Sunday, August 10th, 2003
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10:30 am
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*dances around* I feel MUCH better than I did yesterday, but I had to miss the YLT thing at church this morning... *sighs* I'm afraid I'm going to get kicked off if I don't start coming to stuff...
current mood:  happy
current music: v6- Change the World
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Saturday, August 9th, 2003
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11:51 pm - ^^!!!!!!
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*boings around* Look it what GInny did to my journal!!!! *dances* It's so pretty now!!!!!!!!!! *continues to boing around* *sparkle* *sparkle sparkle* *Sparkle sparkle fluff* ^^!!!!!
I slept for about 4 hours today. I think I'm coming down with something... then again, I didn't sleep at all last night, so this could be the reason...
*boings more* I just can't get over this! It's SOOO pretty!!!!!!!
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Rascal Flatts- I Melt
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4:35 pm
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Just got back from the lake with Kait. Had ALOT of fun. I did flips off of the inter tube though ^^.
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Friday, August 8th, 2003
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2:19 pm
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Just got bit in the face by Piper. It hurts REALLY bad. *cries* My whole chin is numb from it. I wasn't even doing anything, she just jumped up and bit me in the chin.
current mood:  numb
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12:25 pm
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Hm... just posted a nice long apology in Ginny's journal. I still feel bad about yelling at her and I want to stay friends for as long as we can, I couldn't bear to lose her over something as stupid as me getting mad over something that wasn't any of my business.
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11:50 am
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NO BAND CAMP!!!! YAY! I don't have to go for about 3 and a half hours. I am SOOO happy. *dances*
current mood:  ecstatic
current music: Mario Theme
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
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9:31 pm
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Still mad at Ginny, but I apologized for yelling. I just don't think she should treat Josh like that...
Was kinda un-mad at her after band camp. Then I read her journal and got mad again, but I tried to keep my cool when responding. http://www.deadjournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=ginger_kitty&itemid=8685
Anyway, very upset at Ginny and I wish she'd just understand that I am worried about her and I just REALLY want to help her be the person I know she is and no t this depressed little wench that she's acting like. I want my best friend back... or at least have a conversation without getting chewed out. I admit, it's my fault an equal amount of times, but I'm trying to change and I want her to try as well.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: ATC- Around the World
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Monday, August 4th, 2003
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10:37 pm - Ginny!!!
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Damn it girl! You are so stupid! I can't believe you'd even SUGGEST something like that to Josh! *glares* He's so much better than that and if you don't realize what you have, you are going to lose him! Making-out with other people?! The hell were you thinking?!
current mood:  enraged
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9:37 pm
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*angry* Ginny and Josh have no confidence in me. Well, you know what I say to them? I say that when I get accepted into Harvard, I am going to rub it into their faces. Like hell I'm not going to make it. If I want to make it, I can and will make it.
current mood: pissed off
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1:23 pm
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Home from band camp on my break. Munching on a hot-pocket. Ah... yummy ooie-gooie goodness... Anyway, excited about Kait's b-day party.
current mood: blank
current music: #2 on my daydream CD
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7:01 am
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Already ready to go to band camp 20 minutes before Kait's mom is coming to get me. So I'm doing random stuff online. Still transferring files... fun fun *rolls eyes*.
I was listening to Josh yesterday talk about how in love he is with Ginny. They're so cute, but I'm jealous of them to a point that it embarrasses me. I've always wanted to feel the way Josh says he does about Ginny.
I'd like to have a boyfriend SO bad, as shallow as that sounds. *sighs* It has to be the right guy though. This time I'm waiting for the right one for the time. I'm not going to be afraid to do what's necessary. I'm not going to be shy and passive anymore. Why wait for something to come to you, when you could do something about it?
Hmmm... I need to get back to transferring... Blah! This is so much work! *cries*
current mood:  blah
current music: Houko Kuwajima- Tears of Eden
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Sunday, August 3rd, 2003
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9:55 pm
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6:51 pm
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My horses had an allergic reaction to their shots today :'(. Both Chubby and Knots have big swollen parts on their chests. Knots can barely walk, but Chubs is feeling better. WE went to go hose them off a little bit ago.
Slept over at Kelsey's house last night. Had ALOT of fun, cept I fell asleep during InuYasha :-P. Ah well. Ate Ghiredelhi (Spelling?) brownies that tasted like heaven. *sighs*
Working on the new layout for my site. I'm loading it onto my new server, as well as the rest of my site. I can;t remember if I wrote about the server switch or not... Anyway, ttyl.
current mood:  worried
current music: V6- Change the World
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2:42 pm
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I just found out that my friend Mallory's father died of a heart attack last night. I feel so horrible... I don't even know how to help. I feel really helpless... I want to tell her that everything will be ok, but I'm not sure that it will be. She's really torn up about it. I'm really really worried.
current mood:  sad
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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9:43 pm
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Just got home from band camp. Ankle still hurts.... not exactly sure what I did to it. Mom says if it gets any worse we'll go to the doctor.
Ate Long John Silver's chicken. It was very good. ^^ Their hush puppies kick major butt.
Just realized that between church, homework, and band, I will have no life. *sighs*.
current mood:  gloomy
current music: Tatu- Malchik Gay
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Tuesday, July 29th, 2003
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11:14 pm
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Hmmm... not much to write about... just felt like writing something. If Ben ever gets around to this one, I have him reading this. I hope it'll help him understand why I blew up at him the other night.
I don't feel good at all. The combination of my ankle and the strange stomach problems I'm having are making me feel like crap.
RPing with Kels and talking to Ben and Kaitlyn right now. I'll go. Bye now
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8:33 pm
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Forgot something in my last entry. Mom wants to move out. She took me with her to go look at a house... if you can even call it that. It's like a tiny little closet. We were looking around it and I couldn't stand it, so I had to leave before my mom and the tour-dude saw me crying. I can't live somewhere that is so tiny that I feel like I'm gonna suffocate in it. I told mom that she said that I might not have a choice... *cries*
current mood:  distressed
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8:16 pm - *sigh* -.-
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Second day of percussion camp... learned to play marimba... twisted ankle *cries*. Watched a few hours of InuYasha, had fun. Yelled at MIroku for groping Sango too many times...
current mood:  crappy
current music: Every Heart- BoA
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Monday, July 28th, 2003
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9:11 am
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Just got home from a weekend in Fort Worth. It was interesting... we went to see the NCHA (National Cutting Horse Association) Derby. It was fun... I guess. I only went cause Mom wanted me to REALLY bad. Well, I have to get ready to go to Percussion camp :-P I'll write more later.
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Friday, July 25th, 2003
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6:30 pm
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got my hair cut today ^^. It looks UBER good, to use one of Gin's words. I love it. It's all light and fluffy ^^.
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excited