RiOTCHiLD's Blurty

Subject:	"Take This Moment To See What You Have Become..."-Evergreen Terrace
Time:	12:37 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	"We Trusted You"-The Transplants.

It's really cool when people write things about you in their livejournal that aren't true, and add you to their friends list, thinking that you are too dumb to actually read it. i.e.: That you are judgemental and that you cry for attention.

Isn't that right James?

Yea, thought so.

And that excuse that 'everyone talks about everyone in their livejournal' doesn't work either. Because you had no intention to talk to me about what you wrote, and no idea that I had even read it...You think I'm that stupid? I actually come to people with what I am pissed off about, and I don't just whine about it. Because you see, as I type this, I am in the library and I just got done telling you what a lieing pice of shit you are, and how what you did was tottally inappropriate.

You played dumb and acted like I was "over-reacting, yet-again" but the funny thing was that Maria and Nikki were sitting right there, and had I been wrong, they would have told me to sit down and shut up...notice how they didn't? Notice how when you opened your mouth they said "let her finish!"? I doubt you did, but it doesn't really matter anymore.

I know that you didn't learn from this...and that my main goal in life is to touch everyone that I am friends with, and if we fight or "throw-down" for the both of us to learn from it....but honestly, I don't care if you never learn another thing...I don't care if you forget how to breathe. Because I learned something that I should have known all along: Never to trust and/or associate with you again.

Have a nice life without me asshole...because I gaurentee you'll be eating your words in 20 minuets.

~*RiOTS N BEiNG RiGHT*~
*^T^*

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Subject:	"You're So Strong That You Don't Need Me, I'm So Tough That I Don't Mind"-David Sweet
Time:	12:22 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	"Sic Tranist Gloria"-Brand New.

My my it has been awhile my dear friend(s, just because Nikki says so). Where to begin? I'm not quite sure...So much has gone n that I feel like when reading this, I'm reading someone else's journal...Like my little sister or something.

Well, I guess all in all things have been ok. I've made alot of new friends, gone to alot of shows and done alot of things that I am proud of..And a few I'm not.

Chris and I never worked out. I dated a boy named Andy briefly and then I dated his best friend Will for a short period of time too. Obviously neither of which worked out, which is quite obvious, but I don't really care..It's not so bad, really!

I found out recently that dearest Nikki is moving to Texas and I don't really wanted to talk about it right now. I'm just updating to let people know that I am NOT dead...and that T will be back.

The wisdom of googlisim: Taylor deserves to be happy
yes...yes she does.

*~RiOTS N REViVALS~*
*^T^*

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Subject:	"It's Been A Long Hard Road Without You By My Side..."-Good Charlotte
Time:	7:02 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	"Love Will Tear Us Apart"-Joy Division.

This title means alot of things...

I have recently realized that it is coming up on a YEAR since I first moved myself out of my dad's house. How messed up is it when your own child moves themselves out! when your own child disowns YOU... I don't miss him, but I do miss not spending every 24-7 with my mom. I miss being able to do whatever the fuck I wanna and I miss being spoiled, but I don't miss him...at all.
-My Grandma doesn't seem to get that I don't want to talk to him, but I guess it's hard...Having to be on both sides, or not attached at all. She can't help with the one thing that hurts my dad and I the most....which is that he was and is a horrible parent.
--Personally, I don't think I should have ever been born. Not because I hate myself of anything along those lines...I just don't think my dad should have ever had a child....obviously he and I don't share the same point of view.

Whatever. I'll be ok one day, this will all be in the past. I think the thing that keeps me going is the fact that I realize that as sucky as my life is right now, it will get better. I mean, my life has to hit it's peak sometime...and who does that happen to in thier first 14 years? I have so much more to experiance... and I know that things will get better. I KNOW this.

*^RiOTS N OPTIMISIM^*
~*T*~

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Subject:	"I'm Sorry I can't Be Perfect..."-Simple Plan
Time:	12:24 pm.
Mood:	listless.
Music:	"I Swear"-Spice Girls.

So, Maria and I 'made up' if you can call it that. I mean, I'm not excatly sure where ALy and I right now...She gave me a tampon today, so does that mean we are friends?

I read the review on my journal...They hit the nail on the head about some things.... I walways say that I don't want anyone to pity me...But in the same breath I talk about how bad my life is.

Why do I always wanna play myself up to be this wonderful girl who is uber strong and doesn't need anyone, when the truth is...I do. I want to be strong, but it is so hard sometimes.

Maria and and Aly say that I always it want ito be about me. It's true, I always feel the need to get attention from my friends and such, so I act out...I try to be as outragous as possible. Part of this is my personality and how I was raised, but another part of it is me screaming 'LOOK! LOOK! AT ME! LIKE ME! TEL ME IM COOL!' why do I need that? Deep inside I know I am worht-while, but I have the hardest time beliving hat other people feel the same.

I'm sorry, this was a lame update.

~^RiOTS 'N SELF-LOATHING^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"Come On And Take Me By The Hand, We're Gunna See A Punk-Rock Band"-MxPx
Time:	6:51 pm.
Mood:	accomplished.
Music:	"Bulidings Tumble"-MxPx.

I got reviewed...http://www.blurty.com/talkread.bml?journal=journalreviews&itemid=51262#cutid1

The mxpx show...AWESOME

It was so fucking great, I met up with this really cool chick Becky in line and we were talking. So then we get inside and I am right behind this really cute guy who is on the barrier and we start talking to him. And he is like "If you need to you can grab onto me when the crowd starts to push" So I did just that. Now for the break down by sets.

Hidden In Plain View: I felt all special because I knew who they were and some of thier songs and no one else did. They had this really cute guitarst who was kind-of chubby and had a lip ring and he kept signing to me. I got alot of attention from the band because I was in the front in the center and I was going crazy and knew thier songs. Afterwards they said they woul dbe at the merch booth. So Becky and I went back there and told Mike (the cute guy) and Pennington (the girl next to him..i never got her first name) to save out spots. He said if I had troublget getting back up to my spot to yell his name and he would help me out.
--So Becky and I go back there and we meet the OTHER guitarst (not the lip-ring one) and he gets his picture taken with me. Then I meet the lead singer and he gets his picture taken with me as well and said he liked my bracelets. I said he could have one, but he said he would feel bad if he took one from me. After that I met Tom from MxPx and he signed me and got his picture taken with me.

Slick Shoes: I was still by the merch booth for the first half of thier show, but then I decided to get back in front, Becky had to leave to meet one of her friends...So I had to try and make it on my own. I was doing fine until I ran into 2 moshpits RIGHT next to eachother, and normaly I would jump right in and mosh, but I was cramping and super fucking thirtsy, so moshing was the LAST thing I wanted to do. I get to like, one person away from Mike and Pennington and this bitch wont let me in front of her, so I push past her and grab Mike's shoulders and he is like "I really didn't think you'd make it back." I laughed and was like "I told you I was a tough-ass bitch" and we both started laughing. So then the lead singer of slick shoes decides to play 'Braveheart' and splits bogarts down the middle and says "when you hear the music, you fucking CHARGE!" I got a kick-ass picture of bogart's spilt down the middle with this punk kid jumping...

MXPX:Before they come on, this group of like 10-15 guys start chanting 'YURI! YURI! YURI!' it was the FUNNIEST THING I HAD EVER HEARD! They were like, tottal Yuri groupies hahaha. So MxPx opens with 'My Life Story'...Everyone goes nuts. I end up taking alot of my pictures and getting SWEET ASS ones because I am right behind Mike (not hererra) who is right behin dthe barrier. Mike HERERRA keeps trying to throw me his pics, but a guy next to me keeps getting them. Mike (not hererra) tries to get some for me, but it doesn't work. I squeeze my way next to Mike (not hererra) right before Tom begins to play 'Should I Stay or Should I go', which rocked my cock off. At the end of the show, Mike HERERRA threw me his shirt since I 'never got a pic'. It was awesome.

All in all it was so awesome and I am uber happy I went.

~^RiOTS 'n MiKEY HERERRA^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"Dreaming of Dropping Out Of School"-Simple Plan
Time:	12:11 pm.
Mood:	hungry.
Music:	"The Future Freaks Me Out"-Motion City Soundtrack.

Whats up kids? Not much here. I am stuck at school, it sucks.

Maria and Aly tried to start drama with me a few minuetes ago. So I skipped lunch and came into world civ with Nikki and Scott. James went along and went out to luch with them...Whatever.

Yes, I understand he is friends with them as well, but seriously...I know him better and more and I am better friend with him and he chooses to go and hang out with thier back-stabbing asses. Whatever.

Maria tried to have a conversation with me in English, so I just kinda said "mmhm" "yea" to get her to leave me alone.

But whatever, Im in world civ...Its fun ye haw. I gotta go to the Harley Quin website right quick... I'm going to intervie them for our magazine.

Nikki hates Nutters

~^RiOTS 'N WORLD CiV^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"They Take In Turn And They Give You Nothing Real"-Morrisey
Time:	10:21 pm.
Mood:	lonely.
Music:	"Late Night Maudlin Street"-Morrisey.

My life has been ruined in 48 hours. Everything has changed. I have realized that I have seen the world for what it really is at a very young age.

Alex came home last night…Very messed up, I don’t want to talk about what all was said…But, I was scared shitless…for once I was speechless, powerless, and helpless. I couldn’t be the tough-girl anymore. It was awful. I had been holding everything inside of me for so long, and I let just a tiny piece out that night….Just a tiny piece, and it caused me to fall apart.

Tonight, I was STILL shaken up about Alex and I get a call from Katie telling me that I have to come down to the football game because my half-brother that I have never met and that I was lied to about for 8 years is there. So I decide to go…I am freaking out and stressed because of Alex AND meeting my half-brother matt, but I go.

We stop at convient to buy mountain dew and I see, who I later find out is, my brother.

I go to the game…and who is waiting for me RIGHT inside the gate? Maria and Aly! I think ‘thank god, I can tell someone how shitty I am feeling, they will understand, they will make me feel better, they will be there for me’…nope!

I get inside and Maria asks me ‘are you still going out with eric?’…Eric is the LEAST of my problems and they are worried about THAT? So I say ‘I guess…I have bigger things to think about.’ so they say ‘oh don’t start bitching at us –blah blah blah *insert insensitve bitchy-ness here*-‘ So I tell them why I am there and tell them that they don’t understand and to fuck off.

Aly acts all upset to get pity, and I go and talk to Nikki because I am shaking because I am about to punch the two of them (I have anger-management issues, so I was trying my hardest not to hit either of them, because I wouldn’t be able to stop).

SO ALY COMES UP PUSHING ME! Saying ‘fuck off bitch’ so I start pushing back and she tells me to ‘not fucking touch’ her. I punch her in the arm and tell her to ‘shut the fuck up you stupid ugly bitch don’t you EVER fucking talk to me AGAIN!’ and walk off. So she goes and cries and everyone is like ‘Aly is crying’ HA! like I give a FLYING FUCK!

Maria comes up and tries to talk to me, I tell her she doesn’t know what the fuck she is talking about and she needs to shut the fuck up and I walk away. So then Nikki walks me back up to convient to see if we can find Max. She listens to me talk and calms me down and we go and buy junk food and eat it. Nikki saved my life, because if she didn’t calm me down, I probably would have endangered myself or others.

So that is my night, the people that were supposed to be there for me weren’t. They went off on me about some middle school shit. It just shows how shallow they are, the ONE time I need them, they flake. I guess I should have known all along.

They mean nothing to me now. They aren’t deserving of my time or energy. I should not waste my time and give a shit about people who don’t give a shti about me. So thank you Aly and Maria, for showing me exactly NOT how to treat a friend in need :).

Everything thing has come crashing down and I can’t take it. I thought I was doing better and everything has gotten ripped apart. Watch closely kids…This is what falling apart looks like.

That’s it…I’m going to get drunk.

( what i need to hear )

*^RiOTS 'N FURY^*
~*T*~

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Subject:	"Agian I Go Unnoticed"-Dashboard Confessional
Time:	7:12 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	"Ahhhea"-Outkast.

So today I rode in a car with MAX -FUCKING- THOMAS!!!! Oh GOOOOOD I almost wet all over myself.

So alex goes to buy a "skateboard" with max and jude... So there for I got LEFT at ALEX's HOUSE ALONE!!! He was gone for two hours and I got pissed off when he came home and threatned to walk the 2 miles to convient and meet up with Nikki and James.

I totally broke down and just started crying. I didn't know I was so miserable. I thought I was doing better, I thought I was happy....but NOPE, apparenly I've kept it all inside.

OH! and my mom is going to see DAVE ATTEL...WITHOUT ME!!!!

whatever

*^RiOTS N BREAKDOWNS*~
~*T*~

crash the wedding

Subject:	"I've Found A Click To Call My Own"-Good Charlotte
Time:	6:00 pm.
Mood:	amused.
Music:	"A Goodnights Sleep"-TSL.

Today was uhhhh boring?

I want to ask someone out on a date, but I don't know this person very well...And I do belive they may think I am a stalker if I ask them. Dilemma Dilemma.

I'm dumping little Eric because: you see, Taylor was not ment to date younger boys, which is now evident. I am beigning to think Taylor was not ment to date at all...FUCK I'm speaking in 3rd person. I think I am going to ask Big Eric to homecoming because, well let's face it folks...I LURVE him... So I may as well get my pathetic ass on the the phone and ask him to take me.

I've been hanging out with Nik and James (who will now for all future purposes be referred to as JIZZ or JIZZLE) alot. We are joining drama club together because we are huge dorks. It's quite fun finding people you can relate to, I actually don't want to kill these people :).

We went and hung out at the levee, it was fun LYKE WOAH (heh, when typing 'fun' i instinctally typed 'fuck' can we say sexually frustrated?)

more later...I need food, or uh, something.

~*RiOTS 'N JiZZ*~
~^T^~

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Subject:	"I Wanna Be With A Boy Like You..."-The Donnas
Time:	11:31 pm.
Mood:	loved.
Music:	"20 below"-Hidden in plain view.

I hung over at Nikkis house after school. Her grandma is kinda naggy and I don't understand how she lives with them. Nik, if you read this, don't be offended, I'm just saying it would get on my nerves. Mark got on her ass because she cut an anarchy A into herself...He thinks shes a cutter. I think he needs to mind his buisness. We decided what she did was simply 'decorating' she did it for the LOOK not the FEEL, shes not addicted and she is not doing it for an emotional escape...Therefor,she is NOT a cutter.

Haven't seen Katie Penn around in awhile... I have the burning suspision I think she is cooler than she thinks I am...Which if fine with me, it's not like I give a god-damn...I've beens talking people for years now.

I went to the football game with Nikki and James and (8th grade)Eric and Thomas and Fassler and Mark and some weird little kid that was extremely horny.

We all hung out and all it was fun...and (8th grade)Eric and I are now-offically- DATING! He makes me happy. It was so cute to see him run along and skate and then come back and sit next to me agian. We switched necklaces and I put red lipstick on and kissed him (and some of his friends) on the cheek which means I own them now.

The boys decided I was the prettiest "punk" girl they have seen in awhile...and that made me happy.
So i suppose I am a pretty "punk" girl with a boyfriend. Wow, something I never thought I would be.

~*RiOTS N SKATEBOARDS*~
*^T^*

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Subject:	"Don't Call It A Comeback"-Motion City Soundtrack
Time:	7:43 pm.
Mood:	artistic.
Music:	"The Future Freaks Me Out"-Motion City Soundtrack.

Long time no update.

I know.

But life has been hectic, I started Highschool, it's ok I guess. I met alot of really cool people, and my group of friends is slowly changing. Currently I hang out with Nikki and James alot. I honestly think Nikki and I were seperated at birth, she is one of my really close friends.

James is the coolest kid ever, we have lunch period together and he gets on me about littering. I found his virginity and he owes me $.16

I had the best night of my life last friday. When I explain it to people it sounds extremely lame, but for the first time since everything with dad I was tottally happy. Hanging out in the bowling alley parking lot, with cheap dracula masks, shopping carts, cheap candy, cool kids, and some kid named kevin. I mean...What more could I want? Hah.

So that is my life so far.

NEW TREND: finding rocks and calling them 'your virginity' just watch...it will catch on.

new sn: crushongreen

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Subject:	"I Just Want You To Know I Have A Major Crush On You"-The Ataris
Time:	3:28 pm.
Mood:	pissed off.
Music:	"Just Like You"-Count The Stars.

Fuck all man... fuck all.

So Aly and I go to the levee, and some kid tells me he is 'drawn' to me... okieeee... Then we see Katie, and I am all excited because... well, ITS KATIE! But after I yell her name and we give eachother a hug I notice... Jacklynn's with her. So this BITCH has the nerve to step up to me and try to give me a hug and say "taylor, why are you mad at me? I don't think you shoul dbe mad!". So I pushed her away and just said "no, I definately should" and walked off. Then afterwards, Katie tells me that I shouldn't be so mad, and basiclly tells me she is taking Jacklynn's side... WHAT THE FUCK!? Isn't she supposed to be my friend? My BEST friend? Whatever. I don't know on WHAT planet it is ok to go out with your friends boyfriend without asking, or telling her... doesn't sound right to ME! I can't talk about this anymore, I'm pissed.

So, we go into Journey's, and Kelly is working...He starts talking to me, and seriously, I get all hot and sweaty and just walk out, it was pathetic. I have to tell him how I feel because, well, I can't deal with acting like a teeny-bopper. And, if worse comes to worse, I can always just not go in there...ever...agian. We are going to the levee tonight... I think I'll take care of business then.

~^RiOTS 'N THROWDOWNS^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"I'm Lost, Broken, Confused"-Mest
Time:	4:43 pm.
Mood:	aggravated.
Music:	"25 to life"-Mest.

garrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I think I realised why I am so angry... I went off my meds, I didn't realize it until last night. Right now I'm listening to this really pretty Mest song and I am just reminded that once more, I don't have anyone to share songs with... I never thought a Mest song would make me cry. But it did, DAMN YOU LOVATO!

"I swear there's always the next hill to climb"-Mest... you got that shit right.

It seems that whenever I'm like "Ok! I can do this! I'm happy and confident! Let's Go!" Something comes along and I get knocked on my ass and I am like "I am worth nothing, I am shit" it's quite frustrating. Oh well, maybe I will go to the levee and see what Kelly is up too... maybe he will make me feel better, if not him at least Smith's Fan will.

--OH! Just got news from Aly that we can't just hang out at the levee, fantastic!--

Great, wonderful, anyone wanna tell me that santa isn't real? or that Kelly is gay? because I mean, c'mon, now would be a fucking GREAT time to do it!!!!!!!!

maybe i'll ask kelly to do something with me tonite... that might make me happy... wish me luck!

~^RiOTS 'N HOPES^~
~*T*~

crash the wedding

Subject:	"If I kissed Your Neck, Would You Slit My Throat?"-Brand New
Time:	11:25 pm.
Mood:	frustrated.
Music:	"Brilliant Dance"-Dashboard Confessional.

Everyone is happy.

Everyone but me.

I need someone to tell me that I am pretty, that I am likeable, that everything will eventuallybe ok, and that I am worthy of the boys that I have pictures on my walls of. I need someone to tell me that I am important, and funny, and song-worthy. I need someone to tell me that they miss me when I'm not around! I need someone to tell me I am the best part of their day. I need to be wanted, I need to be loved.... I need to stop whining.

I feel rejected and hated and ugly and annoying and worthless and dirty and used and boring.... I don't want to feel like this anymore...... Dear god, this is misery at it's finest.

~^RiOTS 'N RAZORBLADES^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"Come Back To P.A. Forever This Time"- The Starting Line
Time:	8:18 pm.
Mood:	sore.
Music:	"Summertime"-Mae.

SO NOW ABOUT WARPED!

Ok, so Katie and I drive our asses all the way up to Cleveland... We are P-U-M-P-E-D!! So when we get there, we hear TSL already playing so we run through traffic, haul ass across a bridge, go down these rusty stairs and we see a bunch of kids sitting bummed at the bottom. So I ask where to buy tickets at, and they inform us that it is SOLD OUT. Katie and I are PISSED, we ask around to see if anyone has extras, and of corse, no one does.

We look for scalpers, and even the SCALPERS don't have tickets, no one can get in WHAT SO EVER. We stood behind the simple plan tent and yelled 'LE HELP! LE HELP!' but they must have been busy or something......

It was awful, so after an hour of walking around, in the heat, listening to everyone else having a good time... Mom decides that she will take us to pittsburg, which is where warped will be the next day.

So the next day we go and watch Brand New play for a while and then we decide to go get spots for TSL... Little did we know everyone else had the same idea. So when TSL starts playing EVERYONE pushes forward and I think my ribs are going to break, I can't breathe and the guy in front of me keeps elbowing me in the ribs making it even HARDER for me to breathe! So, I did what I had to... I bit him. So that douche bag moves, and some other really cool guy takes his place and tells me to use him to keep me from falling over. So I do, and I am holding onto his shoulders, but the crowd gets to be too much and I just let myself fall and get pushed with the crowd. He must have noticed because He started yelling "SHE NEEDS OUT!" And he and his 2 other friends help me out of the crowd... It was at this time that I lose my 200$ camera. But lucky for me, I have a disposeable.

So Katie and I go walking around, and hang out around the Count The Stars tent because the lead singer is there. So I rip a Count The Stars poster off a trash can and say 'Can you sign this poster I just stole becaue I am poor?' So he laughs and says yea, and I get my picture taken with him and all.

After that we go to the AP tent and I met thrice and got inline to meet Simple Plan. We waited 3 hours and met up with 2 really cool girls. I told chuck 'you owe me child support' in french but I said it wrong and seb corrected me. It was very embarrasing.

We hung out with Count The Stars agian, and they signed my shirt... they wrote 'I wish Taylor was my tailor' 'Taylor is my role model' 'WE LOVE YOUUUUUUUU!!!!!' and 'Taylor Likes Hats'. We also ran into a guy from a band This Island Earth who invited us to the after-barbecue and gave us CDs... Which was really cool, but I didn't end up going.

I corwd surfed to rancid and got dropped on my head in the pit... I was pretty sure I had a concussion because I couldn't see straight, but what do I do? I get right back up and do it agian... YEAH MAN! ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT!

So then we went and saw Simple Plan, and everyone went NUTS! Pierre made dun of this guy and made us all flip him off and tell him we were all going to kick his ass. I crowd surfed to 'grow up' and apperntly my backpack came unzipped and I lost EVERYTHING I OWN! Everything! cell phone, keys, camera, shirts, condoms (CTS signed those too :) )ALL OF IT! But the night ended up being more happy than sad, and Katie and I ended the night by singing our favorite SP song together....

So we ended up meeting members from: Bowling For Soup, This Island Earth, The Ataris, Dropkick Murphys, All-American Rejects, Simple Plan, Count The Stars, Mest, Yellocard, The Starting Line, and Brand New

And I can't wait 'till next year.....

~^RiOTS 'N SWEAT^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"All Of Our Closest Friends They Will Be Sneakin In"-The Ataris
Time:	10:26 am.
Mood:	blah.
Music:	"Where's The Love?"-Black Eyed Peas.

I'm here at aly's... It was pretty fun, even though I was exhausted from warped tour (I'll write about THAT fiasco later). We snuck Sean in last night, and Aly was freaking out that her mom was going to wake up, it was pretty funny, Sean and I were imagining this girl Heather Moyer in diffrent outfits... I almost pissed my pants. Aly's sister hung out with us for a while, well actually the whole night (since her sister has no friends [just playin kayleigh if you read this]). Everyone was trying tog et my to write tattoos on them... I was thinking about looking into that as a carrer... I mean, if I got really good I could do rockstars and shit, and I wouldn't be a freaky butch looking chick or a blad guy with my head tattooed... so, it could actually be fun.

I talked to eric on the phone (not my ex) and he was at the mall, he said he'd buy my something, and I'm not doubting it. He said he was going to buy me an 'I love cheese' patch, but I told him not to because I don't even like cheese... let alone love it.

Well anyway, I think I am going to go eat some doughnuts, ALL about warped later.

~^RiOTS 'N KRiSPY CREMES^~
~*T*~

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Subject:	"I'm living now but I feel dead"-Mest
Time:	12:06 am.
Mood:	crushed.
Music:	my tears.

guitarjunky707: OMG THE LIST IS ENDLESS!
guitarjunky707: were gonna have a live webcam called HEATHER CAM LOL
IHaveBrightEyes7: HAHAHAHAH
guitarjunky707: yeah now i feel like chillin with kt
guitarjunky707: either i feel sorry for her, or i actaully give a shit bout her lol
IHaveBrightEyes7: you know... it really makes me feel like shit when im talking to you and all you talk about is katie
guitarjunky707: oh sorry!
guitarjunky707: well hey i don't have a gilr either so
guitarjunky707: i mean i would go out with ur really cool and all but i dk im not attracted to you, maybe sometime later in life , like highschool

uhm, great.

~^RiOTS 'N LET DOWN^~
~*T*~

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