| Valentine's Day.... Bah Humbug! | ||||
| 12:58pm 14/02/2005 | ||||
So fast forward to senior year. On top of the proverbial totem pole. I even made friends with some of the more... preppy girls in my high school, something I swore I would never do, but I must end that digression. Anyway there was this girl Malorie, as afformentioned in my journal many postings ago. I thought she was awesome. In fact I'll quote my earlier enty: "She's nice and beautiful and sweet and she's just perfect in my opinion. Well Senior year I decide 'Why the fuck not, no regrets about my Senior Year' so I wrote her a poem for Valentine's day, rolled it up in a diploma-esque fashion with a red ribbon tied around it and tied a silk rose to it. Well I got the old 'We're too different' bullshit, later I found out she had a boyfriend she loved (which I researched but from what I asertained he was an asshole to her)." So that didn't work out. Last Valentine's Day. I met this awesome girl, we spent practically every night together, well the nights I wasn't off into Everquest. Even to this day, if I could I would give up those hours now to spend with her. Anyway back to Valentine's Day. This is when we hung out with her friend and a certain stoner that I hated. Well.... I hate all stoners but ya know, this one pissed me off more. Why you ask? Well because I wanted to get this girl "The Lion King 1/2" for Valentine's day, it came out on dvd that day, or one close and I was all psyched. Luckily I didn't buy it for when I got to her house I saw she had it... Apparently the stoner who was dating her friend, was buying this girl presents.. I mean what is that? You buy other people's siginifcant others presents? That angers me, needless to say a fight ensued and we stopped hanging out with her friend and stoner boy. But hell, everything with that came crashing down anyway and here I sit today. The point of this story? Well.. before you go "Everyone hates Valentine's Day" blah blah blah, I tell you that some people have reasons for hating Valentine's Day. Some people have had really shitty Valentine's Days, I would remember more but I've probably blacked them all out, the classic everyone in class get a valentine except you, yeah that happened too. So eat shit. And Valentine's Day.... Bah Humbug! |
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| 03:12am 21/06/2004 | |||
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Oooh Kinky... hehe |
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| 05:02am 14/06/2004 | |||
| Well my computer works again, I just had to reseat the memory and such, so now its all better! hehe until I take it apart to put my new RAM stick and DVD burner in there, plus add some fans. Oh yeah, I'm writing this from my couch, using my wireless router and adapter I got. Its uber cool, I can get good signal strength here, out on the porch its ok, but down in my room its awesome. hehe lots-o-fun!! | |||
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| Why I stopped using ICQ | ||||
| 09:48pm 08/06/2004 | ||||
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blank| Quiz time fooh! | ||||
| 03:02pm 07/06/2004 | ||||
 You are Spearmint. You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close attention to details and you can tell what your friends are feeling. You are always the first to understand a joke and you are valued for your insight and advice. However, you sometimes isolate yourself from other people, afraid to share your own feelings. Most Compatible With: Cinnamon Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You? brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Tired of popups? Get Firefox now! | ||||
| 02:17pm 06/06/2004 | ||||
 "Rotting Sanity (2:14:37 PM): how's Firefox? Noir404 (2:16:13 PM): firefox is kick IE's balls" - Conversation with my friend Jon about Firefox. Even the uber Google Toolbar has fallen under the seige of popups... but not Firefox! Firefox is a open source (meaning its totally free) browser by Mozilla. Just because its by Mozilla means you should download it but still. Firefox has its own built in search bar with search engines like: Google, AltaVista, Yahoo. You can even do other searches like Dictionary.com, IRCSpy, Newegg/Pricewatch, Slashdot and lyric engines. Plus there's hundereds more! Ebay, etc. Plus Firefox has superior popup blocking, never had a single popup. Thats how good it is. I give Firefox by Mozilla my the Ed Noblet l33t seal of approval. So download it now n00b! |
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happy| 01:41pm 05/06/2004 | ||||
I paid $15 for 2 tickets to Harry Potter ($7.50 X 2 because I brought a friend) and while sitting in there we were talking and the movie came on... or so we thought.. Instead of the movie and the comming attractions there were commercials. I was like "What the fuck? I could've stayed home and watched cable to get commercials, I didn't pay to watch commercials!" That really pissed me off, it was 2 Hershey Kiss commercials, some for some stupid African musical which I didn't give a shit about, a tire commercial and a credit card commercial. So I can use my credit card to buy tires to get to my african musical and eat Hershey Kisses on the way? Fuck you! Thats 3 minutes of my life that I thought "Hey I'm not trying to be brainwashed by coporations to buy their shitty products... but Noooo I got bombarded with this shit. Then I get to the comming attractions, and there's no shit I want to see. there's a fucking stupid Cinderlla ripoff staring Hillary Duff! Then 3 attractions for movies that are already coming out! Garfield (which I'm fucking sick of hearing of), and Around the Word in 80 days (The raping of the Jules Verne classic). I can't believe it, I wanted a comic book movie preview or something! Give me Spider Man 2 bitch! God damn that was a let down, I'm so glad that Harry Potter made up for it, because I was about to throw a rock at the screen (yes I carry rocks around with me to throw at things I don't like). |
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pissed off| 02:28pm 30/05/2004 | ||||
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disappointed| 05:09pm 25/05/2004 | ||||
Listening to Ska always makes me happy. Today I swam, it was fun. |
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| Ska Rocks my Face off. | ||||
| 02:14pm 24/05/2004 | ||||
It was the summer of 95 (so what?) in the backyard shaving the old plies feeling so strong something went wrong straight into my finger what a stinger it was so long I still remember that day like the day that I said that I swear "i'll never hurt myself again" but it seems that I'm deemed to be wrong to be wrong to be wrong so I've got to keep holding on... they always played a slow song [Chorus:] when they come for me I'll be sitting at my desk with a gun in my hand wearing a bulletproof vest singing my my my how the time does fly when you know you're going to die by the end of the night I still remember when we were young and fragile then no one gave a shit about us because times were tougher then feeling so good cruising the hood straight into the real world rich kids never understood but I don't care I can fade away to anywhere don't stop because you might get dropped and if you do who's going to pick you up well I won't... they always played a slow song when they come for me I'll be sitting at my desk with a gun in my hand wearing a bulletproof vest singing my my my how the time does fly when you know you're going to die by the end of the night |
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bouncy| Stroke my Ego! | |||
| 07:43pm 20/05/2004 | |||
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1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your Blurty and see what I say about you? |
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satisfied| Update Fooh! | ||||
| 08:23pm 14/05/2004 | ||||
First off: Stoner music. I fucking hate stoner music, great songs like "The devil went down to Jamaica" or "Never smoke weed with Willy". I mean its not bad enough that you're a fucking burnout junkie but you have to listen to music about smoking pot? I'm fucking tired of it, I hate stoners and I hate stoner music. And those people who think its cool to write "4:20" on the walls of a bathroom need to get their head bounced off a fucking urinal. The thought of a urinal brings me to my next point. I fucking hate Toby Keith. That stupid hick that sings about 9/11 and basically made his career out of playing off people's grief and suffering by having bullshit patriotic songs about the Taliban and how we're going to "kick some ass". Well fucking go do it you pussy, you sing about it but I don't see your stupid ass over there in uniform getting your ass killed by a suicide bomber. And the stupid people going to his concerts need to get their asses over there and fight for their country instead of worshiping some talentless loser that makes his living off of exploiting people's grief. Next thing: Why aren't there any "anti-war" songs? Where the fuck is Anti-Flag, System of a Down, or even fucking U2? My God back in Vietnam there wasn't some stupid fucking hick running around talking about supporting Vietnam, we need some anti-war songs telling what a fucking treasonous president with his mind on the money instead of the country. Someone needs to get that asshole out of office and all his war criminal friends out of that office and restore some real integrity to the White House. I mean seriously, I'd rather have a president who balanced the budget, didn't have his hand in corporate America, and got a little cock sucked in office than a corrupt president that only cares about his Oil shares and what his Corporate Sponsors think. Nascar pisses me off too, but that’s a given. Bunch of fucking hicks driving billboards around in a circle is just boring. It'd be cooler if they tried to kill each other. Hicks just piss me off, but that’s also a given because nobody likes hicks. Ooh Ooh, "I'm Rick James, Bitch" pisses me off, but Maddox encompasses all of my feelings on this That’s it, I'm pretty well done being pissed off for now, Hope you liked that and agree with me. Because if not I don't fucking care, you can go eat shit. Thank you and have a good night. |
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| Yep... Another day in my shitty life | ||||
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| 07:05pm 26/12/2003 | ||||
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| The Rantastic of Ed... | |||
| 11:39pm 30/10/2003 | |||
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You know what’s a bunch of bullshit? When you tell someone "oh yeah, you can go with this other guy, I'll be happy if you're happy" That’s a bunch of fucking dogshit. You know you're not happy if that person is with another guy, you know you're not happy, you're fucking miserable. But you have to act like you're happy because it’s the mature thing to do. After the same girl told you "Oh yeah I don't like to be overlooked, and I don't like when people play with my emotions and rejected" Then she does the EXACT FUCKING THING to you? I'm fucking tired of it, I hate being stepped on by girls, My balls are all bruised from being busted up so much by all these bitches. Its horrible, I can't get a fucking break, and people are like "stop looking, it'll come" that’s a bunch of fucking bullshit, did Thomas Edison say "Oh I'll just let this light bulb invent itself" No that’s the attitude of a loser. Then you have these girls with standards so high that no guy alive will meet them, you think "Get over yourself you're not that great." But they still have these standards, like you have to be Derek Jeter or Black to get them to look at you. Well all those black Derek Jeter wannabes are going to hurt you, you stupid bitches. I wish I could introduce them to the blunt side of a baseball bat because they won't shut up. Also people who talk about their boyfriend all the time, its like "Blah blah blah Jimmy. Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy Jimmy, Blah blah Jimmy Blah." SHUT UP! If I'm not your boyfriend, I don't care about him. Then there are these girls that use people only to hurt them or use them between relationships. Its like "Hey I hate you when I don't have a boyfriend but when I don’t have anyone I'm sleeping with, I'll flirt with you and play with your emotions" You stupid slut, you need to get an attitude adjustment. That’s a good way to get a lot of pissed off guys. Why do people have to be so stupid? All I'm trying to say is that people in the dorms are really fucking morons. Although what do I expect? This is a community college... If I could get up to the 3rd floor (The girls floor that is locked) I would jump out the window. |
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| Lunch for one tastes better than lunch for none. | ||||
| 01:59pm 15/10/2003 | ||||
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