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before i leave.. i read something on my sister's journal that made me want to do this to..
THIS WILL BE MY LAST ENTRY
...for people to remember you always..
it's true when my sister says: "people are already forgetting about her.. that's why these memories have to last"..
so here are a FEW of MY memories.. this made me smile.. for a few minutes
001. i miss your stupid smile.. that BIG ASS smile that NEVER goes away
002. i miss how you're always SOO drama.. and make a BIG deal about everything and anything..
003. i miss how you meddle into anybody's lives even though you didn't know them (like that stranger on the subway.. you'd randomly talk to her like you knew her)
004. i miss the fact that when you come over you would sneek into my room and lie down on my bed until i woke up.. and when i did.. you'd scare the HELL outta me
005. i miss the fact that when i DID hear you come over, i knew my dad wouldn't yell/get mad at me and mighty cuz you'd suck up and speak in tagalog..
006. i miss the fact that when you DID speak tagalog to my dad, he'd still get mad at us cuz we didn't speak it as fluently as you
007. i miss the fact that you and mighty would watch drama filipino movies staying up all night.. and i'd get jealous and come and watch.. and then i'd fall asleep.. and then get mad at you guys cuz you guys are sooo loud.. and then i'd kick you guys off
008. i miss the fact that your snore always woke me up in the middle of the night.. and i'm in the other room sleeping
009. i miss your nasal singing
010. i miss how when i played the piano.. you'd sing along.. then i'd have to go a key lower cuz you couldn't reach the notes i was playing
011. i miss how you make me feel skinny by eating with me even though you're not hungry.. cuz you know that i only eat at night when i see somebody else eating at night
012. i miss how i would have junk food at home.. and i'd think about it the whole day wanting it when i get home.. but when i do, you're always there to finish it.. then i'd get mad at you.. and you'd point to the garbage can with like crumbs inside.. pick it up and eat the crumbs offering me some
013. i miss how you're just random
014. i miss how you try to fit into my clothes and then give up cuz it wont go past your calves or past your shoulders
015. i miss how you don't wash your hair.. and then we'd wash it in the sink.. and then leave the floor drenched with water
016. i miss how you don't shower.. and how you always smell soaked in perfume to cover it up
017. i miss how your hair changes colour everytime
018. i miss how you always want me to cut your hair and make you look pretty..
019. i miss how you always want me to do your makeup.. C= i actually have a lotta pictures of me putting makeup on you
020. i miss how i could experiment with makeup and hair on you.. you're like my dolly
021. i miss how you try to dance by copying me
022. i miss the fact that you're blunt and tell it the way it is
023. i miss having fart battles.. ahaha
024. i miss how u, me and mighty go to dollarama.. buy 5 things, and make it look like it's worth $100
025. i miss going to ikea with you.. and dreaming
026. i miss how you try to copy my room
027. i miss how you're able to make me feel better about myself
028. i miss the fact that you're skin is ALWAYS dry and it actually gets ashy
029. i miss the fact that when you're wearing certain types of flip flops, that you're feet smell when you take them off.. and me and mighty always make fun of you because of it
030. i miss watching the home videos with you and mighty (especially the one with the chicken)
031. i miss how we'd always try to make you work out.. and i was supposed to be your trainer
032. i miss how you'd always have that ONE look when taking pictures..
033. i miss how you and i are always the first ones on the dance floor at family parties
034. i miss talking about God with you
035. i miss how we'd always try decorating your room.. or my room.. or mighty's room..
036. i miss cleaning with you.. it's always fun.. ionno why
037. i miss cleaning the SALAMATS house with you and mighty.. now THATS fun
038. i miss working with you and karen.. and secretly eating everything
039. i miss going to your house and you would cook fried rice because there was nothing to eat, and that was the only thing you knew how to make
040. i miss going to your house and smelling eggs cuz that was the only thing you knew how to make to
041. i miss how when you didn't know what advice to give me, you'd quote the bible.. and i'd actually understand you
042. i miss how when a song was on the raido.. you'd sing along.. even though you didn't know the words.. you'd even make it up
043. i miss how i would randomly find diet pills everywhere in your house
044. i miss how loud you are.. even though you're just beside me talking
045. i miss your laugh.. and how your laugh makes me laugh.. and then it's just non-stop laughing
046. i miss how we'd go to the park.. and you can't fit down the slide.. or me and mighty would sit on one end of the teeter-totter, and you'd be on the other end.. and we'd still have trouble lifting you up..
047. i miss playing twist or superman on the swings.. and then your stomach would hurt
048. i miss having to come up with games to play with the kids with you
049. i miss how you're motivated and lazy at the same time
050. i miss how you would make up memories and pretend that they actually happened
051. i miss playing tutti frutti with you and mighty.. and you'd always be last.. when me and mighty would finish ages before you
052. i miss having to go to the house with you.. and you'd freak out and feel better 2 seconds later
053. i miss watching Now&Then, and you'd be Christie.. C=
054. i miss watching teen movies and you'd always be the ugly fat one.. C=
055. i miss riding our bikes down the riverdale hill.. and your brakes didn't work.. and me and mighty would just laugh and watch
056. i miss having to walk away and pretend i don't know you when you do something stupid
057. i miss laughing about it later on
058. i miss riding the bus with you early in the morning when we both had to go to work
059. i miss the fact that you're static prone
060. i miss how you drive so damn slow
061. i miss family camping with you
062. i miss watching you eat chicken C=
063. i miss reading your poetry/stories
064. i miss playing mystery hunt at the Salamat's house
065. i miss having to pretend there was a secret attic at the Salamat's house.. or crawling out of Daniel's window and ending up in the Master Bedroom
066. i miss all the yellow that you have in your closet
067. i miss listening to backstreet boys with you
068. i miss playing school/dentist/doctor/wedding with you
069. i miss how you did your jumping jacks.. it was like watching you jump and swat flies above your head
070. i miss how it only takes you 5 mins to get ready when you're late and 2 hours when we're early which makes us late
071. i miss how you procrastinate and end up on time in the end
072. i miss how you're able to pick your wedgie anytime anywhere
073. i miss how you can't do math and ask me to help you even though i suck at it as much as you do
074. i miss how you're always homie around the kids
075. i miss your many blonde moments
076. i miss using the op/pig latin/ejaybee language with you and mighty.. and you'd end up spelling something else that doesn't make sense
077. i miss the fact that all your shoes are ruined and you still wear them like it's new
078. i miss doing laundry across the street with you and your cat
079. i miss how you chew with your mouth open and food falls out.. and you'd pick it up and eat it again.. haha
080. i miss the fact when you and mighty would talk like i'm not around and i'd actually hear you.. then you'd talk louder cuz you know i'm listening and you don't want me to feel left out.. even though i don't know who's who and what's going on
081. i miss it i say something that doesn't make sense, but you actually know what i'm saying.. like mighty
082. i miss playing card games and you'd skrew the game up by just laughing.. and we'd have to begin again
083. i miss staying up all night playing monopoly with you, daniel and alyssa
084. i miss how you would try to fit through mighty's window in the middle of the night
085. i miss how you pretend to be the mother of the kids who look like you (ie. kaylan)
086. i miss how you still manage to talk when everybody's asleep
087. i miss how your hands are like sandpaper
088. i miss watching freddy kreuger with you, mighty and the salamats and the kids hiding behind us.. and tito danny comming out with a hockey mask and a banana
089. i miss playing with your cats that always manages to run away
090. i miss going to "the fries and gravy" shop just to get fries and gravy.. C=
091. i miss how you elaborate your stories and add on things that never happened
092. i miss how me and you try to play sports like mighty
093. i miss the sound you make when you put food in your mouth.. it's like you breathe on your food first and then you eat it.. ahahhahaha
094. i miss how you manage to pierce your own ear without getting infected
095. i miss how you TRIED to pierce your bellybutton but you couldn't cuz the clip wouldn't hold your skin
096. i miss how you call my dad papa and my mom mama baby even though they're not your parents
097. i miss the face you make when you taste something sour
098. i miss how your our garbage disposal and eat whatever me and mighty can't finish
100. i miss you christina marie castulo calayca
- you were the one who woke up in the middle of the night.. slept beside me.. cuz you knew i was afraid of the dark
- you were the one who prayed with me when i was scared
- you were the one who wrapped up cuts and scrapes i had
- you were the one who called me after i broke up with albert and said.. good choice..
- you were the one who introduced me to marvicray again
- you were supposed to be one of my bridesmaids
- you were supposed to be one of the Godmothers to my children
- you, me and mighty were supposed live near each other
- you introduced me to The Sims.. **shakes fist. C=
- you were the one who stuck their hand in crap cuz my dollarstore necklace fell into the toilet
- you taught me the magenta game even though you were the one with the bad memory
- you were there to watch mighty when i couldn't
- i regret not spending enough time with you
- i regret getting mad at you the last time i saw you cuz you had my shirt on =(
- i regret not telling you that i loved you.. you always did with me
..we'll see each other again..
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[20 Sep 2007|04:35pm] |
my boyfriend's right..
there's no point to this
goodbye.. again..
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[25 Aug 2007|02:54pm] |
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[-] summer's finally ending.. and i think that was the last time i updated the summer happenings..
[-] it's also been a while since i've updated this cuz my internet doesn't work, and i really still can't do it at work.
[-] too many things have been going on right now.. it hasn't been a good month.. and there's just to much to update on.. so i'm just gonna let you refer to the updates below.. S=
updated:SUMMER HAPPENINGS:
[June 1] Beb's birthday at Imperial Buffet
[June 2] Em's and Cindy's birthday party
[June 3] Jay's game with Beb's family
[June 9] Tita Cora's birthday party
[June 15] Beach with friends
[June 16] Chilled with em and JNK
[June 24] Fancis birthday at the beach
[June 30] Mini bbq with em's family
[July 1] Volleyballing at the beach
[July 3] Chilled with em and JNK
[July 4] BK with em after work
[July 7] Tito Romy's birthday party
[July 10] Tee's birthday
[July 11] Bowling
[July 13] Volleyball
[July 14] Swimming
[July 20] Marco's farewell party
[July 21] Tee's birthday party/Rent's 25th anniversary party
[July 28] 3.6 with my Marvicray.. HAPPY DAY C= got my golden griddle
[August 1] Maria's birthday party
[August 4] Mini BBQ with beb's family
[August 11] Annual BBQ
[August 14] Bowling with em
[August 15] Christina's vigil
[August 17] Rk's birthday
[August 18] Cne with Jnk
[August 19] Hairspray with poon and aprille
[August 26] Volleyball
[August 28] 3.7 C=
"When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you"
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