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[January 9 03 ;; written at 4:23pm] |
my new screen name is suicidexriot
yup.
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[January 7 03 ;; written at 6:37pm] |
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i want a new screen name... just cause i'm a loser and get sick of screen names fast... like woah. um yeah... i need to find a cool screen name and stick with it
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[December 31 02 ;; written at 8:14pm] |
a survey type thing cause i'm bored and don't wanna type an entry :P
1 minute ago: was listening to the used
1 day ago: was watching newsies!
1 week ago: was probably listening to the used
1 month ago: was november
5 minutes ago: was downstairs eating dinner
5 hours ago: i came online
5 days ago: was the day after christmas
5 weeks ago: i dunno
5 months ago: Summer..
5 years ago: was in 4th grade
I hurt: all the time
I love: my friends, family, the newsies :P, music
I hate: laura, kyle, the ditzy people at school, the people who make fun of other people at school, people who tYpE lIkE tHiS, people who "typE lyke dis", people who steal me and my friends phrases
I cry: when i'm hurt.
I fear: a lot of stuff
I hope: to go on a road trip one day
I sadden: when i hear my dad yell at me
I feel: lonely, depressed, dorky... all that stuff except happy.
I kill: myself
I talk: to my friends
I listen: to my friends, music
I break: stuff
I see: the inside of my eyelids
I smell: disgusting
I taste: soda and toothpaste
I work: on webpages
I hide: from life
I pray: never
I walk: in the hallways
I read: whenever i feel like it
I breathe: second-hand smoke X(
I play: guitar (i wish)
I miss: being able to not get hurt so much when people make fun of me
I touch: the computer keys?
I feel: we already went through this... and i still feel the same
I said: i hate you
I dream: in color
I want: to go away for a long long time
I wait: for no one
I need: to go to the bathroom
I live: at my computer
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[December 29 02 ;; written at 3:45pm] |
yay!! i'm FINALLY going over to my friends house today!!!! jeeze, it took us long enough to plan it! lol i was gonna go see lord of the rings with my mom today but anna asked me to come over so i'm going to anna's! yay she said she got me this cool card and something else for christmas but then she said it wasn't exactly a card and that's what made it so cool... i was like "a card that's not a card... interesting" haha... yeah well i thought it was funny lol maybe it was one of those you had to be there type of things... mmhmm... I CAN PLAY TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR ON GUITAR NOW! woo! lol i know it's not much but hey, i can play something! i can only play it while plucking the strings though cause my fingers r too short to do chords lol... it sucks... i can't do C cause my finger keeps touching another string and then when i strum, it sounds really gay and then when i try and move my finger, i can't... !!! it's really retarded... well i have to go take a shower now so i can be ready for anna's house.. bye!!!
oh yeah- happy birthday justin! lol
sXe- nikki
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[December 28 02 ;; written at 11:36pm] |
woo hoo... me and 3 of my friends are starting a band... we're called exit 540... i think that rocks... i got a guitar book today that i found and i also found my mom's old guitar and i've tuned it and started to learn some chords and how to read music again... i never realized playing guitar would be so hard! i thought my fingers would start bleeding so kept taking breaks lol... this is our line-up:
me- guitar, vocals
anna- bass, vocals
dawn- vocals, possibly guitar
tyler- drums, vocals
i think that's so awesome... i can't wait till i'm able to play guitar really good... jeeze... how cool would it be to get guitar lessons from branden steineckert from the used... god that'd be so awesome... i've dreamed of playing in a band ever since i really started getting into music... and i've always wanted to play guitar... except for that one time when i wanted to be a drummer, but then i decided against it cause i had no rhythm what so ever lol... well i'm gonna go now... see you
sXe- nikki
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[December 27 02 ;; written at 6:29pm] |
mhmm... pizza and the simpsons... what a beautiful combination... i'm so bored right now... i was supposed to go over to anna's house today but she never got online like she said she would... so oh well... i might be able to tomorrow... i hope... no one is online to talk to... hm... i've listened to my the used cd like 7 bazillion times it's starting to make my head hurt... but oh well i <3 the used... i want the all-american rejects cd and the exies cd... if the exies even have a cd yet i'm not sure... and i want chevelle's cd... i want a lot of cds... mhmm... i'm really bored... and i can't talk to this one guy for a week cause i have to "get over him" yarg... i need to learn to play guitar... like right now... it's so gay how i can't even strum a chord... i feel like avril now yarg... i played jimmy neutron today t'was fun... but then i died a bajillion times and i got sick of it and i didn't save my game... so now i have to do it all over again... fooey... hm... this other girl named anna is telling me how she can play soad's aerials on guitar... um like i care? yarg... she got an acoustic guitar for x-mas... well guess what anna?! i already have one! but i don't know how to play it! it's just in my room right now... i'm waiting for my mom to teach me some chords (if she even remembers them) and then i have to learn how to read music again... i don't like reading music... i played piano when a while ago and i didn't like reading music then either... i wanted guitar lessons since i was like 5 but no... i just HAD to have piano lessons instead... now friends is on... i don't like friends... it's not funny... i like the simpsons... it's funnier... muahahahahahah well i'm bored so i'm gonna go...
sXe- nikki
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[December 26 02 ;; written at 10:00pm] |
hey guys... i'm bored so i made this thing and made it all cool looking kinda... the picture is of the used... i love them... they're the best band ever... i'm really bored... and it's 10 o'clock at night... and i wanna sleep over at my friends house tomorrow... i hope i can... we're gonna watch the newsies... woo hoo... hm... well merry christmas to all who celebrate it even though christmas is over... oh well i got some pretty cool stuff...:
- a harry potter lego set of hogwarts castle (yes i'm a dork, get over it)
- a harry potter tracing book thing
- a harry potter coloring book with photos
- a harry potter
- a bottle of clinique happy body spray
- the used self-titled cd
- a new pair of head phones
- 4 pairs of sweat pants
- a pair of adidas snap pants
- the sims
- jimmy neutron boy genius video game
- fifa world cup/korea japan video game
- a sponge bob key chain thing
- a case of really really hot cinnamon gum
- some chapstik
- some tic-tacs
and i think that's it... pretty much everything... except i'm getting a computer w/ internet in my room so that's a christmas present too except i didn't get it on christmas... yup... hm... i'm bored so i'm gonna go... see ya
sXe- nikki
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