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Saturday, October 11th, 2008
x_drowning
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12:03a
recycled air, the smell of sleep and disinfectant
Your god is a two door elavator
Do they even cure you
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Wednesday, October 8th, 2008
x_drowning
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9:27p
Let the weather have its way with you
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Monday, October 6th, 2008
fuckyou
[ stonedfairy ]
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1:08p
fuckk
fuck you for not giving me my fucking car
fuck you for not answering my text
fuck you for wanting me when I don't want you
fuck you for being so uninvolved in my life
fuck me for being a dumbass
fuck me for letting that kid get to me
fuck you for having a gf and liking me
fuck you for being so fucking hot.
fuck me for liking you
fuck today :(
current mood: blahh
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Sunday, October 5th, 2008
x_drowning
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10:38a
Maybe the world is just meant to break your heart
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Saturday, October 4th, 2008
x_drowning
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10:35a
I know your pissed off with everything that's been going on and you see things so simple, it's not. I really don't care to hear these things at the moment either.
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Friday, October 3rd, 2008
x_drowning
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10:41a
To dream of winter, signifies ill-health, depression. and misfortune. For others, it may symbolize a favorite time of the year signaling the holiday season of fun and frolic.
To see that you are wearing boots, refers to the power in your movement and the boldness of your position. You are taking a firm stance.
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2008
x_drowning
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10:02p
You always agree
You know, I lie but you still trust me
And you believed in so much hope but i'm the one that let you go
I know I hurt you,
I know I hurt you
I'm so sorry
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Wednesday, October 1st, 2008
x_drowning
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11:24p
I'm sorry if i disappointed you.
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x_drowning
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4:56p
I'd listen to the words he'd say
but in his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
all the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
it eats the fear it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
the day the whole world went away
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x_drowning
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12:00a
i joke about sex because it's funny when you're frightened
so silently i sat and turned the pages
recalculating our respective ages
over my shoulder he muttered if i get any older
you can hack my wrists off with your choice of objects
no i'm kidding don't be scared
i'm a friendly man
i joke about death because its funny when you're frightened
this is as far as i could get
he jabbed a needle in my neck
erasing all the evidence but there were matchsticks in my pants and if a rock should hit my head
and i remember what he did you'll be there very first to know
maybe i'll find out
why this damn thing wont stop bleeding?
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Monday, September 29th, 2008
x_drowning
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11:48p
You're cold with disappointment
While I'm drowning in the next room
The last contagious victim of this plague between us
I'm sick with apprehension
I'm crippled from exhaustion and I dread the moment when you finally come to kill me
This is the first thing I remember now it's the last thing left on my mind
Afraid of the dark, do you hear me whisper?
An empty heart replaced with paranoia
Where do we go
life's temporary
After we're gone like new years resolutions
Why is this hard
do you recognize me
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