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in sometime... [12 Nov 2003|06:32pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | conan theme song ] so yeah i've updated here!! lol the days have been okies - yesterday i went to my friend's house and just chilled there w/ the friends! school sucked ass!! bored and bored - nothing nothing nothing peace byes Turn off the bright lights

in sometime... [12 Nov 2003|06:32pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | conan theme song ] so yeah i've updated here!! lol the days have been okies - yesterday i went to my friend's house and just chilled there w/ the friends! school sucked ass!! bored and bored - nothing nothing nothing peace byes Turn off the bright lights

anda que te cure lola! [07 Nov 2003|09:14pm] [ mood | pensive ] anyway - i got a deadjournal its the same screenname or whatever as this one - actually i had gotten a code long time ago and then i used it and then i deleted the journal - but i undid the harm. so i gotta update in both journal from now on. watching the funny argentine skit comedy show on telefe! its hilarious and they get away w/ so many curse words! its beautiful i just had some chicken strips and i dont think i should have eaten them! ::tummy aches:: there fore drinking water. gotta see how long someone is going to keep up w/ the charades - just say what ever u feel and then let things take its course. *..hoping for the best...* Turn off the bright lights

i cant say i blame, but i wish that i could... i'm sick of writing every song about u!!... [06 Nov 2003|04:41pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | yellowcard - october nights ] completely elated from the show last nite! taking back sunday was FUCKING AMAZING!! except they didnt play Head Club - tina boo - i feel ur pain - i love that song as well - but They were too cool - OMG! i wanna go again! Saves the Day was great as well, - ROcks Tonic Juice Magic was incredible live! they played my faves - Nightingale and Freakish - Nikki was such a :) camper - i love when its like that!! and the opening band - Moneen were really cool too - after the show we met the lead singer - he was really nice and we took a pic and he hugged us - that was really nice!! ^_^ we pretty much slept the ride back home - thanks to il miei genitori for driving us - really thanks - we had an awesome time! btw nikki wants to makeout w/ saves the day's lead singer! he's so adorable. me = Adam from Taking Back Sunday ^_^ - yummy!! ::blushes:: anyway the day went alright - slack day i can pretty much say. watched this really cool movie in italian! its called dangerous beauty! its about a high class prostitute from like the 15th century - it was nice - my italian teacher's a prude though - she would fast forward the parts w/ nudity! LMAO! el nikki's taking pictures of herself w/ her new cool girl hair cute to send to mike - she's been doing that for a while now! seriously hurry up! nah! her hair looks awesome though ^_^ rawrjesus: boo NothingnessAnnie: boo? NothingnessAnnie: lol rawrjesus: lol NothingnessAnnie: u schmo! NothingnessAnnie: lol rawrjesus: hahhhaa rawrjesus: jesus has been owned NothingnessAnnie: always and forever! thats for jesus - simply because he owns and i love him very much for being an awesome friend!! dammit too bad u cant join us in the homecoming activities! dammit!! <3 child!! ::nikki's still taking pictures:: lol ::jams to moses:: sees herself over w/ entry! Turn off the bright lights

[04 Nov 2003|09:36pm] You are a David Weinberger. You are smart, savvy, interested in why people do what they do, enjoy questioning yourself and are not balding. Take the What Blogging Archetype Are You test at GAZM.org this is funny! lol Turn off the bright lights

*oh yes i would...if i only could and u know i would!* [04 Nov 2003|08:36pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | bright eyes - make war ] still listening to coldplay - i'm a loser and i love it. omg! adrian is gonna learn how to play karma police and just - good old radiohead!! woot woot - he already knows how to play talk show host! awesome song! he's a really cool dude (he's like Hyde from that 70s show) - too cool for me and for the rest of us! lmao - :) found out that he likes bon jovi - wanted dead or alive <-- best song ever! new 8 simple rules - the first episode without John RItter - its soo sad :-\ - too many people crying - i think i'm gonna end up crying myself! :( ok - so maybe - just maybe - if everything works out fine - next wednesday - i'll go to the thursday/thrice/coheed and cambria show ^_^ OMG!! martha stewart interview w/ barbara walters - thats bound to be funny i'm oh so bored and the mom loves the matrix now! lmao! C4isBad: my boxers glow in the dark NothingnessAnnie: interesting NothingnessAnnie: very interesting NothingnessAnnie: lol C4isBad: lol C4isBad: I can find myself in the dark NothingnessAnnie: my remote control glows in the dark C4isBad: lol C4isBad: but can you wear your remote control? NothingnessAnnie: nope - unfortunately - nope NothingnessAnnie: i cant! C4isBad: lol <<-- very interesting/funny convo w/ mikey! :) ::must forget about a certain boy - he's not for me - since he's intended for someone else:: <3 to all Turn off the bright lights

.. and nothing else compares!!.. [04 Nov 2003|07:31pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | coldplay ?? in my place ?? ] listening to the live coldplay cd - thanks to el cousin for buying it!! later in the week shall be actually watching the dvd - lol anyway - changed around the colors in the layout - but i forgot how to change the font's color - and i had done that before. lol ::a true coldplay fan - learns to appreciate the fact that "clocks" had been so fooking played out::: << random fact of the day ^_^ things have gotten better - but they arent quite to the point where i want them to be - there still something odd and missing about something - i worry too much though. tomorrow's the show - BAM! like that :) Taking back Sunday and Saves The Day - cant wait - its gonna be awesome - hope that the gals and i have a great time and yeah we will. the boys are all gonna watch Revolutions at 7 - i think - gee - hope you guys like it and oh yeah if u wanna spoil it for me - its okies - i dont really mind. it has mixed reviews - but then again - not all most movies - we end up liking have bad review - so w/e - watch it and enjoy it! school was alright - actually it wasnt a bad day at all - did silly work and talking in all my classes - well 3rd period i read most of spin magazine :) - the one w/ fabrizio on the cover!! yum lucky u! u get a picture that i love and well just found! lmao Turn off the bright lights

*talk to me now i'm older...* [03 Nov 2003|06:37pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | the strokes - meet in the bathroom ] look directly into fabrizio's eyes! he's such a cutie - whoa! ok so i dont know the guy - btw he's The Strokes' drummer! ^_^ i'm such a loser - i love it! anyway been sometime since i updated - oh well - i been away - well i've been here - but el nikki took over el pc - so no good luck - getting her out of the chair - LMAO! she slept over b/c her dad was being an ass and refused to pick her up - so she was here. i have to say that friday was well ... interesting. i was extremely hesitant - then again - arent i always? lol went to CP - did some work for the homecoming wall thingy - or the float - iono; then w/ the people walked to e2 - Arlie and i were bored - so we got her dad to pick us up - nikki, arlie and i - went to her house and watched Confessions of a Dangerous Mind - FINALLY!! went sorta trick or treating - then just went to rudy's house and chilled there. drigo was being weird and he wont tell us why - nikki and i were worried - we kept asking each other what was wrong w/ him - for a while. we <3 him very much. still puzzled by the 2 very weird RFR episodes - still puzzled! o_O saturday - woke up at 8 - dammit nicole! we talked for a while - watched the weirdest show on discovery science - what the fuck! lol went to the mall to get jo's birthday present w/ the guys (drigo and jesus) - that was draining - fuck - we actually walked the entire mall - thats fooking HILARIOUS - never done that w/ these people. lazy bums! nikki and i bonded while in forever 21 - while shopping for the AnaNicoleDrigoJesus present - turned out to be the AnaNicole present at the end. oh yeah - lol the guys ended up getting what its always presentable - lotion and body splash and stuff - they were being annoying about it though. ::shakes fist::: jo's party - LMAO! mosaku STOLE the show!! the fooking chemistry teacher was fooking wasted!! too much mary jane i say - or too much johnny walker! LMAO! seriously - that man was WASTED and he's like shorter than me! thats fucked up!! he tripped and then he was just out of it! it was a fun time though - havent hung out w/ that group - since forever! its always the same faces and the same situations! so i'm glad we decided to go to Jo's instead of Jocy's - it was like her millionth surprise party - ::yuck::: SNL was alright! funniest part - DRUNK GIRL and ms. Tina Fey imitating AHNOLD! during weekend update! sunday - just chilled in the house - until nikki's mom picked her up. then went to aventura mall - got a nice tshirt and a nice PURPLE belt! oh btw - thanks arlie for the beautiful PURPLE eyeshadow! it owns! ^_^ the day was alright - nikki cut her hair - it looks awesome! and oh yeah - tina boo got her ticket - ALELUYA MUJER!! lmao! cannot wait until wednesday!! Taking back Sunday (fuckers better show up - or else - i'll go hispanic on your asses - LMAO!) and Saves the Day - oh my emo dosage shall be beautiful!! they call for kodak moments!! :) gotta read spark notes on the scarlet letter (grr!) and still listening to the best cd (well for now) ROOM ON FIRE by the strokes!! Turn off the bright lights

between love and hate [30 Oct 2003|04:37pm] what an awesome song!! thats my favorite song from the new Strokes cd! its just the best one!! watched her as she wiped her eyes you dont make me sorry now i know uh that you never, listened, listen thinkin bout that high school dance worried bout the finals yes i know you feelin lonely, oh lonely so lonely never needed anybody i never needed anybody i never needed anybody i never needed nobody dont worry bout it honey i never needed anybody i never needed anybody it wont change now am i wrong dont say your in love with me i said i was fine its just the second time we lost the war sleepy in the kitchen i would start the fire but those days are gone i tend to walk and give up, give up p.s. if i may ask why when will they get tired we stayed up, all nite tryin, tryin never needed anybody i never needed nobody i never needed anybody i never needed anybody i dont worry bout it honey i never needed anybody i never needed anybody it wont change now am i wrong dont say your in love with me i said i was fine the se-cond time we lost the war this isn't it (huh) Turn off the bright lights

iono [27 Oct 2003|09:12pm] [ music | THE NEW!!! - interpol ] You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal. "And The Phoenix's cycle had reached zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He emerged from his own ashes, to be forever immortal." Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl (Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum (Egyptian). The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life, the number 0, and the element of fire. His sign is the eclipsed sun. As a member of Form 0, you are a determined individual. You tend to keep your sense of optomism, even through tough times and have a positive outlook on most situations. You have a way of looking at going through life as a journey that you can constantly learn from. Phoenixes are the best friends to have because they cheer people up easily. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by Quizilla hmmmm.... Turn off the bright lights

[27 Oct 2003|08:56pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | bright eyes - lets not shit ourselves!! ] Be careful of becoming too malleable, Ana. Stay strong. Other people may try to manipulate you into feeling a certain way and believing a set of lies. Consider the motives of others before you automatically buy into their jargon. What may seem like the most perfect idea to you today is apt to be the most ridiculous idea when you consider it tomorrow. Use your keen judgment to weed out the nonsense of the day. ^weird horoscope of day..right..{keeps w/ my day} alright day - finally got started on my scratch board in art - i swear - that lady is so fooking racist! lazy day - thats about it anyway - jenny poo just told me that Adrian proposed to her! thats amazing! i mean - wait! just wait! u are too young! and they've thought about the wedding! thats amazing - yeah and me - boyfriendless FOREVER!!!!!!!!! mom's birthday tomorrow - cant stay after school tomorrow - stayed today for the homecoming thingy - painted some stuff. taken some time away from the best friend - its mutual - i think? just gonna go with the flow like rodrigo says ... he's always right... why oh why the HELL IS HE ALWAYS FOOKING RIGHT?!?!?! <3 hon! thanks to the people that say i'm awesome - that always puts a smile on my face - i would like to hear it from certain lips ... makes u think doesnt it - but not telling whos - just thanks - :D fave new song of the moment - well aside from greener pastures... its by INTERPOL!!!! i gotta say - they are better than the strokes - but they arent as popular and well - they dont date famous celebrities... THE NEW I wish I could live free Hope it's not beyond me Settling down takes time One day we'll live together And life will be better I have it here, yeah, in my mind Baby, you know someday you'll slow And baby, my hearts been breaking. I gave a lot to you I take a lot from you too You slave a lot for me Guess you could say I gave you my edge But I can't pretend I don't need to defend some part of me from you I know I've spent some time lying You're looking all right tonight I think we should go Turn off the bright lights

pic!! [26 Oct 2003|01:30am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | interpol - untitled ] no matter what <3 - i'm there and oh yeah i really like that picture Turn off the bright lights

y ganaron los marlins!! [26 Oct 2003|12:28am] [ mood | drained ] [ music | the coral (((dreaming of you))) ] oh yeah - the marlins kicked yankee ass!! didnt watch the game since i was in the mall con la gente!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i meet JENNY POO - she's so cool. unfortunately adrian and she couldnt stay - for the movie. the movie sucked ass - hanging out w/ la gente is soo much better - i have to say that i'm glad i went. so thanks rodrigo, felix and harold for telling me to go - especially rodrigo - because he's simply one of the bestest friends a person could ask for. he owns! my horoscope for the day: This is a day to be out and about, mingling with as many people as possible. You are a social creature, Ana, and today your natural communication abilities are highlighted. Make the most of them. Friends and acquaintances will enjoy their contact with you. At home, spread your charm among all your family members. Enjoy this great day! i wasnt feeling my best when i went - but then i eased myself into the whole situation - i had a talk w/ someone - that was interesting - we decided - that i need to believe more and that there needs to be a space period. everything (hopes) will be better after that. and oh yeah it will - i have faith! :) wanted to buy the damien rice cd - because i love that man!! he's awesome. didnt find it in fye - looked in borders - 19 bucks!! what the fuck!! he's an indie artist!! i expect to pay less - like 10 or something - i mean the ravonettes cd - was 8 bucks - i should've gotten that. crap tomorrow i gotta read the scarlet letter - gotta finish reading it - i'm on chapter 9 and there are like 30 - eek!! no way!! i'm not going anywhere tomorrow. hehehe and - i beat my record! my kicking a single person - FELIX u are the wonderful person i kicked 10 times today! again congrats! oh yeah again - congrats to LOS MARLINS (cuban accent) - they deserved to win - and oh yeah HUNKY JOSH BECKETT OWNS!! 2 grim rites Turn off the bright lights

...I guess I'll get over it... [24 Oct 2003|11:07pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | the dandy warhols = we used to be friends = ] dont take pity on me. dont invite me to places out of simple pity. i want to be confined in my room - i dont want to get out and i just want to be alone. again dont take pity on me - i dont need bullshit and i dont want to be told - oh c'mon ana lets go! why? its simple - i'm forgotten about and i'm told about everything in the end. i'm invisible and perhaps i'm better off by myself. bullshit - i'm lying!! i'm fucking sick and tired of feeling like shit i lie to people when they ask me whats wrong! i'm so unstable - i'm in a pendulous swing - not knowing when i'm feeling great and when i'm not. but then again - i just sit there and mope. yeah thats me now - the moper! the sad one. so about tomorrow - forget it - i'm not wanted - i'm just an accessory - but one thats been forgotten and its in the back of the room - with tons of dust pilling on. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You're always tellin' me to go out more Go ahead get out and see the world But then I think why should I I'd rather stay home and cry I never thought that I could be the other The other way like the other ones Let me open wide let you see inside And then you might agree Would you say they find me unstable 'Cause they see me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures and Think about it, won't you think it over Please Without you I can move I can stretch my arms out, I can feel it And when I'm in my room alone I feel good Because I don't have to deal with you or the outside world Would you say they find me unstable 'Cause they see me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures and Think about it, won't you think it over Please I guess I'll get over it Ooh - I guess I'll get over it I guess I'll get over it I guess I'll get over it Would you say they find me unstable 'Cause they see me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures Would you say they find me unstable 'Cause they see me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures Would you say they find me unstable 'Cause they see me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures Greener pastures See me act a little bit different But I know my way through greener pastures --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my day went ok - the usual crap - there's this kid who always screams after me and says i have nice hair - that made my day - thanks kid - he's white mike from guitar class in 8th grade. again thanks kid - u made me laugh. Turn off the bright lights

[23 Oct 2003|08:40pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | no doubt - greener pastures ] stepping away from my book report for ap psychology - again i've managed to suffocate someone. i've got to be the most stupid person ever. i dont want to alienated or be pushed away - i want things to be ok and how they were before. i wrote a poem when i was in italian - since my teacher wasnt there. i was once again - feeling down and all droopy. i hate that. i'm not gonna bore anyone w. the writing of the poem since its long and i have to get back to my book report. i want high school to be over. i want to go to a new place. deal with new and awkward situations. so i gotta get registered for the SATs - thinking of taking it in January. Friends tonite was soooooooooooo funny! omg! i hadnt laughed that hard in a while!! i love laughing - its the best medicine in the world Turn off the bright lights

time for Sylvia .... she knows how to help me ... i guess... [22 Oct 2003|07:03pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | no doubt - return of saturn cd!!! ] Blackberrying Sylvia Plath Nobody in the lane, and nothing, nothing but blackberries, Blackberries on either side, though on the right mainly, A blackberry alley, going down in hooks, and a sea Somewhere at the end of it, heaving. Blackberries Big as the ball of my thumb, and dumb as eyes Ebon in the hedges, fat With blue-red juices. These they squander on my fingers. I had not asked for such a blood sisterhood; they must love me. They accommodate themselves to my milkbottle, flattening their sides. Overhead go the choughs in black, cacophonous flocks -- Bits of burnt paper wheeling in a blown sky. Theirs is the only voice, protesting, protesting. I do not think the sea will appear at all. The high, green meadows are glowing, as if lit from within. I come to one bush of berries so ripe it is a bush of flies, Hanging their bluegreen bellies and their wing panes in a Chinese screen. The honey-feast of the berries has stunned them; they believe in heaven. One more hook, and the berries and bushes end. The only thing to come now is the sea. From between two hills a sudden wind funnels at me, Slapping its phantom laundry in my face. These hills are too green and sweet to have tasted salt. I follow the sheep path between them. A last hook brings me To the hills' northern face, and the face is orange rock That looks out on nothing, nothing but a great space Of white and pewter lights, and a din like silversmiths Beating and beating at an intractable metal. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- intricate is my mind - i broke down in front of my mom - we talked and she wants to know what bothers me - i kinda told her - iono whats gonna happen now. i hope things get better in my head - so many things bother me and so many other things make me happy. i need to find a balance between them - so not healthy. according to my horoscope i need to get out more often and enjoy myself - but then if i go out - will i really enjoy myself? the last time i really - truly enjoyed myself has been some time ago. i was invited to go to a party next weekend - but i dont really know that person or particularly care for that person - so why go? i'm gonna be by myself for some time - i need my loneliness! its nice to know that people care - i feel loved - thanks guys. u guys help me to get my mind somewhere else. i've cried too much today - my eyes are uber tiny! having soooooo many no doubt moments lately! love sucks! its never gonna come around here - congrats to those who have it - its a beautiful thing - too bad i dont have that Turn off the bright lights

for someone that never reads this - but yeah this off out to that person... [21 Oct 2003|07:58pm] His accent serenades me and presses at the door Broken promise to be around for my mind war And my accomplishment's interrogating me Today's become tomorrow before I wanted it to be And desperate discussions The start of the destruction Our sign, in my mind I'll be fine I'll be fine 'Cause I'm under construction everyone So you'll have to mind the mess I'm under some construction I always had to try harder, I never really could keep up Sitting in the corner with my illness and bad luck But in this humble place I'm feeling like red wine And I hope to get better with some time I'll be fine With some time I'll be fine 'Cause I'm under construction everyone So you'll have to mind the mess I'm under some construction Construction Modification Motivation Of construction And the rituals that soothe and disgust me will be gone With some time I'll be fine With some time I'll be fine I'll be fine I'm under construction everyone So you'll have to mind the mess I'm under some construction I'm under construction everyone So you'll have to mind the mess I'm under some construction Under construction Construction Feel better with some construction Turn off the bright lights

beauty!! [20 Oct 2003|10:49pm] i love that picture of Chris - he truly owns! i had an awesome time - i wanna go again. the day was alright - nothing big - i just wanna go to sleep - so i gotta turn off the computer! Turn off the bright lights

hopefully [19 Oct 2003|12:34am] Your Daily Horoscope for October 19, 2003 Dear Ana, If you are a woman who is artistic, this won't be the best period that you have ever had, Ana. You are surely aware of this. But this is a profound period nevertheless. If you are currently in a development phase, it is taking place on the inside. This kind of development doesn't follow the same laws as the kind that takes place on the outside; it's slow and subtle and doesn't take form right away. Frustrating for you, we know, but ultimately fruitful... Turn off the bright lights

....mind sucking thoughts.... [18 Oct 2003|10:58pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | coldplay //amsterdam// ] Come on, oh my star is fading, And I swerve out of control, And if I, I'd only waited, I'd not be stuck here in this hole. Come here, oh my star is fading, And I swerve out of control, And I swear, I waited and waited, I've got to get out of this hole. But time, is on your side, it's on your side, now, Not pushing you down, and all around, It's no cause for concern. Come on, oh my star is fading, And I see no chance of release, I know, I'm dead on the surface, But I am screaming underneath. And time, is on your side, it's on your side, now, Not pushing you down, and all around, No, it's no cause for concern. Stuck on the end of this ball and chain, And I was on my way back down again, Stood on a bridge, tied to a noose, Sick to the stomach. Say what you mean, but it won't change a thing, I'm sick of the secrets, Stood on the edge, tied to a noose, But you came along and you cut me loose. You came along, and you cut me loose. You came along, and you cut me loose. ==================================================================== well i dont anything anymore - i'm an idiot and i need to be rescued from my idiotic moments. this isnt funny, nor it should be disregard. (lmao!) when someone says disregard - everyone flocks to see. i'm miserable - more rapture is expected to come - school isnt a place that i want to go on monday. i dont want evil stares or no stares at all. i just wish nothing would have every changed - or i dont know if something had to change - then something else. not something that i cared for so much. ahh!! i'm still an idiot - i should simply place everything behind and i should stop thinking - i shouldn't be redundant and i shouldnt fill my head with such desperate and mind sucking thoughts!! OMG! I HATE THEM!! please god! take them away from my head!! i sit and think about all the beautiful things that were planned and all the other things that hopefully will still occur in the future. i'm at a lost - i need closure and i need to be able to put everything behind me. i need to be able to completely forgot everything that ever harmed the crystal coffin that outlined the very special thing that i cared and still and i think will care for. thats very important for me and yes - no matter what - i'm an IDIOT! ==================================================================== my day thus far: * took dad to the airport with mom * finally told dad about the TBS/ STD tickets - he was ok about it - so yay! * went to International Mall - mom got nice stuff - me - i got nothing! * picked up dad from the airport - the flight was too packed! * finally - FINALLY got my pictures from the dashboard concert - FINALLY! they look really cool. gotta show the people. * took dad to the airport - AGAIN! * the marlins are playing against the yankees in the world series! UN - FREAKING - BELIEVABLE!! and until now - the marlins are winning!! woot woot! * writes this and sees its rather stupid. * realizes that i should've said yes to something - maybe i can take it back. we'll see about that * continues to watch the world series... 2 on base for the marlins.. GO MARLINS! * waits for new SNL in about half and hour go marlins! peace Turn off the bright lights

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