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Saturday, August 2nd, 2003

Subject: "It's Oh So Quiet"-Bjork Time: 11:49 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: silence.

well, im still at teh grandparents....... its very boring.... i wonder if i kissed him if he would kiss me back? ~^RiOTS 'N LiP GLOSS^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "A Seven Nation Army Couldn't Hold Me Back"-The White Stripes Time: 10:50 pm. Mood: amused. Music: "Summertime"-Mae.

went to the levee with Ang. FUN TIMES! I couldnt get up the nerve to talk to the hot guy that works at Pac Sun... But Smith's fan was working... So I talked to him about the guy at Pac Sun, he said the guy seemed nice enough. Kelly was @ Krazyfest, so he wasn't working tonite :(, but he will be working on Monday, so I am going to stop by before I leave for warped. Ang might be going to warped with me... but she'll hafta skip school, she doesn't think her mom will have an issue with it... Smith's fan is going to be going... so I am going to try and meet up with him at some point, because the closer I get to him, he may put in a good word for me with Kelly, ahhh I can only dream :). Meanwhile... at the levee I asked this guy for a hug and he said no, and so Ang and I were messing with him and this guy goes 'his name is Brian' so we start yelling "PAY YOUR CHILD SUPPORT BRIAN!" and all this stuff, and this white guy and this black guy start joining in and I am like "yea man, your checks are always on time, his are always late." and the guy was like "fuck yea represent" and we were acting ghetto with eachother. Then we ran into these 2 preppy girls and I yell 'eastside' and their date does it to and I go 'NO! YOU ARENT ALLOWED TO SAY EASTSIDE! FUCK OFF!' and he tries to start shit with me and I go 'I HOPE YOU BEAT THOSE RAPE CHARGES BUDDY! FIGHT THE POWER!' Then we run into sean, lars, and jarred. I'm trying to flirt with sean, but i don't think he likes me. I keep coing back and forth on wheter or not it would be ok to date him, since katie is pissed that he fucked amanda on her couch. But I say FUCK THAT katie took jaclynn's side over mine, so I really don't give a shit... and It's not like sean's into me anyways.... Well, I'm out, I may put quizes up later, prolly not. ~^RiOTS 'N CHiLDSUPPORT^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "Don't Even Gimme That Shit About Cleanin' The Slate!"-Transplants Time: 3:37 pm. Mood: okay. Music: "We Trusted You"-Transpalnts.

Fuck Jaclyn man, what a bitch, how could she do that to me? And how could Katie take her side?? Oh well, I don't care... This is going to be a positive entry, I have a cool new hair cut, a bitchin new purse, and I am going to go out tonite.... and have a damn good time. I'm at my grandparents right now, I like it here, maybe I'll go swimming later... Their next door neighbor's hot. Well that's it, no one has really replied on anything that I have written in a while..... kinda makes me sad, and feel like I'm talking to a brick wall.... but whatever, it's cool, I don't really reply on people's stuff either, tho maybe I should. OH! I bought a bright eyes t-shirt the other day..... it's really weird looking, but I like it, and that is all that matters. More later, I am going out............ call me on my cell if you want to join me 380-0202 ~^RiOTS 'N GOOD TiMES^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "When Will You Die? Make The Dream Real"-Morissey Time: 9:25 pm. Mood: pissed off. Music: "Embers And Envelopes"-Mae.

Fucking A! So Eric is dating Jacylnn, a slutty "friend" you know... this is the 3rd time she's fucked me over! Alex wrote a song about some chick named Lousia.... No one ever writes songs about me. I got a haircut, but I can't find anyone to go out with, so it's going to waste. I need to be kissed. ~^RiOTS 'N "FUCK iT ALL"'S^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "2 Weeks Without You & I Still Haven't Gotten Over You Yet!"- Go-Go's Time: 10:21 pm. Mood: apathetic. Music: "Stacy's Mom"-Fountains of Wayne.

Fuck him. Fuck HIM! Ohhh Eric's got a new girlfriend, WHAT-EVER! I bet she is fat and ugly! Not NEARLY as hot as me! I wish... I went and saw 28 Days Later, the alternate ending sucks... I have a crush on the dude in it... When I came out Kelly was working, but I didn't stop and say anything to him, but he was watching me when I walked out, kinda like "what? no hi?"... I love him, I need to flirt more, maybe he will eventually like me. Tomorrow I have to go and see Tomb Raider 2 with my grandma, but after that I am going to the levee to see if Kelly is working....or the cute guy that works at Pac Sun, because it's time T got heself some BOOTY! I could get it from Fassler, but that's younger booty, and I'm not into that! Well, more later... OH! And the bands I am listening to at the moment, check 'em jigga, I've decided that I will have band spotlights in my journal, so you all actually get something useful out of reading this, instead of reading what a self-centered bitch I am. Bands: -Mae -7th Standard -Student Rick Have fun with those. ~^RiOTS 'N ZOMBiES^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "I Know That Someday You Will Wake Up As Lonley As I Am"- The Starting Line Time: 12:33 pm. Mood: aggravated. Music: "Voices Carry"- 'Till Tuesday.

There comes a time, usually about once ever 1-2 weeks where I realize just how alone I am. I am, alone. And it sucks. I can't find the type of guy I want, anywhere, I can't even find the type of friend I want. I get pissed off because no one can understand me, but I don't even understand me. So usually I end up getting pissed off at everyone, and mostly myself, for being so complex. And no one really likes me, I mean, everyone does when they first MEET me it seems, but then it wears off. I'm kinda like a puppy, you love it and think its cute and interesting and then you find out you have to take care of it, and you lose intrest and I end up getting hit by a car or something. This frustrates me even more. Why can't I be cool for a prolonged period of time?? I have no clue. OH! /AND/ the click is dead... thanks to matt. I told him about warped tour and he keeps calling me a liar... OH! IM SORRY! I MET PEOPLE AT WARPED TOUR! I KNOW THAT /NEVER/ HAPPENS! Whatever, and he gets on me because awhile ago Brad and I pretened like we knew Bam Margera... But the thing is, he only got on me... He still kisses Brad's ass! Whatever, fuck him, I never liked him. That's it, I'm pissed, maybe I'll put new pictures up or something. ~^RiOTS 'N BEiNG ALONE^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "Hanging On, Here Until I'm Gone, Right Where I Belong, Just Hanging On"-Foo Fighters Time: 12:11 am. Mood: sick.

Not much going on today. I've been sick, nasty nasty. Puking at 5am to a girls gone wild infomercial...great fun. What is it about girls gone wild? It's all drunk chicks lifting up their shirts... I mean boobs can only be interesting for so long man. Another thing... I hate that all my bands are becoming popular... I found 7th standard, Erase Errata, and The Starting Line are in my AP... And the Starting Line has a video on MTV... ARG Don't get me wrong, bands should be allowed to make as much money they want and get the apperication and notariety and everything that they deserve... Becuase that's what they worked for. But honestly, I don't think ANY of the bands I listen to made music so that one day they could look out into the audience and see some slutty cheerleader who saw them on trl mouth 'i looooooove you'.... or maybe they did. Maybe I am just holding the whole music thing to too high of a standard... Maybe it is always about money, kind of a depressing thought, but recent events seem to back it. Oh well... Only a few more days 'till celveland where I WILL be humping Jere Rangel, Chuck Comeau, and David Desriosers ~^RiOTS 'N GROUPiES^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "It's Always You, And Your Big Dreams"-Something Corporate Time: 2:04 pm. Mood: contemplative. Music: "Devil in Jersey City"-Coheed and Cambria.

Uhm... yea. Well, I think I have to break up with Eric, it's complicated, but basiclly I know I love him, but he lives far away and I never see him and it isn't fair for either of us to put ourselves through this. Not to mention, I didn't want things to get this serious, I just want to have fun for a little while, and I don't know... I'm scared of commitment I guess, but I'll be DAMNED if I tell him that. On a lighter note... I went to the school dance (not the prom beause eric couldn't go)! It was really fun, and I ended up dancing with...ALLEN on every slow song :) yea, I've got a picture of it, and I'll put it up as soon as I get it. Also, we moshed and you know... the standard, so yea... I'll see Allen tomorrow. We were going to go to Ross's party together, but my knees were hurting like a bitch and I felt sick so we both just went home. FUN FUN! Speaking of the dance, I had the most emo moment of my life. It was...odd. It was the last slow song of the night... and Allen and I were dancing and I had my head on his shoulder and I look over to Aly, who is dancing with John and it is that damn 'as we go on, we remeber, all the times we, had together' and we start mouthing the words to eachother. And it was just really weird, I had alot of things going through my mind at that point, I was thinking about what I was going to do about Eric, and that eventually I was going to leave everyone and all, and it was the last song of the the night, and the last dance of the year..... wow, sounds cheesy....and it was. ~^RiOTS 'N SLOW DANCES^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "Take Your Pill, And Stop Whining"-RUFiO Time: 8:49 pm. Mood: amused. Music: "Poetic Retelling Of An Unfortunate Seduction"-Bright Eyes.

Ok, I had a freak out last night, but I'm cool now, it's all good, I feel a helluva lot better. In recent news, Hannah took a piss on my Mona Lisa, and refuses to admit that that my 'I Killed A Ska Kid' story is the funniest thing ever.... belive me... it is. Yea uhm, not much happened today, turns out I have a diesease and a syndrome in my knees FUN FUN! PHYSICAL THEREAPY FOR ME! Uhm, about it, I wrote an essay on Avril Lavigne and why she is a poser, I'll post it later. 7th graders are funny, and smoke crack. Ryan Iulg is a funny as mofo and if he was a little older, I'd have his baby. He was talking about how he puffed a jiggly and running up to peopleacting retard and yelling 'MOMMIIIEEEE!' funny shit. He's a little perv tho, him and his friends kept grabbing my ass and staring at my thong the other day.. NAUGHTY! I've noticed something... I need to find something to be REALLY FUCKING GOOD AT! because, obviously my humor isn't working... yes yes, maybe i'll play........the accordian. ~^RiOTS 'N STINKY PAiNTiNGS^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: "...I Wish I Was Honest"-Box Car Racer Time: 8:38 pm. Mood: sore. Music: "Not An Addict"-K's Choice.

Wowza went skating... dammit I suck :(. Heh, when Ryan and I were walking around looking for this kid Thomas, we went past Allen's house and he was on his porch and he was like 'ITS TAYLOR!' and I stopped and talked to him for a bit, when I left Ryan leaned over and whispered 'your blushing...' in my ear... All I could do was smile. I saw Allen yesterday too, in the luch line... I was buying a rice krispy treat (dammit those are good!) and as soon as I walked in he goes 'hi taylor' and i said 'yo yo allen' it was nice. It's funny because we never talked that much before friday... and now it's like we are best friends. God dammit, this is a 5th grade crush... hardcore. Oh well I like it, it keeps me occupied and keeps me putting make-up and doing my hair in the morning... aint that all that matters? That's all pretty much...that and...well...Eric needs to live closer, let's leave it at that. ~^RiOTS 'N SMiLES^~ ~*T*~

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Subject: Quizes Time: 12:46 pm. Mood: bouncy. Music: "Who Invited YOU?"-The Donnas.

Here, so you can know more about your idol and that sexy emo bitch that you just wanna fuck.... Taylor. You are all over the board What Self-Mutilation Are You? brought to you by Quizilla So true..... You're Thursday. You have a lot of angst towards the world yet you tend to keep it all inside, until it eventually combusts. Which of Victoria's favorite bands are you? brought to you by Quizilla you are an "emo kid". you're fresh or light in the scene and enjoy your somewhat nicer and lighter emo bands. don't let the indie kids and punk rockers put you down for liking dashboard confessional or hot water music, stick up for your emo rights! keep smiling! *how emo are you?* brought to you by Quizilla Your SLC Punk! soul mate is Heroin Bob! You lucky bastard, you... Who is your SLC Punk! Soul Mate? brought to you by Quizilla wow...no one saw THAT one coming hahahahahhaha...... You are "All you can learn is what you already know" You are wiser than most people your age and you might be a bit more level headed and you KNOW how you are. What song are you from the Ataris' new album 'So Long Astoria' brought to you by Quizilla You are Kenny!! Which Member of The Starting Line are you? brought to you by Quizilla you're conor oberst in commander venus. His first real band, the one that started saddle-creek and lead on to bigger and better things for the man. without you there would be no Bright Eyes and no critics snaping at your heals. congrats for being an overachiever at such a young age. you rock. which conor oberst are you? brought to you by Quizilla I heart Connor! You are IF WINTER ENDS. What Bright Eyes song are you? brought to you by Quizilla I definately just need a hug :/ More later......

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