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about to go walking [09 Nov 2003|07:16pm] [ mood | pleased ] [ music | Alkaline Trio ] Went to a big family party tonight with Mom, Dad, Matt and Jared. I didnt know much people but there was a lot of people there. I played around with helium it was so funny, drank lots of coffee too. Now Im about to go walking. post comment

ended up not going either [05 Nov 2003|09:41pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Blink 182 ] Didnt go to school today. Mike and Ray ended up not going either and came over very early. Mike said Subway was open so we went there and it was so freaking good. We came back and me and Ray played some more Marvel VS Capcom, it rocked goodly. He had to leave at 11 to hang out with Lynn, she had an early release today. Neat. For the rest of the time, until 230, which is work time, I played FF10 and Mike played Roller Coaster Tycoon. What kind of music do you listen to? A mix of: poppunk-emo-screamo/hardcore What were you listening to 6 months ago? AFI, Brand New, Saves The Day basically What were you listening to 1 year ago? Saves The Day and Simple Plan Your Current Favorite Band: Saves The Day Favorite Album by that band: Stay What You Are Favorite Song by that band: Nightingale, of course! Favorite Lyric From That Song: If I were king of this night, would you become my queen? Best Song When You're____? Dancing: Almost any Saves The Day Sleeping: Taking Back Sunday - You Know How I Do Making Out: Saves The Day - Nightingale Driving: Again, almost any Saves The Day Relaxing: Oasis - I Hope, I Think, I Know Getting Pumped: Matchbook Romance - Playing For Keeps/ Brand New - Seventy Times Seven Depressed: The Early November - Come Back Happy: Once again almost any Saves The Day Pissed Off: Finch, Matchbook Romance, Taking Back Sunday, Story Of The Year Name the 5 best CDs you've ever bought: 1) Dashboard Confessional - A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar 2) Finch - What Its Like To Burn 3) Matchbox 20 - Yourself Or Someone Like You 4) Third Eye Blind 5) Matchbook Romance - Your Storys, My Alibies Name 5 CDs you regret buying: 1) Fairweather - Lusitania 2) Rufio - MLCLVVXZSASDAIORJEGJNDFV 3) Radihead - Hail To The Thief What 3 CDs do you Listen to most often? 1) Dashboard Confessional - A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar 2) Finch - What Its Like To Burn 3) Matchbook Romance - Your Storys, My Alibies What is in your ____ CD Player now? Portable: A 28 Blink 182 mix Car: Computer: Home: Oasis - Be Here Now post comment

40 Days And 40 Nights [02 Nov 2003|10:25am] [ mood | worried ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] Well I havent written in a long time. Halloween was a really good time considering I was with about 25 people, I had fun. And Marcus is here right now. Me, him, Slickly, Josh, Mike, and Kieth went to Spooky World last night. Awesome time. We met this group of chicks while waiting in the line for one of the houses. They thought me and Marcus were wicked cute. And they wanted to see our cacks. Anyways, Marcus slept over last night and we watched 40 Days And 40 Nights. Pretty soon me, him, and a bunch of other fellaz are going to Bickfords. It should be a good time! hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly. What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla post comment

So do you [19 Oct 2003|11:15pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Incubis and Fenix TX ] Your so beutiful, did you hear a word I said? Your so beutiful, I guess this is what I get. We trust and believe so easily, in words they speak. We seek security in one another, but theres no way to cover this. And these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster. And I can still feel you as if you were in the room. Where did our story end? Where did it start? I buried you, along with my heart. Careful now, your so beutiful when youve convinced yourself that no one else is quite as beutiful Excuse me while I fall apart. Dont flatter yourself, sweetheart. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do? How do you do it? Its better than I ever knew. Is there anything worth looking for? Worth Loving for? Worth Lying for? Is there anything worth waiting for? Worth living for? Worth Dying for? Its a long way for an answer. Is there any news? Is there any word? Is there trauma, or a coma? Am I missing? Or was the body found? We fell in this hole that opened up. Giving up on hope. Living without love. And we still type black lines. To see you when I wake up is a gift I didnt think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do is a three-fold utopian dream. You do something to me that I cant explain So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you?" I am fairly agile, I can bend and not break. Or I can break and take it with a smile. And I am so resilient, I recover quickly. Ill convince you soon that I am fine Your gone I get nothing and your off with barely a sigh I never said "Good-bye" Does he ever get the girl? I think you forget where the heart is Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you. you are my only one. I let go, but theres just no one that gets me like you do. you are my only, my only one. His hair is sticking up a little in the front. He's losing it just a bit. When I get home tonight I'll miss him in Hampshire. I'll miss his glasses and the way he writes in purple pen, the way his collar falls to the left. Have you seen his ankles lately? I know he's next to me. I feel his sweater here, but when I'm sleeping it's only green sheets and the hair down my legs. And I swear its my last time. I swear its my last try. And well walk in circles around this whole block. Walk on the cracks of the same old sidewalks. And well talk about leaving town, yeah well talk about leaving. Dont let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold. Remember why you came. And while your alive. Experience the warmth before you grow old. All I need to know is that Im something youll be missing. Maybe I should hate you for this? If we get through tomorrow then well be fine. Well wait for forever and see how close we get. Its just another day, one more chance to get this right. Ill sacrifice forever please just for tonight. I hope, I think, I know. If I ever get the chance, youll call. And baby after all, youll never forget my name. Your just jealous cause Im young, and in love Come back, please dont leave me now. Ill be all that you need. Because I cant live without you, and I know all that you need. I can give you everything. When your so far youll forget about me. Im sinking like a stone in the sea. Im burning like a bridge for your body. All I can say tonight is "I hate you" But it would be all right, if we could see each other sometime. If I could somehow make you mine. Cant you see that I wanna be there with open arms? Its empty tonight and Im all alone, get me through this one Do you notice Im gone? Where do you run to so far away? I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so Every night Ill dream that she is here with me, and I will be the only one for her. And Im wasting time, going blind, thinking shell be mine tonight You cant change the letters when the ink drys. There are no flowers, no not ths time. there will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find. Id show a smile, but Im too weak. Id share with you, could only speak, just how much this hurts me. This is incredible. Starving, insatiable, Yes, this is love for the first time. Well youd like to think that you were invincible. Yeah, well werent we all once before we felt loss for the first time? Well this is the last time. Im falling into memories of you. and things we used to do. Follow me there, a beutiful somewhere. A place that I can share with you It takes a lot to make the end. It takes a lot of smart thinking, but never wrong... All embraced under one common song, the body is dead but life lives on. Good bye Stephen. Good bye you friend. You were so young. post comment

CD Players are always there for you [18 Oct 2003|01:09am] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | At The Drive In ] Tonight I was at the Avenis, I left with JRo at like 6 and got dropped off at Town Spa to meet Joe Danny and Young there. We chilled then JRo picked me back up at like 8 we went to Stephs. Steph and Brandie were making a cake hat thing it looked cool. Steph Brandie and Trish were making these flowers from frosting and me and Marcus were playing with frosting, i ate some, Brandie put some on my face, I kissed Marcus with it on his cheek (OOOH BABY!) Then at like 10 Sas and Ryan came, then for about an hour, maybe more? I walked around outside listeneding to Matchbook Romance and Rufio and it was totally awesome walk. I would love to see Matchbook Romance and Rufio live together, that would be an awesome show. Not that anyone cares, but I cant just keep siging with what I did today, people gotta read something different. Things I love: my CD Player, all of my wonderful CDs, my backback in which I carry every single place with me to keep my CDs and CD Player in, I love music more than anything ever Things I hate: specific (un-named) girl(s), the way I feel now, the way Im being treated But I guess people could care even less about that. I just want everyone to know that no girls, no one, nothing could amount to the happyness music brings to me, such as: CD Players are always there for you, whenedver you need them theyr not even a phone call away, you just pull it out and it plays whatever you want. If your feelings blue, music can always cheer you up and make you feel better, its always by your side. You can be with it as long as you want, it never wants to leave you, it just wants to play you your favorite music. post comment

"Mommy, I love you ever so much!" [16 Oct 2003|10:59am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Me Slickly Nelson and Joe talking ] So today Im in the cafeteria before school as usual. And Joe comes in and says "Price, will you skip again with me today?", and of course Im all for it, and to my late notice, Slickly is in the parking lot with us. Just as were leaving we see Nelson and Slickly just says "Were skipping, want in?" and Nelson has no choice but to say "Yes", cause who wouldnt? So were going to my house, we get there at about 745 and I walk in and hug my mom and go "Mommy, I love you ever so much!". She dosnt even mind, in fact, the first thing she says is "You guys a crazy, want me to go get some some Manhatten Bagels?", we say no, and she was almost on her way to go to her friends then work. So me and Joe go to Dunkies like 30 mins later, and when we come back my mom had dropped off bagels, neat. Then at 10 my mom calls and she dismissed Matt from school, because we skipped, how nice. So we play Mario Party, and me and Joe drive around on my bros scooter. While driving it about 20 mins i to driving aimlessly around, a cop stops us. Were kinda scared, knowing were not in shcool. The cop lady says "Theres 2 things here, no wait, 3, 1: your riding in the street, 2:Your riding 2 people on a 1 person scooter, and 3: Your not wearing helmets." She was really really nice, she didnt even mentiomn anything about skipping, and she said everything with a nice tone. She was kinda dumb though, not mentioning school and all. And now its 11:05 and we still have a l;ot of time before school gets out. Today is turning out awesome. post comment

I wonder if getting kidnapped is always that fun? [14 Oct 2003|10:30pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Thursday ] I didnt do much today, so Ill just writew about something in the ppast... hmmm... Well Friday I was at the Avenis and I chilled there and I saw my brother at like 9 ause he ditched the Kidsports Dance, GO MATT! And right after that, and van pulled up and I was taken prisoner by Steph Ryan and Brandie. I was stolen from the grasps of Sas and about 10 other people at the Avenis and literally kidnapped as they called it and tooken to the Randolph Movie theater, I didnt want to go so Ryan paid for me, it was nice of him. I had a good time with them. I wonder if getting kidnapped is always that fun? 001. What is your name: Stephen Michael Prisco 002. Spell your name backwards: ocsirp leahcim nehpets 003. Date of birth: October 30, 1988 004. Male or female: Male 005. Astrological sign: Scorpio 006. Nicknames: Price, Sex-Fuck, Cock-Sex, basically any combination of Price, Sex, Cock, and Fuck 007. Occupation: Bobs Foodmart 008. Height: 65 inches 009. Weight: 120 lbs 010. Hair color: Brown 011. Eye color: Brown 012. Where were you born: I dont know, either Stoughton or somewhere close like Brockton 013. Where do you reside now: If reside means "live" then Stoughton, if its anything else then Im out 014. Age: 14 015. Screen names: WereHomeAtLast 016. E-mail addy: ILoveTaraReid@aol.com 017. What does your screen name stand for: A line that really hits me hard in my favorite song of all time, Nightingale by Saves The Day 018. What is your LJ name: uhhh? 019. What does your LJ name stand for: ! 020. Pets: Shadow, Trixie, and 2 dead cats buried in my backyard 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake: 13 or 14 if there was one for goodluck, I dont remember 022. Piercings: Eyebrow 023. Tattoo's: Soon enough... 024. Shoe size: 10 1/2 025. Righty or lefty: Lefty 026. Wearing: Jeans, Black Undergroud shirt, my hat 027. Hearing: Magazines by Brand New 028. Feeling: Pissed Off like a mother fucker 029. Eating/drinking: nothing ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love: You better believe it 062. How many people have you said "I love you" to: 2 063. How many people have you been in love with: Theres many different "Loves", Ive been incredibaly in love with 1 person, and I love most of my friends 064. How many people have you kissed: 6 065. Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex: Sas and you better believe hes better than any girl ;) 066. How many people have you dated: 5, Ive been with about 8 people though 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl: I would just have to have feelings for her 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex: Looks, attitude 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for: Id like this one girl... 073. Do you have a crush right now: Yeah man 074. If so who is it: Of course I want everyone that reads this to know 075. Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes 076. Do you remember your first love: Yes 077. Who is the first person you kissed: Lynn 078. Do you believe in fate: Yes 079. Do you believe in soul mates: Finding one would be neat, and hopefully shed feel the same way when you really think they do 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours: I dont think anyone could love me ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have: 1 105. What are your parents names: Steven Donna 106. What are your siblings names: Matthew 107. How many siblings does your mother have: 1 108. How many siblings does your father have: 3 or 4 109. Where are your parents from: Stoughton 111. Does your family get together for holidays: Yes 112. Do you have a drunk uncle: No 113. Any medical problems run through your family: Maybe? 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee: No 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews: No 116. Are your parents divorced: No 117. Do you have step parents: A step nana 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family: I hope not that is terrible 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country: No? ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life: Nightingalr is not written about my life, but it was definatly written for me 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own: If theres one hting I wouldnt be embarressed aobut its music 123. What's the best cd you own: Oh you better belive A MARK, A MISSION, A BRAND, A SCAR by DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL is the best CD out there 124. What song do you absolutely hate: Beating A Dead Horse by Fenix TX 125. Do you sing in the shower: Always 126. What song reminds you of that special someone: On Year. Six Months by Yellowcard ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: get the party started 128. Aerosmith: I dont want to close my eyes, I dont want to fall asleep cause Id miss you baby. And I dont want to miss a thing. 129. Madonna: 130. Korn: 131. Backstreet Boys: 132. The Beatles: 133. Sublime: i dont practice santa ria i aint got no crystal ball. I had a million dollors but i spent it all 134. J.Lo: 135. *Nsync: baby bye bye bye 136. Limp Bizkit: i did it all for the nookie 137. Stacie Orrico: 138. Creed: with arms wide open 139. Britany Spears: baby hit me one more time 140. Good Charlotte: girls dont like boys 141. Christina Aguilera: im a genie in a bottle 142. Eminem: Bitch Ima kill you, you dont wanna fuck with me. Girls niether, you aint nothing but a slut to me 144. Kelly Clarkston: 145. Kelly Osbourne: 146. Mandy Moore: 147. Eve: 148. Aaliyah: 149. Nelly: its getting hot in here so take off all your cloths 150. Alicia Keys: 151. Incubus: expeiricence the warth before you grow old ~Favorites~ 152. Color: Gray 153. Food: Fruit 154. Song: Nightingale by Saves The Day 155. Show: Saves The Day 156. School subject: HTML 157. Band/singer/artist: Saves The Day 158. Animal: Cat 159. Outfit: jeans and shirt 160. Radio station: no radio for me 161. Movie: Detroit Rock City 162. Pair of shoes: DCs 163. Cartoon: Scooby Doo 164. Actor: Sean William Scott 165. Actress: Tara Reid 166. Potato chip: I dont eat them 167. Drink: Milk 168: Soda: I dont really drink soda, but Id say Dr Pepper 169. Holiday: Halloween 170. Perfume/cologne: Axe 171. Pizza topping: Buffalo Chicken 172. Jello flavor: Jell-O 173. Lunch meat: Turkey 174. Card Game: Poker 175. Video game: The Legand Of Zelda: Ocarina Of Time 176. Website: Songmeanings.net... Its gone now :'( 177. Book: Dont read books 178. Computer game: Roller Coster Tycoon 179. Number: 7 180. Cereal: Lucky Charms 181. Comedian: Adam Sandler 182. Dessert: Fruit 183. Disney character: 184. Clothing store: 185. Past time: 2002 186. Teacher: Mr. Limbey 187. Childhood toy: Video Games 188. Carnival game/ride: Cotton candy stalls 189. Candy bar: Hilliards Chocolate 190. Magazine: 191. Salad dressing: Vinegrette 192. Thing to do on the weekend: Listen to music while walking around 193. Hot drink: Coffee 194. Season: Summer 195. Sport to watch: Football 196. Person to talk to online: Sas ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets: Marroon 198. What color are your bedroom walls: Gray 199. Do you have posters on your wall: No 200. If so of what: 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom: Yes 202. How many pillows are on your bed: A lot, a body pillow and 4 others 203. What do you normally sleep in: sexy sexy boxers 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: sexy sexy boxers 205. What size bed do you have: normal 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed: I have a bed isnt that all that matters? 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom: Yes 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: The last one I can totally remember is that I was with Sas and Jenney and we were walking near the Wenzels old house in the center, and all of a sudden a nuclear bomb the size of a huge building landed and we tried running and it blew up 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: I have 1 211. How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed: 2 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions: with my face in the pillows and madd crazy tears rushing from my eyes like a faucet that has been running for hours on end 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling: No 214. Do you snore: No 215. How about drool: You better believe it 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room: Yes 217. What color is the carpet in your room: Grayish Blueish with green and marroon designs 218. What's under your bed: Drawers with objects you have no need of knowing ~This or that~ 219. loser/wannabe: loser 220. Doughnuts/bagels: bagels 221. Day/night: day 222. Good witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: you said it Joe 223. Heaven/hell: Heavan you fuckass 224. Make love/have sex: Craaazy hardcore anal... Make Love 225. Coffee/tea: coffee 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: hamburgers 227. Rap/rock: rock 228. Britney/Christina: Brittany 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. Real World/Road Rules: Real World 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: My first concert was an Nsync one 232. Silver/gold: silver 233. Nike/Adidas: DC 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell: McDonalds Apple Pies, everything else might as well be garbage 235. Sweet/sour: sweer 236. Punk/emo: emo 237. Hot/cold: hot 238. Winter/summer: summer 239. Spring/fall: fall 240. Operas/plays: plays 241. Read/watch tv: watch tv 242. Cd's/tapes: CDS!!! 243. Dvd's/vhs: DVDS 244. Old/new: Depends 245. Shorts/skirts: shorts 246. Pink/red: red 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: Colored you moron 248. Meat/vegetables: meat 249. Mexican food/chinese food: Fruit 250. Commercials/infomercials: I hate commericals 251. Scary movies/comedies: comedies 252. Bikinis/one piece bathing suits: bikins 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: DCs 254. Dogs/cats: cars 255. Unicorns/fairies: CDS 256. Water/land: Water 257. Sugar/spice: Sugar 258. Black/white: White, but not in the way Ray or you all prob think 259. ribbons/bows: Ribbons 260. Chicken/beef: chicken 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: colored xmas lights 262. Cars/trucks: cars 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: James Bond 264. Popcorn/pretzels: Aunty Annes Pretzals! 265. Hip/hop: hop 266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate kiss 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: Wrestlmania 2000! 268. Back rub/foot massage: back rub 269. Picture frames/photo albums: photo albums 270. Pens/pencils: pens ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 271. Eminem: genius, only rapper I like and only rap Ill ever own 272. Virgins: they shouldnt lose it to an asshole 273. God: he hates me 274. The Osbournes: me 275. Reality TV: 276. J.Lo: cutie 277. Religion: TWISTED RELIGION, remember that Joe and Nelson? 278. Emo music: Awesome stuff 279. Valentine's Day: Oh its ever so sweet 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: 281. Homosexuals: I wonder what goes through their mind? 282. Abortion: AMORON... get it? 283. Inter-racial relationships: Nifty 284. Murder: Youd have to be some phycopathic fuck 285. Death: A part of life 286. Obesity: Id hate myself 287. Pre-marital sex: Well I geuss its fine? 288. Terrorism: jerkoffs 289. Pornography: Rediculous 290. Fortune Tellers: they make money to tell us silly lies 291. Threesomes: with 2 girls it would be awesome 292. Prostitution: Silly I had to paste this from yours Joe- elise....oo did i just say that i think i did 293. Politics: I dont really know about them 294. Country music: Silly 295. George W. Bush: He has a goofy look to him 296. Cloning: That would be so neat 297. Britney's boobs: FAKE 298. Gas prices in America: What about them? ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: Avenis 300. Tiffany: Spiffy 301. Ben: Gay 302. Maria: Maria Mariaaaaa 303. Jennifer: Pink for some reason 304. Nicole: Finn 305. Amy: Dont hate me, cause Im still in love with you 306. Adam: Nightline 307. Richard: 308. Justin: JRo 309. Arnold: HEY, He dosnt even have a last name 310. Tom: Sholts 311. Melissa: Obiese 312. Charlotte: 313. Harold: 314. John: 315. Joel: 316. Vanessa: 317. Michelle: 318. Kevin: Thompson 319. Brent: 320. Jake: Wyler 321. Billy: bo Silly, bannana fanna fo Hilly, me my mo Gilly, Billy 322. Sarah: 323. Natalie: 324. Christy: 325. Nick: Fantony 326. Linda: 327. Taylor: 328. Jordan: 329. Jamie: 330. Adrian: ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone: no 332. Been on a diet: I starved myself all summer 333. Been to a foreign country: No 334. Broken a bone: Wrist/ Arm, I forget? 335. Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling: No 336. Swear at a teacher: No? 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages: No 338. Got in a fight: Yes 339. Dated a teacher: No 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants: Almost 341. Thought about killing your enemy: Not just my enemy 342. Gone skinny dipping: Yes 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh: What the fuck is LJ!!? 344. Told a little white lie: Plenty 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell: Of course 346. Stolen anything: Yes 347. Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid: Oh ya 348. Been on TV: Ye 349. Been on the radio: No 350. Been in a mosh pit: Yeah 351. Been to a concert: Yes 352. Dated one of your best friends: Yes 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry: I have 354. Deceived somebody close to you: Yes 355. Broken the law: yes 356. Been to a rodeo: no 357. Been on a talk show: no 358. Been on a game show: no 359. Been on an airplane: no 360. Got to ride on a firetruck: no 361. Came close to dying: yes 362. Cheated on a bf/gf: I would never 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride: Just yesterday me and Slickly an around the plates with him on my back! 364. Terrorized a babysitter: No 365. Made a mud pie: yes 366. Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff: No 367. Snuck out of the house at night: yes 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name: I dont think 369. Had an eating disorder: no 370. Felt like you didn't belong: everyday 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel: what is trhat? 372. Smoked: yes 373. Done drugs: weed a drug? 374. Been arrested: yea 375. Had your tonsils removed: uh huh 376. Gone to camp: yea 377. Won a bet: yes 378. Written a love letter: no 379. Gone out of your way to be with the one you love: I skipped Warped Tour 380. Written a love poem: Yes 381. Kissed in the rain: yea 382. Slow danced with someone you love: yes 383. Participated in cyber sex: no 384. Faked an orgasm: no 385. Stolen a kiss: huh 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice: yes 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf: no 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love: yea 389. Gotten a speeding ticket: no 390. Done jail time: no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work: no 392. Won a trophy: yes 393. Thrown up in public: yes 394. Bowled a perfect game: no 395. Failed/got held back: no 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school: no 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds: yes 398. Taken ballet lessons: no 399. Attempted suicide: no 400. Cut yourself: yup ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies: No 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls: Yes 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210: no 404. Did you play Simon Says: yes 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock: no 406. Did you wet the bed: no 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed: ...I still do, no lie 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them: no 409. Were you shy: yes 410. Were you spoiled: still am 411. Were you abused: no 412. Did you go to the circus: yup 413. Did you go to the zoo: yes 414. Were you in a car accident: I was earlier today and my jaw and neck hurt like am other fucker 415. Did you build snowmen: yes 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee: I dont recall 417. Were your older cousins mean to you: I was scared of them, I was like bfflZ with one of them though 418. Did you think slinkies were cool: OJH YEAH 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer: yes 420. Were you afraid of the dark: ...... I sleep with the lights on 421. Did you have slumber parties: YIPPY!!! 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas: no 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany: what? 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy: I think ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens: yes 426. Name three things that are next to your computer: My trusty dusty Backpack, my loving CD player, and my caring CDs 427. Do you have any hidden talents: sure 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos: they do play music videos you fuck 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be: Comedy, youd NEVER EVER catch me in a Horror 430. What would your movie star name be: Oh so just because Im an actor Im going to change my name 431. Do you play any sports: I skateboard, and I play soprts with my friends 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen: Cabin Fever and Darkness Falls 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently: Cabin Fever 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen: HOUSE OF THE DEAD 435. Do you drive: no 436. What is your dream car: a neat little car 437. Do you think your good looking: To tell you the truth I honestly dont know how Jenney put up with my terrible looks 438. Do others think you are good looking: By Ray and thats about it 439. Would you ever sky dive: Yes 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot: no 441. How many rooms do you have in your house: I wouldnt count for you 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters: I am I am 443. Do you believe in God: no 444. Do you believe in Satan: nope 445. Do you believe there is a heaven: no 446. Do you believe there is a hell: no 447. Do you own a pooltable: no 448. Do you have a pool: yes 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen: yes 450. Do you like chocolate: sure 451. Who/what is on your 2003 calendar: no claender for me 452. How many U.S. states have you been to: MA NH CN and RI 453. Ever wished on a shooting star: yes 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore: I was the grim reaper when I was 2 455. Do you carry any weapons on you: what for? whoever does shoul be ashamed of themselve 456. What is your weakness: I think Im a fucking idiot, everyone treats me like one so I guess you have to give in sooner or later 457. Name something you can't get enough of: This girl I know 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: a stupid ugly idiot 459. How many kids do you want to have: 2 or 3 460. Future daughters names: Lexine 461. Future sons names: Kent 462. What is your ideal way to die: Falling from something so high, so I can feel my gut drop more than when it does everytime I see or hear this girl 463. How do you release stress: listen to music and walk my ass all over Stoughton like you wouldnt believe 464. Do you consider yourself a trendy person: sort of 465. Are you an artisitic person: I think I am very 466. Are you a realistic person?: yes 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off: no 468. Are yo a strong person: no 469. Are you a strong willed person: yes 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you: someone I dont know 471. Who is the last person to IM you: Sas and JRo at the SAME TIME! 472. Do you hate chain e-mails: I dont get them 473. Are you a deep sleeper: not quite 474. Are you a good story teller: I am very good at making things up at the top of my mind 475. What do you believe is your best quality: I dont have any qualities whatsoever, Im a worthless fuck indeed 476. What is your greatest accomplishment: Being in love and having an amazing year that no one my age will EVER expierience, EVER 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense: no you shit 478. Do you do yoga: no 479. Do you have your own credit card: no 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?: Soooooooooo much CDs, and a huge bank account 481. Do you have a check book: no 482. Do you like your drivers licence: I dont have one 483. Do you tan easily: no idea 484. What color is your hair naturally: brown 485. How many fillings do you have: quite a few 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit: no idea 487. Worst feeling in the world? losing love and being replaced by far 488. Best feeling in the world: car rides dont even compare to the greatness of strolling around alone with you CD player and a book of CDs that will never leave your side and wont ever hurt you 489. Is the glass half empty or half full: half full man Im POSSI! 490. Last thing you downloaded: aim 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?: no 492. What do you think people think of you: I know they think I suck and that Im stupid, that Im a moron and I have no brains, I know that a lot of people dont like me, I know nobody really cares for me and I say to hell with all of them cause noone knows me like I do 493. Are you a likeable person: I wish 494. Do you need therapy: probably not 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance: what is rhat? 496. What's the best way to be proposed to: when its from someone special 497. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP: Id put them out of busyness 499. When are you moving: I would love to move out of this town and Id love to forget a lot of people 500. What's your favorite phrase: And I will flail under these lights that seep down from the bitter sky tonight and I will kick and beat my wrists together and feel an ocean breathing waves, feel them licking at my face. Ceilings don't exist and there are no floors beneath me. If I were king of this night, would you become my queen? And I hope, your majesty that you like your position. I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom. Just kiss me before I go. I'll have to walk a thousand miles just to find the ground deserving of your feet. You could throw me down and walk on me and I'd just look on through my love and through the haze. And I hope, your majesty that you like your position. I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom. Just kiss me before I go. The nightingales are singing now. They're calling out our marriage to our subjects on their knees. Their jewelery is thrown into the air. They sigh at their release as their shackles hit the ground. The trumpets call out now. We're home at last. And I hope, your majesty that you like your position. I'll do everything I can to keep you by my side and I'll stare off through the darkness to find us a kingdom. Just kiss me before I go. 4 comments|post comment

It was good eaten [13 Oct 2003|10:59am] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Brand New ] Yesterday I got picked up by Slickly and Carl, and us 3 JRo Janelle Kemper and Kerri went to Bickfords for breakfest at like 10. It was good eaten. Then we all went back to Tim/Kerri/Kempers house and chilled there for about an hour and a half waiting for Janelle to get back. And I forget how, but Lisa Catie and JEssica came and we all went to Silver City Galleria Mall at like 1. There we all met Josh Justin and Kieth. It was a pimpin good time. On the way back mev and JRo blasted Saves The Day the whole way home and there was super singing action and fun going on. Then we went to the Avenis and as usual there many people there. Then JRo me and Sas went a different Kerris house in Brockton at like 630. We watched Malibus Most Wanted there. Then left at like 830 and went to Stephs houe but they werent there, it turns out her Ryan Marcus Brandi and Mike were at Ryans so we went there. We watched Fight Club there, oooh such a great movie. We left at like 11 and went to Wendys. It was a really busy day with a lot to do, just like every other day. I love it. post comment

jammed a newspaper in the stop sign [12 Oct 2003|01:32am] [ mood | silly ] [ music | Me and Stephen, which means laughing of course ] Stephen Maling is sleeping over, we just looked at Rays pic when he was a pimp and had a good laugh. We also tried coloring it in to try and make him look black. If you want to see our SHITTY JOB then click (this is psosed to be it but its not working) we thought it was hilarious though. Neat. Today me and Marcus wake up at Ryans, go to Stephs with Ryan. Then go to a bunch of places until reaching our destination... IPARTY. We try on many silly hats, butts, and fancy doo das until JRo comes. Then me Steph and Brandi went back to Stephs and I thought wed surprize Stephen with picking up Crystal, so we did. Then Cresent Ridged it up and met JRo Trish and Stephen and Marcus We climbed trees.Then we went to the SSP Mall and then Newbury comics. Then JRos. Then for some reason everyone split up into like 4 groups and I was with Stephen and Crystal.So then me Stephen and Crystal went to RobVs house for like 2 hours, and then me and Stephen dropped her home, walked around at Dunkins, Macdonalds, Cumerland Farms, Blockbuster, and along Washington street. Sure enough we found something to ruin as usual, a silly KIDSPORTS BUS. He jammed a newpaper in the stop sign that was moving and its probably still trying to close, but its helpless and it cant. Then we ended up back to Stephs at like 11 at night, we got home around 1230 and played video games with Matt and Eric, now here we are talking to Danny and laughing at good old pictures of our "love" Ray! post comment

What would you say [08 Oct 2003|11:01pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Matchbook Romance ] What would you say if i asked you not to go, to forget everyone, forget everything, and start over with me? 2 comments|post comment

if your bored you should do it [07 Oct 2003|11:16pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | Final Fantasy 10 Music ] Well tonight Marucs is sleeping over, thats pretty neat. Were working on getting past this point that Im stuck in in Final Fantasy 10, I found out that my team is very poor and I need to raise their levels, so were doing that as Im typing. Man I hope we win Today was neat. Me, Sas, Ray, and Bachek VS Slickly, Rusty, Joe Palosi, and Mike Wenzel played an intense game of footbal. Little was automatic offence. But yeah, it ended up in a tie because each team kept scoring and it got way too dark to see. I scored 2 or 3 touchdowns I forget, and I was wicked happy to even have the ball thrown to me. Football is really fun. And yesterday I had my job interview at Bobs Foodmart and I got the job, thats cool. I work on Mondays and Wednesdays from 3-6 so Im going to try to get some extra hours in casue 6 hours a week isnt much... I was looking at the answers to the questions of my quiz thingy in my comments and they are funny. Whoever else hasent done it, if your bored you should do it, I like reading the answers. Sloppy Joes for everyone! post comment

4W and 2L [01 Oct 2003|09:24pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Finch ] Here, I got this from Joe. I dont know how this can be done, so I guess you could just do it and post it in as a comment if you wanted. Thanks. 01. my name: 02. where did we meet: 03. take a stab at my middle name: 04. how long have you known me: 05. how well do you know me: 06. do i smoke: 07. do you think i'm ugly, below average, average, above average, cute, beautiful, hot, gorgeous: 08. when you first saw me, what was your impression: 09. my age: 10. my birthday: 11. hair color: 12. eye color: 13. am i tall or short or average: 14. do i have any siblings: 15. have you ever had a crush on me: 16. have you ever been jealous of me: 17. who am i in love with: 18. what is one of my favorite things to do: 19. do you remember one of the first things i said to you: 20. what's your funniest memory of me: 21. what's my favorite type of music: 22. what is my best feature: 23. what is my worst feature: 24. do you look up or down on me as a person: 25. do you think i have morals and values: 26. am i a leader or a follower: 27. am i shy or outgoing: 28. can you picture me dancing: 29. can you picture me rollin': 30. would you say i am funny: 31. am i a rebel or do i follow all the rules: 32. do i have any special talents: 33. what's my best accomplishment: 34. would you consider me a friend: 35. would you call me preppy, slutty, average, or something else: 36. have you ever seen me cry: 37. if there was one good nickname for me, what would it be: 38. what is your favorite thing to do with me: 39. do i drink alcohol: 40. do i do drugs: 41. have i ever been there for you: 42. am i fun to be with: 43. am i smart: 45. do ya love me: 46. name one way i have changed your life: Well, I havent really posted much about what Ive done, and isnt that what a JOURNAL is for anyways? So basically this week Ive hung out at the Avenis, with Jubbah, and walked around listening to my CD player. Sunday I went to the South shore Plaza and with Josh, Slickly, Jubbah, and Colin. We ended up meeting about 12 other people there and it was great, I had a good time with everyone. On the car ride back it was Ray and Slickly talking about my cock, and Ray attempting grabs at me, everywhere. Then I came home and hung out with Jubbah. Today I just hung out at the Avenis, and Ryan got his car back so thats cool. Me and Mike had yet another fierce game of S K A T E on the trampoline board, he won, now my record is 4W and 2L. I left the Avenis at about 745 and walked from there down Washington St and down Faxon Park to the street that Tedeschis is on, walked all the way back to the Avenis St, but didnt go there cause I didnt want to bother anyone. Then walked from there back home, it was an awesome walk on the count I got to listen to the entire Finch CD with exact perfect timing. Well, have fun doing that quiz thing. 9 comments|post comment

I thought I might add that I dont think Im THAT simple minded... Am I? [30 Sep 2003|10:35pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Dashboard Confessional ] How the soundtrack to the movie of my life would be: Opening credits: Rufio - Above Me Waking-up scene: Alkaline Trio - Annother Innocent Girl Average-day scene: New Found Glory - Sucker Best-friend scene: Brand New - Jaws Theme Swimming First Date Scene: The Get Up Kids - Ten Minutes Falling-in-love scene: Simple Plan - Id Do Anything Love scene: The Early November - Come Back Fight-with-friend scene: Matchbook Romance - Your Stories, My Allibis Break-up scene: Oasis - Dont Go Away Get-back-together scene: Third Eye Blind - Good For You Fight-at-home scene: Thursday - A Hole In The World "Life's okay" scene: Blink 182 - Going Away To College Heartbreak scene: Dashboard Confessional - The Brilliant Dance Mental-breakdown scene: Finch - New Begginings Driving scene: Fenix TX - A Song For Everyone All alone scene: Taking Back Sunday - Your Own Disaster Lesson-learning scene: Yellowcard - Avondale Deep-thought scene: AFI - Morning Star Flashback scene: The Starting Line - Cheek To Cheek Party scene: Less Than Jake - Dopeman Happy dance scene: The All American Rejects - Swing Swing Regret scene: Box Car Racer - Sorrow Death scene: Senses Fail - Steven Closing credits: Saves The Day - Nightingale Im really bored so I got this survey out of Youngs and I did the hell out of it: I Want: CDs I Have: Dashboard Confessional lyrics stuck in my head I Wish: I could fly, ;-) Young I Hate: When I dont have all the CDs I want I Miss: Being very young I Fear: Being deppressed I Hear: My dad upstairs I Search: For happyness I Wonder: About life, girls, and what Im going to do in life and in general I Love: My CD Player I Ache: When I hurt I Always: HAVE MY CD PLAYER I Am Not: Attractive I Dance: All the time I Sing: Very badly I Cry: Like a bitch I Am Not Always: Smart I Write: Poems/ Lyrics things I Win: Because I pretend to win I Lose: My faith in some people I Confuse: Myself and others as well I Need: CDs I Should: Save my money x. father thinks I never: Am straight x. mother thinks I am: Wicked sexy x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am: Ray thinks Im wicked hott x. makes you happy: MUSIC more than anything. But peoplewise Id say Slickly and Joe out of everyone. My family makes me happy too. x. upsets you: Myself, feelings and thoughts. YES OR NO... x. you keep a diary: I have a real journal x. you like to cook: Bagels x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Plenty x. you're in love: Of course x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: I dont have one so no x. you bite your fingernails: no x. you believe in love: Theres many different kinds of love, and I believe in them all WHO IS...? the prettiest female you know: Janelle the weirdest person you know: Me the loudest person you know: Stephanie Hopkins the sexiest person you know: Jubbah your closest friend: I dont think any of my friends are close enough to me to actually know me the person that knows the most about you: This counceller that I had to talk to your crush: Could it be more than one person? most boring teacher: Mr. Santoro DO YOU...? take a shower everyday: Probably 6 times a week have a(any) crush(es): Of course think/know you've been in love: I know for sure want to get married: Yes have any tattoos/where?: No, but I will someday piercings/where?: Yes, eyebrow get motion sickness: When I spin AAH think you're a health freak: No? get along with your parents: Very well like thunderstorms: They scare me but you gotta love them WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF... Ryan: Rolfson Rob: Thomas Drew: Barrymore Heather: Coyle Aaron: The good skater guy person Amy: Robishaw Will: Martin Paul: Daly Eve: New Years John: Doe Lauren: I dont know her last name but it reminds me of her Alex: Tereesick Dave: sdkhfsdkfjh Justin: Rose PICK: Cuddle or Make Out? Depends on mood Chocolate Milk, or Hot Chocolate? Hot Chocolate Milk, Dark, OR White Chocolate? Dark Vanilla OR Chocolate? Chocolate ( IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU.... ) Cried? No Helped Someone? I helped Ryan eat his chicken sandwhich Bought something? CDs Gotten Sick? Stayed home for 2 days Gone to the Movies? Cabin Fever SAID "I LOVE YOU"? Yes Written a Real Letter? No Talked to an Ex? Jubbah, Nicole Missed an Ex? Nope thank god! Written in a Journal? This and my real one Talked to a crush? You betcha Had a Serious Talk? With plenty of people Missed Someone? Joe Hugged someone? Jubbah Fought With Your Parents? I dont fight with them Fought With a Friend? Stupid arguments that lasted 5 seconds then yes I thought I might add that I dont think Im THAT simple minded... Am I? post comment

Wow how odd is THAT?! [25 Sep 2003|10:16pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Starting Line ] I saw these quizes on Kims and I had to do them cause these are my favorite band and favorite movie. :: nightingale :: So, Which SAVES THE DAY song are YOU? brought to you by Quizilla Wow how odd is THAT?! My FAVORITE song in the whole wide world, I love it! Lex. GET A DECENT HAIRSTYLE! You are kewl because you have nice eyes and stuff...um...I liked "Never Been Kissed" for awhile but you sucked in it. At least you got to make dogs bite people in the movie and er...yeah... Which Detroit Rock City Character Are you? brought to you by Quizilla Sweet, Lex is my def fav in the movie and I am him, Im just gettin lucky with favorites tonight. 1 comment|post comment

Im a silly kid eh? [25 Sep 2003|01:52pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Finch ] I was just looking at Youngs blurty, and I thought "Hey, maybe I should make one". So today was early early Thursday and Im at Butchs crib and Im def chillin with the boiz. Me and Ryan just went on a madd bone cruize, actually just went around yelling at people and listened to Finch, it was pretty neat. Oh, and today I was offered to smoke twice and both times I said "No", so I thought that was awesome and Im real proud of myself. Yeah so everyone is playing Madden or some football game they are always playing. They get so worked up over that game and get into fights over it, its ccrazy. Im not really into sports or video games, or fighting so I dont play it with them. I guess you could say Im a silly kid eh? post comment

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