> previous 20 entries

Saturday, July 26th, 2003
12:52 pm - CHANGE
I am changing from blurty to blogspot heres my new address:

(comment on this)

Friday, July 25th, 2003
7:29 am - Last night sucked..
Yesterday I had to babysit 5 children, they were getting on my nerves, I really wanted to hang them by their feet, so anyways I was like okay I am going to take them to the movies, and I called my aunt to tell her and she was like oh can you take my children?! I was like I guess so, so now I was stuck with 7 kids, We watched Johnny English, that was a funny movie, I bought everyone popcorn and a drink , and they wouldn't stop talking, or screaming, crying, I mean their parents are truly traumatizing me from wanting to have children of my own....

So anyway I got back home after dropping all the kids off to their houses, and I was waiting for Jesus to come over, he finally came over and we were having a great time talking to Jon, it was so much fun and we were like using the webcam and stuff so it was great! Jesus is trying to take Jon away from me hahaha, I think that is funy, it doesnt make me jealous, I find it very amusing...

Well later that night my oldest sister was getting an attitude with Jesus and I and she basically told him not to ever come to my house, I guess she was PMSing or something but I got really mad and I told her off and as always I get emotional and I started crying, and it sucks becasue I dont like peopl seeing me cry not even my best friend it just feels soooo weird, so anyways Jesus and I went outside and were sitting on my driveway and her comes my bitchy sister and starts telling us off, and so finally I just went inside and I called Jon and then I took a shower, which is a classic sign of mine that I am crying too hard for anyone to hear me...

I talked to Jesus again at night and he said he was going to go to work with me I was like YAY! and hes going ot be here like before 10.....

This morning my sister got a phone call from Fatima, and she found out that her ex-hubby got stabbed so she rushed to the hospital and I havent heard from her since....

I am talking to my friend Jimmy right now, he is really funny, haha he sent me some links today that just made me laugh so hard...

current mood: worried
current music: London After Midnight-Nightmare

(comment on this)

Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003
7:45 pm - hmmm bored....
Info Grey
Your Heart is Grey

What Color is Your Heart?
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe here are some awesoem cool pics of my friend.... he is cute...

this is funny....

OH hey I saw JON finally omg it was the greatest day of my life ALLEN and AARON and JEFF got to meeet him I thought that was awesome I was so damn happy that day I cant wait to see him again!!!! heheh

current mood: bored
current music: CRADLE OF FILTH- beneath the howling stars

(comment on this)

5:45 pm - Vacation in Mexico
July 4th- We left from Houston at around 8 am and basically drove and drove and drove, until about 3 am when we arrived in Mexico City...

July 5th- I rested becasue I was extremely tired, we were going to go out that night somewhere but we couldn't make out our minds so finally I suggested to go visit my cousin Omar who lives in Sn. Marcos, so we went and we spent a lot of time there then we went back to my grandmas house...

July 6th- We went to the Aztec Pyramids it was so much fun but it was so damn hot... urgh so anyway I got to climb up the Sun Pyramid I took pictures later on I'll put them up on here, but I am to lazy right now, so anyway we went up and then went down and I bought some stuff, then we went to Sn. Juan and ate some really goood quesadillas...then we went home and we were gonna go to out to Garibaldi but my Uncle got so damn drunk that he ruined everything for everyone, I guess he has a death wish, it was really gross, he threw up and shitted on himslef twice it was disgusting I feel sorry for my aunt that takes all that crap from him must be true love...

July 7th- Oh crap I dont even remeber what I did that monday, I remeber now we went to " La Villita" which is like the oldest church in Mexico City where the virgin mary appeared to Sn. Diego, and blah, we bought lots of stuff there for my sisters friends..

July 8th- I saw Fernando, I said hi to him and thats it becasue I didnt have a lot of time to talk to him we were going to look for phone cards so my aunt could call Veronica, but we never found any, I saw Marisol and she offered us her phone, later on we were hanging out with her and she was telling me how much Fernando has been asking for me I felt weird, because he is such a good friend of mine and well he likes me more than a friend, but I could never but anything but a friend, he is really coool After that my aunt was comenting that she wanted to buy a house so Marisol said that she knew a neighbor that wanted to sell her house ad so we went to the ladys house and we talked to her and then we went running home because it was starting to rain....

July 9th- My aunt seemed to get sick becasue of the rain last nite so we didnt really do much, i basically stayed at my grandmas house and tried to watch TV, but I couldnt so I fell asleep....

July 10th- Iris went to my grandmas house and I helped her do her english homework and I was waiting all day for Fernando he said that he wa s going to go hang out with me but I guess he didnt have time or is hurt that I wont go out with him...

July 11th- I did nothing in particular, I was out with Nayely, Alejandra and Iris I went to their house for while then we went to the phone and I called Jon, wow I missed him sooo much, I never stopped thinking about him and I wish that he culd be there with him, ok so I talked to him for a little while, wish it was longer! Then we went to the center of Acolman and I met a lot of guys there it was kinda funny becasue there is like some kind of gang they have and this guy that I met I dont remeber his name, introduced me to all of them there was probably like 30 guys and he made them all kiss me on the cheek which made me relly shy so I left early....

July 12th- We went to see the house that my aunt wants to buy, and on our way there, the guys that were introduced to me were there and they were all screaming my name and well my mom was with me I just wanted to hide but I was like oh well, so i turned around and waved at them my mom just looked at me like I was crazy, so anyways we went to the house and it was in bad shape and they wanted about 58 thousand dollars for it but it was worth it so then we went to see another house that was offered to her by nmy aunt Chabela, oh my... that hose was soooo beautiful and well taken care of! I talked for a while to Marisol I told her to tell Fernando to come talk to me but he never did... he is a really cool guy, I also asked her about Dafnis but she really dosnet talk to him...

July 13th-I was out and about in Acolman I went out with Nayely and Alejandra for while and I told the Negro that I was gonna go to Acapulco and I will be back by Thursday night urghh.. then he tried to kiss me, he is soo ugly, why are guys that way i just want to be your friend nothing else...

July 14th- We left for Acapulco at around 4 am and arrived at around 9 am we went to my aunt Lupes house, and we slept there for a while, I then we woke up and ate, then my cousin Irma came and confused me with my sister Cindy she brought her son, he is like the biggest baby I've ever seen!! hes so fat and heavey but anyway he is adorable, then finally at around 12.30 we went to the Hyatt hotel and I went straight to the swimming pool I was there for a while and I kept seeing this guy who kept stalking me I was lik okay, so obviously I left and I went upstairs and slept for a while and it was so extremely hot so finally I called the front desk and told them and then they had a guy come and check the air and it was broke so they changed us fom room 733 to room 833 and that was so much better then somehow the door wouldnt open and they came and fixed it and I was so worried also becasue my cousin Patricia was going to come and meet us in room 733 so my aunt and I waited for here til like midnight and she never showed up I was so freaking mad, and then again I saw that stupid guy, urghh he freked me out, but anyways I went to my moms room and guess what she called saying that she wasnt going to be able to make it that made me so freaking mad!!!!!!!!

July 15th- We went to go eat breakfast at this place I really dont remeber the name, it was pretty good then we went back to the hotel and my aunt said to go to her house to eat, so anyways when we arrived, I obviously went to the pool to go relax for while and that stupid guy was there again urgh..... So then I got out took a shower and we left to my aunts house to eat, and I finally got to see Patricia and so that was sooo cool I gave her a huge ass hug, later on we went back to the hotel and back to the pool I had commented to my cousin about that guy that was freaking me out so then we went to the pool and guess what he was there and somehow my cousin fell in love with him and instead of him doing the stalking we were doing the stalking we found out what floor he was on and who he was with... lol

July 16th- I met Patricias boyfriend for the first time, he looks like Jon Secada, hehe He is really nice so anyway we all went up to room /805 and had some wine, which was really good!! heeh later on we went to a Karaoke Bar that was so much fun I sang three songs ( Dont cry for me Argentina, I will survive, and Bidi bidi bom bom) I was the one who sang the most songs my sister and everyone else sang one song... go me! We arrived at the hotel at around 3 am

July 17th-I was so damn tired.... MAN well this was like the last day in acapulco and finally got the guts to talk to the guy that my cousin wanted to meet so we talked and he turned out to be 15 and so damn immature complete turnoff for her, so we left Acapulco and we passed by Taxco the place where silver comes from it was so much fun there!! When we arrive at Mexico we went to the Pyramids again it was so much fun there was like people going into the Sun Pyramid and we got to go to the entrance cause my cousin was being a little whore, go

July 18th- Finally back to Houston I have been wanting to go back, so I could be able to see JON! I missed him sooo much!!!

current mood: calm
current music: Boo Radleys- The Queen Is Dead

(comment on this)

Thursday, July 3rd, 2003
2:29 pm - Aarons Poll...
Well Aarons poll is kinda hard becasue I see three people I can choose.... but I chose the one who popped into my head sorry Chesney!

current mood: amused
current music: Black Lab

(comment on this)

1:32 pm - Thank you Phil!!!
Hey I just finished reading your email and it made me feel so much better, I knew I could count on you to help me! And I am gonna print the thingy out and put it by my phone... I guess I can email him, but I dunno I think that would be kinda rude, dont you think?? Well anyway, I hope he dosent get mad and you are right if he dosent take it the right way than he is not worth being friends with! Thank you again a Phil and I love your blog its awesome!!!!:)

Well anyway yesterday I posted that there was this girl that was injecting cooking oil into herslef because she wanted to look like Shakira....well I was wrong its a bit more disturbing, it was aactually a gay guy who was doing that to grow boobs and hips, and he is now in a coma, I hope he dosent die!

Like always I am always late on everything... I didnt know until yesterday that Shannon was going out with Chris, they make a really odd couple, but I wanted her to go out with Jake they would be so perfect for eachother, oh well.. at least I hope she is happy with him and wont give me an attitude anymore, and as for Jake I am just gonna ignore him! I am continuing Allens advice but not to reach the first result but my own...does that make sense?!?

I really hate working ticke tearer! It sucks! I hate it when people come up to you and act like they know you and sometimes I have to force myself to smile to some people that are rude! I mean its not my fault you are late! Come early! People whine a lot....

I watched the "Not gonna get us" video by T.A.T.U I actually like it I thought it was really cool!

I woke up at 7.00 am today to take my grandmother to the doctor, I took my Harry Potter book i cant believe how long it's taking me to read, everytime I sit down and try to read it something always comes up and I cant finish it...urgh! I am bearly in Chapter 16 out of like 38 I am not sure how many chapters it has! But so far its been pretty good, although I feel like slapping Professor Umbridge, she makes me mad!! ok anyway so i went to the doctor with my grandmother, and we waited there forever! Then I came home and I fell asleep til like 12.30 i was still tired, but my mom made me wake up for what?! I dunno...

I put cartoons on for my niece today and she refuses to watch litte bill because she says he is brown and she doesnt like brown people, I have a racist obviously I made her watch it.. I told her she is supposed to like all people no matter their color and she was like "well I'm gonna tell my mommy" that made me laugh!!

This might be the last time I write before i go to Mexico i might write right before I leave, i will try to go to the internet cafes over there and write on here some more so you can know how its going... I am really going to miss Jon but I cant wait til I come back!!!

current mood: pensive
current music: Boy Hits Car- As I watch the sun fuck the ocean

(comment on this)

Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
4:11 pm - Lesbian Date....
Today I went out on a "date" with my les friend Ashley, I guess she took all my lesbian experince seriously and didn't hear the part where I said that I probably wouldn't do it again... Well anyway I went to this cafe in Montrose called Cafe Chino well we were sitting across from eachother and she kep rubbing her leg against mine... I was like okay there is no space....the she started running her foot in between my legs.....I was like whoa buddy... I scooted back and she kinda got the picture that I didnt want to be touched and so then I told her I had to go to the restroom...and I guess she thought " hey not here lets go to the restroom" She came in from behind me and just like started touching my boobs and I was like wait a minute... I dont want to do anything with you in that way, I am not that way, and besides I am with someone so its impossible... I left and then she said she was sorry, she thought I was interested in her, but I wasn't... IM SORRY ASHLEY....

Well I have to work today, I am doing ticket tearer, which is really boring but oh well.... I was thinking of getting a new Job... maybe soemthing to do with animals...

I cant wait til I get back from Mexico... hehe Well I dont really want to go anymore, except that I want to see Patricia! We are driving to Mexico and I told my mom I was going in my PJ's and shes not going to let me so that makes me mad!!!! But I'll do it anyway I dont care!!!!!

I was watching the news today and some crazy chick who was jealous of Shakira's curves, tried to make herself look like her by injecting cooking oil into her skin...that is pretty desperate..should've went whith plastic surgery! hmm... I would never do anything like that!

Does anybody know who the actor is that comes out in Pirates of the Caribbean who killed himself????!?

I really hope it rains! I hear thunder and I love it! I love how the rain sounds! Its so great! hehe


current mood: loved
current music: After Forever- the key

(comment on this)

Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
7:19 pm - Lord of the Rings

Which Annoying Two Towers Character are You?
By Lisa

I am her, but I wanted Legolas, he is pretty! lol

Which Annoying Two Towers Character are You?
By Lisa

Which Brand Of Clothing Do You Look Best In?

Brought to you by Faytrial

In case you havent noticed... I am obsessed with taking little test thingies they are fun!!lol


What magical gurl are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

that was the shortest one ever!!

You are a green mermaid!
You are a green mermaid!

What mermaid color are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

my favorite color!! AND IT IS SOOO TRUE~~

bloodsucking freaks
Your Horror is Bloodsucking Freaks

What is Your Horror?
brought to you by Quizilla

I've never even sen that movie....

You are Till Lindemann!
You are Till Lindemann on Vocals!

Which member of Rammstein are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

YAY! I LOVE TILL HE IS HOT!!!!!!!!! and old.... but he has a SEXXXXXXY voice

World of Glaciers
Ice, snow, mountains... you are a glacier dweller.
Sometimes people see you as distant or
apathetic, but it's only because their minds
don't work on a level as high as yours.

Which Other World Are You Secretly From?
brought to you by Quizilla


You are NEMO!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

brought to you by Quizilla

aww isnt that cute...

Playful Kitten

*Wut kitten are you most like?*
brought to you by Quizilla

go me!!!

band shirt
You are the band shirt. You LOVE music, and can't
go a day with out it. ROCK ON!

*What piece of clothing from Hot Topic are you? (For girls)*
brought to you by Quizilla

hehe that was short...

You are an Elf! You love the woods, and your
favorite color is green. You haven't interacted
with people much since the Golden days, and you
prefer to keep it that way. You are quite
skilled with the bow and dagger. You live in
trees, and will defend your forest at any cost,
and you dislike Fairies.

(Pictures in results)What Mythical Being are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

yep my fav color is green...

ok thats it for today more tomorrow maybe....

(comment on this)

6:47 pm - Song in my head!
In the last days there has been two songs in my head I finally found out what the song was called and who sang it, the first one is by Michelle Branch

"Are You Happy Now?"

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I, I’ve given up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?

Do you have everything you want?
You can get up and give everything you`ve got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you`re happy now, oohh oohhh
come on tell it to my face or have i been erased,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had that all I can take
And I’m about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?

Well that song is getting on my last nerve cause it keeps playing in my head over and over..... URGHH GO AWAY but i kinda do like how that song sounds! ima dork!

The next one is one of my all time favorites!! Its called VOLARE by ANDREA BOCELLI!!!! That song reminds me so much of my special person!! hehehe

Cuando vivo solo
sueño un horizonte
falto de palabras.
En la sombra y entre luces
todo es negro para mi mirada
Si tu no estás junto a mí . . .aquí.

en tu mundo
separado del mio por un abismo.
yo volaré
a tu mundo lejano.

Por ti volaré
espera que llegaré
mi fin de trayecto eres tú
para vivirlo los dos.

Por ti volaré
por cielos y mares
hasta tu amor.
Abriendo los ojos por fin
contigo viviré.

Cuando estás lejana
sueño un horizonte
falto de palabras.
Y yo sé que simpre estás ahí, ahí,
una luna hecha para mí,
siempre iluminada para mí,
por mí, por mí, por mí . . .

Por ti volaré
espera que llegaré
mi fin de trayecto eres tú
contigo yo viviré.

Por ti volaré
por cielos y mares
hasta tu amor.
Abriendo los ojos por fin
contigo yo viviré.

Por ti volaré
por cielos y mares
hasta tu amor.
Abriendo los ojos por fin
contigo yo viviré.
Por ti volaré . . .

(comment on this)

5:52 pm - HELP ME!
I have a friend that is in the Marines in Iraq right now and he likes me and I was talking to him on the phone today and he was telling me how much he likes me and how much he misses me and wants to see me and he calls me all the time instead of calling his mom, I mean he is a great friend but I dont have the same feelings for him... and I dont want to hurt him! How should I let him know that I am in love with someone else, and that person means the world to me!???!!? ALLEN I NEED YOUR HELP NOW! EMAIL ME OR COMMENT ON IT....

current music: After Forever-Semblance of Confusion

(comment on this)

11:52 am - Long Ass Survey....
1. Complete Name: Alma Ruth Reyes Cuevas

2. birthday: August 22, 1985

3. sign: LEO!

4. age: 17

5. sex: Female

6. location: Houston/Sugarland

7. school: Alief Taylor High School

8. glasses/contacts: both

9. braces: I've never had braces, but I think I need some but my dentist thinks I am crazy...hmm

10. fat/skinny: in between

11. tall/short: uh..short

12. do you like ketchup: yep

13. do you like mustard:!

14. do you like mayonnaise: yea

15. do you like pickles: yea

16. do you like boys or girls: boys

17. do you like pickle relish (yuck): nope!

18. do you like chicken: sometimes

19. do you like spinach: yes I love it!

20. do you have any sibling: yes

21. what are their names: Cynthia and Elizabeth

22. how old are they: 26 and 30

23. do you have any pets: yep

24. what are their names: Toby, Monty, Foster, JJ, Spongebob, and Patrick

25. what kind of pets are they: First three are gogs, then a fish and then the 2 birds..

26. do you like school: yea

27. if you could choose anyone to rule the world who would you choose: Eva Peron... too bad shes dead

28. do you like pokemon: no

29. do you talk to voices in your head: sometimes

30. do they tell you to do stuff: yea!

31. do you listen: yes...

32. have you ever had wet dreams about someone: Umm...well.. maybe

33. how often do you talk on the phone: not that much

34. how often do you surf the web: a lot

35. how often do you hang out with friends: almost everyday..

36. do you have a bf/gf: yes...

37. do you love them: you could say that

38. have you ever loved anyone: not like him

39. have you ever made-out with someone: yes

40. are you loopy: sure

41. have you ever broke any bones: nope

42. if so, which ones: .....

43. how often do you shower: everyday

44. which group do you hang out with at school: hmm thats kinda hard, well, I am usually alone or with my friends, some people call it the freaks, carnies, or theatre people..

45. do you get good grades: yes

46. do you always get in trouble: sometimes

47. do you get along with your parents: sometimes

48. are you gonna go to college: yes

49. who is your best girl friend: Rosa Perez

50. who is your best boy friend: Jesus Galvan

51. who do you talk to the most on the phone: Jon

52. who do you talk to the most on the net: Jon

53. do you like email or snail mail better: email

54. do you like gold or silver jewelry: SILVER!!!!!

55. have you ever prank called a 1-800 number: nope

56. have you ever tried to impress your crush and ended up embarrassing yourself: yes

57. what are you most afraid of: spiders

58. are you weird: to some people

59. how long does it take you to get ready for school: 15-30 mins

60. do you have a crush: no

61. what are their names: ...........

62. do you sleep with one pillow or two: I dunno

63. do you like coffee: yes I LOVE IT

64. if not, how come: ........

65. what is the longest you have went out with someone: 2 yrs

66. do you regret it: yes

67. how do you know the person who sent this to you: I've know him since 6th grade...


68. do you want to live? Somewhere in Europe

69. is the most fun place to go? Cardis. Fitz, and Gillians

70. do you want to meet your husband/wife? somewhere with a lot of trees...

71. do you want to go heaven or hell? I dunno..

72. do you want to get married? near a beach


73. Do you like to do? go to shows, and watch movies, and hang out with my favorite people

74. was the most fun retreat/trip you ever went on? When I went to Wichita Falls for the Thespian Convention, that was a lot of fun!!

75. friend is always there? Jesus

76. relative sends you the most money for Christmas? DAD

77. do you like about your church or school click? i dont go to church, so school click?...umm that I am surrounded by people who are different...

78. do you want to be when you grow up? OB/GYN

79. do you want your husbands name to be? heheh.... JON....

80. is your favorite sport? Soccer!!!!!

81. is your favorite piece of clothing? Socks

have you, in the last 24 hrs...

82. Cried? no

83. gotten in major trouble? no

84. cut your hair? no

85. ate a meal? no

86. hugged someone? yes...nancy

87. kissed someone? yes...Foster (dog)

88. made a new friend? no

89. lost something? probably

have you ever...

90. Been so drunk you passed out? yes...LMAO

91. gone out in public in your pajamas? yea....

92. had an imaginary friend? I dont think so!

93. cried during a chick flick? yes!!

94. owned a new kids on the block cd? nope, but I think my sister does...

95. gotten in a car accident? yes....

96. liked someone so much you cried? YES!!!!

97. cussed when your parents were around? YEA!!!!

98. told your sister/brother he/she was a bitch? ALL THE TIME!

99. sung in front of the mirror? yep...

100. made faces in the mirror? yep...

101. spent more than one hour on your hair? yea...

102. sleep- walked talked in your sleep? I dunno?

103. watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? yes! Jeepers Creepers!

104. gone caroling? nope


105. what is the funniest movie you ever saw? hmm.. Legally Blonde probably

106. what is the stupidest movie? Shallow Hal

107. which movie could you watch over and over? lost and Delirious, Lost Boys, Moulin Rouge, Chicago...

108. what was the last movie you saw? Somehing about Vampires in Mexico

109. who do you go to the movies with? myself, sister, or Jesus

110. what movie mad you cry the most? What a girl wants...

111. did you like titanic? it was okay...

if you were stranded on an island…

112. who would you take? JON, Jesus, and Rosa

113. who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? Jon and Jesus

114. what three things would you bring? Cd Player, lots of Batteries, and Cradle of Filth

115. what island would you want to be stranded on? Hawaii

116. what animal would you kill for food? none, ill be a vegetarian

117. would you write on the sand “help!”? no...

118. would you panic or relax? RELAX!

would you ever...

119. Jump out of a plane? yes!!

120. kiss your best guy friend (or if you’re a guy girl friend)? I dont think so!

121. go bungee jumping? yes!

122. stay in your room for a whole day? yes!

123. go in the snow without clothes? maybe...

124. skinny dip? I have!

125. drink salt water? yea?

126. touch road kill? never!

127. take a job even if it meant you’d be away from your guy (or girl)? no!

128. smile at your worst enemy? yes!

129. play 8,000 bowling games in one night? sure!

130. go to Reno to get married? maybe...

131. gamble? maybe

132. have a make-out party? lol what is that?

133. throw a party without your parents? yes

134. go to a foreign country? yes!!

135. fly a plane? yes!!


136. If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? Maritza (niece)

137. if you had to go live in Borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person ? JON

138. on this earth, who would you take? JON

139. who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? I dunno....

140. if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? Jesus

141. let's say your dad came in your room one day and told you that you had to get married in the next week but you can pick the person but you have to stay with them for the rest of your life no getting out of it, who would you pick? JON!

142. what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? Madonna... first person that came into my head!


143. What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? take a shower..

144. if all of a sudden you had the ability to do one thing better than everyone else, have one amazing talent, what would it be? fly..

145. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)? attitude and legs..

146. what is your dream career? OB/GYN

147. what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? go sky diving!

148. if you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be? hmmm... After Forever!

149. what is the thing you care about most in your life? Jon!!

which one......

150. Winter or summer? winter

151. The beach or the mountains? mountains

152. pop or punk? punk

153. rock or rap? rock

154. new york or l.A.? New york

155. milk chocolate or dark chocolate? BOTH!!!! yummy!

156. dogs or cats? both! I cant choose...

157. britney or christina? none!

158. leno or letterman? I dunno

159. mtv or vh1? none!

160. country or classical? classical

161. day or night? night

162. lake or ocean? ocean

163. waffles or pancakes? pancakes

164. soccer or football? soccer!!!

165. baseball or swimming? swimming!

166. chocolate or vanilla? chocolate

167. sugar or spice? sugar

168. grisham or canyon vista? I dunno....

169. eminem-please stand up or please shut up? stand up..


170. If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? Lost and Delirious.. I want Piper Perabos role!

171. if you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like? like JON!

172. if you won the lottery what would you do with your, let's say, 18 million dollars? help people arounf the world..

173. what is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? I was taking a shower and I slipped and my cousin who happens to be a guy was using the restroom and so i fell out of the tub and landed infront of him!

have you ever.....

174. Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? yes

175. run into a wall? all the time

176. sleep walked? i dunno

177. gone skinny-dipping? yes

178. kissed someone of the same sex? yes

179. snuck out of the house at night? from my aunts house

180. gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver? yes

181. laughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? nope

182. started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? yes!!

183. swallow a bug? no

184. have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? no

185. if so what was it? ........

186. say a few things about the person who sent this too you..... JACOB I HEART YOU A LOT, you are a really cool guy and I cant wait til we hang out again! hehe!

~*~*would you ever*~*~

187. eat bugs purposely? maybe

188. commit a crime? no

189. change your religion? no

190. lie to your parents? no

191. jump over a waterfall? yes

192. change clothes in front of an open window? yes

193. dress up as the opposite sex for an important event? yes

194. go out at night dressed in something like a black trench coat and sunglasses? yes

195. sing a harmonized duet in front of 500 strangers? no

196. tell someone that you liked them if they were much older than you? yes

~*~*have you ever*~*~

197. lied to your parents about something really important? no

198. have your life threatened? yes

199. stumbled across fbi secrets online? no

200. stayed up until the morning light talking online? yes

201. made people give you really weird glances? yes

202. if yes, how? they look at me like they are disturbed all the time, but I dont care I kinda like it!

203. read a Shakespeare play? YES!!!!

204. talked in your sleep? I dunno....

205. what did you say? .........

206. sung at a karaoke bar? yes!


207. who do you have a crush on: .....

208. who do u like: have you ever gone out with them: JON, no...

209. have you ever kissed them: no..

210. do you wanna kiss them: yes...

211. what is the farthest you have gone with a guy/girl: just touching with a guy, but with a girl I have a lot more experience...

** if you the opposite sex fill out**

212. do you like me? as a friend

213. have you ever liked me? once i think

214. have we ever gone out? yes..

215. do you want to go out with me? no

216. are we friends.. Friends w/ benefits? JUST FRIENDs!~

217. Going out? nope

218. which would you like to be out of the above? huh?

219. do you want to kiss me? nope

220. have we ever kissed? yes

221. if so am i a good kisser? I dont remeber

222. how far have we gone? just kissed

223. do you wish we went further? uhh.. NO!

224. How much further? .......

225. do you think we will go out in the future? NOPE

226. how far do you think i have gone? not that far!

current mood: dorky
current music: Alanis Morrissette- you ought to know..

(comment on this)

Monday, June 30th, 2003
5:51 pm - MORE TESTS..
La Boheme
The opera that is most like your life is "La
Boheme" by Puccini. Chances are you are a
starving artist. You are one of the most
beautiful, not to mention popular operas of all
time, you really love your
boyfriend/girlfriend, but he/she dies at the
end and you become very depressed.

Which opera is most like your life?
brought to you by Quizilla

Your a thong!!!
You seem inocent on the outside but we all know
whats hidden on the inside...You are romantic
and the type that wouldnt take it to extreme on
the first dates.. people like you not only for
your looks but who you are inside...You are
sexy and know how to show it with out over
doing it!!!

What kind of underwear are you? (with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

You are Lisa Simpson. You are smart and caring. You
have many talents, though none of them are
hidden. You can be a bit overwhelming and as
such you're not very popular. But that doesn't
worry you because all your true friends live in

Which Simpsons character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

You always say you are going to get back at
someone, but you rarely ever do. You are mostly
just talk and hot air. You prefer to think up
brilliant and overly elaborate shemes of
revenge, but you never go through with them.
That's a pity.

What's your type of vengeance?
brought to you by Quizilla

current mood: bored

(comment on this)

5:30 pm - things in my head...
Well first of all I was on Allens Blog thingy and I saw that Aaron got one, and I think it is really cool!!
I heart it! Hehe ok soo anyway as always Jon is in my head, eurghh, right now I also have Jake in my head! I dont like him! I mean I do, but like a friend and nothing more!
Well anyway the funniest thing ever happened yesterday, My ex called my mom and said that I had called him and told him that I had had a baby that was like 3 months premature... and he called like around one in the afternoon and when he hung up he was like goodnight! I TOLD HIM TO STOP DOING ALLL THOSE DRUGS, BUT HE WOULDT LISTEN! POOR CREATURE!

My cousin NAncy is like sitting next to me watching everything I type and she looks bored! I find it kinda funny!! heheh....Now shes laughing! YAY! I am listening to AFTER FOREVER!

I really like After Forever I think they are awesome and if you dont like them well you can go and kill yourself, I dont meant that litereally *Trail of HAte*

I think my cousin is HIGH! she says the letters are green an purple LMAO...


I want to see Pirates of the Caribbean, but I wont be in the US at the time....noooooo! I cant wait til I get back to watch it:( URGH!

I need to go do something productive!


current mood: blah
current music: AFTER FOREVER OF COURSE!!!!!!!!

(comment on this)

Saturday, June 28th, 2003
8:16 pm - JON
I am sooo bored I am missing JON sooo much! It's always so lame without him! I want to talk to JON!! I MISS HIM A LOT! HE'S THE ONLY THING IN MY HEAD!

current mood: bored
current music: Cradle of Filth-Dusk And Her Embrace

(comment on this)

2:09 pm - Shannons Rambles...

Ok soo heres the story, Shannon hates me and I know it there is no way she can hide it, and First of all by starting to talk about this I am totally not trying to start problems with her but solely to express my feelings...

I talked to Allen a while back I told him I kinda had a thing for Jake, becasue we would alwasy talk online and we seemed to get pretty well and he seemed lik the kinda guy that I would want, but after a whilw I got bored, well not really bored but just realized I didnt like him.. and I am in love with someone else but thats besides the point! Well anyway I asked Jake once before that if he went out with Shannon and he was like It was a big mistake! Shes a bitch, I was like okay!

so anyway Shannon likes Jake and I freaking knew it all along, while Allen was trying to hide it from me! But I think they are meant for eachother, first becasue Shannon is rude and she always has an attitude and I can just feel negativity around her, and jake well he is nice and all but he is just odd sometimes, and not that it is a bad thing but some of our believes conflict with eachother, i dunno if Jake still has a thing for Shannon but I sure hope he doesa nd they can get back togetherr! they are soo perfect for eachother and maybe Shannons attitufe towards me will change a bit, I believe I havent done anything wrong to her never insulted her or anything! But if she wants to be a BITCH, I guess I have no other chice than to play her game!

current mood: excited
current music: After Forever-Black Tomb

(comment on this)

2:01 pm - Philm Review by Phil Duong!
Hey everyone go here!
It is sooo much awesome! This is Phil reviews on Movies and they are extremely good! He also has an exclusive review on the new Harry Potter Book!
If Phil is reading this, I want him to know that he is a great person and always make my day! hehe! Go Phil, Hope to see you soon Buddy!:)

AllenRey247: we were playing rock, paper, scissors for Master of the Universe and other stupid things yeasterday
AllenRey247: I won Master of the Zombies
DecantedSoul: LMAO
DecantedSoul: score!!
AllenRey247: then Ashleigh and Karly played for "Master of Allen"
DecantedSoul: LMAO
DecantedSoul: who won?
AllenRey247: Karly "Master of Allen" Pavilcek
DecantedSoul: YES!!


(comment on this)

Thursday, June 26th, 2003
11:22 pm - Interesting Conversation
evan connolly 23: i bet you get a lot of freaks on hot or not....
DecantedSoul: sometimes
evan connolly 23: i do too, i met this one chick, it was terrible!
DecantedSoul: really
DecantedSoul: waht ahppened?
evan connolly 23: when i picked her up...
evan connolly 23: she was drunk, had a dog with her that was apparently going out with us
evan connolly 23: she was wearing a wig
DecantedSoul: LMAO
evan connolly 23: she was trash!
evan connolly 23: and im all, not wanting to be rude
evan connolly 23: but, not wanting to be with her
evan connolly 23: and she's all
evan connolly 23: trying to get some
evan connolly 23: lol
DecantedSoul: LMAO
DecantedSoul: haha
DecantedSoul: so what did you do next?
evan connolly 23: oh god, it was disgusting!

DecantedSoul: was she like one of those hillbily kinda folk?
DecantedSoul: lol
evan connolly 23: we went out
evan connolly 23: (got kicked out of everywhere cause of the ddog)
DecantedSoul: lol
DecantedSoul: what kinda dog?
evan connolly 23: no she was 30 and wanted to be 14 i think, idk
evan connolly 23: chiwawa ! (sp?)
evan connolly 23: it wouldnt shut up
evan connolly 23: it was running around my car
DecantedSoul: lol
DecantedSoul: did it poop?
evan connolly 23: then,
evan connolly 23: no
evan connolly 23: so we left bars, i took her home, she begged me to come in
evan connolly 23: i didnt want her to feel rejected so i did
evan connolly 23: (mistake!)
DecantedSoul: hahaha
DecantedSoul: i can imagine...
evan connolly 23: nothing happened, but she was trying hard
evan connolly 23: she was a pshyco
DecantedSoul: tell me about it
evan connolly 23: im not just saying that either
evan connolly 23: so that was it, lol
DecantedSoul: lol
evan connolly 23: impressive eh?
evan connolly 23: she kept calling
evan connolly 23: oh god, it was an ordeal
DecantedSoul: and well...
evan connolly 23: she was really really slutty
DecantedSoul: eeeurghh!
evan connolly 23: finally she got the hint
DecantedSoul: good job!
evan connolly 23: took a while though
evan connolly 23: :-(
DecantedSoul: I dont like slutty women
evan connolly 23: yeah, i definately could have made mistakes there...
DecantedSoul: hey i have a question
evan connolly 23: but my ex gf was really classy, so i have high standards
evan connolly 23: k, score...
DecantedSoul: why do guys consider women sluts if they sleep around alot but consider guys who sleep around pimps?
evan connolly 23: i dunno, i consider a guy who sleeps around a slut. so i couldn't tell ya ruth8-)
DecantedSoul: good job
evan connolly 23: i dont, never have
DecantedSoul: you are like one in a billion
evan connolly 23: niether do my friends
DecantedSoul: SCORE!
evan connolly 23: o thats not true ruth
evan connolly 23: if only i could un-decant your soul....
evan connolly 23: i play forward, we could have fun on a feild ya know
evan connolly 23: you look small
DecantedSoul: i can kick your ass!
evan connolly 23: i bet you would, lol
DecantedSoul: lol

current mood: hyper
current music: NONE

(comment on this)

10:07 am - I HATE MY DAD!
I hate my dad so freaking much, everytime I try to open myself to him he always, takes things the wrong way and always make me feel really bad! All the stuff my sisters have failed in, he blames it on me and takes his anger out on me! He wants me to move in with him for 2 months, He must be out of his mind, I never want to saty with him, He wants me to be perfect, but I'm not, he dosent understand that, all the mistakes I've done, he brings them up, and one incident especially, he says it was my fault and I probably did deserve it.. I really dont want to see him ever again, I never want to talk to him, My da is also mad at me because I told my mom he would always take us to his house where he lived with another woman, what was I supposed to do>? lie to my mom and when she found out, she would never trust me again... He thinks I am immature and I am going around having sex or something, he thinks I am not trying hard in school, he really dosent know anything...he only comes maybe sometimes once a week, and sometimes he never shows up... If it comes to deciding who I prefer to live with, it would be my mother, I know sometimes I get mad at her , becasue we have our differences but she always understands me, and she never thinks I am up to something bad... I've changed so much and my dad obviously thinks that I am still al ittle girl who cant take care of herself, or learn from past experiences...

current mood: stressed
current music: After Forever-Leaden Legacy

(comment on this)

Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
11:38 pm - my day at work...
I was on my way to work when I had this crazy urge to stop and go get some I went and got some, then I got to work and I was standing in the break room trying to figure out a way to get rid of my UP (usher porter) schedules, I really hate cleaning restrooms and its not FUN! Well anyway I got rid of all my shifts for the weekend, and now I am working Wednesday TT (ticket tearer) URGH! Well anyway I finally got to A side and Jake came with me and we were talking for a while and something came out and surprised me, ALLEN told him about Jon, and it was kinda odd... I dunno it was just one of those odd moments, and so I started telling Jake how happy Jon makes me and stuff... Then he went to his car and i cleaned theatre number 7... and I saw my friend Madeline and Sonya.. We were talking for a while and then they left, I went to go clean number 3 and to my surprise Jake was the only one left there so I clened it and I see on a step next to me and told me to sit on the seat next to me so i did and we were talking for a while about stuff... and then we got out and I said bye.... I later then just cleaned theatres and I saw part of Alex and Emma that looks like a good movie, I got all emotional just by seeing a part of it... I want to go to the screening of 28 days.... it looks like it might be good, but the problem is I know someone will be there that I truly dont want to see..! URGH! Well anyway I called Karly and i told her that I was supposed to tell her to call ALLEN before she left but I missed her so I called her and told her to call back and ask for him so she did and ALLEN was all yay GO ALLEN! ok so anyway Drew wrote on my hand a word that i think johnny invented and then he tried to color my hair green with the dry erase marker but it just left the smell of the marker! EWWWWWWWWWWWW! so then I wne tback to cleaning and then Drew told me to walk him to his car so I walked him halfway and I told him that he shouldnt smoke.... I really hate AUSTIN! URGHHHH!! he gets on my nerves, I got to beat him up yay for me!!! heheh ok I almost got him stuck in the elevator I thought that was funny..... Then I finally was coming home SCORE! oh btw heres a picture of my friend he is really cool....
I think that is a good picture of him! I don't really know waht else to say........ I REALLY REALLY MISSED JON!!!!
I couldnt stop thinking about him, he is the most wonderful person ever!!:) <3<3

(comment on this)

1:18 pm - Quizzes I've Taken
Which Spongebob character are you?
Take the SBSP test!

haha that was a fun tquizzy to take, but it was short, I am going to adopt SBSP character....someday..

click here to take some more great tests at internet junk

I liked that test thingy it was a lot of fun!! lol.. I feel hyper heh

Why didn't the skeleton cross the road? Because he had no guts. LMAO... I think that was really funny... ok maybe not..

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!

Im a rabbit!! GO ME!!!! haha

click here to take more tests like this at internet junk!
what warning label are you?

LMAO I have a cool warning label!!

the internet junk 'how bad are you test' deems me:
48% bad!

Your tendency is to do good. But once in awhile your Bad Self takes takes over. You have lots of friends and generaly get along with everyone. Overall you are a Tom Hanks meets Stephen King kind of character.


click here to take some more great tests at internet junk

You really do enjoy the view from the top, don't you? Making your own trail instead of following a path, you have high goals for yourself. A bit impulsive, you need to watch out for being a little overconfident, and everything will be up, up, and away for you! .

Sounds like Fun!! heheh

one day this man was out sitting on his porch enjoying the nice weather when his blonde next door neighbor came out and looked in her mailbox, frowned, then walked back into her house. 5 mins. later she came out and as b4 she looked in her mail box and took nothing out and went back into her house. this kind of confused the man. another 5 mins. passed and the blonde came out and looked in her mailbox. then the man called and said "you must be expecting a very important letter, i'm guessing?" then she said. "no my computer keeps saying 'YOU'VE GOT MAIL"

AHAHAHAHAHA...that was not relly that funny...

I am so tired right now! I have to work at 6 i really dont want to work but oh well... I get to be A side USHER! YAY! but what sucks is that I wont be able to talk to JON:( I am waitng for him to get online but he's probably sleeping... hehe well I'm done I have nothing more to say...heheh":)

(comment on this)

> previous 20 entries
> top of page