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Thursday, July 3rd, 2008
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4:35 am
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Dear Todd,
you're my "father" if you can even call yourself that.
Most of the time, you disgust me. You treat me, mom and Tyla terribly.
But you treat me the worst. You still act like I'm 8 years old.
News flash! I'm 18. You have no right reading my mail.
No right calling the phone company to read my text messages,
No right going through the things in my room and reading my personal journals.
I have my own life.
I'm a good kid, and i deserve so much better than you not trusting me,
especially when I've never given you a reason not to.
You like to control me, I know this.
You try to control who I'm friends with, and who I talk to
& when I don't take your "advice" you threaten me.
YOU ALWAYS THREATEN ME
...and I've never ever been good enough for you.
I've tried my hardest, but it's getting old.
I can't do it anymore.
You don't respect me, so how do you expect me to respect you???
and p.s. I love the smack you talk on me behind my back to mom and Tyla
trying to get them to hate me, just like you.
Not going to happen.
& p.s.s.I hate how your doing everything in your power to make sure
that I will never talk//see this person again. ITS MY LIFE
I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING!!!
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4:30 am
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| Thursday, May 29th, 2008
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9:47 pm
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Here's the ish...because I need to spill, badly.
Thursday night the boy I've been with for 2 years
told me "goodnight sweet dreams and i love you"
he said he would text me Friday when he got home from nc (he's a marine)
never heard from him...text him all day...waited till Saturday never heard from him
was texting him all day and all day Sunday finally at like 11pm on Sunday
he sends something back saying...
"stop everything, stop texting. stop calling. just stop.
i'm done with you and ive moved on, don't talk to me anymore"
just wondering...what the hell???
do i not deserve more than this?
why why why ignore me, after EvErYtHiNg we've been through together
why not at least break up with me???
And best part then my friend texts me Tuesday
asking me if i've checked facebook because this boy asked
out another girl, who he just started talking to may 11th...
soooo, comments on this ish because i think its really shitty
and would love you're girls words of wisdom on this...
.......what would you do?
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| Friday, May 16th, 2008
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2:35 am - Liar Liar!
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| Monday, March 24th, 2008
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5:38 pm
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Dear "friends",
You're really kinda shitty, and I don't know if you can fit the words description.
D_______*I don't know if your on my side, You could be making up tons of shit for your own good,
& if thats the case, then I don't want to be "friends" with you anymore. I deserve better.
A_____*I cant believe you would stand me up for him.! I mean its one thing to ask me to go
out with you and then say something come up, but don't have me get ready and then just ignore me
and act like everything is peachy keen the next day. It's not, and it won't be.
G____*You keep on trying to apologize, but your the one who wanted this friendship over,
the one who was and i quote "Never so fucking happy to rid of someone in your whole life"
didn't you ever hear of the expression, "don't burn bridges." because you burnt yours with me.
seriously.
if you want to be my friend act like it!!!
I'm so tired of all the bullshit,
I thought I was past all of it,
But i guess it just takes time for those who you thought were true to turn on you.
Thanks for the lesson guys.
Love,
you're "friend"
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| Saturday, March 22nd, 2008
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2:41 am
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You've been away for 3 months. You're here for one weekend. It's your first night here, you had a party, and invited all your friends who I'm sure all went and you all had a drunken good time.
But...you didn't invite me.
You know, the one you love?
I've been texting you all night...and you've been ignoring me.
I don't get it...
Now, I don't know if ill see you.
What do i think about all this?
current mood: depressed
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| Friday, January 4th, 2008
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3:07 pm
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I wish you would ask me to be back with you,
I'd wait forever.
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| Friday, December 28th, 2007
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3:06 am
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| Monday, December 24th, 2007
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11:27 pm
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I wish I could go back...
I wish I knew how to stop the hurt :-[
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| Saturday, December 22nd, 2007
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7:15 pm
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Dear black hole where my heart is supposed to be,
You waited for him to come home from boot camp, he did and it didn't work out the way
you thought it would. You pretty much have to get over it & move on. You have to accept he doesn't want
you anymore. He will continue to love you, but best friends is as good as it's going to get. I know you can't handle best friends so when he leaves again in 11 days you won't have to think about him anymore, we're giving up, we're going to be strong and try to move on. Please just do this for me, I don't ask for much, & really I just want you to be able to be happy.
Love always,
The girls body your trying to take over.
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| Friday, November 30th, 2007
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2:44 pm
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| Saturday, November 10th, 2007
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2:34 pm
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| Thursday, June 21st, 2007
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2:19 am
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| Sunday, February 11th, 2007
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11:06 pm
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I cant belive its really happening and on valentines day.
I've never felt so broken :-(
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| Tuesday, February 6th, 2007
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7:17 am
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| Sunday, February 4th, 2007
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11:40 am
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Dear dad,
I would like to thank you for staying home today.
So instead of being at the office you linger around the house talking loudly on the phone.
NOT
And thanks for being unreasonable.
I know that when you see my report card your ganna kill me.
EVEN though i got good grades in my other classes and you know i dont get chem.
Seriously, i tried so hard
and i know your not even ganna care.
...your daughter
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11:16 am
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I seriously studied so hard for the final that would either make or break me
and i failed it. My dad is going to kill me when he see's that grade
and it sucks because i tried so hard in that class
I just dont get chem, and i mean i did good in all my other classes.
secret;; ive never been so scared in
my life
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| Saturday, February 3rd, 2007
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1:25 pm
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| Saturday, January 27th, 2007
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9:38 am
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| Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
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10:25 pm
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