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Sunday, April 10th, 2005
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4:47 pm - im married now
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well just wanted to let who ever reads my jounal to know that i am now married.
me and jeffery got married yesterday afternoon.
it was also his birthday.
but i love it so much, it was so great. im so happy that im going to spend the rest of my life with this one man......hes a great and wonderful man, and hes all mine.
i only got one more week to go in my pregnency. and i cant wait.
the best thing is that jeffs dad will be home for her being born, so thats awesome.
I CANT WAIT TO BE A MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!!!
well not much more going on so later...
una
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| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005
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1:11 pm - blah
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well im here in the hospital with my sister. shes having her baby on this raining cold day. she too is also having a grrl. they are having to endoose her though cause the baby did not come at her due date. so she is in a lot of pain but they just gave her an epidorol. or however you spell it so shes not doing to bad right now.
i am now 33 weeks so im going along fine. she kicks a hell of a lot more now then she did when i last made an entry. the one thing that jeff hates the most about me being pregnent is complaining all the time and always wanting to go to chilis or montana mikes. and i make him go quite a bit. but hes got to feed his baby so its ok. his mom, rose, is already starting to plan for my baby shower and we have a hell of a list and the funny thing is that i have only TWO friends on there.......and the even more funnier thing is that i actually have no friends. and its also funnie cause i dont care at all. i dont need no one, except my jeff, my baby, and my family....fuck friends. all they do is stab you in the back...except liz and lizeth, they never did a thing to hurt me. but i also cant say that im friends with them cause i dont talk to them on a regular basis. i recently learned that the few friends i did have did something aweful to me, but i dont care cause they didnt succeed so HAHAHA.
well i have to go now cause i need to go check up on my sister. later
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004
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4:53 pm - today is christmas
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well today is christmas. and i know that i havent updated in a prettie good while...but i just had to say something............ ITS SNOWING!!!!
its a big thing for me cause i live in texas and it never snows here so its a white christmas.
and yes liz, my baby is kicking now...all the time...and its a grrl.
her name is going to be Zaylynn Rayne Cooke.
and i cant wait to have her....gotta go. foods done.
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| Thursday, October 28th, 2004
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4:18 pm - every second im without you im a mess
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i know that i havent updated in a while and no one probably cares just thought that id make a little entry before i go pick up my niece since i am finally near a computer. i had a dream the other day about liz....it was prettie weird, but cool cause at least i finally got to see her, even though it was in a dream.
been up to nothing just being pregnent. this saturday i will be on my 4th month. and in the middle of next month i get to see if im having a boi or grrl. i hope a boi though, i hate grrls. they are too annoying and have way to much drama going on at all times.
i know it was 2 weeks ago but the used concert was AWESOME. no other word can describe it. i cant wait to see them again, which will be a while. but day after day im becoming obsessed.
i have to go now...so later, until next time.
current mood:  cold
current music: the used
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| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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11:48 am - well well well
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well yesterday was fun. i woke up, took shower...the basics.
and then i went to hastings to get the new USED the cd. and let me tell you how awesome it is.
I LOVE THIS CD SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!
and then i had to go pick up the nephew and niece. then jeff FINALLY got off of work after working 30 hours straight. then jeff and the people at my house went swimming and i started cooking, but then my sister in law came over and told me that i had to take her to port lavaca, i kinda forgot that i had to go pick her up and she had to walk to my house. i was a little mad at myself. so we went to port lavaca cause her and my brother are trying to get a new car....so while they were doing paper work and stuff i went around and tried to find some YUKONS!!! cause i LOVE those cars and I AM going to get on. i SWEAR it. so the guy actually let me test drive one and i wanted to cry when i had to get out. it sucked.
but right now im actually in a bit of a hurry cause jeff has to go back out at 1pm and we need to go look at some furniture for our new house before he does that. and then i need to order these USED tickets before i leave my brothers and order a tv. im gonna do that now actually...peace
current mood: energetic
current music: the used-take it away
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| Tuesday, September 21st, 2004
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4:51 pm
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11:41 am - rawr. hate
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well well well.
my sister just called me, i still feel a little weird talking to her after all the things she said to me. cause like jeff and i take care of her daughter and then me and her got into an arguement and she told me that she was going to get her kid and that i wasnt ever going to see her again...so then i went and got her before she could and then she left a message on my phone saying she was gonna report her missing and kidnapped, and i didnt like that so im a little mad. ALOT more happened but it would take me forever to type and tell all that so i wont.
jeff is at work, they called him to be in at 10:30 pm...and its like 10,000 feet of pipe so i wont see him til late late tonite or early in the morning tomorrow. we were suppose to have a meeting with Rhonda about the house but we cant go cause jeff is gone. i need to call and let her know.
right now im sick. i cant stop sneezing or anything, it sucks. i feel all weird. i love this baby being inside me but i want it out already, i HATE being this kind of sick. IT SUCKS!!!
i wanted and i was gonna go to the show last nite but jeff got called to work and i wont go without him so yeah. but im sure it was good.
i talked to jeff yesterday and he said yes, we could go to THE USED show in houston so i cant fucking wait for that. its gonna be kick ass. and then tuesday i gotta go buy the new cd.....YAY!!!
well i better get going. later
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| Monday, September 20th, 2004
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11:51 am - the used
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well im just sitting here surfing the net and have been all morning, nothing really to do..
amanda just logged on i was noticed.
well yeah i was looking at theused.net and saw that they have a new album coming out, which i knew about cause i saw a commerical for it and when i saw that i looked and jeff and he said "i know, ill get it" so YAY!! i got to wait 8 more days for that. but while i was looking through their website i saw that they will be playing in houston in october.....and FUCK YEAH IM GOING!!! for sure. jeff promised me that whenever they played near that hed take me so now im gonna have to tell him to get that day off cause we going FOR SURE!!!! SO I CANT WAIT FOR THAT. i really need to thank my friend, joseph for introducing me to the used. anyways, thats really exciting.
another band that i really want to see again is ill nino. its been too long since ive last seen them, and that was the same time that i saw kittie. speaking of kittie....i havent been to thrie website in forever and i finally went this morning and they have a new album out. i didnt know that. and they will also be touring but going to san antonio. and they have a new chick in there as well. thats cool but telena was still the best bass player they could ever fucking have....and shes gone. she was soo fucking hot man. i miss her.
well i gotta go make my nephew some lunch.....later
current mood: excited
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10:21 am
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morning sickness is a son of a bitch!!!!!!!!
been up since 8:50, just here babysitting bored off my ass.
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| Saturday, September 18th, 2004
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7:47 pm - our own house
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well the past week has been good. since i think wednesday me and jeff have been looking at houses to buy and we finally found the one that suits us. after looking at 8 houses, we found ours. and it is so prettie. its just a starter home. its not like were going to live there forever, maybe a few years, then sell and buy another. jeff is going to be building our final home, which wont be til another 10 or 15 years. monday we have to go fill out some paper work and stuff and talk about a down payment, which jeffs dad doing to do as a gift to the baby. so thats reall cool. its just really exciting because ill be living in the same neighborhood as my brother and his family. but gosh, there are somethings that i do want to do to that house. like changing the wall paper. the people that lived there before had REALLY REALLY bad taste in wall paper.
jeff is at work right now so that sucks casue my brother wanted him to watch the boxing fight with him tonite. my brother and his wife just bought their son a little kids motorcycle, i drove it several times and its really cool. i think that im going to get jeff to buy one for my niece. she lives with us and she wants one to and jeff spoils her alot so shell probably get it.
last nite my little sister and my niece spent the nite with my niece. im so hungry. im about to go get some hot sause right now and a taco or something. i only ate once today and it was toast this morning. jeff was mad at me when i told him that was all i ate today so i have to go get something in my tummie.
i also talked to liz today which was real nice. havent really talked to her in a long time so it was fun. i need to call her today also
my dad is here at my brothers, i just heard his voice. hes here for the boxing match. well i guess i better get going and get some food...........bye
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| Friday, September 10th, 2004
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2:49 pm
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well im just sitting here eating and chatting it up with my good friend Charlie, who moved to Houston a few weeks ago to go to school. i really miss him....i just told him about the baby and the names that me and jeff picked out...he likes them.
as for tonite....me, jeff, my niece, and my little sister are all going to watch resident evil tonite. jeffs at work right now but he should be getting off around 7 or so. i actually need to look up the timings in a bit. crystal just called me and asked me if i can pick up doug from school for her. so i have to do that. i also have to pick up my nephew from his school and then my niece from juan linn...all different schools.
last nite we went and rented some movies. i picked Godsent and jeff picked The grrl next door....that movie is soooo funnie by the way. i didnt get to watch godsent cause ada and shain wanted to borrow it so they did. went to bed around 2 am and then had to get up at 840.
im trying to do something with ebay so i can buy some shit and the stupid thing wont take my credit card number, well jeffs number, his card....so i have to continute to try that again later
also went to my niece open house last nite. saw my dad there with my little brother and sister...and it kinda made me mad cause my dad NEVER went to none of my open houses, probably cause he was never around...ugh! but it was fun getting to chat with my niece's teacher, i cant wait to get to go to my own kids school activities. *gets excited*
well i have to go pick up douglas from school. and then all the others so later.....
current mood: excited
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| Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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3:02 pm - babysitting.....
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well im here at my brothers babysitting his youngest son, this is now going to be my job since jeff and his dad wont let me work. the boy is good so its not much to deal with. i have to go in 10 minutes to pick up there other kid from school, and then i need to go pick up my niece from juan linn and take her to jeff. jeffs at home, playing video games.
im glad that this morning i didnt have morning sickness!!
i hate when i get that, i dont get it every morning, but the mornings that i do at nasty. i do make jeff to go the bathroom with me everytime i do throw up.
his cousin gloria just moved downstairs from us. he went to go smoke with her this morning. i guess its gonna be ok with her living there even though we are going to be moving out. well were actually thinking of moving out. cause my niece lives with us, but she told me 2 days ago that she wants to go live with her dad and if she does do that then we dont need to move, we just need to move now cause she needs her own room so well see how that goes.
talked to sara the other day, actually a while back. i was sitting at home and she called me and told me she was at the pool and wanted me to go down so i did, we all talked for a bit, she was shocked when i told her i was having a baby. then she said that i knew where she lived and i had no excuse not to go see her, and the way i see it....is she knows where i live too so yeah.
LAST NITE:::::last nite jeffs sisters friend wanted me to babysit for her so they could all go out so i did, they paid me $40 for like 5 hours of babysitting so that was cool. and last nite was the first time in FOREVER that i got to see Mr. Chase Brown. when i walked in he was singing the "oh say can you see" song to a gay pride american flag. i soooo didnt know that we was gay, but it was cool. and then he started hugging all up on me and cookie was like "yeah man, thats my sister in law" and he was like "nah uh" and he asked how jeff was and i said hes good "thats cookies brother" and he was all surprised. it was nice to have seen him again. he cracks me up. but the little grrls were sooo adorable and behaved well. and now im doing it again today and the next day. and from here on out.....til i have the baby that is.
well i need to go pick up my nephew so i guess later til next time
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| Saturday, August 28th, 2004
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7:25 pm - hey yall
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well i know that i havent updated in a long time,and most probably dont read my journal anymore..........but i just wanted who ever does read to hear some awesome news.............
me and jeff are going to have a baby!!!!!!!!!!!
im 7 weeks along and i cant wait to have it.
havent had any morning sickness though, thank god
i dont want to have that.
jeffs mom told me that while she was pregnant that she
didnt have any at all
well i have to go.....later
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| Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
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2:59 am - long day............
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well today was very tiring, i had to get up at like noon cause well i had to take my sister to do a billion and 1 things today...got done with her at 3 pm, then i had to take her to work...then i took the piece of shit computer that i had back...and went and got another one so the one im on now is new :D then i had to go get me and my niece something to eat..then i went to dennys to get quarters cause i had to wash clothers....i had like 6 loads...washed and dryed them....took forever...finally got back to my apartment. had to go get my other niece and my sister cause they wanted to come swimming, then i had to go get my sister from work. clean house, go to heb for supper...when i picked my sister up, i also helped her finish her work, came home, cooked....cleaned mess, watched soap opera...and finally now im sitting
it was a long day, and to top that off, jeff just called me and told me that hes gonna be longer from coming home cause he and his partner got into a wreck...no ones hurt, thank god, but hell be here in a hour or so....which means hell call me and ill have to get out of bed to get him...i dont care though, i miss him already.
liz, if you read this, i know that i swore that id call you today, but jeff had the cell phone and youre number is on there...and i couldnt get on to now to get the number you left in my email cause i didnt have a computer til about 5 and i was hella busy as you can read above...i took the other computer i had back and went and got a fucking better one, this one is way more awesome than that piece of shit Dell. got a compaq now :D
shain, my sisters boyfriend, is going to alabama for a week or so...that sucks cause hes hella cool, and makes me laugh alot. we will miss him while hes gone.
we are suppose to be going to indiana again sometime soon. either later this week or early next month, which is a week...hehe. ada said she wanted to go with us, but we have no room and i think she got mad at that...plus its a family affair so i dont know.....
theres no one to talk to online, that sucks.
im talking to my friend charlie at the moment.
hes going to be moving away though soon for college so that sucks.
i saw joey the other day, told him hi, looked like he didnt want to talk to me so i didnt really start conversation with him, oh wells.....i would say i dont care but i do, he was like a brother to me at one moment in my life
i couldve sworn that i saw damian today, but i have never ever seen him in a bright blue car so therefor i thought that it wasnt him, i only saw this other guy from behind and he had the exact same hair cut as damian....oh wells, i dont know
i miss lizeth.
i miss damian.
i miss liz and joe.
thats about it though
well its off to bed i go, well not really...just dont feel like typing much....fuck you all
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| Monday, July 26th, 2004
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2:07 am - sundays always suck
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well today sucked. work up at 2 am.
brushed my teeth, got dressed.
didnt want to do nothing today but it turns out that i was busy all day today....my sister wanted me to take her to like 5 different places...so i did that.
i got to see one of my other nieces today, havent seen her in like 2 weeks, she wanted to come swimmming today and i promised her that she could...but i fucking forgot to go pick her up...so i felt bad when she called telling me that i forgot to pick her up...
i was gonna wash clothes today also but didnt want to go the bank and get $20 out and then go get $10 in quarters so ill do that tomorrow i guess...cause we need washing real bad here...hehe
also had to go to wal mart to get a new vacuum cleaner cause the one we had bough worked only like once and then was a piece of shit after that....i can swear that i spent like $75 today...i shouldnt do that though...its jeffs money
then me and my sister made mashed potatos and fried chicken. it was yummie.
this computer is brand new and is a real piece of shit...im going to take it back tomorrow and get my fucking money back and go buy a better one somewhere else....i thought it was a nice computer at first but i fucking hate it now...
met this new chick on blurty...well i havent talked to her, but im going to IM her tomorrow or so...she left me a comment and i like meeting new people so what the hell?
jeez.....if i miss anyone in the world right now...more than anyone alive, id have to say....damian...fuck everyone else...i really would like to see liz and joe too....im gonna call them tomorrow for sure...i swear it
well i have to go as of now...jeffs in bed all alone, good nite
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| Friday, July 23rd, 2004
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4:23 pm - tattoo
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well i got my tattoo last nite....it was fun
im gonna be getting my other one next week....its gonna be soo prettie
today::didnt do much, landlord woke me up saying that someone called and complained on us and she said that she didnt give a fuck just to let her know and all this shit...she was cool....
gotta take my sister to work at 5 om and then we are going to finally change our tires. gotta go buy all new 4 ones. i want to hurry up and do it already casue these that we have one now are shitty.
last nite: last nite me, jeff, carrie, jeffs dad, and his mom all went to barneys and played pool, and i drank a long island icetea...they are prettie good. it was the first time that i drank one. then after jeffs mom and dad left, jeff wanted to come home and smoke and then after that...we went to cactus and didnt like it at all...that place sucks sooo much. i will never in my life go in there again. it was a total waste of $8 cause we were only in there for like 4 minutes and then we were like "oh no....we have to go" we went there with his sister and her friend. then we were gonna go back to barneys but my sister was with her friend so we just went and got something to eat and then went home and jeff played his stupid video game and my sister called and said her friend was gonna come over...so then i got my tattoo.
then we went to bed at like 4 am and got up at noon....and just been being lazy....and i need to go...so later
current mood: nerdy
current music: yellowcard
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| Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
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10:16 pm - at home
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well i got a new computer.....yay!!
which means that ill be online more, like anyone cares though.
i dont really care if they care...blah.
jeffs dad went and bought me the desk for it last nite and me and jeff put it together.
dont really talk to anyone much anymore...dont care to either.
just stay home and do nothing all day, thats about to change actually cause im gonna go get another job, maybe with my sister.
jeffs been working alot...last week he got 114 hours....which sucked but was also a good thing....cause he got a HUGE paycheck, but i didnt get to see much of him.
say dane and kevin the other day, they were very drunk. it was good to see them though. didnt talk to them long but it was nice to have seen an old friendly face
ada just called, her and shain want to take me and my niece out to eat at dennys. which is nice, im hungry anways....
since i last logged on in here.....i turned 21!!!!!
which was nice...had a party. it was fun. alot of people, not mentioning names, made me very mad though....of wells...i dont really care cause i dont really care about those people anymore. they dont really mean a thing to me anymore.
well yeah i got this thing now so ill update later...gotta get ready for ada and shain....laters
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10:16 pm - at home
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well i got a new computer.....yay!!
which means that ill be online more, like anyone cares though.
i dont really care if they care...blah.
jeffs dad went and bought me the desk for it last nite and me and jeff put it together.
dont really talk to anyone much anymore...dont care to either.
just stay home and do nothing all day, thats about to change actually cause im gonna go get another job, maybe with my sister.
jeffs been working alot...last week he got 114 hours....which sucked but was also a good thing....cause he got a HUGE paycheck, but i didnt get to see much of him.
say dane and kevin the other day, they were very drunk. it was good to see them though. didnt talk to them long but it was nice to have seen an old friendly face
ada just called, her and shain want to take me and my niece out to eat at dennys. which is nice, im hungry anways....
since i last logged on in here.....i turned 21!!!!!
which was nice...had a party. it was fun. alot of people, not mentioning names, made me very mad though....of wells...i dont really care cause i dont really care about those people anymore. they dont really mean a thing to me anymore.
well yeah i got this thing now so ill update later...gotta get ready for ada and shain....laters
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10:15 pm - at home
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well i got a new computer.....yay!!
which means that ill be online more, like anyone cares though.
i dont really care if they care...blah.
jeffs dad went and bought me the desk for it last nite and me and jeff put it together.
dont really talk to anyone much anymore...dont care to either.
just stay home and do nothing all day, thats about to change actually cause im gonna go get another job, maybe with my sister.
jeffs been working alot...last week he got 114 hours....which sucked but was also a good thing....cause he got a HUGE paycheck, but i didnt get to see much of him.
say dane and kevin the other day, they were very drunk. it was good to see them though. didnt talk to them long but it was nice to have seen an old friendly face
ada just called, her and shain want to take me and my niece out to eat at dennys. which is nice, im hungry anways....
since i last logged on in here.....i turned 21!!!!!
which was nice...had a party. it was fun. alot of people, not mentioning names, made me very mad though....of wells...i dont really care cause i dont really care about those people anymore. they dont really mean a thing to me anymore.
well yeah i got this thing now so ill update later...gotta get ready for ada and shain....laters
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10:14 pm
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well i got a new computer.....yay!!
which means that ill be online more, like anyone cares though.
i dont really care if they care...blah.
jeffs dad went and bought me the desk for it last nite and me and jeff put it together.
dont really talk to anyone much anymore...dont care to either.
just stay home and do nothing all day, thats about to change actually cause im gonna go get another job, maybe with my sister.
jeffs been working alot...last week he got 114 hours....which sucked but was also a good thing....cause he got a HUGE paycheck, but i didnt get to see much of him.
say dane and kevin the other day, they were very drunk. it was good to see them though. didnt talk to them long but it was nice to have seen an old friendly face
ada just called, her and shain want to take me and my niece out to eat at dennys. which is nice, im hungry anways....
since i last logged on in here.....i turned 21!!!!!
which was nice...had a party. it was fun. alot of people, not mentioning names, made me very mad though....of wells...i dont really care cause i dont really care about those people anymore. they dont really mean a thing to me anymore.
well yeah i got this thing now so ill update later...gotta get ready for ada and shain....laters
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