Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in mags' Blurty:

Saturday, November 29th, 2003
10:00 pm	home alone! ;) finally, i have the house all to myself-and you know what that means. . . . i parade around in sexy undergarments with the music blasting and play piano in the nude ahh, i love life. oh and i thought about drew today (GRRRRR) i swear, if i would've seen him, i would've kicked his perfect tortured artist ass, that's for sure. i just thought about how we spent the entire night together on my couch-just talking. it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and now. . . .well he hasn't had the decency to contact me for just over a month, so let's just say i'm a little pissed. but enough about that. . .i just want to go have fun now. bon soir, mes amis! Current Mood: amused Current Music: none. . . yet (Comment on this)
Friday, November 28th, 2003
11:54 pm	bienvenue! " 'round here, we're carving out our names. . ." (counting crows) isn't that what we're all trying to do-make our mark and be remembered for it? so is the function of this website and the fundamental reason i'm even bothering to write. as though my thoughts and feelings are substantial-but then again, where lies value? . . .it is only when i become precious and cared about to someone that this would be considered a worthwhile documentation to read. so it would probably make the most sense for me to appeal to the widest amount of people possible, so as to be liked, admired, enjoyed, etc etc and therefore feel some sort of vaulue for myself. well, now wasn't that pessimistic? i'm not cynical, i swear. i'm just tired of trying to shove myself into the mold that would be best for everyone around me. i can't play that part any more. just because i'm different, it doesn't mean i'm wrong. as for good news, Phantom is coming in May. . .wahoo! oh yah and the countdown to college is roughly ten months. AND it snowed, and i got to walk in it barefoot. could life be any better? ;) (Comment on this)