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Blurb [17 Nov 2003|09:12pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | the ddr music in my head ]

well, it's been done for a while now. so I guess I should finally put it up somewhere till I can finally sort out my web page. It started off as a fic with no fandom and no set characters. the dialogue that was used, or some of them anyway, were taken from the movie Bent which is what inspired me to write this little drabble in the first place. I, personally, think it sucks. but here you go. enjoy. on, didn't mention. to find it, please click on the comment link below. ^^;; OR, of you're already there, just scroll down. hehe, didn't want it to take up too much space on the main page.

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[24 Oct 2003|07:09pm]
[ mood | sadistically evil ]
[ music | random eerie music within my head ]

*laughs* here, I took a quiz I found while looking at an author's lj. hmm.... her results would be what got me to take it in the first place. of course, what *I* got doesn't surprise me in the least. which, I should say, is the same thing as the person on lj I got the link from. XD here it is. you should take it too. let me know if you get something other than mine.


Totalitarian Top
What Yaoi Stereotype Are You?

brought to you by Quizilla


Can we say "superiority complex," anyone? You want to be like the Supreme Seme and have it all. Trouble is you tend to scare away most of your prey. And you see them as just that, prey. You're the kind of seme that would play the dominant role in S&M, use the most painful toys, and never use a safe word. Which is bad, because you should ALWAYS use a safe word. You, however, think that using a safe word gives the sub too much control. Not that a safe word would matter, since you would most likely have him gagged and blindfolded, as well as every limb bound and using a painfully tight cock ring because you even want control over when he comes. You see, you'll never be able to successfully have it all like the Supreme Seme does, simply because you take too much and give nothing back. Anytime your prey seems to be reacting positively to your advances, you do something to send them running away again. Really, you have to work on that creepy attitude of yours...

Likeliness of being uke: 0.1%
Likeliness of being seme: 99.9%
Some fellow Totalitarian Tops: Muraki (Yami no Matsuei) , Crawford (Weiss Kreuz)

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[20 Oct 2003|09:40pm]
[ mood | deprived ]
[ music | Eden - Yami opening ]

damnit... ;.; I want more Yami.... hmm... wonder if the fourth one is out yet... need to check. but OH all the angst possibilities between Tsuzuki and Muraki XD kinda wanted to see what would happen if Hisoka didn't come to save Tsuzuki after the whole poker game thing. hmm.... this is short, but I am off to look for some Yami fics. hopefully very long with a shitload of angst.

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"Bent" and randomness [07 Oct 2003|04:27pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Ryuichi Kawamura - Ne ]

sorry I haven't ranted in a while. I've been... preoccupied. but anyway, I've finally gotten bent in the mail yesterday. watched it today. it's bloody brilliant I tell you. the ending is depressing and what not, but the drama is remarkable. aside from the fact that it's slash, it's really good and I would recommend it, if you can handle slash that is. Ian McKellen has a small role in it, but it doesn't matter much to me now that I saw how brilliant the movie was. I heard it was a very good drama, just wasn't expecting it to be THAT good. the only warning I would have for that movie is the beginning. it's a bit, well, vulgar and explicit and well, something no parent would let their kid watch. oh, and another thing, Mick Jagger is in it. pretends to be a bloody drag queen in the beginning, he does. not quite sure if he really is queer, or has a wife and kid and sleeps with women whores to get the Nazis off his case. *shrugs* who knows.

the movie was great to watch and helped me a lot considering that I'm sick still. it's a tad inspiring in motivating me to fic. hopefully I'll be able to fic tomorrow. heh we'll see.

another ep of Dear Boys subbed. shall watch it soon. but I was wondering.... I know people have fic blogs... hmm... I don't think I blog enough, let alone fic enough to do something like that. I'm thinking about starting up my homepage again. ya know, revamping it and updating a shit load of crap. anyone got anything I can put up there, let me know. I'd be happy to host it for you. I'm gonna be putting up stuff from almost any fandom, pretty much only slash though. though if you have good het stuff I'm willing to create a section.

ugh... eyes getting sore again. need to lay off the comp while I'm sick. maybe I'll blog later.

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[02 Oct 2003|10:51pm]
[ mood | pissed but not as depressed ]
[ music | Aucifer - C No Binetsu ]

damn, I know I said that nothing could get me out of my depressed mood. at least not for a while, but I was wrong. and the thing is, I should've known better. Always trust Chad to distract you from the most depressing of situations. granted, it's slowly coming back now, but the three hour reprieve of said feelings was very much appreciated. too bad I only get to see him once a week. oh well.

my mum is being an irritating git. .... again. but what else is new? nothing much's changed. I got a bit more manga. some random shounen-ai stuff that I need to go through, and few more Dear Boys manga. granted, they're the beginning ones, but it's still something to read. and compare to the anime. and with Saiyuki Reload beginning to air in japan as of today, I will be getting something new weekly to watch in place of Dear Boys.

hmm... not much more for me to say at the moment. though, I wish I could go hang around Chad again. and at least I get to see Rian. XD ya know, K, I think I confused my friend Raven when I just started ranting about Rian. hehe, not to mention, her sister Raquel, she's probably gonna bug me a hell of a lot now if Raven told her. Raquel's finally gotten hooked on Alan Rickman. so, she's sorta like how I was when I first became obsessed. watching everything that had him in it, and hogging the tv. XD

oh well, done for the night. almost getting around to writing the FFT Advanced fic. just need the rest of the dialogue from the intro of the game.

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bad news.... [01 Oct 2003|11:44pm]
[ mood | extremely depressed but hyper ]
[ music | Seki Tomokazu - Shindemo Ii ]

it's probably for the best that I'm really hyper on sugar at the moment. heh, considering that well, uhh... yeah crap. it'll probably wear off soon. lasting not as long as usual, but considering the mood I'm in without the sugar, it's not surprising. my kitty went to the vet, he's been having kidney problems. they took a blood test today, and they said it's gotten significantly worse. they even suggested using needles and actually injecting liquid into his body to clean out the kidneys. grr.... this is a bit too much to take within the two days I've been ranting. ;.; my poor kitty is sick and there's nothing I can do about it. not to mention that his sister, she doesn't like the hospital smell, cause whenever he goes, she keeps on hissing at him and ignoring him and stuff. it's getting me really mad right now. she's not eating, which is good. maybe she'll lose weight! ...... that's right.... hmm... K, if you're reading this, you remember how light they boy cat was? I told you he was like, just over 12 pounds right? sort of like 12.11 or something like that? well, you know what? he's lost exactly one pound! ;.; my kitty is losing weight really fast... and that's a lot of weight man. damn, well, heh, for once this blog is really like a person's mind. jumping around from one thing to another, or one fact to another. oh well. with this all happening and everything, I might not blog for a while. I'm not sure. we'll see. unless I really have a reason to, like maybe if I finish writing a fic or something. and I don't think anything can get me out of this mood at the moment. *walks away sulking and looking for her kitty*

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wrong, wrong, everything's wrong... [30 Sep 2003|09:53pm]
[ mood | totally depressed & frustrated ]
[ music | Aucifer - C No Binetsu ]

;.; today seems to be the day for ranting. I'm finding out everything is just going wrong for me today. the bloody new router my dad bought to block out those viruses, it's got a bloody filter! it's not letting me into adultfanfiction. of course, I'm not gonna tell him that, it's probably cause too much trouble. bringing it up would mean my mum finding out, which will result in a huge lecture and all that bloody crap. this bloody fuckin' sucks! I mean, seriously! I'm surprised nothing more has happened yet, but knowing my luck, I still have two and a half hours for something to come up. now how the bloody hell am I going to pass my boredom and what not without aff?! not to mention certain things are only found there and now that I have no access, I'm totally stuck.

of course, on the upside, my dad let me put in all those movies I wanted for the netflix rentals. if everything goes well, I should be getting Ian McKellen's "Bent" within a week or two. wonder what they'll say about it though. I mean, he hasn't looked at the list yet, but he probably will eventually. half the list was gay stuff, including "Will & Grace" season 1. but oh well. I need to do something to get over the loss of aff and the ending of the Dear Boys. only 26 eps!! ;.;

as much as I wanted to talk about FFT Advanced, I will rant about it later when I'm in a better mood. I don't think I'll be able to get all that I wanted from that rant till I'm in a better mood.

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[30 Sep 2003|03:21pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Ini D - Black Out ]

damnit K! this is gonna bug me for a while now. it's a bit contradicting in my opinion. oh well, hopefully it'll be a distraction from Dear Boys... one can hope anyway. so, here's my results for the "What D&D Character Are You?" quiz.



I Am A: Chaotic Evil Half-OrcFighter Ranger

Alignment:
Chaotic Evil characters are the most 'evil' people out there. They are willing to do anything to get ahead, and will kill anyone who stands in their way. A chaotic evil person sees no value in order and governments, and believes to the utmost in the tenant that 'Might Makes Right'.

Race:
Half-Orcs are a cross between a human and an orc. Generally, this kind of mating does not occur willingly, so half-orcs are almost never raised by a full set of parents. They tend to be less intelligent and attractive than humans, but are generally stronger and hardier. Violence is a part of their nature, and few half-orcs manage to overcome this to follow other professions. They are generally treated with disdain by other races, if not outright hostility.

Primary Class:
Fighters are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.

Secondary Class:
Rangers are the defenders of nature and the elements. They are in tune with the Earth, and work to keep it safe and healthy.

Deity:
Talos is the Chaotic Evil god of storms, forest fires, earthquakes, tornadoes, and destruction in general. He is also known as the Destroyer. His followers fear him more than worship him, and they revel in the destructive fury of nature - while praying to be spared from its wrath. Talos's symbol is three lightning bolts, of different colors, coming from a central point.

Find out What D&D Character Are You?, courtesy ofNeppyMan (e-mail)

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Dear Boys Dear Boys Dear Boys...... [30 Sep 2003|12:45pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Ini D - Tooi Sora e ]

hmm.... time for more ranting... originally I'd wanted to rant about FFT Advanced, but I think I'll do that later. ;.; Dear Boys.... there's only 26 eps! That's so sad! and the subbing companies, they're taking forever to get them out! ;.; I've got the raws, but I'm missing four eps between the subs and my raws. not to mention, it's so hard to find fics for it. I only found one fic for Dear Boys. just my luck that that one fic I found was yaoi. hmm.... if people are actually reading this, if you know where I can find some Dear Boys yaoi or shounen-ai fics, please please PLEASE link me to them. once I am able to finish the series, I will only have the manga left, of which is not even completed. I've only got the ones that I've already watched.

hmm.... but as much as I always love yaoi, I must say that I do like Aikawa and Mai-chan together. but I hate Mutsumi. she can go and die for all I care. then there's also Aikawa and Fujiwara, I've seen Ishii and Miura, but it's a bit hard to see. ;.; deprived....

I think I'll go now. food is calling.... and so is a rerun of dear boys, and maybe a distraction with some PoT or Gravi.... or even Marmalade Boy.....

*wanders off into the kitchen humming to Can See the Light*

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[29 Sep 2003|11:44pm]
[ mood | Inui-mood ]
[ music | some random lyrics from Good Charlotte ]

oh well, doing this now since I'm probably gonna forget otherwise. hmm.... but after watching episode 93 of PoT, I'm starting to wonder. maybe, Fuji and Saeki used to have a thing together, and now he's with Taka-san? when Taka-san got hit in the stomach with a tennis ball from Bane-chan's serve, Fuji looked really worried. hmm... somehow, I like this pairing more than I do TezuFuji. though I wouldn't mind seeing a FujiSaeki. it'd be interesting to say the least.

for anyone who actually reads this crap, I have somewhat started a PoT fic. for one of my most favorite pairings, ShinRyo. of course it's very slow moving at the moment since the inspiration struck me when I was in a total Shinji mood. the writing doesn't turn out good if I try to write while not in a Shinji mood. but maybe one day, I shall post it somewhere. and possible work on my web page as well.

I'd like to rant about FFT Advanced but the couch is calling, and well, I just read to short one-shot Gravi fics which were angst and well, not the greatest, but decent enough to put me in a mood. SO! I shall lay on the couch and stare at the ceiling, wondering whether or not the a/c will finally decide on giving me another cold.

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w00t!! [26 Aug 2003|04:54pm]
[ mood | Shinji-esque Happiness XD ]
[ music | the random PoT music in my head ]

yay yay!! found myself a good pic. XD Shinji!!! hehe.... must start playing around with my photo shop again. ShinRyo ShinRyo!! *snickers* that must be, like, the cutest pairing from PoT.... well, rivaling OishiKiku anyway. hehe well, I'm off to rewatch more PoT in hopes of getting rid of this withdrawal symptom. not to mention, find myself more pics.

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*sniffles* [10 Aug 2003|12:06am]
[ mood | sad ]

*stares down at her arm with a depressed and sad look on her face* ;.; my poor little dragon! it's slowly disappearing. *wails* damnit!! awww.... K! I'm dragging you down to Waikiki damnit. we're going to find that bloody airbrush tattoo shop and getting my dragon back! *latches onto K's arm and starts tugging like a little five year old* and yes, this was written just for that!

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*shocked into silence* [08 Aug 2003|01:41am]
[ mood | in love, shocked, appalled.... ]

(continues from above said mood) ....unnerved, and all of the bloody damn above!

damnit! ugh... yes, this is bad. ;.; I know it's possible and okay to have practically fallen in love with an anime character. and well, there's nothing wrong with that, being you'll barely find real guys that look like that.... but damnit! I just got and watched Neko no Ongaeshi. really good Hayao Miyazaki movie. ;.; but I had to go and absolutely adore Baron Humbert von Gikkingen! ;.; yes yes the name's cool and all. not to mention the way he looks and acts is quite the added bonus. but he's a bloody CAT!! *pauses.... groans in complete misery* okay I take that back. looked at his intro to the movie. he's a bloody statue with a soul! though he's alive throughout all of the movie except in the beginning. ;.; damn damn damn damn DAMN! *reigns in urge to strangle said baron and takes a deep, calming breath* o...kay.... just needed to rant about that. not to mention it's going to bother me forever. had to share this weird bit of info with the world before I headed off to a five hour nap.

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*storms in like the snarky bastard she is* [07 Aug 2003|12:04am]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Evanescence: Bring Me To Life ]

*smirks* look who's finally back from the dead. hey K, you happy now? not like I know what to bloody well write in this blasted thing anyway. geez it's been... *runs and checks* just over 6 months since I've posted. it must be a record. oh well, guess I will try and write in this bloody thing more often.

Merlin! my arm is in so much bloody pain! I will never EVER stay out in the bloody sun. or at least in direct sunlight for more than 3 hours ever again. >.< bloody blisters are driving me bloody insane. probably more so than ol' Voldie is right now I'd assume. not to mention I feel like I could probably kill something right about now. *shrugs* though I think I could settle for carving some type of design on my arm. aa, how I wish dear ol' Farf was here. *glares* damnit K get him back from Ser!

though I absolutely adore Teni-puri. O.o Oota is weird and makes funny noises. -.- guess I'll never understand some of those characters. oh oh K! since I know you will eventually read this. for some reason you like to check to see if I actually blog... but yeah, I was watching more Teni-puri today and well, listening to Okiayu Ryoutarou as Tezuka got me thinking.... he'd be a not so bad voice over for Sev. though of course, there are much more fitting seiyuu XD can you imagine? that'd be something to see ne?

hmm... now I think I'm just ranting. as K might tell me, I need to make up those 6 months that I haven't been blogging. -.- but since I'm ranting.... *grins* why the hell are there practically NO doujinshi with Eiji and Oishi?! damnit they are like, practically the ONLY canon pairing in the bloody anime. well, Oota and Kiriyama( ?? did I remember right? ) might possibly be canon.... but I'd definitely wouldn't want to think about that. even with the general rule and how obvious it is who's seme when you see them, is it bloody possible?! *rubs eyes 'til she starts seeing stars* definitely better not go there. though Atobe and uhh... whatever his double's partner's name is, isn't so bad. they are more closer in height. O.o though I can only imagine Atobe as seme and NEVER uke. ^^;; Then of course, the most common one is Fuji and Tezuka. ;.; why?! I'd think that Fuji Syuusuke and Fuji Yuuta is more canon and probably more cuter than Syuusuke and Tezuka. Syuusukke was such an adorable little kid XD

Now, Ryoma and Shinji is just absolutely too cute. O.o though it's probably partially because Shinji reminds me of Sev. they're both really funny when they interact with each other. for the most part they don't really get along. not to mention both really competetive. hmm.... what would be an interesting pairing to see.... aha! Akutsu Jin and Kawamura Taka-sempai! XD too bad that even with all those weird "BURNING" modes he tends to get when playing tennis, he'd still be uke. x.X

AND! *pauses for a moment* heh I think I should stop ranting. thankfully it's changed my mood from when I first started writing. though I might still think of some nice designs I might eventually want decorating my arm. XD hehe... ANYWAY!! at least it gives some people... *cough cough* something to read. not to mention it's the longest thing I've ever posted that's public. ^^;; so! I shall be off to blast my radio and make me deaf. then prepare myself for a day of more Teni-puri! Ja!

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musings [30 Jan 2003|10:48pm]
oh well, I don't think I'll be able to write anything soon. ever since I started helping my friend with her original story, I've been getting ideas for an original I had thought of once before but didn't have enough info for. now, I've sorta started going into more detail with it, and it's not just an original story, it's looking something like a novel even though I haven't written anything yet. *shrugs* oh well, just wanted to write something.
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midnight blurb [29 Jan 2003|11:59pm]
[ music | Kazeiro no Hitomi ]

hmm.... still not quite sure what to write here, though school is hell and my muses decide to bombard me with ideas all at once. I think I have..... *counts* three unfinished things that are not on hold, and one idea that won't leave me alone. but I have Misako helping me, so it's not too bad. now if I could just finish that stupid HP one, I can work on chapter 6 and get it out to the poor people waiting for me to finish it. not sure what else to say at the moment, and it's time to go sleep here. so... uhh.... 'yasumi.

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[21 Jan 2003|04:17pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | YST - Tsukamaeteite ]

okay, this is my first one as md has somehow gotten me into this. not sure what I'm putting up here, but uhhh.... yeah. I'm going now.

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