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well... isnt this ironic. :) <3 hello old friends!!
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[27 Dec 2002|08:49pm] |
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*looks around then whistles*decides to make this friends only in a couple days*glances at friends list and almost clicks off a CERTAIN PERSON...but dosent*
thanks to all of you with your support! *hugs*
sorry i havent been updating. x_x holidays are hectic.
no matter. my aunt wants me to do a tv show. i'm auditioning in canada if i can go there. ^_^ i cant wait! i dont know what the tv show is, though. eh. i'll have to wait and see. :D then, she's introducing me to these two rich boys. *laughs* i dont care about the rich part, but she says they're cute. ^^ i'm looking forwards to meeting the 16 year old! *swoon*giggles* :] she says she'll try to make him go to winter formal with me. hehe! <3
er, yah, anyway, since i'm over guys... lol. ~_~
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[21 Dec 2002|09:32pm] |
hmm. i guess i'm not with Zan anymore? i don't know, now. i guess i'm just a frickin pile to be passed around to everyone who wants it. *sighs*
can ya tell i've been having a bad day? yah, guys and stuff. people in general. god i hate people. i think i'm quite morbid on the inside. -_-; i can't keep any relationship.
i'm gonna be alone for the rest of my life, huh?
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[18 Dec 2002|11:53am] |
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OMG TTT WAS SOOOOO GOOD!
you all HAVE to see it! i'm still at awe! ^___^ a few things i need to point out about the movie:
-Gandalf is a kick-ass wizard! GO GANDALF!
-"What about YOUR Sam, Mr.Frodo?"
-The ents are awesome! :D
-On the first glimse of Legolas on the big screen this morning, the girls all whistled and howled. ;P
-Gollum's a Gemini, I think!
-I swear if Aragorn was another race it would be elves... how the hell can he survive?!
-LEGOLAS SPOKE MORE THAN 15 LINES! WHOOO!
-Aragorn/Legolas shots = pure heaven.
-A lot more comedy in this one than the last... mostly 'bout Gimli.
-"Toss me!" "What?" "You heard me, toss me into them!" "..." "Just don't tell the elf, okay?"
-I almost drooled when I saw Elrond... i have this strange fetish for him. o_O
-Gandalf ze WHITE... dun dun dun.
-Eowyn's a doll. :) So pretty and so cute and so nice!
-*cracks up laughing at the sight of Grima*
-I think Sam was the only one to say "Oh, Eru..." ;P at least Eru was mentioned once.
-I wanna see it again. ;_;
A little story to go along with what happened... I came home and went on the net for a while, ate, then my mum comes home and says "we have a little problem..." i'm like "shit."
she tells me her car broke down. -_- i was almost at tear cause i refused to miss The Two Towers. so she called her friend, Patty and she let us use her car! Yay! :]
we sleep a while then get up and leave at 10:30 so we can get some good seats. we get there and sit in the theatre, and strangley enough, "Star Treck" was on. o_O so we just sat there and watched a little... then i said "i have a horrible feeling this is the wrong theatre..." mum jumps up to find out and it IS! SD,FHSDJFNJKSDBJFSJDF!!! so we run to the right theatre and sit.
thankfully the movie didn't start yet, but there was a shitload of people. o.o as expected! we sat there until 11:00... then someone came up and said that the producers found out they were showing it at 11:00 PM, and they moved it to 12:00 AM. -.o
we sat there another hour or so, while i played Snake and Memory on my cell phone.. then it started! everyone was cheering and stuff... i was just sitting there like "O_O it's happening! i'm seeing it! HUZZAH!"
throughout the whole movie the whole crowd was cheering and whistling and laughing at certain parts. ^_^ i was extatic! all these thoughts ran through my head in the RP i'm in to search for inside jokes. i just laughed inside when i saw/heard certain things. :)
i got home at 3:30 AM. o_o... i wasn't tired, either. mum sat up for about an hour then went to bed. she let me stay home cause i had to go to school in about 2 hours. niiice mum. v_v; here i am planning plans for Tauron 'cause i got great ideas. watch out, Jules! ;P
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[14 Dec 2002|02:21pm] |
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http://www.deadjournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=amras&itemid=14438
ahaha... its so much fun to get Loi pissed off at me. she's just wasting her energy. ::snorts::
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE! <3
just wanted to announce that.... oh, and i got my wrapping done! FINALLY! i had about over 20 people to wrap for.. i got done at 12:30 AM. whew.
sooo.. what does everyone want for Christmas??
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[10 Dec 2002|07:03pm] |
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i'm not having a very good day...
not much to say about that... except... yah, i wanna move.
i feel like something bads going to happen. something terrible. i keep crying for nooooo bloody reason. eh gads like right now while i'm talking to Zac... sorry.
i should shut up now, huh?
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[09 Dec 2002|05:24pm] |
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so, today was pretty boring... i never got the poetry project thing done. -.-
but that's okay, the teacher i have in English 1 is so nice... i've known her since i was a baby, practically, so she let me off the hook and said i can turn it in tomorrow. go me! :D
i'm so proud. :D!
so, what else? oh, right, i acctually wrote some poetry on my own. yeesh i got inspired by certain people. ;D sooo yah, i might post it up later. it's pretty crappy, but... ::sigh::
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[09 Dec 2002|12:56pm] |
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i talked to Zac for such little of time. :'( but he had to go to sleep 'cause he's enrolling in a new school today. and he got in! yippie! that's my boy! ::kisses:: ^_^
soooooo i'm waiting to get paid so i can send money to KandyKorn for my scarfs she's making for me. ^^ she's such a sweetheart! <3 ::muah!::
in any other news... erm... i hate this school? i wanna transfer to Alabama like i said i would... maybe Junior year i'll be able to. geh. but at least we might leave to Tennesse for some of my Christmas break, so then i can see my sweetie. <3
i'm tired... got a poetry report to do that i haven't started on and it's due today...
eh.
let's all go lay down.
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[08 Dec 2002|06:45am] |
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:)
i'm happy enough to splurge into pictures! <3
meh. i like the hair. o.o.
see more??
( Read more... )
meh. i need to go to SLEEP. >.
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[08 Dec 2002|04:11am] |
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i... i never like updating. it feels like a chore sometimes. -.o but now i want to and i have nothing to say. nadda. nuffin. BAH.
well, let's see, i took LOADS of pics. ::nod:: so i'll scan and post later... erm. i took a cam pic for the almighty love, Zac! ;P i'm SO head over heels for him...yah, HIM! ::laughs::
fooooor hiiiiiim. ;P
so yah... i'm just.... o.o YAH. i'm HIS girlfriend. ::grins::giggle fits::
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[08 Dec 2002|01:24am] |
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i just met Zac a few... um... minutes ago, believe it or not, and i feel... uh, attached. o.o
he's a sweetheart. go meet him. i DARE you! ::shakes a stick::
anyhoe, just got back from South Coat Plaza... and we walked... and stuff. stared at the things we couldn't buy. (my mum and i, btw..)
so yah, i took pics, but not with the digi. ::shakes head:: bah. i should've brung that but i took pics for Kira... and i need to develop them to send them to her since my print is just not working... ::sighs:: oh well...
so... so...
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<3! i need to add more pics here... soon...
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[03 Dec 2002|01:25pm] |
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haven't updated in a long long long time...
haven't gone to the doctor's jet but... yah. i will. hopefully. i just need some time to think.
i'm at school right now so... i'll update when i get into the computer labs.
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[26 Nov 2002|04:43am] |
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does anyone want to try to help and listen?
okay, for a long time, ever since i could remember, i've had a serious problem. most of the time i act like i'm totally happy and hyper, yet inside i feel like crap. at night is when i get it out. all i do is lay down and cry myself to sleep. every single night, mind you.
i don't know what's wrong. one of my best friends, Jules, explained some things about depression and what it does to you. i told her what i have which is the following:
-always having total ups and downs. one minute i'm hyper, next i'm not, then it starts all over again.
-i cry myself to sleep every night.
-i have suicidal problems.
-i have repressed anger.
-things that shouldn't get on my nerves do most of the time.
-i'm constantly sick and i only go about three weeks min. (5 max) of not being sick.
-a while back i used to be anorexic and never did anything to help myself.
-i keep everything hidden. my life is a book of secrets!
i have a lot more, but when it's early in the morning and you want to rant and have someone listen and tell you it's all okay... you don't think straight.
Jules' conclusion was i had Manic Depression. i have to go to the doctor and ask him about it, then he'll start drugging me up. fun. i don't want that yet i want to feel better. i hate acting like this and it's tiring to my friends. i don't know if anyone suspects it, cause i'm always happy and smiling.
tomorrow i go to the doctors. i've been sick for a month or so. i'm scared that i'll ask and scared that i don't. i just need some support...
thanks for listening.
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[23 Nov 2002|03:30pm] |
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i'm off to Ikea.
anyone want anything? *glances*
i need to buy a new desk and maybe a night stand.
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[23 Nov 2002|04:02am] |
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welp, here is my very first journal entrie! whee. let's break out the champage and crackers! ;) i'm starting a lot on my website about myself. it dosen't have much there, but i will hopefully get the live cam up and running soon. i'm just very stupid when it comes to simple things like that...
lesse, love goes out to you at the camhams community!
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