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[09 Jun 2003|03:39am]
51kg, that's about 112.something lb, or a bit over 8st according to some online weight converter. this is good. now i need to keep up the good work.
i ate lots today, though... shit. but still... this is really good.

i need to be thin.
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[05 Jun 2003|11:48pm]
i hate this.

pasta dish. half a slice of bread with chocolate spread. lots of tea. lots of orange juice. lots of water. a shitload of cigarettes.

i have to lose weight.

i wanna be so skinny that i rot from view.
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[05 Jun 2003|08:25pm]
"i don't mind the horror that surrounds me."

i need to be someone else just for a while. no, forever. someone good. i need the release that comes with being thin, i need skinniness.

food is over-rated.

i hate being like this. it's not cool, it's not glamorous, but i need it. i can't eat, not right now.

oh if only i could be skinny. properly skinny. i'm not even medically underweight at the moment... well, i'm on the verge of being so, but not yet. oh but a few more pounds, a few more days of eating very little or nothing at all and i'll be there. hopefully. oh i must.
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