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Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004
11:23 am
Ginny took over Robyn's journal. Bwahahaha.


current mood: mischievous
current music: Senses Fail-Bloody Romance


Sunday, August 24th, 2003
10:17 pm
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Friday, August 22nd, 2003
7:12 pm
Just got home from band camp.


Tuesday, August 19th, 2003
5:43 pm
BLurty made me post early. *glares* Anyway, continuing from earlier, my bus driver was SUCH a loser today. She drove around for a LONG time mostly in circles. I got home over an hour later than I should have... I live about 20 minutes from school.


5:33 pm
Second day of high school. I have a lot of homework already... *sighs*


Monday, August 18th, 2003
7:54 am
I am 31% Geek

You probably work in computers, or a history department at a college. You never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But you have friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the Geek Test at


7:39 am - School Blues
Woke up about an hour and a half ago out of nerves mostly. I'm not half as nervous as I was earlier cause I look great today, for a first ^~. Anyway, neither Crysta nor I could sleep last night, so we stayed up telling each other every fairytale we could possibly think of. It definitely tired us out quickly.

I'm still sad that Kelsey won't be here, but I'm not a complete basket-case like I was last night... One saying that I think of whenever someone says basket-case is : "Whenever you are feeling helpless, remember, Moses was a basket-case." ^^ If you don't get it, think about it for a minute...

Well, I'm off to the fish tank. Wish me luck! To all of you who supported me and listened to me rant about 9th grade and such, thank you and you know I love you. *winks at a certain someone and smiles*

current mood: nervous
current music: Daydream Relaxation Piano Solos


Sunday, August 17th, 2003
9:40 pm

Your Captain Jack Sparrow
You're not always clear when you say something, but
you are trustworthy.

-x-What charater from Pirates of the Carribbean are you?(with pictures)-x-
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I wrote this poem for Kelsey a few months back and I mean every word of it.
A Precious Thing To Lose

A most precious thing to lose
That will never be forgotten.
A friend who is good and true
And nearest to my heart.

Nothing will come between
Friends as great as us.
Friends who know exactly what
The other's going to say.

Friends are two people
Yet always act as one.
Friends are two people
Sharing a single soul.

The most precious thing to lose
That can never be forgotten.
A friend who is my other half
And nearest to my heart.

Through troubles and quarrel,
We'll remain together.
We'll stand by each other's side
Even if only in our hearts.


9:26 pm - ='(
I'm such a wimp... I'm crying over something that hasn't even happened yet. I just realized that Kelsey and I won't be able to stay best friends through this school arrangement... I mean, although we haven't been friends this long, we've known each other since kindergarten.... We had a crush on the same guy in 1st grade for crying out loud! We almost share the same mind. We've gotten under each other's skin so far that we can finish each other's sentences... And so many times have we both said the exact same random thing at the same moment.

I'm going to miss her so much. I'm not me without her, as totally insane as that sounds. What if she replaces me? I mean, she's said she can't, but what if she does? I don't want to give up my best friend in the whole world. I can't... *chokes on tears*

Maybe I'm just being stupid and over-reacting, but I'm just afraid... She's the most perfect best friend anyone could ask for and I love her like a sister. I can't bear to not have her around...

current mood: lonely
current music: Simple Plan- Addicted


9:02 pm
Nervous nervous nervous... school starts tomorrow. *cries*

current mood: nervous
current music: Lindsay Lohan- Ultimate


7:43 am
196! 196!!! *dances* God, I'm so happy. You might not think this is much, but to me, who has been trying to lose weight for months and lost zip (in fact probably gained), this is fantastic!

School starts tomorrow. *sighs* No more days on the internet until after school between homework. *sighs again* I hope Mom'll take me to get some new clothes... I feel kinda bad about wanting new clothes, cause we're not exactly in the greatest situation money wise right now...

current mood: jubilant
current music: Staind- Outside


Saturday, August 16th, 2003
7:12 pm - Random Quizilla Results
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the

What type of eyes do you have?
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You're an AIM WHORE!

What kind of AIM-er are you?
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You are DORY!
What Finding Nemo Character are You?

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current mood: pleased
current music: Good Charlotte- Likfestyles of the Rich and Famous


6:54 pm
*dances around happily* 198!!!!! Aren't you proud? 2 lbs in less than 2 days... I'm SO happy right now! *dances around again* I cracked though and ate a donut today.... *sighs* Bad Robyn, Bad!

current mood: giddy
current music: John Mayer- Your Body Is A Wonderland


Friday, August 15th, 2003
10:49 am
I just took my measurements and I'm going to write them in here, otherwise I would lose it. Just don't laugh, I'm on a diet for a reason...
Weight= 200
Chest= 44
Arm= 15

I'll post these measurements about twice or three times a week to check up on them. PLEASE don't laugh at me, it's not very nice.

current mood: embarrassed
current music: George Strait- It's 5 o'clock somewhere


9:42 am - Hope I can do this...
I started a new diet today, Atkins. It's a low-carb diet so that means little to no sugar for me. *whimpers* But they say it works quickly and good, so that's what I need. I attempted to make an omelet this morning but it fell apart so I made it into scrambled eggs. They were pretty good minus the fact that a HATE eggs but there aren't many other things you can eat for breakfast that don't have carbs... not in my house at least.

current mood: hopeful

(10 Flowers to the Wind | Whisper)

Thursday, August 14th, 2003
9:16 am
Remember that freaky dream I wrote about in my last entry, I had a continuation of it last night... or, sorta. Anyway, me and a few other random girls were in a mall and we were abducted by this REALLY evil guy. We were put into a cells and he told us that if we were "bad girls" he would rape us. *shudders* Anyway, so we went on for weeks like this, afraid to even breathe around him. As strange as this is going to sound, a giant dog demon appeared and battled with the guy, who also had a large demon form. Although InuYasha in the show doesn't have a "big puppy" form, the hero dog in my dream's name was InuYasha. Anyway... me and the other girls escaped to where people were building a fort from large tree-limbs and mud. I stood there, wanting to help them build it, but no one would let me help. So they got the fort built, minus a roof. I was looking around, and I commented that if the evil guy was a large dog, couldn't he jump in through the lack of roof? Then my dream changed completely and I don't really remember much about it accept two identical black labs... I don't remember anything else...

current mood: awake
current music: StainD- Outside


Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
10:01 am
Had a weird dream abut being held prisoner by this evil man that reminded me a lot of Naraku in InuYasha... ><. Anyway, it was just strange...

current mood: groggy


Tuesday, August 12th, 2003
9:16 pm
Had a lot of fun at band camp today. We actually stayed outside the whole time and my feet aren't nearly as sore as normal... maybe I'm toughening up =). Or maybe not... I dunno.

Just ate dinner... too much, but I'll run it off tomorrow. I'll just run for 80 minutes instead of my usual 40 ^^. Anyways... gotta go. ttyl!

current mood: cheerful
current music: Lindsay Lohan- Ultimate

(2 Flowers to the Wind | Whisper)

Sunday, August 10th, 2003
9:06 pm
Just got home from Marie Callendar's. They had enough food on your plate for about 3 people. I brought most of it home.

Dad conveniently forgot to tell me that Aimee called to invite me to go see Pirates of the Caribbean with her and Taylor today. *cries* I'm so mad at him!

current mood: annoyed
current music: Linkin Park- Papercut


12:50 pm
I've decided that I don't want to be fat anymore... I am going to lose weight and I am NOT going to break this time. I will be who I want to be, not for everyone else, but for me. I want to feel attractive and pretty. I want to be able to do sports.

current mood: determined

(2 Flowers to the Wind | Whisper)

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