apology   
10:16pm 16/05/2004
 
mood: blank
music: dead poetic - august winterman
i was just reading through all my old posts, and this is to anyone who i used to talk to, anyone who used to read my posts, and anyone whose reading this:

im sorry. While i was reading i relized i used to be a short tempered, depressing idiot.
things have changed.
Keep it posi >:}
okay im gonna stop with the negitiveness now hah
 
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hol-e-shit   
07:58pm 16/05/2004
 
mood: hot
music: in pieces - the anchor
mm chinese;)

so uh.. yeah
kyle reminded me about this thing acouple minutes ago, so i desided to just write in it.
its been a bitch of a few months.. ill say that.
havent been goin to shows alot lately.. boo
learning how to play the piano:D
trying to start a band also.. me anthony paul and bredan were suppost to jam, i dont even know how many times, and never did.
nothing else really has happened lately?
met acouple of cool cats at school who dont like me too much, i guess i come across as an asshole or something hah.
FRISBEE, oh man my new past time. You'll be seeing me on ESPN's first ultimate frisbee champion chip.
been doing alot of online reading about religion and stuff, and im thinkin about start'n my own cult with alex hah.


more recent: THIS WEEKEND BLEW!!!! i dont know how much more emphesis i can put into that. you dont get it, i did NOTHING. Friday was pretty chill, me ashley joe and danny went to centamo and got some chinese, joe was a racist bastard and yeah. Saturday me danny and mike sat around the house and did nothing.. same today cept justin was here.
and smoebody who said they were gonna come over did, so im alittle mad about that, even though they kinda had a reason... i still felt like shit though


mm kyles comin down memorial day, havent seen that kid in awhile

yeah, life exciting i guess. im outta here, untill next month

"everything has an ending, its just to soon to close those maroon curtians yet, cause in this last scene ill take you away from everything you thought was reality, and give you that space back, the void between the stars.
 
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pooshitty fart   
10:43pm 03/12/2003
  [x] they call me: ricifer, richie, ric, rich, jesus
[x] also: god
[x] sex: depends
[x] my first breath of air: felt pretty good, atleast i imagine.
[x] age: 16
[x] occupation: im currently applyed no where thanks alot for reminding bastard
[x] best friends: my imaginary friend antionia lopez de satan anna


_______REWIND_______
[x] most memorable memory?: this dream i had where i was chased around my house by et then he tackled me and beat me up with a wiffle bat
[x] worst?: i would have to say the time fell down two flights of stairs then flue out of a window landed in a garbage truck and pricked myself with some herion needle that had aids on it then when i reached the dump i got rabees from some raccoons cause i tryed to steal tehir corn bread
[x] first word uttered: *cry*
[x] first bestfriend ever: gandi

_______FAST FORWARD_______
[x] college planning to go to: SUFFOLK straight up yo
[x] future resident of: springfield
[x] wedding: uh
[x] children: FUCK THAT
[x] looking forward to: becoming rich and famous..
[x] NOT looking forward to: not becoming rich and famous....

_______PLAY_______
[x] feeling: kinda sick
[x] Listening: the humming of my computer fan
[x] Talking to: myself "myself"
[x] doing: this thing
[x] thinking of: this question
[x] craving:sleep
[x] missing: a shirt;)
[x] hating: the point that it wont snow

_______FAVORITES_______
[x] songs: why the hell do they always ask this
[x] radio station: anything that plays enough brittany spears for me
[x] tv show: science channel yo
[x] channel: ditto
[x] site: google
[x] movie: mallrats
[x] store: GAMESTOP!!!
[x] mall: syracuse one

_______LOVE?_______


[x] love is: stupid
[x] first love? chocolet
[x] love or lust?: i lust over chocolet... and fries... mm
[x] best love song: im a dude- less then jake
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: i dunno maybe
[x] when love hurts, you: cry like alil bitch cause my life sucks so god damn much!
[x] true or false- all you need is love: ive gotten along without ok
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight: when i see fries im in love, but then the go in my stomic, so now their gone and turned into shit and shit.. i dont love shit, but some people do, now thats pretty nasty


_______MONOPOLY_______

[x] turn ons: hah ill agree with kyle
[x] turn offs: people who try to create drama from nothing
[x] does your parents opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: :'( TEHY HATE ME!!
[x] the sweetest thing a person can do for you: be nice to me:}
________PICKY PICKY_______


[x] short or long hair: i got medium hair
[x] innie or outie: ?? innie ??
[x] sunshine or rain: SUNSHINE!
[x] moon or sun: sun.. need light to skate, but the stars are nice
[x] basketball or football: FOOTBALL
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: alchol
[x] written letters or e-mails: i egt neither, no body loves me:(
[x] playstation or Nintendo: computer (ultima)
[x] disney or nickelodeon: fuck both of them
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: show
[x] sing or dance: pole dancing is GREAT!
[x] freak or slow dance: freak?
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves: google

_______MISCELLANEOUS_______


[x] can you swim: yea
[x]whats your most embarrassing moment: shouldnt be embarassed of what you do
[x] whats under your bed: alot junk
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: a boxen
[x] do you like tomatoes?: YEA FRIES!
[x] internet connection: fuckin, some shit
[x] how many phones?: 2 or 3,
[x] how many residents?: 5
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: never counted
[x] last phone call: i dont call people
[x] last IM : this disturbing picture that kyle got from alex.. AHHAAHAAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHGHAHAHAHAHHAHADSHUGAUDFHSHAHAHAHAHAHHA
 
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11:55pm 31/10/2003
 
mood: sleepy
what a hopeless peice of shit this thing truely is. oh well, to much shit happened to write down so if you care THAT fucking much just ask me and ill tell ya my life story. so much shit happened this last week or two though, it makes me want to vomat. fuck it im going to sleep
 
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my name is mud   
10:38pm 14/10/2003
  when the hell is that glassjaw show the 25th?!!!!!AND WHERE IS IT! I CANT WAITTTTTTT GLASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSJAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWW  
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me+3 packs of nerd+ soda + mint chocolet chip icecream = very long nite   
10:35pm 14/10/2003
 
mood: hyper
music: framce
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgimgmigmimgimgimgngingunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfundydydybdybdybdybdybdybdtdbdtdbdtdgdgtdgdtdgdtdgdtdgdtdweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i
 
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09:37am 13/10/2003
  so kyle came down, then as soon as he came had to leave:( we didnt really do anything EXCITING, but we went to the sppooky walk thing and hung out with a bunch of people. what else to say.. hm. im to tired to write im going back to sleep  
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03:40pm 10/10/2003
  spooky walk tonite yaaaayyy  
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i am the creator   
07:53pm 09/10/2003
 
music: megaman
i went on a feild trip today and caught alot of fish... but i got crabs.
wendys




pork












budaboom


*dances*




im so bored
 
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life jackets are posted around the vessel   
11:20pm 08/10/2003
 
mood: buddaboom
music: i love music
*yawn* i need a life
 
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08:03pm 08/10/2003
  go download quarashi - baseline. its mad fatty yo  
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trains planes and automobiles   
10:57pm 07/10/2003
 
mood: tired
music: burnt by the sun
i got beat like a rag-doll before, but i dished out some pain. suckas!
 
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11:43pm 06/10/2003
  shit  
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11:41pm 06/10/2003
 
mood: ditzy
music: nora
i AM BoreD
 
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schooner   
11:35pm 06/10/2003
 
mood: tired
music: bbbbbbbbbaseline baseline! dundunn dodundodundoduu
i dont even know why im writing in this thing, probly cause im bored, godamn! well my mp3 player still sucks, i need to update my drivers. pentium 5 is coming out this winter i hear. so when i strick it rich and kill a rich guy and get all his money maybe i can get that double mother board pent5 MEGA ULTRA SUPER stack me and jack were talking about. oh did i mention me and jack almost had to beat up acouple of kids for threating us? lucky them we were infront of mc donadles of they'r brains would have been red paint on the black pavement. my brother got me and jack atticted to crack cocian, i mean aplatude. its a CRAZY mudfukn game for ps2, shitty music. theres some good songs on there though SLIPKNOT! i played the new zelda all day today, its confusing with the story line and shizzel. thats all that i could muster up because you know my life is so darn crazy!beat me with a fan and call me uncle charly
 
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11:43pm 04/10/2003
 
music: GJ that c song i cant spell. we are ok! this songs addicting
mastic party tomorrow, who wants to rock out? come over


i gotta go play video games cause my life is exciting like that
 
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09:52pm 03/10/2003
 
music: you cant kill me cause iiiimmmm ALREADY DEAD!
i fuckin HATE HATE HATE HATE mp3 players, i got the knew nomad ju-ta-box-a and i tryed to get it on my comp but it didnt FUCKIN work.. peice of dog shit. it said it was compatiable with XP, creative production LIES! oh i offically hate the word son now too.. not like just saying "son" like those annoying two fucks in the back of my english class that think their hot shit say it. like "suiyn" hack down the middle alittle bit, kinda splis all the letters together and bad-a big you got the most annoying catch fraize ever invented by a half retarded cocain attack that watchs bet even then hes whiter then an albinos chode after smackin some baby powder on that shit. i mean it wouldnt be so bad if they said it ONCE and awhile, but they call everything suiyn. one of them chased a fly around yelling that god forsaken word. and i swear if i wasnt scard of getting EXPEALED from school, thats right two fights is out for good, i would beat their pearly white teeth out and show them what ground-to-face action.
 
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10:10pm 29/09/2003
  once i figure out how to delete this peice of crap im out of here, computers are so boring. GET OUT MORE!  
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09:41pm 23/09/2003
  this thing sucks i dont even know why i bother with it  
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budabang   
10:22pm 16/09/2003
 
mood: gloomy
music: f a t a
starcraft is consuming my life........... AH! i cant wait for that storm, its gonna be fun! um i cant really think right now.if you dont respond to this im gonna take you off my friends (rolls eyes) FOOLS! i wanna put this picture i drew on here, but i dont have a scanner:< crap. well i could use a digital camera, but i dont have enough money for one. fuck this im going to sleep
 
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