2nd survery from Ta's ish   
03:04pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: cold
music: FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES: "milligram smile"
WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES? Almost white. there's one see-through blue one, thats mine

WHAT ARE YOU READING NOW? one of the wheel of time series books mike told me to read

WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? its not my mouse pad, im using my mom's till they move the computer to my room...its a picture of my dog on top of a huge rock thats in the middle of the water

FAVORITE GAME? board game is candyland...videogame is...ff7 ...card game is egyptian ratscrew

FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? "?"

FAVORITE COLOR? black

LEAST FAVORITE COLOR? that puke greenish yellowy brown colour...ick...

HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? usually 1

CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla

DRIVE FAST? usually

DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? no. dude, i dont even have sheets on my bed at the moment

STORMS, COOL OR SCARY? cool

WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? black cadillac catera

IF YOU COULD MEET ANY PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE? davey havok, jim morrison, marilyn monroe

ALCOHOLIC DRINK?? you'll have to find out

STEAK OR CHICKEN? cluck-u chicken is the shit!

WHAT IS YOUR SIGN & YOUR BIRTHDAY? aries, 8 april

DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? do I eat broccoli? no (that was ta's answer and it was funny and true, so i left it)

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER? calla lilies, really really dark roses, and those other ones i dont know the name of

IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE? graphic novel writer/artist, tattoo artist, or writer

HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? thats a good question

FAVORITE MOVIE? slc punk

DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? most of the time

WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED? boxees filled with 1)notebooks and stuff, 2)shoes, and 3)random shit

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 777

FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? hockey, lacrosse

WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR? being alone indefinitely

FAVORITE CD? cant choose

FAVORITE TV SHOWS? i dont really watch tv but... rocko, invader zim, (and since friday was the firs ttime i watched it) family guy

KETCHUP OR MUSTARD? ketchup makes me throw up. mustard is awesome

HAMBURGERS OR HOT-DOGS? hotdogs usually. german hotdogs. with that hot german deli mustard

FAVORITE SOFT DRINK? orange soda for breakfast

THE BEST PLACE YOU'VE EVER BEEN? bloomfield ave cafe and yetter's diner

WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER? bunch of afi pictures that zoom in and out and stuff. i made it moiself

FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? i eat at diners a lot. but cluck-u chicken was good. but...yeah it wasnt fast. it took 30 minutes to get to tcnj

BIGGEST PET PEEVE? stupid people/poseurs/boy bands

WHICH STORE WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO MAX OUT YOUR CREDIT
CARD? i doubt that would happen cuz id never spend that much money. probably a used record store or thrift store or something. see, that just doesnt fit, does it? so itd prolly be in hottopic or something cuz theyre so fuckin expensive.

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING, IF SO WHAT???? shotglasses, lighters, the little pieces of paper in fortune cookies, and the stickers that make it a pain in the ass to open cds

FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY? my dog was still alive

WHAT TIME DO YOU GET TO BED? 3 or 4 am. 5:30 the other day

BEACH, LAKE OR MOUNTAINS? beach without annoying people		  
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survey from Ta's ish   
03:04pm 07/08/2004
 
mood: cold
music: THURSDAY: "jet black new year"
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Emily
Em
Emma (no one gives me fun nicknames...)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
hair
music
eyes

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
scars
thighs
stomach (same as ta's)

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
republicans
math
how people dont know who bruce springstein, the clash, or led zeppelin are

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
stupid people
christian
poseurs

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
hospitals
being alone
windows at night, especially in maine

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
music
water
sketchbook

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BRANDS:
do shoe brands count? - converse
vans
tripp (thats a clothing brand i think i have stuff from them...? im not a very brand-name person)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
Brand New: "Okay, I Beleive You, But My Tommy Gun Don't"
AFI: "Days of the Phoenix"
SAOSIN: "I Can Tell"

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
Mike L.
Teresa S.
Gov School kids in general....well, i mean i lived with them for 4 weeks...

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
run fast (or at all really)
make relationships work decently
drive (because i dont have my lisence yet damn it!)


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
photography/drawing/artness
writing
bass

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE:
my own place
my lisence
a good relationship

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
graphic novelist (artistness)
tattoo artist
writer (or another kind of artistness)

THREE COLORS YOU LIKE:
black
silver
neon green

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
Germany
Australia
Canada

THREE THINGS YOU JUST DID TODAY:
well..i woke up again
listen to good music
deviant art		  
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gsa / going away to college   
03:04pm 03/08/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: THE ADICTS - viva la revolution
will miss:

mike, tim, tony, kevin, miriam, nancy, rita, auran, dave, raja, bleu, dave, drew, doug, steve, mykim, renee, rj, angel, travis, dave, paul, jayson, ned, bill, jason, jenny, kat

and andrew. but he gets to be special and seperate since he technically didnt go to govschool. he was just at the coffee house.

-------------------

senior friends im gonna miss:

teresa, mike, kayla, jessie, casey, ali, judy, lauren		  
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fun as life   
03:04pm 20/07/2004
 
mood: excited
music: ROYDEN
this is probably going to be my only g-school entry..... i love the people here so much. i dont know what i am going to do this year when i go home because i wont have them and i wont have all my senior friends who are going to college..... a lot of people to say goodbye to at the end of the summer, so i wish the end would take longer in coming.... people i am really going to miss the most of my senior friends are teresa and ali and casey and mike and judy. people from here i will miss being around a billion hours a day are mike, timtim, rita, travis, renee, dave, bleu, kevin, rj, mykim, and angel. ill also miss beth, auran, rasha, paul, david, tony, justine, and yeah a whole bunch of people.. everyone is so multi-talented its crazy. like, one of my two art counselors went to highschool with the guitarist from coheed and cambria..... how crazy is that? and the singer from saves the day went to gov-school for creative writing apparently, because she went the year he was there. mikes in his own band and hes gonna be famous one day, and now tim is in the band too, and lou is...::sigh:: i wish he went here so i could see him more..... but yeah so i guess i can be like my art counselor person one day and be like yeah back in the day i hung out with them before they were famous.... (though their first shows together are going to be when i am in maine and i am mad about that but after i get back i want to go to every single one)... and i want them to get their new name figured out so i can start being like THIS BAND IS AWESOME GO BUY THEIR CD because they are awesome and the whole band is awesome and im in love with them all (except mike and tim have girlfriends so its more of a brother sister love type thing). yea. anyway. umm ok so rita reminded me that i actyally have to eat dinner.... so yeah ive spent an hour and a half in this library and now i have to go scramble and get work done.


i miss you teresa!!!!! (and anyone else who reads this)
heart you

Em		  
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songs from the earth   
02:54pm 02/07/2004
 
mood: predatory
music: SON OF SAM: purevil
hmm so sunday i leave for gov school... i never got around to getting my cell phone so i guess i'll be making friends with some payphones.... today i am making myself some t-shirts and finishing burning cds to bring with me. then i have to pack and shit.. so yeah i dunno if i will be updating this while i am there or what... the phone is ringing. how weird. mm i'm gona go make my t-shirts now so i can read later.

mmmm, so, davey? mmm...yeah.....so yummy.....		  
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ambulance romance   
02:26pm 26/06/2004
 
mood: confused
music: THE BLED: porcelain hearts and hammers for teeth
dreams are funny things.... funny and scary. this morning they tried not to let me get up... it was really very strange...
creepy feeling under my skin though.... and in my dream even i said the things i was going to do today and why i had to go in that situation... and in real life what i had to do was wake up....so i could get things ready for the exact same reasons... err.... i dont know.
it's bothering me.		  
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03:04pm 25/06/2004
 
mood: annoyed
guess ill just fill these in when i have stuff to write on other days.... damn it....

things might be out of order for a little while, but eventually it should work itself out into not being fucked up anymore...		  
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03:04pm 25/06/2004
 
mood: aggravated
blah blah blah		  
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belly full of kerosene   
03:04pm 25/06/2004
 
mood: discontent
music: THE CLASH: the call up
in other news, i am annoyed because deviantart keeps going into read-only mode for maintenance and i want to know if i can use the picture hagen took of his eye for an avatar icon-ish thing.... mmm... i need to calm down and stop being so pissed off or i won't get any work done tonight... mom went to the a&p a long time ago... i hope she's okay. she just went to get sick medicine cuz she wanst feeling well..... hmmm... so my other pictures, you can only see them if you go into the individual entry with post, or so i think? hmm... i have to figure this out... i should go... meh... oh well... (thinks to self--) think about tomorrow think about tomorrow tomorrows gonna be great.......		  
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stars and stripes   
02:10pm 25/06/2004
 
mood: infuriated
music: ANTI-FLAG: 911 For Peace
ugh... the news every day makes me so sick... i cant believe this government. i dont understand how there are people in this country who think that this administration is good and who want to re-elect him. WHY??? so we can kill the environment more ? so that a draft can be instituted? so that government officials don't have to own up for what they've done? so that we can be forced to go die in a war that we never should have started? so that the poor can get poorer and the rich can get big tax breaks and get fat off the money the middle class is really making? so we can go into war because of personal feelings by a select few of "elite" men who decide the fate of nations and say that the american public stands behind it when so many obviously do not? so that the rest of the world can hate us more? so that every time a family gets together there are arguments over the dinner table about politics and who is a republican and who is a democrat? so women lose the right to choose? so that it takes forever and much discussion to decide what conflicts in the world to label 'genocide' so that our government doesn't feel compelled to help? so we can always take the easy way out? so we can force the freedom to choose on people?

even if we went in, took Saddam out, okay, thats great. NOW LET'S GET OUT. don't bring in all the commercial, money-lusting companies that are in bed with political officials. dont prance around pretending to be the golden god. get our people out. now. please. i mean... just look at the facts. look at our economy. look at the environment. hell, look at our RIGHTS. all these new laws, all these new things to help our "security" while what they are really doing is limiting our freedom. i.. argh.... i just get so frustrated.... did anyone see the clip of Bush on the Daily Show the other night? he almost said scandal, yes he did, thats why he had that FIVE MINUTE or so pause before he stuttered "situation". (about the prison scandal. yes, it is a scandal.) asdlkfjsdglkjdfg lkdf.

"form your own conclusions to the things you see. sometimes the explanations don't add up to the facts"

or did anyone see how in one clip he said there were definitly relations between saddam and osama/911, and in another one he said, oh i never said that. and in a third he said well there are some connections... and then John points out oh, look, you lied twice. AHHH.....

honestly its true. Don't hate us because we're American. Just hate our government. More specifically Bush and all his cronies (especially Ashcroft). what the hell. i want to move. when we don't have utter moron prick asshole megalomaniac sons of bitches in charge of the government, then i'd wanna be here.

and another thing that bothers me are all the "punks" that are all "blahhh how can you care about politics, thats not punk waa waa waa what are you doing?" (in snotty accent). like, in one article i read a letter some guy sent to the magazine where he was all criticizing Fat Mike being all "dude, what the hell happened to you? you were cool when you werent into politics and now its like you went against all your punk ideals and now youre a pussy." WELL FUCK YOU ! you want this president in office??? maybe if he is re-elected for "safety's sake" you wont have the freedom to act the way you do now. maybe you wont be able to walk around looking the way you do because some tightass millionaires view you as a threat and the suits in washington dont approve of your anarchy and your nihilism and your SHIT YOU SEND TO MAGAZINES. maybe you wont be allowed to not care. howd you like that, HUH? Shut your fuckin mouth and look around. punk isnt conforming to ANY rules. there are no rules about being punk. that leads me to the conclusion that IT DOESNT FUCKING MATTER IF HE IS CONCERNED ABOUT THE FATE OF OUR NATION. as they said in the "Rock Against Bush" cd cover....:
"It's not about who's a sellout or who'se more punk; it's about uniting against a common enemy." just... AHHH. fuck you. fuck bush. fuck ashcroft. but damn it, saying that, while i mean it honestly with all my heart... IT CHANGES NOTHING, IT HELPS NOTHING, IT DOESNT EVEN HURT ANYTHING. therefore...

please dont vote for bush. dont be dumb. just... go on punkvoter or actually just search anywhere and find out whats really going on and read about it. then come and tell me bush is so great. xklfjh dfklgjdflkjgdlkrfhjfglkhjfglkvhjfglxkhjeoiuhdrhtHJ FYJGYKJJYFG.


sorry. i'm so royally pissed at the moment..................		  
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warm our hands in blood   
08:50pm 24/06/2004
 
mood: mischievous
music: THRICE: betrayal is a symptom
three.
two.
one.

ignite.		  
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