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	2004.08.10  16.58 /// it's just another day, the shame is gone /// blah ... it's been a while. i was just outside cleaning james' car and it's so hot outside that i'm too tired to clean mine! whatever. hersheypark was fun ... teehee... i guess i didn't have as much to write about as i thought .... lata.

	2004.08.06  20.06 /// scary shadows of my past are alive /// went to the mall today, bought 00ga flesh tunnels [ yowsa ] and a weezer patch for this purse i bought for only a buck. i have no one to do anything with really this weekend. it figures that the one weekend i have completely free ... no one else does! tomorrow morning my dad has to go down to help james get his car and get everything tranferred and shit. it really sucks that his dad won't help him at all with this. that guy had just better watch his step - jim newcomb : i know where you live you fucking bastard so get up off the couch and be a man ! *sigh* so tomorrow i'm also going to hersheypark [ a g a i n ] and i'll probably run into a thousand people that i used to work with. seriously, that place makes me so sick and i won't have any fun at all. my sister is bringing all of her friends and james will be - working! gah that really sucks. i can't believe that i'm sitting here, alone, on a friday fucking night. my sister is out with *robert* [ her ex whom she still carries a torch for if i am not mistaken ] and i found out some scatching little tidbit about her. apparently she's into that whole self-mutilation shit.

	2004.08.05  00.05 /// you're the perfect one and i don't expect a thing from you at all /// today was quite the eventful day. james bought a car [ a 1990 chevrolet cavalier ....we match but his is newer ] and then we came back here, lol. went to the mall, went to lunch, saw "the village" [ which, for the record sucked major ass ]. came back home again. this was a huge storm in the area today and there was actually a tornado warning and apparently a funnel cloud almost touched down a couple blocks from my house, scary shit. while this was all happening, james and i were running around the mall, being random when i walked up to this large glass display in the window of the disney store and was looking at this tiara. the next thing i know, someone grabs me from behind and james goes into attack mode. then he just looks at whoever has me and starts to laugh. i'm freaking out at this point because i think i'm being kidnapped but it turns out it was just my friend kenny and a girl from school, steph. so we hung out with them for a while. but before we went the movies i was really loud ... then when we came home i was quieter because i learned to eat sweatshirt. i am so weird. but i love it. i'm off to work tomorrow with nick and amanda [ kill me now please! ] and james is going to pick up his car on saturday ... hooray Mood: amused Music: " perfect one " ... lit

	2004.08.02  19.43 /// paralyzed, nothing's getting through to me /// got off work, filled up the gas tank of my car ... it was a looong day and i am very tired. james' mom and his little sister nikki came to visit me today at work. it was cute. i really like his mom, she is so sweet. and nikki has these random moments where she decides that i'm really not all that bad. so i have an entire weekend off and i get to go to hersheypark again on saturday [ woo hoo ]. james is working night shift so we're going to give him a ride home but that also means that i don't get to hang out with him. i didn't even get to see amy when i was there yesterday which sucks my ass because i wanted to see that fucking bitch. oh well, i'll seek her out on saturday ... mwuhaha. not much else to say right now ... i want to go to the mall but i'm too tired so i guess i'll go tomorrow if i still feel like it. i have a light schedule this week which sucks because james is pulling doubles and night shifts and all my friends are at band camp. hooray for collecting my sanity! oh yeah, and senior pictures are next week!!!! [x] tuesday off [x] wednesday off [x] thursday 2-9.30 [x] friday off [x] saturday off [x] sunday off [x] monday 2-9.30 [x] tuesday off [x] wednesday *dentist appointment* [x] thursday 10-5 [x] friday *senior pictures* Mood: blah Music: " sick of life " ... godsmack

	2004.08.02  08.33 /// and if i stare too long i'd probably break down and cry /// Blessed Lughnasadh everyone! [ Even though that was yesterday ... ] Right now I am so absolutely speechless. Yesterday afterwork I went down with my family to Hersheypark. James was still working so my sister and I split off from the family and went down to his ride. About halfway there, James' friend Jon caught up with me so we walked with him for a bit. We bugged James, made my little brother ride his rides [ he was doing two kiddie rides yesterday ]. Then later after my sister ran off with my dad to ride a ride and my mom took my brother somewhere, I had nothing better to do because James only had about twenty minutes left. So I sat down on this bench near his ride and just watched him. He was so cute with all these little kids and being all kind and caring and considerate. He had no idea that I was there. When he finally did get off I just stood up and started walking with him [ he'd only caught sight of me seconds before ]. So I walked with him to clock out and there I saw this girl that I used to work with that used to have a huge crush on James [ what can I say? A lot of girls did/do ] and she kept giving me dirty looks. oh well .... Then he went and changed and came back out and then I had my Jamie for the rest of the night. /// Randomness /// James was looking into buying that Cavalier that is like mine and the guy actually called him back! My baby might finally get a car! I am such a dork because I am so absolutely head over heels right now ... <3 [ Blessed be ! ] Mood: loved Music: the computer buzzing

	2004.07.31  22.50 /// and everyday i hold you, hold you with my inner child /// work today. whew. we were very busy and also very shorthanded at the same time. i dont' even really feel like typing a real entry right now. sorry dudes. work tomorrow then herhseypark! Mood: exhausted Music: " serenity " ... godsmack

	2004.07.31  00.10 /// i'm tired, so tired of having sex /// i love rivers cuomo. and i fucking love weezer!

	2004.07.30  23.08 /// sometimes we only live for the here and now /// tonight was an absolutely beautiful night. we closed the door and went outside to wait for the one girl's ride to come and there was an adorable little bat perched above the doors of the pet shop next door [ i love bats ... that's the morbid lilly munster in me i guess ] and there was a blue moon. not literally of course. it was such a lovely night that it made me feel like sucking a little blood and being with the significant other. whom i miss by the way. tomorrow night is going to suuuuck. i'm closing with nick [ which isn't a big deal ... he's quite and doesn't really bug you much but he drives a silver cavalier like my red one ] and the dreaded, evil, vile, disgusting creature that is AMANDA MUSSER. she is so fucking lazy, never wants to ring on register [ which is bullshit because when you work retail you have to ring on register at some point! ] and is always eating and wanting to go on break. it's so weird because she is stunningly beautiful yet at the same time dim-whitted and has a terrible work ethic. figures. so sunday after work the family and i are going to hersheypark to get our season passes and while we're down there we're going to give james a ride home [ because he gets of at 7 ]. so fun fun on sunday! tomorrow my mother is having a yard sale and i want absolutely nothing to do with it! Mood: jubilant Music: " vampires " ... godsmack

	2004.07.29  21.04 /// and we'll live happily ever after inside this little box /// colleges colleges colleges what i wouldn't give to be starting junior again instead of senior year. this is it. the last 180 days where i'll have a free ride. i'm not ready yet - i don't know what i want to do . the only thing i got going for me now is that i'm some manic depressive moron who couldn't follow her passions and talents because she's too fucking dumb to have any. /// edit /// ok, so maybe i'm overreacting. i have to rest of my life to screw myself over, why waste of it all trying to pick a college and a career for myself. i'm sorry this journal has gone to waste so quickly. i'm either gushing over my romantic encounters, trashing girls that go around trashing everyone else, or bitching about how fucking bad i have it. i'm not going anywhere - typing meaningless little words inside of these white little boxes is one of the only things that is keeping me from really going off the deep end. i'm a pyschopath.

	2004.07.29  20.41 /// i know a drugstore cowgirl, so afraid of getting bored /// having today as my day off was officially a huge waste of time. i barely did anything. i took my siblings to meet my parents on their lunch break [ so maybe having them pay for food wasn't a complete bust ] then dropped them off at the pool, talked to james on the phone for a bit until he had to leave for work, hung out with claire, jet, sam and jackie for about an hour and a half, then came home for a bit. i sat around on my ass until they called from the pool and needed picked up again. so goes my day. after my mom got off work she took my sister and i shopping to get started on all that back to school shit. i got a grand total of three $5 shirts, and none of them are even that nice. there was this whole big fiasco because i'm apparently some moody little bitch [ i disagree with the 'bitch' part, but yeah, i definately am moody - so shoot me! ]. came back, skipped dinner because i haven't been in an "eating" sort of mood lately. then when i thought everyone had left i headed upstairs and a muffin. my mom came in and flipped out telling me that i need to eat real food. boohoo. i am feeling so low lately. i have two shitty shifts left this week and they are back to back. come to think of it i'm pulling the dreaded/exhausting/say goodbye to the weekend stretch that is friday/saturday/sunday/monday. i hate that so much. i went to look at this car that's for sale near my house. it's a cavalier like mine only it's blue instead of red. james said he might be interested in purchasing it because he needs a car. it's not in bad shape at all ... so i wrote down the number for him. people probaby thought i was an ass getting out of one cavalier to take a look at another. it'll be funny to see if he gets it because then we'll have matching his&hers cavaliers. eh, it'll be cute - we'll just have to work on them together. james gets off at 10 so i'm assuming i'll talk to him when he gets home. fuck the dollar tree. Mood: complacent Music: " tourniquet " ... evanescence

	2004.07.28  23.35 /// work schedule /// [x] thursday - off [x] friday - 2-9.30 [x] saturday - 2-9.30 [x] sunday - 9-3 [x] monday - 10-6 [x] tuesday - off [x] wednesday - off [x] thursday - 2-9.30 [x] friday - off [x] saturday - off

	2004.07.28  10.38 /// sandpaper tears corrode the film and i need you now somehow /// don't want to go to work in 3 hours and 20 minutes [ now that, my friends, is what we call pathetic ]. i just want to say in bed all day and dream that everything is happy. tomorrow i'm supposed to drive my siblings up to my father's work so that way the whole entire family can go to lunch at the pizza hut buffet. woohoo. my right ear is still swollen a bit from my recent stretching. and by recent i really mean thursday. i finally bought one of the cd's i've been dying for - 311's greatest hits. i went down to circuit city yesterday at about 5 with james and my brother. funtimesguys. but sadly they did not have the re-released comalies by lacuna coil. *lesigh* i guess i will find it somewhere, someday. i lurve sylvia brown. she is this awesome pyschic that is always on the montel williams show. she kicks so much fucking ass. b o r i n g i'm going to go take a shower and find myself a fun little outfit to wear to work tonight [ yeah right ]. i'm closing with impulse/sales manager [ aka clip-strip queen ] deborah bupp and newly demoted cashier [ haha i love have him back on my level again ] michael miller !! happyhappyjoyjoy. i wish i was rich and could quit my job. or i wish james would strike it rich at fed-ex [ aww... that's his new job *hopefully* when he leaves hershey in approximately 14+ work days ] and gets his apartment and could just whisk me away ... i am such a dreamer. and this was a pointless update Mood: crazy Music: " all mixed up " ... 311

	2004.07.27  23.32 /// as i walk along i slip /// so as i've been forced to think about college, i have a couple of options going on inside my crazy little head. this is all coming off of hanging out with james of course. claire and eric have this whole big plan about when they both go away to college so that way they'll both still be close at hand. *sigh* what can i say, i tried .... option #1 i go to HACC for a couple years and live either at home or move in with him in his apartment for a bit. kind of tacky, but oh well. then when i transferred somewhere else [ hopefully within commuting distance ] we'd still be close enough. option #2 i go to pitt [ which is extremely probable because it's a good college actually ] and live with my grandmama [ which for the record would suck ass ... but so does college is general ]. i would get transfered to the DT in the johnstown galleria and hopefully be a manager or something up there. i could work the 6am-2.30pm shift [ but on second thought, i don't know if they sell enough to have to be stocked everyday at 6am ] and then go to class for a bit and then on fridays drive "home" to visit or we can alternate weekends or something, i don't know. this is so far-fetched and it's not like this is all happening tomorrow or something... i can't even believed that i devoted an entire entry to this. but oh well. i guess i'm just starting to worry already. i want to stick around so badly. but for the time being i'm off to work 2-C tomorrow, friday, and saturday. i have to go take a look at the schedule when i'm in tomorrow to see what i work next week. sickofmylife ... tired of everything ... Mood: pensive Music: " amber " ... 311

	2004.07.26  23.18 it's safe to say you were never alive a big part of you has died ... le sigh. went out for about two hours with james tonight it was nice. so now matt [ his younger brother ] thinks that we were "loud" last night. eep. then when i got home i told my mom a story about this girl in my grade that is trying to get pregnant by november. i said, "why the hell would anyone want to get pregnant in high school?" so she flipped out and is now putting me back on the pill. yippy skippy. then my dad flipped out because i need to start looking at colleges and picking a major and something that i want to do for the rest of my life after school. i just hope that i pick right so i don't end up like this guy that committed suicide by jumping off the walnut street bridge in harrisburg a couple of hours ago. sad ... maybe i'll just stick with genetics and end up unhappy and struggling. oh well, that's a completely different story i guess. i just think it's weird that you have to pick what you want to do for the rest of your entire human life at age 17 or 18. so james suspects that his mom [ as opposed to his dad, which was the original thought ] is the one smoking marijuana [ vvery illegal! ] because she is really sick and thinks she's dying. that's really sad to think about. i guess it's not just my life that's a big old mess. i guess that's all for now .... Mood: worried Music: [adult swim]

	2004.07.26  00.13 [ 7.25.04 ] " did you ? " " i did ... "

	2004.07.25  14.46 "... that is, until i took up smoking ... " hung out at pete's last night with sam and jet. jeremy told us ghost stories and smoked four cigarettes in one hour. sam has the hots for don the emo/philosophy major/dishwasher ... dude. i'm bored. my mom dug out all these stuffed aminals for me. i'm hungry. i need my man. james gets off at 3 instead of 4 today because he got in trouble the other day. i bought a pretty black-netting poncho/shawl/vampire-witch cape last night at dot's and it's fucking hot. and now i'm fucking broke. christina dengler is officially the biggest slut ever. i'm in a weird mood. [ b l e s s e d b e ] Mood: hungry Music: " swamped " ... lacuna coil

	2004.07.23  14.54 stay alert 'cause i'm obsessed, surely i can't be depressed ... *sigh* went out for a bit last night with sam, jet, and jena. we had fun doing absolutely nothing. but then i had to go and be my usual little self again and get all depress-y. so i fell asleep on the chair while they were all wound-up trying to contact "evil spirits" with the ouija board. so at about 9.30 i called my dad and had him come pick me up because i didn't want to disturb the mood at the house. i also forget my favorite jacket there so hopefully i'll be over there tonight to get it. it's been exactly 3 days since i've heard from james at all. yesterday [ 7.22.04 ] was his brothers' birthday ... happy 9th birthday jay and alex! ... and his dad was pumping them full of stories about how james doesn't care about them. nice one, jim. his dad is actually kicking him out the house. he has a couple weeks to find an apartment. that's a good thing because no more of his dad plus it's his own little space, but on the other hand his dad doesn't care about him at all. life sucks. Mood: groggy Music: " do you feel the same " ... silverchair

	2004.07.22  23.36 i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you ... " broken " [ seether and amy lee ] I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well I want to hold you high, and steal your pain. 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away. You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore. The worst is over now, and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain. 'Coz Im broken, when I'm open And I feel like that I'm strong enough 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away. 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away. 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away. 'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone. You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore. Mood: depressed

	2004.07.18  15.28 frozen inside without your touch, without your love darling ... ok. went to hersheypark yesterday, kept meeting up with erica, dave, and robbie periodically and then losing them then finding them again. all in all, it was fun, hot, tiring day. they were all at my house on friday night, chilling and eating pizza. they played about 80,000 games of tekken4 and then robbie and dave went out a bar. they left erica at my house with me [ because she's only 19 and cannot yet legally drink ] until about 2.30 in the morning. so i was exhausted. then i picked up james the next day at like 11.45 in the morning and we ate and then went to the park. i was absolutely dying of laughter all weekend and i was also dying to run into my good ol' friend amy albert. turns out she was at swinger working 9-4 [ a ride i might add that we passed up at about 1.30something so i was soo pissed off that we didn't get to run into her. we ate a lot of chocolate. hershey's chocolate // hersheypark happy wwwarmm bath full of razorblades. anyways, got home at about midnight last night, got up about 1 in the afternoon and now poor james is working 9-4 at the park today. he has about twenty more minutes left and then he's supposed to call me when he gets home to go out if he's not in too much trouble. now i am completely bored. it's my dad's birthday .... happy birthday, dad! my parents aren't home, i'm reading interview with the vampire and watching i love the 90's while my brother and sister are being unusually and unsettlingly quiet upstairs. and tuesday is the ninth birthday parties of my future brother-in-laws [ harhar it's a joke ] jay and alex .... Mood: exhausted Music: " bring me to life " ... evanescence

	2004.07.16  00.18 thursday dye my hair. bought rings. not much ... tomorrow comes erica and dave. saturday somes hersheypark.

	2004.07.14  20.49 crazy for you baby .... now you see me. now you don't. now we're going to hersheypark again ( sarcastic yippy ) because erica spazzed and apparently james and i are driving down there with erica and dave. Goddess help us now. went out to the mall today to get a birthday present for mary with bridget today. we got her a clash cd and some bracelets and earrings. she should like it. happy birthday mary!!! i guess i'd better get to cleaning my room if i'm going to have company this weekend. i don't even know if erica and dave are sleeping here. this is so ridiculous, i like knowing what's going on before hand, not as it's unfolding. later . . . Mood: confused Music: " crazy " ... aerosmith [ on i love the 90's ]

	2004.07.13  16.21 [ schedule ] [x] wednesday off [x] thursday 9-2 [x] friday off [x] saturday off [x] sunday off [x] monday 2-9.30 [x] tuesday off [x] wednesday off [x] thursday 12-6 [x] friday off [x] saturday 10-6 good riddance nikki vargas!

	2004.07.13  15.52 open fire on my needs designed on my knees for you ... i love the 90's premiered last night ... it was 1990 and 1991 and let me tell you something, it totally kicked ass! so my weekend plans are a tad bit askew. now my cousin coey ( who is seriously more like a best friend or a sister than a cousin ) isn't coming in because she can't trade weekends with the other cashier at the carwash ( yuck ! ). so now it's just erica and dave that could possibly come to visit on friday. so now we don't know if we're going to hersheypark at all. it was going to be me, james, kiersten, and one of her friends carpooling up there and now i'm really disappointed because i was looking forward to seeing not only my cousin but all those bastards at hershey that made my life a living hell! amy is working 9-4 that day i was really warming up the idea that i might see her again ... * evil laugh * haha, anyways ... james came over yesterday and we took my sibs out and about and then we came back here to wait for i love the 90's to come on. we ended up watching home movies of moi and then we were all watching tv until together. then my dear little sister and brother had to make some stupid joke about me so i stormed off into my room and of course james had to follow. something on that show ended up sparking us and we got pretty hot and heavy ( in case you cared ). he wrote me more poetry ... i love that boy. gahh now i have to go pick up my little sister from her friend's house. that sucks because i seriously dropped her off less then an hour ago. ~ b l e s s e d . b e ~ Mood: horny Music: " emotion sickness " ... silverchair

	2004.07.11  09.36 sad but true ... it's been such a long time. there hasn't been that much going on here at all, i have seen my boyfriend in exactly one week today thanks to his ( ::bitterly sarcastic:: ) beautiful, wonderful father. ( ::gags:: ) he was supposed to drop by after he got off work at four but his father said no. his little brother is in the hospital again with a blood clot in his legs ... it was pretty serious; he could have died. so because of that he, understandibly, had to call off work. his shift started at 3.30 in the afternoon and he called off as soon as his brother was admitted at around 8.30 in the morning. they told him that was too short notice and that he should have called off the night before. he said, "but my brother wasn't being rushed to the hospital last night and emergencies don't come up the night before." now he's on the verge of being fired over it ( fuck hersheypark! ) and therefore we're going jobhunting for him on monday. i also think i'm piercing his ears ( mwuhaha ), which we haven't done yet either. went out to lunch/the mall with bridget and mary yesterday. the two sam's are at the beach again. my cousins and their 80,000 friends are coming to town on friday to go to hersheypark on saturday. just my cousins and possibly my cousin's boyfriend dave are coming to visit and hang out on friday night and one is possibly sleeping over. then we are all going to park on saturday to have fun. it should be fun, but you never know with my family. well, i'm off to get ready for work at 12. check out my lazy schedule for this week ( it better be lazy after all i worked this week ) : [x] sunday 12-7.30 [x] monday off [x] tuesday off [x] wednesday off [x] thursday 9-2 [x] friday off [x] saturday off but hersheypark! oh yeah ... and i love the 90's is starting tomorrow night and i get to be home all week to watch it !!!!!!! Mood: crushed Music: " broken " ... seether f/amy lee

	2004.07.04  23.24 and all that i can do is just enjoy the scenery ... i have had the best 24 hours ever ... we didn't get to piercing jamie's ears but we did go out to dinner and then afterwards we went over to claire's to hang out with sam, claire, and eric. after we set off some fireworks we decided that we were going to sleep over like everyone else was so we both called home and got the OK's. so we went to my house, grabbed my pjs, toothbrush, two pillows and my comforter and then we swung around jamie's. as we were pulling up in front of his house i made some comment like "wow ... you can tell that your dad isnt home or else you'd be sleeping at home tonight." harhar. so we ran inside to grab his stuff when his dad bellows from the living room, "jim! what the fuck are you doing?!" james grabs me by the hand and we run upstairs and he just starts ripping apart this drawer and grabs pants and a shirt and a book ( because he's an insomniac and wanted something to do in case he couldn't sleep ). off we go again down the stairs and we go running past the living room door where his parents are watching tv with his sister. his dad calls him again so james left me in the doorway ( i was hoping we could just make a quick exit ). his dad starts screaming about it's unnatural for boys and girls to "sleep together" and about how no one consulted him and that he couldn't trust me with his son because "shit happens and one thing leads to another". b l e c h . jamie handled it so well, he just stood there in the doorway listening to his dad when all of a sudden his mother chimes in with a "well he's 18 years old, what did he ever do to make us not trust him and weren't you the one that had a kid before you were married?" ( ** james was two years old when his parents finally got married ** ) so then his dad flipped out some more. as this all was going in the living room i fell to my knees in the doorway to the house behind a box. i was curled up in a little ball and just started crying. after about 15 minutes james finally comes, scoops me up and bolts for the door. he didn't even look back. so then on the way back to claire's house i freaked out and started screaming and crying. we had a nice little talk about the terrible parenting techniques that we vowed to never pass on to any future generation. we got back to claires and set off some more fireworks ( because we had to be contrary and set them all off the day before US independence day ) and then went inside and watched cheesy alien movies. after we hung out until about 2 or 2.30 in the morning, claire and eric went upstairs to her air conditioned bedroom to sleep. so james and i slept on the floor next to the sofa where sam was sleeping. the three of us were roasting all night long becaue it was soo hot. so we sat in the dark and told ghost stories and stories about elementary school until about 5.30 in the morning. i fell alseep and woke up at about 7 and i had no clue where i was. before we had fallen asleep i made a comment about how weird it felt to be hanging out in someone's living room in the wee hours of the morning and have them not be around. i rolled over all confused and saw james next to me reading a book. he just looked up and said, "hi." so i rubbed my eyes and said "hey ..." and then just fell asleep. it was all so cute. apparently i sneezed and coughed in jamie's face when i was sleeping and moved around and elbowed him. for whatever reason, we were never asleep at the same time for very long and he was telling me about the "cute little noises" that i made when i sleeping. so after we eventually got up and started talking again claire and eric came downstairs at about 11.30. we all just sat around until about 3 when we all got ready to leave. we decided that it was best for james to not go home so he went back to my house where we both showered ( but not at the same time ! ). my dad came back from riding his motorcyle, saw me sitting on the floor brushing my wet hair and he said "where's james? i thought he was here." "yeah, he is. he's in the shower." "oh." so then i took him to my work and he bought a dollar toothbrush. my 'rents were totally cool with this because they know how his dad is. we met up with sam and jackie later and saw condition k play at 5.30, walked around downtown harrisburg and got munchies. then we went back to where all the bands were playing and just sat in the grass by the river hanging out. finally at about 8.30 the badlees came out and played this amazing hour-and-a-half set. there were fireworks and then we had to drop james off. y i k e s . i had to park in this parking garage ( which i had honestly never done before and i do not recommend using parking garages ). so after we manuvered out of the garage i had to drop him off at the pnc bank that is like two blocks from his house. it was a little after 10 at night and we knew that was going to be absolutely dead. he hadn't been home in over 24 hours and he had gone out in the first place against his father's will. but all in all, it was pretty worth it. he's finally "in" with my friends and we spent so much time together which is awesome because our work schedules are so crazy that we won't get to see each other until saturday. *sigh* Mood: enthralled Music: " fear of falling " ... the badlees