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|Monday, November 29th, 2004|
|Let it snow, let me die
My car's a real trooper. Despite reports from former owners, and even my own parents, that I would not be able to get anywhere in it, I was able to drive it home in the snow. It was sweet, at one point there was a large bit of unpacked snow. For fun, I jerked left, and my car turned like 60 degrees, and then I jerked it back straight. Awesome fun. It stalled once but that's ok. Starting up the hill was crazy cool, it kept skidding and shooting snow everywhere. So there you go. Current Mood: distressed
|Sunday, November 21st, 2004|
Up till 3 playing Robotron
Between mistaking the robots for humans, games that lasted all of 13 seconds, and seeing robotrons when I close my eyes, I'm thinking this is my true calling. More fun than a barrel of fun! *ahh*
|Saturday, November 20th, 2004|
TODAY WAS GOOD!
I"M AMPED WITH LAUREN TOO TODAY WE HAD TO GO AND WATCH OVER THE FOOD DRIVE BUT THEN WE WENT TO LAUREN AND IT WAS SNOWING AND MY LEG KEEPS TWITCHING AND THEN WE PLAYED SOME MUSIC BUT THEN GOT AND GET AMP!!!! ITS HYPER STUFF AAAAAHHHHHHH AND THEN WE PLAYED GTAVC AND SAM!!!! CAME OVER AND OUT MUSIC SOUNDS SOOO WONDERFULLY GOOD!!! SERIOUSLY OUR ONE SINGY SONG IS COMING OUT PERFECT I JUST NEED TO BE LESS OF AN IDIOT BOUT IT AND WRITE THE PARTS DOWN OR SOMETHIUNG BUT SAM IS THE BEST GUITAR PLAYER AND LAUREN KICKS DRUM ASSS!!! AHH AMP IS MAKING MY ARM HURT!! I WANNA PLAY 5 HOURS OF ROBOTRON TONIGHT IF I CAN!!!!
Current Mood: AMPed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Current Music: THE AMPed THEM ESONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
|Thursday, November 18th, 2004|
Today was "eh, OK." Get it? Like AOK, only not... I'm just laughing my ass off at that joke. Well let's see, step by step setp-through of today... not much. Went in early to retake Econ test, was eh, OK. Then went to Psych, took test, and got an 80 (learned at lunchtime). That was eh, OK. Biology was eh, BAD. Haha gotcha there! You thought I was gonna... then I... nevermind. Yeah twas A booore. What else? Oh yes, Lunch was eh, cool. I hung with all the cool people... you must know who they are! They are cool. And Melissa was also there which was extra cool! And Lauren and I played super duper battle dice with my 20 DICE!!! HAHAHAgarhar. Awesome so awesome. AP Lit was eh, OK but eh, boring. Ms. Lieb came in and talked about colleges. Booooring! Hahaha. I just daydreamt about playing bass for like an hour and a half, and the problem was that it just drained me of life afterwards. I was too unenergy to do anything. Homework was E-Z. Then I went to John's and saw HALF LIFE 2!!!! It really has incredible graphics. Very cool stuff. Then I got math extra credit done and it made me feel very accomplished. And now I've gotta to sleep. Eh, OK!
|Monday, November 15th, 2004|
I hear your voice and it
keeps me from sleeping
why must it always be dreams
when your voice comes to me? Current Mood: distressed
|Saturday, November 13th, 2004|
|Today's a day for doing no-thin'
Today was indeed a do nothing day for me. I was gonna see if ppl wanted to see a movie, but I decided I wasnt into seeing the Incredibles. I played Tony Hawk 3 (WTF?) and NBA Street 2 and DDRMAX. I beat Max300 ONLY ONCE. Poo. And I failed on Exotic Ethnic. When that happens, I begin to worry A) I'm losing it and ) my pad needs a cleanin'. Well at least I almost AA Matsuri. ALMOST. Chrst. Otherwise I played bass and sat here. Dang.
SNOW DAMNIT!!! NOOOOOOO!!! Current Mood: lazy
|Wednesday, November 10th, 2004|
|Updates from the darkside.
Wellll wellll welll... Legend of Max is pretty hard. Worst of all, I just know I can beat it... grrr. Anyway, so John and Chris came over and we played some GTASA and some DDREX and, most suprisingly, THPS3. I haven't played that'en in like two or 3 years. Lol from typing the number to the numeral. Haha. Well what else... you can read about my exciting *gasp* amazing *gasp* and shell shocking *shriek* encounter with a holistic ninja on my LJ. LOL. Otherwise today was... well I was a bitto tired, but my Con Law test was great. Haha even if you aren't in Easton's classes, go ask him to see his con law exams... they are hillarious. Then math was so so, but I don't feel bad at all because what I studied I knew, but what I didn't stufy... needless to say I just bullshitted them, but I feel like I did the best I could and I don't feel at all bad about it. Then the encounter with the ninja and the WTF Crunch bar. HAHAHAHAHAHA I could laugh all day about it. Hahahahaha.HAHA.hahahah.HaRHaRHaR.Bwahahaha.Muheheheheheeharharharharharhahahahahehehe. Etc...
Else where in life, what can I say... you reap what you sow. :^( I just wish I could better understand the happenings and know what's really goin on. Well... well. That's all that can be said. If it wasn't for the DDRathon here, my endorphines would not be flowing, and at that point I might as well just stare blankly at a wall for seveteen hours. Whatever. SF tomorrow. Yay!!
and what a disappointment
Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Counting Crows- Black and Blue
|Sunday, November 7th, 2004|
|Is this how the story shall end for our crazy lil friends?
Proof that school work hates civilization: I decided to take a small 2 hour hike with my parents instead of get to work early on my homie work, and here I am, trying to finish Grendel at a break neck pace. Jesus so our "education" which is actually a lie is more important than say, making sure your blood does not become 75% cheeto fat? Christ. If I didn't knwo better I'd think this whole idea was planned so we would stay unhealthy and easily bent to the will of the evil...
Nothing much else to update you crazy lil fools with. I'm wondering what I can do from here. I think maybe all I need is for something really nice for me to happen, and then to lose it, so I can care for people a lot more than I do now. Hmm. Sounds greedy, yes, but just ONE nice, very nice thing to happen in my life right now may make me become a somewhat better person. But again, I'm too shy and I don't think anyone is attracted to me at the moment. Sad days eh cowboy Jo? "Indeed... oh yeah, yippee ki yai yay and all that..." thanks cowboy Jo. You're a crazy guy. Ahhhh I'm talking to myself online as a cowboy! Yeah, I need it mate. Current Mood: thoughtful
|Saturday, November 6th, 2004|
Confession time ladies and gents. I've... been living a double life. Sure, I may be roqnrollmartian, a normal dude from outer space, sent to rock out with absolutely zero tolerance for non funky bass players. But I'm not just this, I also live another life. I'm roqnrollzombie, a living undead brought back to life by the forces of some steriotypical, black voodoo funk guy who prolly looks like George Clinton. My mission... rock out the world with my bass... OF THE DEAD!!!
That's right. I'm on LJ at roqnrollzombie, and I think right now there is more going on at LJ to warrant you visiting there as well. If you have not, why not also make a "backup" username as well, over there, and comment at my lj, roqnrollzombie. The 10 friend limit herre hurts my brain. M'kay?
Now for my regulary scheduled update...
Uhhhh since last we met... here's what happened. I watched roughly 4 or so hours of the 100 Scariest Movie Moments of Bravo. Some of them were really good picks, Night of the Living Dead at 9 (of course ;^P) and some others. The end, though, with Jaws as numero Uno, and Exorcist not far behind, is a lil.... ehhhh... generic. But it was still good fun. Although I can't help but it feel it was like VH1's countdowns, minus actually having anything funny. hahaha. Or rather, har har har. What else to state... well I ended up not going to the play, obviously. I dunno guys. It's all nice and fun to go to a play just to see the people in it and to sit with fly guys and gals (though it's prolly not really plausible any longer that that will happen anytime soon...) but really people, 3 HOURS?!?!?! Why not just stick a funnel up my nose, peel out my brains, delete my real memories and replace them with images of boredom, suffering, and Musicals, and reinsert, rendering me as a complete, dead corpse of a man, which cannot function as a full member of society? Waaaaaa. Hope I didn't offend anyone there. I just think performing arts are for the most part very very very grating. I'm gonna make a movie where a man with an axe has to fight a guy in a Mike Myers-type mask and a black nylon cape and a machete. In slow motion over a volcano. Also, I cannot stop thinking about how awesome Big Country was. Damnit if Stuart Adamson hadn't died :^( then maybe I'd be able to see them play live. As it is I hardly can think of a band I really really wanna see live. I mean Static or Ill Nino or the like would be really fun to see, but I just don't have any "super fave band" I must see like I used to, and even then I saw them!!! I saw Counting Crows and I've seen Jethro Tull, the only real bands that I was obsessed with in the youth. Now... what? Well sure John Cale, but he like only tours Europe mostly. Sheesh... I guess what I'm trying to say is that Big Country's music videos for Heart of the World and Harvest Home and Just A Shadow are really awesome.
And thus in conclusion: I can't wait till XMas and hopefully I'll get a really sweet bass and maybe a Flange pedal. Sheesh.
Current Mood: Like a Bird (Only fly away!)
|Friday, November 5th, 2004|
|So put a quarter in yo ass cuz you played yourself
Like WOW guys. I feel really happy these days. got to sleep at like 11, and yet outside of a small dozage in psych, I felt like toally charged and manic. I've also come to realize that maybe the whole world does NOT hate and despise me, and that maybe my friends aren't actually all out to hurt me. lol. So lunch was really cool today. We just hung out and sang Beastie Boys and Dylan and his friend (I dunno his name) said some crazy evil jokes. Hahaha. Well then AP Lit is for some reason the most fun class I have, due prolly to the cool people in it and that I dunno I sorta am the only "wacky" person there, even if I'm not really all that wacky. Fun then. I gave Kyle and some other cool guy a ride home. Uhh forgot his name lol. Then I came home and GOT BORED. YEAH! Except watched some Big Country videos. They're really good good. Aye. Then I went online (right now) and listen to all the different digitech stompboxes. Crazee. Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: random effects samples
|Thursday, November 4th, 2004|
|When our fate is in the hands of a demon or a god...
Oh my. I just learned some pretty sad news about a person I've known and was friends with for a very very long time. This isn't like mid school or even most of grade school long, this is like... since kindergarten or something. We were like best friends from like 1st to 5th grade or something, then she began to become more incredibly beautiful, and I, well... needless to say, we drifted apart. It's something I've always been sad about. She's such a wonderful person and always will be. I dunno it's prolly somewhat of a crush I've always had and prolly will always have. It's a really weird thing, what happened, and how I feel about it... it's very strange. Current Mood: touched
|Nothing going on
Well nothing going herre worth annoucing really. I guess I have very little to say!!! Haha. So in exchange for up to the minute, pulse pounding, brain exploding awesome update about my awesome, so cool, Disco Hippy life, why not take a look at the coolest things possibly available in the world?? Yes, I'm to be thinking we should!!!http://www.curbow.com/store/gallerypages/index.htm
Don't miss the 8-4 double neck, the White Star, and the one with LED inlays in the neck. WOW! To be vision upon basses with the high quality, is to feel joy, the happy feelings of a musical piece of the best top value! To ENJOy!!!! those feelings, and the sharing with loved closed friends! Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Sugarhill Gang- Rapper's Delight
|Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004|
Need some muthafuckin wood?
Kerry's Concession speech: "...In an American election, there are no losers..."
14219-16352 civilians already dead from the war in Iraq. Many thousands of US soldiers wounded or dead. A White House, House of Reps, Senate, and Supreme Court all filled with rabid, hate mongering assholes with nothing to stop them from passing the draft, the Federal Marriage Amendment, and further eroding our education system and other services through war, deficits and fucking tax cuts.
But surely if you're a wealthy ass senator, you're no loser here. Go Fuck Yourself.
FUCK. Don't blow this, you filthy, no good... Current Mood: frustrated
|Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004|
hot DAMN! i wish i could play like jaco pastorius. *is jealous that is not like single greatest electric bass player ever* waaa!! Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: New Order- The Perfect Kiss (why fancy that!)
|Monday, November 1st, 2004|
|For what it's worth...
I'd like to apologize for basically every entry I have made in the last like 6 months. I've been pretty freekin depressed, but I'm not going to allow myself to be anymore. Last night for some reason I felt just awful in every way (selfish ways mostly) and talked to my mom for a time and learned some things that made me really rather upset and made me realize stuff. Like that I'm obviously not the only freekin person herre, and what I do, even if I'm only out to hurt myself, will hurt people I love very very much. My mom was pretty sad that I was so upset and I realized I just must not be so goddamn selfish any more and I won't hurt people anymore. I guess there are a lot of ways to look at life and the world and stuff and for a long while now I was looking through a really dreary cynical lense where I basically, obviously, can't feel or look through someone else's place, and therefore I am the only one here and everything else is an illusion. This could be true, but I suppose there are things that, regardless whether they actually exist or not, still hold true. I guess it's truths. Like loving people, and being caring and loving. Whether or not some old god dude is looking down on us and judging, it does not matter to me right now. I guess it's the last of the Kohlberg stages, where moral is completely internalized. I don't care at all what anyone thinks, what the repurcussions will be, all I want to do right now is to live a joyful existence where I work to make people I love, including those I have not yet met, happy. Maybe that'll finally give me a lil meaning. I dunno maybe it's some crazy New Age thing, I just don't care at all what it is labeled. I want to optimistic again damnit and I want to be happy and I want to care for other people fuckin again. And maybe I'll be able to say the things I've wanted to say but I've been far too afraid to say to certain people. If anyone wants to hear it, of course, is questionable. Whatever. All I know is that today I got about 3 hours of sleep yet I felt more joyful than I have in a while. I'm really sry to anyone whom I've hurt by acting so selfishly in a lot of ways. I would enjoy seeing comments, though I know that is unlikely. So I'm gonna go now I guess but I love you all very much. Be happy. Current Mood: hopeful
|Sunday, October 31st, 2004|
I'm giving up the feeling
Do I take it or leave it
I'm giving up the feeling of the mystery ---
I'm giving into my imagination
Or are you true --- for me
True --- for me
True --- for me
True --- for me
I've looked everywhere
Oh but you're not there
On the other side I will find
Secrets come alive
My heart aches
So I wait
--- will find it's way to me
Smoke gets in my eyes
Everytime I try
To deny the feeling
I keep deep inside my soul
I dont know
Where to go
--- will lead me to my home
Current Mood: Shallow hating vision fading
|Friday, October 29th, 2004|
Ed Wood Box. Glen or Glenda. For those not in the "know", it's a movie about transvestites. While it has the normal Ed Wood charm and incompetence, it wasn't as fun for me as his sci fi masterpieces (Plan 9 and Bride of the Monster). It was really really sad IMO. I mean, I know it was badly done, and how it's supposed to be "funny" because it's about something we don't much like to talk about in society, but it was really sad. Ed Wood, as you should know, was a transvestite, and plays Glen (or Glenda) in this film. It is obvious what he was trying for in this movie was for people to think about it and to be more accepting. It was basically a cry for people to not be jerks to be each other if they act or dress differently, which is obviously a beautiful message. The problem is Ed was so obviously bad as a film maker that it ends up not bringing the point across when maybe he really thought it would, and it's just really upsetting to me for some reason because I think, again, that it is a really interesting idea, and a really important message since people are always assholes to each other, and obviously cross dressers and other people are simply thought as perverts and no other thoughts are brought up. So I dunno... The Bela Lugosi parts were still claaaaassic. *Mixes two liquids together, it bubbles* "Hahaha. Yes!!! The beginning of life! But also... the beginning of death! Pull de stringsss! Pull de stringsss! Bevare... BEVARE! Take care!!!" Oh man. Although his "Home? I have no home!" Soliliquy is still the greatest thing ever imo. Not much else... Time to try and sneak in Dawn tonight too... Yeah... Current Mood: confusedCurrent Music: Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Y Control (music video)
|Thursday, October 28th, 2004|
|The Case against Me.
I feel so fat. ICk. Uhhh Roth essay is really really intimidating. HUUGE essay. 7 paragraphs at least. On the other hand, it seems like it's much less structured. That doesn't mean it won't suck though. Or rather, that it won't not not suck. I feel really terrible for some reason. I really hope my family is ok... I worry constantly. If I get my essay done, won't we all to see SAW or RAY or TEAM AMERICA this wknd? That would be really foon. Goddamn all state rehearsal noone was at school today. Whatever. Must work on essay... must work on *collapses*
*Awakes as zombie* Must eat Brains... Must eat... Current Mood: depressed
|Wednesday, October 27th, 2004|
Seriously. No fucking clue what this means to me. Incredible