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| 03:53pm 07/09/2003 | |||
| everything is going great, im just so happy, everything is perfect. | |||
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long time no update. Well not much has been happening, just loveing my BF and being loved by him. He quit his job so when school starts he wont have that as a distraction. Im glad he quit so we can see eachother on weekends and also that slutty girl wont be able to see him at work. I dont understand why people are so attached to there ex's. Especially when they tell you FLAT OUT that they dont want to see or talk to you ever again. Oh well I dont have to worry about that. She is also blocked on his AIM so i dont know why she just wont give it up and whore it up someplace else. Anyways who cares about her, just another whore on the street. Romeo and I are doing great. I need to call him today so we can go out and see each other. Im gonna take a shower first though. Ill just write about how much I love him =), SOOOO MUCH hahah thats what i always say. Anyways thats it, bye |
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| 11:48pm 18/07/2003 | |||
| Lately Romeo and I have been seeing alot of movies, I recommend Pirates of the Carriabian. Its a great movie lots of action, good plot, its wonderful. We truely love spending time with each other and he is so understanding. I love him so much. I just don't feel we get to see each other as much. But this weekend Sat and Sunday we are going to have a great time. I just wish we had our own personal private space away from everyone. I love him so much. He is truely the greatest guy and would do anything for me. | |||
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| 12:00pm 25/06/2003 | |||
| Well I got my ring, its beautiful. I love it. Romeo and I have been spending some time together. Also I have been cleaning alot. Thats basicly it. | |||
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| The one year | |||
| 08:56pm 08/06/2003 | |||
| Oh it was wonderful, we spend the whole day together, he was dressed really nice and so was I. He was just so sweet and loveing, like extra sweet. We traded presents. We went out to eat and we talked so much. Afterwards we where alone and had some privacy. He didnt pressure me to do anything we cuddled and kissed. It was so great. He is really trying his best to make me happy. After all the problems we had the past year with the childish whore and our families I so happy we made it. He makes me happy. I want to forget about that discusting child, and im ignoreing our families. SO all the problems should be out of the way. Now more then ever we really want to wait till marriage and are takeing things extreamly slow which makes me feel so much more comfortable around him. Im just so happy. He called me today and I was so happy just to hear his voice. I dont think i have felt this happy since we started dateing and before all the problems came into our lives. | |||
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| 01:13am 31/05/2003 | ||||
I love him so much Romeo how could I love another when you are perfect for me in everyway. No one has ever loved me the way you have and no one can. You treat me with respect, you never force me to do anything agenst my will. You love everything that makes me, me. Your love for me is so pure. I can't belive I found you. Someone who treats me the way I should be. Someone who is willing to change there mistakes. Someone who wants to make me happy and tries there best too keep me happy. I love all the things you do for me. I can't wait till next year. Maybe that promise ring will turn into an engagement ring lol |
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| 12:14pm 29/05/2003 | |||
| I havent talked to him since monday. I miss him. I wonder what he is up too. AND I wonder what he is doing friday (like working what hours) and the rest of the weekend. Because I have NO IDEA | |||
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| 11:18pm 21/05/2003 | |||
| So Romeo is trying the secondary virginity route. Its great. I even talked some people into thinking about it. And also got one of my online buddies to try it with her boyfriend because we are so much alike its scary. Well Romeo and I are about to celebrate a whole year together. Im excited. We have been argueing a bit because we are getting use to the changes but we are going to work it all out. He is use to being around easy girls I guess and he always had a prob with that when he has been with me. I mean damn how can girls just disrespect themselves like that. Love should be something shared when 2 people are commited to each other (I belive it should be after marriage because thats the only way u will know for sure they are truely committed) I also found out one of my new friends is friends with this girl i somewhat know threw the slut I hate. But my new friend thinks the slut looks well like a fat nasty slut too. The girl thats friends with the childish whore is cool so im not going to judge her solely on the fact that she is friends with the childish whore. But Romeo and I havent been able to see each other that much lately because of our scheduals. He really upset me one day when he told me he went to some party without me for someone from his old highschool. Mainly because he told me afterwards and my mind went strait to 'so why didnt he want me there what was he hideing and who was there that he didnt want me to know about' so I got upset over nothing. It took over an hour to calm down because I was literally crying at the thought of knowing that the whore might have been there. He promised me that she wasnt there and that most of the people where older or little kids and the only people around his age was the girl (which it was an engagement party) her fiance, and Romeo. SO I calmed down while I talked to my good friend online and she calmed me down telling me how romeo is a good guy and how much he loves me and that im probably overreacting because romeo is trustworthy. She knows him too and is friends with us both so I tried to calm down and finally did and we got over that. Im still mad that when we go out he tries to go home way to early but his father is an ass so thats why I guess. I swear his dad pisses me off so much. Lectureing in the middle of OUR convo when we are on the phone HOW RUDE. I swear if me and romeo get married THEY ARE NEVER BECOMEING A PART OF OUR LIVES THEY WILL BE TREATED LIKE THEY DONT EXSIST. | |||
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| 05:03pm 30/04/2003 | |||
| I haven't talked to Romeo in a few days now =( I sent him an email about this idea about secondary virginity. He replied with a sarcastic email so I guess he wasnt interested. Oh well it is his choice and im not going to pressure him I just wanted him to know its out there. Maybe he will think about it later. If not then its his choice. Reclaiming purity and virginity seems like something that would be good for him. Especially considering that im a virgin and plan on being that way till marriage. He says he respects my desision and will wait but insteada just waiting why not reclaim what u lost. He says to me that wishes he had never slept with that little childish slut but theres nothing he can do about it now. Well yes there is, reclaim it, denounce the things you did in the past and learn from that mistake. Im going to tell u guys right now I feel like this is the right choice for him to make. But I want him to make it himself. Im not going to tell him my opinion on it. Im just going to give him the facts. But if he did choose this path I would feel more secure in our relationship knowing that he is waiting not only for me, but for himself as well. | |||
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| 05:00pm 30/04/2003 | |||
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So after that whole incident I wrote about last(in my FOD). The next day we calmed down and saw a movie(way too crowded) and laughed and enjoyed ourselves. Then afterwards we just found a quite spot and just talked and kissed. We talked about everything that we didnt think of the night before and some random things too. He told me how he wishes he could take back some of the things he did and how he is sorry he treated me certain ways that I didn't like. He is so sensitive its really sweet. I could tell he was sorry because his eyes where watering up. I was like 'dont cry its gonna be ok' I told him not to worry about those things and just to try to not do it again. Im sure he is going to slip but it wouldnt be so bad if it wasnt as frequent. So we talked everything out. I told him how im feeling and stuff. I think that although our relationship isnt perfect its great that we can talk everything out. Although sometimes we need to calm down before we talk things out. We eventually do. It might be the next day but I always feel like I can tell him anything. I even found out who the girl was that he had a fling with before we started dateing, he doesnt know what to call it since they didnt actually have a date. BUT it actually made me feel better about his standards and taste because I know this girl and she is very pretty and well not ugly and fat like the ugly child he dated for over a year. But that made me feel like I wasnt some sorta fluke. That he was one of those chubby ugly girl chasers that didnt think they could get anyone better. I still hate the fact that he slept with that ugly child and that she was his first. I don't think that she deserved to be his first. Im going to have to get over that. But I still hate it. I feel like I saved myself for my true love and they didnt even bother to do the same for me. what a waste. Everytime I think about that it gets me down. I mean why did he have to sleep with someone and then on top of that. Someone that nasty and whoreish. Im not writeing anymore I dont want to get mad. |
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| 05:00pm 30/04/2003 | |||
| I haven't talked to Romeo in a few days now =( I sent him an email about this idea about secondary virginity. He replied with a sarcastic email so I guess he wasnt interested. Oh well it is his choice and im not going to pressure him I just wanted him to know its out there. Maybe he will think about it later. If not then its his choice. Reclaiming purity and virginity seems like something that would be good for him. Especially considering that im a virgin and plan on being that way till marriage. He says he respects my desision and will wait but insteada just waiting why not reclaim what u lost. He says to me that wishes he had never slept with that little childish slut but theres nothing he can do about it now. Well yes there is, reclaim it, denounce the things you did in the past and learn from that mistake. Im going to tell u guys right now I feel like this is the right choice for him to make. But I want him to make it himself. Im not going to tell him my opinion on it. Im just going to give him the facts. But if he did choose this path I would feel more secure in our relationship knowing that he is waiting not only for me, but for himself as well. | |||
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| 08:46pm 10/04/2003 | |||
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Boyfriend Survey *Their name: Romeo *How long have you been together?: Ten Months *Their best personality trait: He loves me *Do you love them?: Definetly *Do they love you?: Yes *Anniversary date: June 3rd *What started the relationship?: I had a crush on him and pranced around trying to get his attention. He didnt really get it at the time and he was also casually dateing someone else(i didnt know at the time) Later on we started talking but I wrote him off, but we spent one night just talking about everything then we just clicked and started hanging out then started going out *Gifts given by them to you: actual gifts, roses, 2 collector barbies, Flowers, Silver braclet, cards, stuffed animals, my harris, shirts, and some other things that I dont remember. *Sweetest thing ever done by them to you: loved me *Their most prized possession given from you to them: I gave him a betta fish on valintines day *Why do you think this is their most prized possession?: He loves his pets and it reminds him of me *Your most prized possession given to you from them: My Harris *Why?: Because it reminds me of him and he put so much time and effort into getting it for me *Your song as a couple: Emineim Songs for some reason *Which is better about them, looks or personality?: Personality *If they developed amnesia and forgot everything but one thing, what would you want them to remember?: How much I love him *Favorite memory with them: The moment I told him I loved him. *Will you marry them?: most likely *Is there anything you would change about them?: Just what he would like to change about himself to make himself happy *Do you dream about them?: Yes ^^ *Are they good dreams or horrible nightmares?: Mostly good but I had one or two bad ones *In all reality, how long do you think you two will last?: Till we die *Have you two ever taken a vacation together?: We have taken day trips but not a full out vacation *How well do they know you?: He knows more about me then I let anyone else know *How well do you know them?: Pretty well but there are some things Im sure I don't know *What do they do that makes you see fireworks?: Holding me in his arms while i rest on his cheast listening to his heartbeat *How intense, on a scale of one to ten, is your relationship?: about an 8 we are pretty layed back most of the time *What first attracted you to them?: his cute butt *What first attracted them to you?: My sillyness *Do you share mutual dreams and goals with them?: yep we talked everything out *Do you see yourself getting extremely serious (if you're just dating, then getting engaged, then getting married, etc.) with them?: Yes. *Do you share similar interests with them?: Yes *Have you ever slowed danced with them?: Yes mostly in parking lots though *Do you feel happier than normal when you are with them?: I feel relaxed and happy which normally isnt the case |
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| 02:33pm 04/04/2003 | |||
| Last night Romeo and I where out, watched some movies and then went out to eat. While we where eatting some cops decided to change the TV from sports to war coverage. IM SO SICK OF SEEING THAT DAMN WAR ON TV. I was getting really upset because it just brings up bad memories of the last gulf war. So in the middle of eatting I was ready to go, Romeo didn't appriciate it but we left and just took our food with us. He finished up his pizza in the car and was upset about haveing to leave so we talked that out and i told him how much I hate seeing that stuff on Tv and why. Afterwards we went to the mall and yea prom dresses are out so of course I want to try them on. SO i tried on about 5 dresses Knowing I already graduated highschool a few years ago but didnt care. The dresses didn't impress me normally department stores have lousy formal dresses anyways I like the ones in the garmet district much better Thats where I got my prom dress. But I also tried on this Retro dress that i was trying on as a joke but it was so cute on me. Too bad it was like 60 dollers or else I would have bought it if it was around 25 or 30. Afterwards we just sat and talked to each other about everything. I brought up how I think that some of the prom dresses would have fit better If i had bigger boobs then Romeo told me he thinks mine are just perfect. I was ok with that but then he started talking about how ugly larger boobs are especially pale ones and talked about the vains and stuff. That made me a little upset because I was thinking about how he knows this info first hand because the ugly child is not only ugly but very busty and pale too. I should have told him that it did bother me when he was talking about it but i didnt. He was basicly trying to tell me how I was better but it still bothered me. Since Romeo is takeing Frosh Psyc I told him to analize me. We started talking about my rage and anger problems and ways to release my anger in a healthy way. He mentioned talking everything out normally helps. So I thought this was the perfect time to mention how even though I got everything out considering 1 prob(i didnt say it was that nasty child but i was basicly talking about that)and let everything out, it still bothers me and I hate that it still bothers me. I want it gone. He really couldnt think of another way to let go of all that anger and hate. We talked about other things too and then Basicly went home. | |||
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| 07:59pm 20/03/2003 | |||
| its been a long time since I have seen my Romeo, over a week. we talked over the phone which was aways cut short before we wanted to get off. Oh well ill see him soon. Hopefully, idono. I miss him but then im mad at him for not makeing more of an effort to see me but he keeps talking about how he is hurting to see me. I cried when he told me he couldnt see me today, it really upset me because we made special plans. Oh well i guess ill see him next week | |||
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