| moving away from you blurtians... | |||
| 04:49pm 04/06/2004 | |||
|
in case you guys havent realized... i dont update in here.. i've moved to lj. www.livejournal.com/users/greenxapplex. Have fun in Blurty-land :-) |
|||
| Post | |||
| Random updates are fun :-) | ||||
| 05:41pm 27/05/2004 | ||||
Wow, in the last week, a ton has happened. Track- since the season started, I'm taken off 49 seconds in the two mile. And I ran a time yesterday in teh 4x8 that wouldve qualified me for states if I wouldve ran it in the open 800. We have one more race (The meet of chapions race aka Badar). At regionals, I placed 5th. Jason Bigelow placed 3rd... losing his state chance by .05 seconds. It was the most amazing race I've ever seen in my entire life. I do believe Coach Jay actually cried. IT was amazing. Yesterday was the league meet.. he got 3rd there too, and pr'd, and if he wouldve ran taht time at regionals.. states. I pr'd yesterday by 13 seconds. I've been running amazingly this season. There was this girl there last night who is ranked 11th in the nation for the 800. It was crazy. Jason Anderson has become one of my best friends in the entire world. But how come when 2 people become friends, it's almost mandatory that one has to like the other?? Poor Jason. I just dont know. There's this one guy who is very amazing. He dedicated a song to me even. :-D you gotta love it when the hottest, fastest track member likes you ;-) In biology, coach Jay freaked out on me. He told me I was uncoachable, and that I wasnt to talk to him for the rest of day. He also said that I needed to get my head out of my butt b/c dating the track memebers is strictly frowned upon because of the "pink effect". Meaning, he doesnt want his prized runner screwed up by me. But has he noticed that the 2 of us are the top runners on the boys and girls team? And we both pr like crazy every meet? He said it was my job to instill into Alyssa the priorityof "concentrating" before a meet. Well, that's true and all... but if ANYONE can get anything through to her... please let me know how, because I cant. woo enough of that. I'm exhausted. I've gotten like six hours of sleep in the last 2 days. It's crazy. I kept falling asleep in segment 2 today... oh yea.. license in a week, thankyou. Its about time since I'm almost 16 1/2. lol On the way from seg 2, Anna's mom had an itch on her arm... so she ripped off her shirt!! And drove allt he way to my house like that. haha Well, i'm really tired. I am gonna take a nap now. Have a good one :-) |
||||
| Read 5 - Post | ||||
loved| long time! | |||
| 03:13pm 18/05/2004 | |||
|
Wow. It's been like 3 months. So many things have changed. It's amazing. I'll do a quick skim thru it... no more drew- we got into it real bad one day.. now it's done. I'll leave it at that I work at McDonalds. I'm number 2 in the county for Track and Field. (3200) Hooray! We moved into a new house. I cant think of anything else really. I think I'm just gonna start over again on this Blurty thing. Regionals is in 3 days! I'm excited, but now I'm upset. I was number 2 in the region, but now Kearsley has decided to join at the last minute, making me number 5 or so. :-( 2 days until the DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL concert- I BETTER be there :-) Today is JV Big 9, but I'm not going because I have to work and I'm not on JV. I have started running all the time with Jason Anderson, who has become one of my closest friends, ever. Jason Bigelow's dad got into a motorcycle accident last weekend. This in a sense, has brought Jason closer to me. I love him alot, man. In biology, we're disecting a piggie! I named him Donetello II after the dinosaur that Drew and I once had. I had to skin it, and it turned out perfectly... just like a little pig skin rug! lol I also got a new sn.. green x apple x. Use it.. abuse it. K i'm bored. I'll talk to you later gators. ((::ERIN::)) |
|||
| Read 2 - Post | |||
| LONNNNG TIME!! | |||
| 04:02pm 17/02/2004 | |||
| Holy Cow! I havent updated in soo long!! I moved last month, and my house is okay. I painted my room orange and yeller.. It's sexy!! I love it. My house is haunted.. lol. No actually the guy who lived there before killed his wife in my mom's room. Scurry. :-! I also had my bday party. That was wicked cool. There was a band and like 40 some people. I also saw my beautiful Angela. I miss her. I saw her yesterday also at the mall. :-) I've started running again lately. And Indoor Track has been way fun. I miss updating on this bad boy, and i'll try to do it more often, but for now, I dont have internet. Right now I'm at work with Drew. I tried updating at his house, but he has parental controls... silly goose. But we'll have it here in a few weeks. :-D Drew and I have been doing really well. Our friendship has never been better. Of course we have our problems, and lately there has been some things we had to figure out.. not as friends, I mean. We dont fight anymore at all. But there was some "things" we had to take care of. School is going good. I'm out of Civics :-( and into Econ :-(. I have alot more homework. And I hate it. I must go now.. Drew's calling me. :-( talk to you in a few! lov eyous | |||
| Post | |||
| hey | ||||
| 11:40pm 16/01/2004 | ||||
I wrote Tom (coach) a letter explaining everything. He's going to help me through things. I love him with all my heart. He is my favorite non-family adult. And I seriously respect and cherish everything he has done for me and my team. Practice today was kinda fun. We did 75 second intervals. I liked that alot. When we were coming back to the school, I accidentally tripped Jason Bigelow, and he fell.. so then Tim Montague fell into Jason, grabbing his butt. Jason thought it was Drew I think... yikes. So now I believe Jason thinks Drew has a thing for him.. lol Then Jason Anderson fell over my legs, and his brother Eric kinda just backed off, but ran into Drew. It was a nice domino effect.. hehe After practice, I went to Drew's and we (Matt, Bree, Drew) went snowmobiling thru the woods. Awesome time. Times like that make me smile. :-) We ate dinner which was really good, and we watched some Family Guy. I think I'm addicted ;-) I then read this old poem book Drew has in his closet, that I also had while growing up. It brought back so many memories. When I got home, I talked to my mom for almost an hour, telling her everything I could remember from ages 2-6. She fell asleep ;-) Finished my bio/spanish exams today. On Tuesday, I have civics/geo b/c of the snow day. Sunday and Monday I'll be moving, so I may not update for almost a week... sorry :-/ Monday, after I'm done with moving, I'm going to the school to talk to Tom. Once again, I love Tom. he seriously has helped me with soo much in the past year and a 1/2. A lot... physical and emotional. It's so great to have someone to look up to like that. Tomorrow I am gonna pack, and hopefully get out on the snowmobiles with Drew/Jason/Trevor. Next weekend is mi cumpleaños :-D Hopefully there's still snow for us to go sledding. I think maybe I should get some formal invitations out, lol... The night before my bday, I'm staying at Bonnie's, and so is Melissa Tompkinson. Fun fun.. you know waht THAT means.. Nudie run!!!!! :-D Does anyone know what day Superbowl is? the 25th or the 1st (crosses fingers for the 1st) well, I'm off to watch Familia Hombre. Have a great night!! Byebye! |
||||
| Read 2 - Post | ||||
calm| it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time | ||||
| 09:52pm 14/01/2004 | ||||
I hate this. I feel like a crying, whiny bitch. And sorry. I have never felt like this before.. so forgive me. Dont read my entries if you think I'm a weak, emotional girl. Because right now, I am. I'm very weak. I feel like everything is getting destroyed, and I dont really care for some reason. I can see all of my friendships crashing down in front of me, and I dont care. i really dont. I see my dreams of setting the 2 mile record at my school getting destroyed. I just dont care. I only care about.. well nothing. I just want to go to my room and listen to music all the time. During class, I'll get a pass so I can go to the bathroom and cry secretly in a stall by myself... Hidden from the outside world of students who dont understand. Students who think that I'm some really strong runner chick who has her head on straight. Who has the greatest friendship in the world. nahh.. thats not me. Anymore Today Drew said to me that he wants the old Erin back.. the one from summer. Well in case he failed to notice, in the summer I was happy.. BECAUSEEEE I was in love.. blinded by love. Thought I could never lose him as a boyfriend... thought it was all real. And yes, maybe I AM still hanging on. But dangit.. it's hard. Hard to be in love with your gay ex boyfriend who now is your ultimate friend. The one who sticks by you. Yep. It's hard. And if it isnt for others.. than I AM weak. I'll be the first to admit it. I think it's so hard b/c I realize how blind I was. I always thought he was gay. Since 8th grade or so. But no. I denied my thoughts and turned them into some type of fantasy. A fantasy that I loved.. still do love. And even though he wants it back.. I dont know if I do. Maybe it's time for me to leave everything.. start a new erin. I've done it before I can do it again. Milestones. That's what that's called. Milestones. It's just so weird to me. Depression sucks. I think I need some medication. Medication is for the weak. I dont know. You dont care.. so why should I? Why should I waste my time/emotions/tears/love/hate/energy.. EVERYTHING on this? It's not even just Drew. But that triggers it. A lot. it's moving/joe/school/finding a job/.. Everything. I need to relieve this stress. I used to do that by running. now what? i dont know. I just dont know. |
||||
| Read 2 - Post | ||||
exhausted| If your enemies are hungry.. feed them. | ||||
| 04:33pm 13/01/2004 | ||||
I also havent been spending time with my family lately. I need to do that. I miss my mom. and Paige.. I miss her too. |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
scared| I say all the right things at exactly the right time, and I mean nothing to you and I dont know why | ||||
| 08:48pm 12/01/2004 | ||||
Goodnight. |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
| long time no update... woohaa!! | ||||
| 08:17pm 11/01/2004 | ||||
Friday- School was okay. Sixth hour was the most fun b/c I whined alll hour and wanted to call my mommie. lol. And so I annoyed the hell out of the entire student body. :-) practice- We played follow the leader for six miles. It was sooo cold. I've never been so cold in my entire freakin life. About 2 miles into the run, Drew accidentally tripped me, and I skinned my knees and hands. And it burned soooo badly. I put snow on it to cool it, and it made it look like there was more blood than there actually was. lol. Then Drew and I got behind the rest b/c I was too concerned about my knees. And so we got lost sorta. And we fell thru the creek!! Dude, I WAS FREEEEZING!!!!!!!!!! Talk about traumatizing! I wanted to get to the school asap! I got home and went into the bath tub... then fell asleep.. in the bathtub. And I woke up to the water in my nose. lol, I coulda died.. hahaha. For the weekend, I stayed at Tom's. We did plenty of "mischevious" things. lol Now I'm home. And I feel like shaving my legs. woooohaa. This week is exam week. fuuuun in a freakin bun :-/. Practice tomorrow, then applying for VG's. Then hopefully some Mickey D's. yumm. I miss the nice fries I havent experienced in over a week :-(. Well, sorry no updates lately. I'll write later. Adios, amigos. |
||||
| Read 2 - Post | ||||
busy| "ohhh yeaaa" -The koolaid guy | ||||
| 07:51pm 07/01/2004 | ||||
1st- sat there and listened to chair tests 2nd- movie.. then the movie broke.. so sat there 3rd- wksht on Pi 4th- eh.. notes 5th- went to a different clase with Drewsef and did geo 6th- sat there. So I did my spanish. borrring. BUT! then along came practice. Which rocked. I sucked so bad at my quarters. Dude, we did 1/4 mile repeats on the track.. mind you there's like a ton of snow on the track b/c of the drift. So everyone's time was awful. It was like running in the sand at Paavo Camp. lol When we did our warm up mile, it was even 10x worse! the snow is so horrible around the football field. But it was mucho fun. Then after the quarters, I went in to the el baño and the team promised they would wait. Ha, they didnt. none of them. Except Eric. (Jason A's older HOOOOTT brother). So we sprinted (on our cooldown..) to catch up with those skankheads. And they all thought it was soo funny. Lol. Jaloszynski said it was a "test" to see if I'd actually run it or not. W/e.. haha. It feels so good to be back in the groove again. I feel reborn. no not really. But that sounded cool. Ehh.. nothing really else happened. Came home, ate, hw, computer. And ladies and gents.. may I add.. I didnt leave at all.. except with my mommie to get chapstick. Proud moment for Erin. Tomorrow is Will & Grace. So thats the traditional night where we watch it. :-) that last sentence made no sense either. wow, i'm tired. hehe Well, I'm gonna watch me some family guy. Adios, amigos! |
||||
| Read 2 - Post | ||||
| A hunting we will go... | ||||
| 09:03pm 06/01/2004 | ||||
At lunch I met this kid (already knew him, but talked to him).. We decided to go hunting for Dinos. After school, I ran with the team. The 28th is our first meet! woohaa. And Darrell (the dino kid) didnt show up!! Sooo.. Andy and i are gonna go to Tom's class tomorrow with a net, and put it over his head. lol He stood us up, and I didnt get to hunt for dinos. :-( When practice was done, I wanted to sleep. I had my pillow and blanket and teddy envisioned. But then the phone rang. And somehow, I had plans. I ended up going with Drew to work and to his dad's. First time I saw his dad since he found out.. lol. I love that man. He makes me smile all the time. I love how I'm his "daughter" now. I've become their family now. So SCREW YOU Chad Kingsley. No one likes you. I mean it. I hope you die. In case you dont know, I hate Chad. He's so annoying. He steals every joke.. thinks he was there for EVERYTHING.. man, he probably was around when Noah had his freakin arc. ugh. THEN what REALLY gets me, is how he ALWAYS says.. "oh, Erin, you took my spot. Drew and I have been friends forever. It used to be me and Drew.. blah blah.. whine whine" NOOOOO. Drew doesnt even LIKE Chad. And him and i have been friends since like we were 8 years old. Hmm.. when did Chad come? like 7th grade. So go screw yourself, you wussie. Dude, he makes up freakin excuses for everything. And he's allergic to peanut butter. So if he SMELLS it.. he may just die. So dont eat Reesie's in front of him or he may just peel over. Stupid fuck. And to irritate me, he'll be like "so, Drew.. what are YOU doing tonight? Wanna do something? Without Erin? She's annoying.. blah." I'm STANDING RIGHT THEREEEEEE!!!!!!!! mother effer.. I hope he gets ran over. Someone take me out of my misery. Anywho... lol, enough of that. Tomorrow I have a hard practice and i'm scared. I'm not in the BEST of shape.. okay shape.. not great. But hm, maybe I'll do okay. Well as they say in the Tampax Company.. see ya next period. |
||||
| Read 2 - Post | ||||
crazy| hahaha! | ||||
| 08:35pm 04/01/2004 | ||||
Anyway.. happier things. I came down stairs to see if I had any messages from you lovely people.. and here's what I got.. (I wasnt complaining about life.. just that lovely friend decided to put crap like they always do :-D) Cliox country: your most likely sleeping Cliox country: "If you think life is bad now, how would you like to be an egg? You only get laid once. You get eaten once. It takes four minutes to get hard, only two minutes to get soft. You share your box with 11 other guys, but worst of all, the only chick that ever sat on your face was your mom! So cheer up, your life isn't that bad!" Lmao.. funny stuff. funny funny stuff. Good day. |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
| Fly like an eagle.. into the sea... | ||||
| 05:25pm 04/01/2004 | ||||
Tonight is MY night.. I think i"m going to take a bubble bath then go to sleep. it's dark and it's only 5:34. Tomorrow is escuela. BBBBUUT never fear, my friends.. there's sposed to be snow. So hopefully we have a snow day. I loooove snow days. And that means SLEDDING!!!! woooooooohooooo :o) haha, i just talked to myself. Omg.. last night. I was soo hyper. I dont really remember it all.. but you shoulda been there.. all of you. lol Well I'm goin to bed.. and takin a bath. Rubba dub dub.. 3 men in a tub. Dont you think those guys are gay. lol OOOOH i found my Andy a bf.. woohaa! Night |
||||
| Post | ||||
| hm | ||||
| 02:33am 04/01/2004 | ||||
mkay.. Today we (Me, Andy, mom, sister, aunt, 2 cousins, and Joe) went to Skankland. (skateland.. woo). Wasnt too bad, but I dont like skating much. So we played video games.. and had competitions on every game that lives. Wait games dont live. okay... We came home, then I went to Bonnie's to run while Drew did errands for my mom. SOMEONE is slacking on their running. butt hole. ;-p It was fun b/c I havent seen Bon in like forever. Then we came back, ate dinner.. did dishes... yadayada.. Off to Drew's. We finished cleaning his room, set up the futon (which is verrrry cool, I'm jealous), and then I came home. And babysat Paige. I love that girl. :-) Tomorrow, a ton of people are going bowling. I'm pumped. I miss my friends. And we are wearing the infamous TOH shirts so we can be oh so sexy. :-o~~~ I think i'm going to marry Drew's little cousin.. mind you he's FOUR. :-D He's soooo cute! He's from Chicago, and him and his family came to visit Drew's familia. Well, his mom is 23 weeks along in her pregnancy, but her H2O broke. So now, they're stuck here in good old Clio til she gets outta the hospital in 2 weeks. I feel so bad. They're not to high in hopes on thinking that baby is going to make it. And Nick (Drew's little cousin) is sooo excited about having a little brother. :*( I swear, him and my own 2 cousins will be adopted by me. Today. At the age of quince. Gracias. Which reminds me.. 3 more weeks til my bday! :-) sweet 16.. Party time!!! Welp, I'm outta here. it's getting late, and i'm tired. There was this cool exiting line I got from Colin.. but I forgot it. I'm tired. Sweet Dreams! |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
| happiest freakin day in the universe.. | ||||
| 09:15pm 02/01/2004 | ||||
Anyway.. yesterday I went to Andy's house and Jason, him, and I went to WalMart to buy a futon. We got lost going there.. which was funny in a way. And when we got there, Jason and I were running away from Drew.. hahah.. lovely times. Then when we went home, I irritated Drew to make him mad as possible. Weee Instead of cleaning the room, I found this stuffed dinosaur that makes a screeching noise. I named him Donatello after the purple ninja turtle. We were going to TP chad, but didnt b/c mommie made me come home early :-( Today I found a matching dino to go with Donatello. Verrrry sexy. I dont know what to name her though. I went to McDonald's with Drew and his cousin, and that little cousin is the CUTTEEESTT kid I've ever met. :-) I love that kid.. Then I went to my grandmas and exchanged xmas gifts. I got a jacket thingy. awesome. right now, drew is over and chasing my dog with Donatello. How dare him. I'm bored of watching Family Guy. So I am updating.. Okay.. drew wants to say hola.. so here it be. -Drew- ONE LINE. YES. and Amanda Edwards: Me and Erin know your plan. you are going to disguise yourself as the virgen Mary and then "eat her baby" LOL!!! Well Drew is done. Have a splendid night.. I know I will.. ONE WITH SLEEP.. :-) |
||||
| Post | ||||
| 2004 :-D | ||||
| 01:15am 01/01/2004 | ||||
23 mo days til my big 16, aswell :-) Went to Drew's tonight for a bit. Watched the ball drop, then came home. fuuun. Well it was at the beginning. We hadnt seen each other since Saturday I think, and so we were very hyper. And then we got bored. So we did nothing. Then, he got cranky.. so I antagonized him.. lol. Then he got irritated b/c I dont like Jason.. w/e. So we watched the ball drop, and his madre took me home. Something fun we did was recap the year. So here it goes!! January *Dated Steve for like a week, then decided to not to that.. lol *My bday was spent being bored.. Drew PROMISED me he'd hang out, then didnt b/c he forgetted it was his daddy's weekend and was licenseless at the time *Superbowl party the day after my bday!! OMG, funn funnnn!! February *I almost didnt come to school on Valentine's day b/c I hated love and everything to do with it. *Snowcoming.. I stayed home and watched movies by my self. *February 11... I began to like my best friend Drew... EWW grody. *On valentine's day, I PRAYED Drew would ask me out.. PRAYED.. did he? no. March *March 10 was the first day of Track.. holy crap.. we counted down for this day lol *March 15 was the FIRST DAY OF THE DANCEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *March 16.... Erin's dreams come true and Drew and Erin start dating :-D *SVSU track meet.. I set a school record ;-) *March 2nd.. (jason's bday..) Drew broke his arm sledding April *Spring break was spent at my dad's... and I racked up his phone bill by calling the Drewster. I dont know what else happened here.. uh.. yea.. i dont.. WAIT!! Chad's party!!!! ;-) May *Track Regionals.. *Same day as track regionals was mine and Drew's first kiss.. yea, sad, we waited 2 months. But it was worth it. :-) *Cedar Point with the Drew June *End of school.. we went to DQ on the last day and we had this verrrry fun walk by ourselves on the trail. Just me and DRew... holding hands. How cute. *Broke a toe moving my desk.. I think I broke 2 actually *Paavo camp!! (all I can say is.. WRITE THIS DOWN lmao) *Mine and Drew's FIRST fight.. EVER.. in SEVEN years.. woah July *Drew's bday party *The CARNIVAL!!!!! woooooot!!! (we left those dang carnie bracelets on our wrists til August!! haha) *I visited Drew's dad's house for the first time.. quite an accomplishment since I knew the man for seven years.. lol *Chad and I become better friends *The discovery of the Masaging chairs!!!!! August *School starts *Cross Country Camp!!! (may I add, I broke ANOTHER record?? ;-) ) *Travis and I start talking again.. I missed him!! *Troy and I become verrrry close September *sixth month anniversary of the Dance!! :-D We made 100 cupcakes!!!! haha, and didnt share with anyone.. lmao *Cross country season is in full effect! *First visit to the Sanocki's house! October *Drew FINALLY admits.. (after many different attempts for me to have him admit..) that he is not all the way straight.. *Erin and Drew break up :'-( I could seriously tell you that day step by step... even before that breakup. I had a race that day.. and it sucked mucho. I even remember the time of my running.. and how everyone was lined up.. and standing.. And how Drew kissed me that day with RANCH in his mouth and I threw up.. ha *Homecoming (before the breakup..) I swung danced with Gerty!! *Regionals.. may I NEVER remember that day. WEll, just the race sucked. That night was mucho fun at Drew's.. we had a parrrtay!! :-D *Halloween.. We went to State's that night.. and dressed up as Nudists with clothes and went trick or treating throughout the hotel. rofl *I saw Angela sometime this month, also!! ;-) November *The actual State race.. that day was fun... I just dont quite remember details.. lol *Thanksgiving.. I dont even remember Thanksgiving.. or what I did that day. Wow, I must be really tired. *Cross Country Banquet.. lotsa awards, my pretties ;-) December -HOOOOOLLLY crap.. A lot has happened in this month..- *the good ol "I think I may be in love with you, Erin.." stage went down.. ha *the first kiss since we broke up.. which just led to more.. and more.. and more.. and MORE.. then it ended. hm *I got a weird craving for apples.. green ones.. red ones are gross (yes, biggs.. an apple a day.. ;-)) *Uno grande fight. That's all I gotta say. *Christmas!! *New year's eve... *The week of hell up north.. ugh.. it was actually only 3 days.. but still. -Start running at least 6/7 days per week.. just like I did before -get at least a B in Econ when I take it -Have a TON of fun on my bday!! -Naked run with Bonnie ---- dude, I should sled naked. hahaha -Get completely over Andy.. god.. he's so dumb sometimes.. lol -12:30 in the 2 mile! -20's in the 5k -States.. for XC and Track.. I think I can.. I think I can.. I think I can... -Keep growing my hair out.. (havent cut it since 8th grade Thanksgiving) -Get a job somewhere cool.. or not cool.. somewhere that's gonna pay me. kthx I thinkie that's enough. for now. :-D have a GREAT 2004 ya'll!!!!!!!!!! ----------------------later today (since it's the first and all) I'm hanging out with.. well.. who do you think?? Drew and Jason... woo. We needa buy a futon. rofl.. that word rox. I also am in high hopes of purchasing gummi worms.. not bears.. they sound oh so good at the moment in time. thanx Donno when i'll be back. Peace out brothas |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
| look who's back.. Erin's back | ||||
| 07:39pm 31/12/2003 | ||||
we werent supposed to get back til Saturday/Sundayish.. but we got back today! :-D There was no snow, so we couldnt go snowmobiling, and I begged to come back for this lovely New Year's Eve. I will be spending the evening with the great Sir Andy. I'm just waiting for him and his familia to get back from the food place. (dont feel like writing that long r word.. lol) This week will be MUCHO fun.. I never spend Xmas Vacay home withthe amigos. Yep.. well i'm outta hurr. Peace OOOH yea, HAPPY NEW YEAR!! |
||||
| Post | ||||
| All my bags are packed... I'm ready to go... | ||||
| 08:50pm 27/12/2003 | ||||
Today I got up at like 11. But my phone was in my room, and it kept going off this morning... people will pay. lol. Drew brought me my hat and pants back that I left at his house. I wont get to talk to him til the night of the 4th :-( He left for up north today (Harbor Springs.. we go there for camp.), and I am going up north (Curtis.. haha I keep calling it Henderson.. If you go to my school, you'll understand.. lmao, i'm an idiot.) Anyway, we're staying there for a week. I swear, I have NEVER done ANYTHING I wanted for New Years. :*( Saaaad, I know. I wanted to also do something with ANYONE today, but I couldnt. All my friends are either gone or busy, and it turned out I had tons of stuff to do anyway. I took down the Xmas tree by myself, cleaned the kitchen, uh.. vacuumed.. and I know there's more but seriously, when I type on here, I forget things. Anyway, I was all sad b/c I get to talk to no one today and for the rest of the week. I mean, Drew came over for like 5-10 minutes this morning, but he just pet my pants for an eternity (they are fuzzy) then he talked about underwear, and how is 'rents are being psycho.. well, BILL is being psycho.. lol nothing new. That man flips about everything, my God. lol, it's funny to screw with his mind. hehe After I was done with all that, Mom, Joe, Tristan and I went to Applebee's. It wouldve been okay, but on the way there, Mom kept criticizing my driving, and I hate that. I wasnt doing anything wrong. Joe doesnt do it.. and it bothers me when she does. But holy crap, they both bother me a ton lately. Joe's mean to anyone not like him.. he's racist, prejudice, and thinks all people are gay.. and he always says little comments about Drew. And when I say something to him about it, my mom tells me to stop being a bitch.. ugh. It's not fair. Drew has been around waaaay longer than him, and being mean to random people is stupid. One time this disabled man asked if our dog was a great dane (well, obviously it is.. but he was disabled..) Anyway, Joe just kept screwing with him and telling him it was a beagle.. and stupid crap like that. He can never ever be nice.. Except when I'm driving, and that's when mommy is annoying. And lately, my mom thinks I say things meaner than I mean them to be. I said something about the speed limit or something, and she told me to stop being mouthy. w/e. She also says I dont spend much time with them.. But when I go to talk to her, she thinks I'm upset about something totally different than I am, when really I just want to talk to her. Usually when I dont go to her, I'm not upset. But about a week ago, she was in her room, and I was like "mom, can I talk to you.." and all she did was yell "Leave me alone, I'm busy". I just wanted to talk to her. So much has happened lately that she doesnt have the slightest clue on. I was about to talk to her about some serious stuff. So I guess that kinda made me mad.. then like 30 minutes later, she came in my room and was all like "Aww.. whatsa matter.." She did that once again lately, but I forgot when. I remember when me and mom used to talk all the time. Every night. Now we dont ever. It's sad, but I dont really want to anymore. I just wished she maybe knew about some stuff.. then I dont anymore. I dont want her to know anything.. ever. So I dont talk to her, and I try my hardest to always be gone or have a friend over. Yea, stupid, I know.. but I am tired of it. 2 more weeks til we move!!! Jason (mkay, there are like 40 zillion Jasons in my wonderful life.. when I say Jason, I mean Kramer, unless I specify :-D) and Andy (yea, and I have a zillion names for Drew.. any name that can be taken from Andrew.. I did it. So that's him.. Andy, Sir Andy, Drew, Andrew, Andydrew.. anything..) are going to help me move. And Drew is helping with the room. It's sexy now, but I want it different.. Different posters.. and no more Spongebob. I had spongebob everything.. bed spread, curtains, posters, sheets, stuffed animals.. everything. So I think I need a change. And sponge bob is annoying. I also need a new calander. So buy me one. kthx :-) I found these bright orange sheets I want. So my room probably will be bright.. I dont have a big winder anymore, b/c my room is in the 'basement" type thing. SOOO I needa try my best to make it look bright and sexy.. I'm painting those walls, too.. Oh yes, visit me and you'll like it. :-D And after my chores, the great (also a name for Drew) called me on his way up north. haha, this is going to be one quiet week without him. lol. Think I can manage it?? lol.. this is gonna be the longest we've ever spent without talking even.. lol ahh My face is clearing up.. thankyou accutane :o) Well I want to watch a movie. I wont update/comment for a week. Probably like the 4th or 5th. Have a greeeat week. :-) |
||||
| Post | ||||
| bored outta my mind | ||||
| 11:14pm 26/12/2003 | ||||
I got a lot of presents.. cd, dvd's, makeup, clothes, pj's, jewelry, uhh.. shoes, scrapbook maker for XC, there's a lot more.. but i cant concentrate. I'm bored out of my mind. Anyway.. we went to my Aunt's house and the entire family was there.. i mean like close to 40 people. which is always cool. Tom and I went to the other room most of the time and just chilled. My little cousins Ian and Brandon are the ONLY little kids I've EVER liked.. Other than them.. all kids make me want to not ever have any. -today- Went shopping with Andy. We got exchanges and stuff taken care of and we're both remodeling our room (well i'm moving..). Then we came home and Jason Kramer and us went sledding with some kid named Kyle.. weird kid. But it was fun. I didnt want to sled by myself so I kept hopping on Drew's. And we were flying down this hill, and my feet got all tangled around his waste.. lol, great times. I dont know.. lately I havent been wanting to update.. mostly b/c i'm lazy. So im done for a bit. I'lll ttyl! adios, amigos |
||||
| Read 1 - Post | ||||
lazy| Sorry I steal surveys... I guess just shoot me :-p | |||
| 11:13pm 25/12/2003 | |||
|
Drew and I both took this.. yay. Name: Erin/ Drew Age: 15/16 E-mail address: Smurfette24xc@msn.com/ Clioxcountry@aol.com Location: Erin's house Race: white Sex: f/ m Are you gay or straight?: straight/ gay (I personally think he's bi...) *gets punched by drew with Hulk hands* If you're straight - (Erin) What do you think about homosexuality?: You cant decide it, and it's not a disease How would you describe a gay person?: Someone who fell in love with their own sex Have you ever assumed someone was gay because of the way they looked or acted?: yep, unfortunately Do you ever jokingly call people 'gay,' 'homo,' 'faggot,' 'lesbian,' or 'dyke'?: used to If yes; when, why, and where?: I'unno... i dont anymore Do you ever joke about gay people?: nope If yes; in public or private?: Do you know anyone who is gay (that you know for a fact)?: Yes :-D If yes; what do you think about this person?: He's the greatest person in my life :o) Would you act differently to someone if you found out they were gay?:I didnt really If yes; how, and why?: I feel closer to him Do you think you are homophobic?: not at ALL How do you think America generally views gays?: stereo-types have taken over.. How do you think America is influenced on gays by the media?: TV shows... seems like every show has a gay person on it If you hear someone joking about gay people, would you tell them that it isn't right?: eh, depends How would you feel if someone told you to stop joking about homosexuality?: I would feel bad that I was joking in the first place Would you reconsider the way you act towards homosexuality?: I dont act mean.. anymore that is If there is anything you want to add, do so now: Sir Andy is hot :-p If you are gay - (Sir Andy) Are you in or out the "closet?": out If you are in, do you think you will ever come out?: If not; why do you feel this way?: How do you feel about stereotypes of gay people?: Not fair b/c all gays are different, as straight people are all different Do your family and friends accpet the way you are?: Yep Do you feel that you are generally accepted or unaccpeted?: Accepted Why and are there any specific examples?: No one treats me different Do you belong to any support groups?: Maybe one day... If yes; which ones?: Have you ever had any violent acts happen towards you?: Yes all the time from erin :-p.. lol If yes; please explain: Are you doing anything to help gay rights?: not really How do you think America generally views gays?: stereo types like Erin said What could I, as a straight person, do to reinforce gay rights?: Dont criticize, stereotype... etc.. just look at us as individuals just like you How do you think the media influences the way gays are viewed?: they do alright.. like Will and Grace is cool about it.. but Queer Eye is dumb If there is anything you want to add, do so now: Erin is also hot :-p |
|||
| Post | |||
|
runnersmurf24xc |
||
|
Friends Info Calendar |
||
| skip | ||
| Backward | ||