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Time Is Nothing But Our Enemy [01 Jan 2004|02:53pm] [ mood | worried ] [ music | On My Own-THe Used ] AGH!!! I just called Tim's house and his grandmother told me he wasnt home. I asked if she knew when he would be home and she said sometime tomorrow. I cant wait til tomorrow to talk to him! Agh! I wish he still had his long distance so he could call me and I would know what was going on. Last I heard from him was yesterday and he told me to call him back because he wasnt feeling good. But I didnt call him back because I thought he would need to rest if he didnt feel good. But I wish I would have called him!!! Maybe he would have told me what was gonna happen. Agh!! I cant do this. I talked to him for like a half hour yesterday and thats it!! And now I have to wait another 24 hours to talk to him!! I really hate this! I wanna talk to him. I was thinking maybe they just dont want me talking to him but I dunno. I hope thats not it. Because he cant call me at all so I wont know until tomorrow. This is gonna be a long day........... My one worry though is if hes cheating on me. I mean like he told me his mom was trying to hook him up with the landlord's daughter. And I got really worried. And ever since then I always think about him with another girl, and how much it would hurt if he broke up with me. I just need to talk to him and see whats going on. Tomorrow come faster! Please! I have to find out whats going on! post comment

New Years Eve [31 Dec 2003|07:09pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | The Taste Of Ink-The Used ] Well its New Years eve and Im as sad as possible. Tim dont have free long distance anymore so we cant talk as much like before. Right now hes at his step dads house. Last i heard from him he wasnt feeling good. I miss him so much. Im like crying right now. I wanna talk to him and i dont want him to be sick and i dont want to have to not talk to him as much anymore. I really love him. My mom really dun care bout nething she knows its not gonna work out. Ima try my hardest to make it work out tho. I love him so much. Nothing else matters more then him. I love him and i miss him. post comment

Our first practice [30 Dec 2003|02:00am] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | The Young And The Hopeless-Good Charlotte ] Well our band had our first practice today. It was really cool n fun. But it sorta sucked cuz Paris didnt bring her amp n we borrowed Patricks. Turned out her bass was like dead. lol So we had 2 play quietly. it was ok tho. We were pretty good for the first time. Well yea thats bout it so later! post comment

Finally! [29 Dec 2003|12:46pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Punk Rawk Show-MXPX ] Well yesterday I called Sarah to see what was up. She wasnt there but called me back like 5 minutes after I called. She said if we could practice at my house because the drums are to hard to travel with everywhere. So practice is gonna be here at 5 o'clock today. She called me n told me the time today. So this will be our first practice together. Im so happy! We are gonna be the only chick band at open mic n its gonna rock!!! Yea!!! Anyways yea well thats all thats happening at the moment so Later! post comment

Just an update [26 Dec 2003|02:30pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Rape Me-Nirvana ] Well I've been dying to update this thing but nothing has happened! Um well lets see.............I havent heard from my band lately so we arent gonna be ready fer open mic i kno that fer sure. Its gonna be a big disaster but we'll be having fun i guess. We havent had one damn pracite n we have a show Jan. 10. Aint that great? neways well yea thats bout it so later! post comment

Today at school................. [18 Dec 2003|05:03pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Bottom Of A Bottle-Smile Empty Soul ] Well 2day at school we had our Christmas party. N see Nilton n Yousef got in trouble n we cant talk 2 them fer 2 weeks. ITS KILLING ME! Today at the party they sat by themselves :(( they look so sad :(( i felt like shit :(( Yousef i really dun care but Nilton i hate the fact i cant talk 2 him. I feel so bad. cant wait til the 2 weeks is over. We did the secret santa n everything was cool. 2morrow i get out of school at 12 so thats awesum! Winter break! cant wait! Neways well i better get going cause i have 2 go 2 this craft thing with Pat n Patrick in like a few min lol so yea later! post comment

My life as of..................NOW! [16 Dec 2003|09:38pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Girl all the Bad Guys Want- Bowling For Soup ] Well i just got back from the school hoilday program. The only thing cool bout it was i got 2 be with my friends. Dude! Irene didnt come! I was like WTF! Shes like one of my best friends. But yea i was taking pictures of everybody. Rodolfo i swear him n Francisco its impossible 2 get their picture. I got it tho! \:D/ Nilton didnt come either.......little bastard :)) n OMFG!!!!!! Alfrado got blonde highlights!!! :)) omg i was like freakin out :)) its great. N Tony is so funny :)) My friends so rule! Well yea thats all thats happening later! post comment

Whats Happening Now! [15 Dec 2003|10:09pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Whats My Age Again?-Blink 182 ] Well lets see............I went to the open mic on Saturday. It was great. I met Sarah there n Julie n Paris. Paris is our bassist u couldnt tell by lookin at her tho :)) She is shorter then me n is skinny. i dunno how she holds the bass :)) Neways, Julie n Paris r really nice. Sarah omg she is SOOOOO organizied. She made us all Cds with our names on them for the songs we r gonna cover. Its great tho. Monday er Tues ima go 2 Naperville cuz Julie is gonna be there with her dad fer Christmas break n we have 2 practice cuz we have a show next month. So yea cant wait til then! At the open mic i met a lot of ppl. N all the bands were pretty good. Still Not Sexy was awesum. They sang Christmas songs :)) They turned em around n made them cool tho. Pat's bands was cool. Cozmo from i dun memeber which band :)) omfg he played with no pants LMAO! It was great! But yea thats all fer now! Bye Bye! post comment

Things happening! [12 Dec 2003|10:30pm] [ mood | moody ] [ music | Fed up-Gob ] Well um lets see...................omg! In P.E we took our science books cause science was right after no time 2 get the books from my locker dunno why, neways i brought my pen n i lost it! :(( i was so mad! it was my fav pen! Then i seen Nilton with it n im like "OMG! U FOUND IT!!!" n hes like "uh yea" n i was so happy i cud have kissed him! I kept saying thank u n hes finally like "Kelly its not that big of a deal shut up already" :)) Hes so awesum. Omfg Connor is so funny :)) The teacher asked who was the first woman 2 be on the supreme court n hes like "Pamala Anderson" :)) lmao it was so funny. I swear he looks just like the lead dsinger form Bowling 4 Soup. What else happened.......OoOo Sarah called me 2day. She found a bassist! I thought she ditched me there fer a while. But we are all gonna meet 2morrow at sum tea bar then we are gonna go 2 open mic! Yay! I luv open mic its so fun! Ummmm i got in a fight with that bitch Mylene! omfg i hate her. Whenever u say sumthing 2 her she says "Yer point" n im like yea that my point fuckin whore n shes cussing me out in spanish like i dunno what it means :)) she looked stupid when i cussed at her back in spanish then she hit me n of course i had 2 kick her ass :D fuckin bitch. IMa Kill her. Kick her Puerto Rican ass all the way 2 Puerto Rico! Thats bout all i cud think of so ttyl! post comment

~!*{School}*!~ [04 Dec 2003|05:27pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Young And The Hopeless-Good Charlotte ] Well 2day at school Me, Ariana, Irene, Jennifer, Heidi, Ashurina, Alfrado, Rodolfo, Nilton, Conner, n John got in trouble cause we talked to loud at lunch. We cant sit by each other fer a week :)) like they can tell me where 2 sit lmao. Anyways. Fer the Christmas program thingy we cud either dance er sing. I wanna dance cause well i cant sing! So like we have to dance boy/girl n from my class Ariana, Alfrado, n George went up to be like volenteers, so i either danced with George er Alfrado. George is like short so i got Alfrado lol. Ariana is a little shorter then me n got George :)) ha. Anyways Alfrado isnt shy n hes a good dancer. I felt like an idiot compared to him :)) Hopefully fer the dance i will get paired with Fransico, Alfrado, er Yousef. They take it seriously n they dun joke around. Plus they are tall :)) Well i think ima find out 2morrow cause theres another practice. TTYL! post comment

Sucky Weekend [28 Nov 2003|05:50pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Damnit-Blink 182 ] Well my moms truck broke down so im stuck in the house all weekend. We wont get the truck back till Monday. Sucky. So I have no clue how ima get to wherever Sarah wants to meet at. O well I guess ill find out 2morrow. On better news its snowing. Yay! I love snow. I wanna go play in it! Neways...updates later! Bye Bye! post comment

FUCK! [27 Nov 2003|01:45pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | Until I Met You-Mest ] I just found out sumthing that really pisses me off bout 2 ppl who might remian nameless. If they r sumwhat smart they can figure it out. They came 2 ,what I thought was 2 c me and go 2 a concert, but really was 2 USE me n have SEX in MY HOUSE. They used me. Being used by 2 people that I cared 4 is a great feeling.Lets celebrate. *Shots self* They wouldnt care if I was dead er not. They would just come back 2 my house n have sex! I cant believe that I didnt get it. When Shane asked fer them 2 have their own room, when they held hands, when they kissed NOPE I DIDNT GET IT. So im slow. They shouldnt have used me neways. With the money i had before i used it 4 them 2 come i could have went to see Karina, Tobey and Lynard n i cud have seen my future husband again. Thxxx Shauna and Shane u really taught me sumthing.......not 2 trust u 2 again 11 comments|post comment

~!*{My Life as Of Now}*!~ [18 Nov 2003|03:14pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Over My Head(Better Off Dead)-Sum 41 ] Well lets see ima start with the beginning :)). Well my mom owns a bar right? Well it isnt doing that well. People arent drinking anymore! :(( In other words we are broke. We have money, but im not gonna be spoiled like before :)). I admit Im spoild but im not a brat. I always got whatever i wanted and was always happy with that. its gonna be hard making the change but eh what are u gonna do :)) I prob sound so like um that one word um i dunno but yea :)) Im not going to complain tho! Im happy as ever before! \:D/ Some good news is that Sarah called me yesterday and she said that she found a bassist and guitarist! \:D/ Yay! Im so happy! Saturday shes gonna go watch them play and then the weekend after next we will all meet. To tell u the truth i didnt kno she would find a chick bassist so damn fast :)) O well as long as they are good i dun care! We will be the ONLY chick band at open mic! Dude its gonna rule! Im so glad i went up to talk to her! Sort of depressing........I dont get to talk to Tobey much anymore :(( Its hard to meet someone like him talk to them like everyday then just not talk as much anymore. Hes one of those people u never knew was living. Hes so easy to talk to and wont hate u fer yer opinions. Then we he gets hurt by people like Kayla it pisses me off. Well next time he signs on ima talk to him til he tells me to shut up! Hes like the older brother that i never had(Even though i have an older brother Tobey is there for me unlike my real brother) Well ima go into that story bout my jackass brother! Well he worked in the bar for my parents on Saturdays meaning all my saturdays i had to babysit my bratty little niece. God she was so AGH! i hated her so much i swear. She did things to annoy me like swearing at me and disrespecting me it was just so agh. Then u go to my brother and of course he dun believe me cause his daughter was a nice little angel. My Ass she was! He thinks shes sweet and kind psh he dunno his own daughter very well. I always had to involve her in with my life. She had to come along when i went to the mall with MY friends. Then David, My brother, would get mad when i didnt involve her in things. It was so fustrating! anyways Well my mom had to change the days around for who works on what days in the bar. David got mad cause he didnt have saturdyas anymore. And he was always was complaining he didnt spend enough time with his daughter. God he cant make up his damn mind! So he got pissed bout that, called my parent a bunch of names and never came back. Btw we are half siblings we only have the same dad not the same mom. He like sends me text messages on my phone trying to make us feel bad. But of course i dont! I have nothing to do with it! So i didnt send Kori, My niece his daughter, a b-day card er anything :)) big deal. Hes the one who stopped coming around :)) See with Tobey being my brother i dun have to go through none of that :)) He wont work fer my parents unless he wants to which he would be crazy :)) and he wont want me to baby sit his kid 24/7 on the count he dun have no kids. Well thats pretty much it fer now. Hopefully u got this far :)) If u did thxxx fer reading! 1 comment|post comment

~!*{Whats going on NOW}*!~ [11 Nov 2003|03:36pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Can't Stop- Red Hott Chilli Peppers ] Ok well yea. Today Sarah came over bout 12. Everything went really good. We most likey will have a band put together in a few weeks. She said she has a girl at her school who plays guitar. So we need to find another girl who plays guitar or bass. So yea. Im in a band! Go me! Well after that I walked over to Matthews house to meet Lorin there. Then we walked over to Conners and they were outside. We just hung out. Of course Conner was making stupid jokes. It was fun though. post comment

~!*{Whats going on this time!}*!~ [10 Nov 2003|11:24pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | The Bitch Song-Bowling For Soup ] As u can see i write about a lot of things that happen with my friends and stuff...o well. Well lets see.......OMG! I went to Pat's open mic on saturday. Before the bands got up to play, this girl Sarah, i have never talked to her in my life, goes on stage and shes like "Did anyone notice all these bands are guy bands?" "We need a chick band up here, so if u play drums,bass, or guitar come see me". Of course i went to talk to her. I couldnt stop thinking bout it that night. Sunday she called me! Yay! She said she wants to see me play so tomorrow shes coming over to watch me. I am so nervous. This is like my life long dream. It would be awesome to play in front of a bunch of people. Hopefully i will do good and everything will work out. Well now that i got the most important thing out of the way lets see what else there is to say. Humm well today Lori put Patrick's hair in like braids he looks really awesome. Dude omg today we were going to the guitar center and like when we were going there i was sitting in the middle of Lorin and Pat, Pat took his finger, put it in his mouth and then in my ear. :)) omfg it was so gross. i was so mad. omg its all good tho right? How can u hate yer life long friend. A little before that we walked all over the city to find Conner. First we walked to Lorin's house to get her PS2 game, then decided to find Conner. We didnt have his # so we couldnt call him. So we walked to Matt's house he wasnt home. Then walked to Maheks house cause she told me she had Conncers number. She lost it. So then we walked to Conners house again and him and Matthew were outside. After hanging for a while i had to go home cause Pat was there so yea then all the guitar center things happened. So 2morrow i have the meeting thingy with Sarah at 12:30 then after that im suppose to call Matthew and we are suppose to go to Conners house. So yea i have a few plans. I have a life! Go Me! Well yea ill write more 2morrow to let u all reading this know how the drumming thing went. TTYL! ~!*{Kelly}*!~ post comment

~!{Whats going on}*!~ [06 Nov 2003|07:11pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Responsibility-MxPx ] Well lets see.....Lorin has been telling me about this kid Conner that I barley knew before today. The only contact I had with him was when he came up to me and asked where I got my Sid necklace. He is the most adorable thing you have seen in yer life, him and Nilton for that matter. He is short, darkish blonde hair, and Im not sure what color eyes lol. He is so adorable. Nilton has black hair, is also short, and brown eyes. They are both so cute! I just wanna pick them up and hug them! Anyways well Nilton has been in my class so i talk to him all the time. Lorin just introduced me to Conner today before school. Then Conner got transfered into my class. He was pretty depressed about it though because he left behind his two best friends, Jason and Matthew. I tried talking to him about like how he went to Matthis and stuff but he was still depressed. And it really didnt halp any when I was like the only person talking to him. I felt so bad. But yea hes really cool from what I got out of him. Lets see what else is happening....Well on Saturday im going to Open mic at Old Town with Irene, Lorin, Maybe Annie and Anna. We are going to watch Patrick play with his two bands. Thats gonna be awesome. I have been to their open mic before and it was cool. OoOo And thers no school tomorrow! Party! Im so happy about that because i might get to go to Lennys house. I dont spend enough time with her anymore! We were always in the same class for six years well seven counting the first year in Budlong and now we get put in different class rooms. Wtf kind of shit is that? O well i just have to call her and we have to do more stuff together. Hopefully we will both be in Mr. P's calls next year. OoOo and theres no school on tuesday and Wedsday. What i dont get is i have to go monday get two days off then go the rest of the week. Talk about screwed up. Anyways well thats about all thats happening ttyl! post comment

~!*{Mixed up}*!~ [31 Oct 2003|09:15pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Lost, Broken, Confused-Mest ] Well today i went to Kristines party. It was awesome but some of us didnt get along. Dimitri is so funny. We were making fun of people and we are like so good friends. But now i feel like agh! im so mad theres no one to talk to and like im just mixed up. Tomorrow i get to go to the skate park and watch Flowers skate. {Flowers is a name of my frined, long story ask and ill tell}. Well yeah ttyl post comment

*~!{Mine and Annies goals in life}!~* [13 Oct 2003|10:01pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Can't Stop-Red Hot Chilli Peppers ] Here are the things Annie and I plan to do... {May add more time to time} 1. Smash a computer with a baseball bat 2. Make out with AAR 3. Make out with GC 4. Make asses of ourselves 5. Make fun of those people who work in parking lots 6. Going to Britian or England or whatever and trying to make one of those royal guards laugh 7. Steal Patricks money when he gets famous to go to Britian or England or wherever 8. Build the best mall in Chicago 9. Steal Golf Cart Well those are 9 things Annie and I plan to do one day. Updated time to time post comment

*!~{Best day ever}~!* [12 Oct 2003|12:26pm] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Punk rock 101-Bowling For Soup ] Yesterday rocked. I went to the open mic at Old Town to see Screw Flanders {Patrick,Brian, and Davids band}. There were a lot of other good bands there too. There was this one guy,Quake i think, He was like sort of a rapper. He could sing the song and make the beat of the song at the same time. He had no music nothing just his mouth was doing everything. He was so fucking awesome. Everyone stood up and clapped and cheered it was awesome. When Screw Flanders went up there, there was a group of people who knew them, including myself. After every song, we all screamed. Then some of the girls {Annie,Anna,and Samantha} went up there and danced while they were playing. It was so awesome. I got to talk to Samantha for a while. God i havent seen her in forever. A lot of people were there. When the band wanted to play another song, the bastards kicked them off stage. It was still awesome though. After we left there we all were gonna go to Calo. Well Brian went home. So Pat took Annie's mom,Patrick, and David in her car to go there, and My mom, Annie, Anna, and I went in my moms car. Pat took Lake Shore Drive and got there way before we did. We took Clark, forgetting that there was a Cubs game. Meaning the street was cut off half way because all the people were outside of Wrigly and in all the bars around there. In the mean time of being stuck Annie, Anna, and me started just saying hi to everyone. When we got closer to the Cubs park, we screamed "Go Cubs!!!" Some people looked at us like we were drunk or they wanted to shoot us. So we acted stupid the whole night. After we all ate and everything we wanted to go to the park, but it was like 11:30 so we might have gotten arrested. But it would have been cool! Tonight i will see Patrick and Annie for the All-American rejects concert. Annie and Anna are awesome. They are like so fuckin cool. I really need more friends like them. Yesterday was like that best day ever cause i was hanging out with them. But yea it was so fuckin awesome yesterday. Hopefully tonight will be just as awesome. Well i have said enough. So ill be writing in this later! post comment

Tomorrow is a big day! [11 Oct 2003|01:07am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | None ] Well tomorrow i am going to go see Patricks band play at Old Town, open mic. Its gonna be really cool. They will get their name out there. Almost everyone whos anyone will be there. I will get to meet a lot of people too. Its gonna be so cool. Me and Pat are thinkin of making some music of our own, but anyways. I better go cause like i have to get up early tomorrow. I have to be at Old Town at like 5. I also have to dye my hair black before that for The All-American Rejects concert. So later! post comment

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