| Guess who's still alive! |
|
|
| 08:44pm 04/01/2006 |
| |
mood:  content
|
Sorry I've been gone for like ever lol. I have an LJ now so I won't be using this journal anymore.
If you want to add me on there my screen name is blacklacewings.
I'm also a myspace whore now too lol. Go add me if you have one.....
http://www.myspace.com/dementeddolly
I have lots of new pix on there so you can see my new hair. I finally dyed it black ^_^
Take care guys. Hope to talk to you soon! |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| All good things must come to an end |
|
|
| 10:03am 12/10/2005 |
| |
mood:  cold music: MCR ~ Cemetery Drive
|
Wow it's been awhile. Well Katie was here over the weekend and we had an awesome time as always. I miss her so much now T_T So I've decided that Jaime and I are moving to NJ. How we're going to get there I have no idea, but we are XD I'd actually miss my room now though. Katie and Jaime helped me fix it up so now it actually looks like MY room instead of a 10 year old's lol. All my posters are up and I have black satin curtins now ^_^ All I need to do now is get rid of the sunflower border and buy a new comforter and sheets. I was looking for like a wine colored set but have yet to find one. I also have a bat hanging in the middle of my room now lol. It's this one I got at Party City that flies around the room. I ♥ him! And I also love my little coffin jewelery boxes that I got there. So yes, I adore my room now or my crypt as my dad calls it lol.
I spent soo much money again cause we ended up going shopping pretty much everyday except Sunday lol. That's the day we went on the ghost hunting tour in Alexandria. We'd gone on this one before but we took a different route this time so we saw some new places. It ended in this grave yard so we hanged around there for a long time after the tour was over cause grave yards are just such beautiful places. Sadly we didn't see any ghosts but we still had a good time.
Here's some pictures we took there.... ( Crash.The.Cemetery.Gates.... ) |
|
| |
|
Read 1 - Post |
| |
| I love going down memory lane |
|
|
| 04:00am 13/09/2005 |
| |
mood:  nostalgic
|
Write 10 random facts about yourself, then tag the same amount of people as minutes it takes you to write the facts. I decided to write about my childhood because I like looking to the past instead of the future.
1. My first celebrity crush was on Al from the show Quantum Leap when I was like 7 lmao
2. I used to write plays all the time and then we'd act them out at my granddad's house every Friday night
3. My favorite birthday cake ever was my Raggedy Anne cake
4. I started painting at age 9 after I saw Bob Ross on tv lol
5. I had 3 hermit crabs
6. I used to always have my Barbie's get knocked up LMAO
7. I loved playing dress up and still do! lol. I make everyday Halloween :D
8. I loved the Goosebumps books and anything scary
9. My favorite birthday present was my first karaoke machine
10. I drew fashion designs up until I went to H.S.
It took me awhile to remember all this so I'm not going to tag anyone. Whoever wants to take it may ^_^ |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| Ello my dear droogs |
|
|
| 11:43am 02/09/2005 |
| |
mood:  amused music: The Time Warp (in my head)
|
Don't viddy the telliwelli! Join me in a bit of the old ultra-violence. LOL! Ever since we saw A Clockwork Orange Andy and I have been talking like that. When Katie and Jaime were here we watched it but never got to finish it so we really must rent it again. And lookie! I've found a quiz.....
You are a natural orange, dripping with the juice of life. drip... drip... drip...
Are You A Clockwork Orange? brought to you by Quizilla
And speaking of movies, thanks to Katie I have finally seen Rocky Horror! Now I'm kind of obsessed with it so I had to take a quizzy to see who I am....
 You are Frank N Furter. You know you wanted this result...
Which Rocky Horror character are you? brought to you by Quizilla
*sings I'm just a sweet transvestite* lol. I really want the soundtrack.
Anyways, today is my dad's birthday so we'll be celebrating tonight at my granddad's ^_^ |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| I scare small children |
|
|
| 04:12pm 29/08/2005 |
| |
mood:  bored
|
Wow it's been awhile. Well, Katie is back in NJ and Jaime is in school so things are back to being boring and lonely here again T_T Katie is gonna be coming back in October though so that makes me a happy Holly. I was gonna write about all the stuff we did during our week together now but once again I've come down with a case of laziness so I'm just gonna write about my favorite day.
Monday we decided to go to the International Spy Museum in D.C. and spent most our time in one room lol. It was this tiny, dark room that you go into and every 5 minutes it shows you a picture of this spy chick and tells you about her. Anyways we kept waiting in there and whenever kids came by Katie and I would scare the shit out of them. We kept telling them if they came in the room they were gonna die lol. Then we decided to actually try being nice so when people came by I was like come on in we're gonna be smoking some weed here in a minute lmao. Then we started acting like we worked there and kept making up stories about the picture lol. Then we met this awesome little kid named Zoey. We told her we were spies lmao. So she came in and we all started talking and she ended up hanging out with us for awhile. Her dad was cool too, when he came in to get her he was like have you been inducted into this coven? lol. I was so glad he didn't yell at us for talking to her. Then we left our little room and looked around at the rest of the stuff. We saw Zoey again at the gift shop and she run right over to Katie and gave her a big hug lol, it was so cute. After we left there we went to Apple Bee's for dinner and then we had our first of many shopping trips ^_^
Here's some pix that we took at the museum ~ ( Click! ) |
|
| |
|
Read 6 - Post |
| |
| Awaiting the arrival of the stroodle |
|
|
| 08:08am 14/08/2005 |
| |
mood:  busy music: Nirvana ~ Lake Of Fire
|
Well the Pruner's are on their way back to N.C. now. It's always sad to see them go but it's nice to not have to sneak on here anymore. Justin just wouldn't give me any time alone. I mean I like hanging out with him but I couldn't even go to the bathroom. Well I could but he'd be waiting right outside the door lol. Yeah I have a strong suspicion that he likes me, especially after last year when he was humping my furniture pretending it was me LMAO. He's 15 btw but acts more like a 10 year old.
Amyway Katie's on her way! *does a happy dance* She should be here in about 4 hours so I must somehow get Jaime over here before then so she'll be here when our stroodle arrives lol. So off I go, also I probably won't be online much this week but you all can give me a call anytime. |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| I'm so excited, I just can't hide it |
|
|
| 06:45am 09/08/2005 |
| |
mood:  excited
|
Yay I'm finally able to update. Our friends the Pruners from NC are staying here for the week so I've been spending pretty much all my time with them. I shall write more about that another time though cause now it's on to the important stuff. Warped Tour is in two days!!!! *Does a happy dance* I really, really hope we get to meet MCR again so we can get their autographs for Katie and so I can give them the letter that I wrote to them and the article about Neil Gaiman that I cut out for Gerard. Jaime and I are gonna make bat cookies for them tomorrow too and put them in a box that says "Unleash Us" on top lol. Yeah it's lame but I thought they'd get a good laugh out of it. I'm also thinking of going dressed as a vampiress since I already have the fake blood and all and cause I'm a weirdo lol. They're gonna be having the Undead booth there though so maybe I should just let the professionals take care of me instead, but anyways I better go now cause everyone will be waking up shortly. |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| R.I.P Hope |
|
|
| 01:51am 05/08/2005 |
| |
mood:  depressed
|
Andy, Jaime and I came home from the store a little while ago and found Hope, my rabbit, dead in his cage :'( I knew he was getting older but this was still a big shock. I'm more mad at myself then sad though cause I really didn't give the little guy the attention he deserved. I mean he had food and all but I hadn't held him in months. So yeah, I'm just really upset with myself right now. |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
| My Wedding Day lol |
|
|
| 08:14pm 28/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  giddy
|
Since Jaime and I already have a child together we thought it was about time that we get married so today we did! LMAO. We headed over to livewed.com and had a lovely, private ceremony lol.
Here's the proof:
 |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| My Vacation (with pix) |
|
|
| 01:48am 26/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  mellow music: Evanescence ~ Imaginary
|
I have returned from Ocean City and Jaime and I are now the proud parents of a beautiful baby boy. To find out what I’m talking about you’re gonna have to read this entry hehehe.
( Click-To-Read ) |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| My birf-day |
|
|
| 02:41am 16/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  thankful music: No Doubt ~ Six Feet Under
|
My woman treats me so good lol. She gave me two more birthday presents today ^_^ One was a black lace shrug which I love! And the other was temperary black hair dye so I can see what it'll look like. Speaking of my birthday it turned out pretty good. Jaime brought over her How To Host A Murder game so we all played that. Taylor couldn't come over and Ladan left early so we didn't have enough people for it though so two of my dad's friends came over and joined us lol. I loved my character, she had telekinetic powers which she used to set discos on fire and she was bangin the bionic man LMAO.
Here's a list of the lovely gifts I got: ~ A shit load of money for me to go crazy with from my granddad and two aunts :D ~ A pillow and a Sponge Bob doll from my dad ~ SNL - The Best Of Chris Farley and The Waterboy on DVD from my woman ~ A Jesus fish necklace from my very Ned Flanders-ish friend Marie lol ~ A Barnes and Noble gift card from Ladan ~ A black leather jewelery box from my dad's friend Rob ~ A call from my sexy stroodle and Donny! He almost gave me a heart attack when he called cause I thought for sure he'd forget lol but I was wrong ^_^ ~ An email and some Gerard icons from my lil fuckbunny So thanks everyone *feels loved* |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| Two days left of teenagehood |
|
|
| 05:26am 11/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  excited music: The White Stripes ~ My Doorbell
|
Just two days till my birthday and the end of my teenage years :D I can't wait to see the British stripper Jaime and Katie are getting for me LMAO. Actually I'm probably just gonna be sitting around here doing nothing. My woman(Jaime) will be here though and my friend Ladan said she was gonna stop by and Marie called too and asked if she could come over so maybe it'll turn into a small partay ^_^
As a birthday present Andy has agreed to take me to Warped Tour but I have now discovered that The Used are going to be playing in Atlantic City in Sept. So now I have the life or death decision, which one do I go to? LOL. I'm leaning more towards The Used concert cause I am now a member of The Used Nation so I have a chance of meeting them, plus I'll get to see my stroodle(Katie) there too :D It's really hard for me to pass up a chance of seeing My Chemical Romance again though, seeing as they're my friends and all *has crazed look* lol. So yeah, I really need to make up my mind about that before it's too late.
P.S. Everyone should go pick up The White Stripe's new album Get Behind Me Satan cause it's just.... Amazing! It's like all I've been listening to for the past three days lol. |
|
| |
|
Read 9 - Post |
| |
| Get your lighters ready |
|
|
| 03:26pm 04/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  groggy
|
Happy Fourth of July to All!

So is anyone watching The Twilight Zone marathon on the Sci-fi channel? You should be! lol. Anyways I've been awake since 11 last night so I think I shall take a nap now so I'll actually be awake tonight lol.
( I've-been-tagged! ) |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| Wow it's been awhile |
|
|
| 02:20am 04/07/2005 |
| |
mood:  thirsty music: Family Guy
|
Well Jaime was here for about two weeks which was awesome, as always ^_^ We had a horror movie fest while she was here. We watched all of the Poltergeists, Carrie and the original House On Haunted Hill. We wanted to see The Exorcist but it wasn't at Blockbusters so next time she's over were gonna go get that. I guess it'll be awhile though cause her dad's being an ass and won't let her stay over for awhile >_< She came over yesterday though cause we had a BBQ thing here. And we got roped into watching this little boy Aaron who's the son of the drummer in my dad's band. He was cracking us up though, he told us that he had a dog but he didn't want it anymore so he gave it too much food so it'd get fat and die LMAO.
Anyways here's how Marie's graduation parties went.......
The first one was at her house and it was mainly just a family party. I'll spare you all the boring details but it was nice cause I got to see my favorite Elementary school teacher there. Also I found out that Marie's family is quite odd. Her younger sister Joanna kept grabbing at our clothes and calling them pimpin and then she made us all take vitamins lol. She likes MCR though so she's cool in my book. And then there's her older brother Andrew, he was afraid to say the word adultery but then was bold enough to come over and kiss me on the cheek lol.
Anyways the second one was at their church and as soon as we got in Andrew came over and was like hey Holly come sit at my table so I was kinda getting the vibe that he liked me but then when Jaime and I got over to the table he left to go play ping pong and I didn't see him again till we were leaving lol. So I guess I was wrong *shrugs* He has a girlfriend anyway. Then while we were eating cake Marie's granddad came over and kept telling me to stop eating or I'd get fat lol, that got annoying fast. After that we gave Marie her present and then I was like lets go outside cause I couldn't take much more of the music they were playing. So we went and played on the playground in the pitch dark till it was time to go lol. Here's a picture of Jaime, Me and Marie that we took there - ( click ) |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| "Do you have the time to listen to me whine?" |
|
|
| 03:52am 22/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  stressed
|
I'm so stressed out right now. I talked to Kerry (my sister) today for the first time since like Feb. and she told me that they're moving soon and need a place to stay and asked if they could stay here for two or three weeks! >_< Since it's not my house I couldn't say no but I really hope they find another place to stay, cause I'm gonna go insane well insaner lol if they stay here. I can't worry about that now though cause there's too many other things going on. Tomorrow Jaime and I have to go to an orientation at the nursing home so we can volunteer there this summer. And before that my dad wants me to go pick out a bed, which is going to be my birthday present :-\ It'll be nice though, cause the one I have now is really uncomforable. Then Thursday I have to go to Marie's graduation, I'm hoping Jaime will go with me to it so I don't die of bordom there lol. She invited me to a party they're having afterwards but it's just going to be mainly family at it so I don't know if I will. Plus I'm gonna be going to the one she's having on Saturday, which is going to be at a church...yay! lol. It might not be THAT bad though, at least I'll get to see some old friends there. Anyways I think we're gonna go pick Jaime up now :D Yes, at 4 am lol. |
|
| |
|
Read 3 - Post |
| |
| Week with my woman lol |
|
|
| 06:14am 20/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  cold music: The Used ~ Buried Myself Alive
|
Jaime came over last Saturday night. Then Sunday we didn't end up waking up till close to midnight lol, so we had to get things ready for our Aunt Belle's 88th birthday surprise in a hurry. Jaime baked her a cake and I made her a card that looked like something a five year old made lol. Then at 6:30 we waited by the door and when she came in we jumped out with this Happy Birthday banner and she didn't even notice it! lol, I guess she was more surprised that we were actually awake. After she got inside she noticed though and loved it ^_^ Then we helped her with some of the chores and then while we were having some fruit for breakfast Jaime and I turned on the Rock Countdown and there was the Helena video! So I was like Belle come take a look cause I've told her all about MCR. And it was hilarious cause she thought it was live and she was like I didn't know they'd let them play in a church and then she was like ooh they're putting on a little play LMAO. When we were done with breakfast, we had the delicious cake. ( The-Birthday-Girl ) After that Jaime showed Belle the Darkness slide show that she made and Belle commented on Justin’s nice ass just like she did when I showed her Gerard’s picture LMAO. And speaking of Gerard, Jaime showed her the picture that she took with him at the concert and she was like oh it’s you and Holly’s boyfriend lol, that amused me. Belle has got to be the coolest 88 year old on the plant lol. Anyways while we were talking we heard something hit the window so we went over to check it out and it was a fricken bird, so of course Jaime, Andy and I had to go out and look at it close up cause we’re weird like that lol. Soon after that we left to go to Bob Evan’s for lunch. After that we dropped Belle off at the Metro, then came home and crashed.
Tuesday we got up at the unholy hour of 6 am and basicly spent the whole day doing nothing lol. Taylor was gonna come over and hang out but never did >_< So Jaime and I amused ourselves by listening to The Used in my front yard and singing for all the kiddies walking home from school lmao. We kept saying Katie should be here lol. We stayed outside for quite a long time, then we went inside and pretty much just fell asleep.
Wednesday Jaime and I took a walk up to the shopping center and almost got killed trying to cross the streets cause the people around here drive like monkeys on speed lmao. Anyways we went to Five Below first and went crazy there. I found a bracelet and a WW notebook that I knew Kim would love so I got those for her and then I found a t-shirt I thought Katie (AKA my sexy stroodle lol) would like so I got that for her. And I got Marie this Simpson’s fact book and a bracelet as a graduation present. Then Jaime and I went over to the gag gift shelf and got this mirror that has a spider that pops out of it when you open it to scare Andy with cause we’re evil like that lol. And then we got us a Pig Shooter, cause nobody should be without one of those lmao. For those curious here’s a pic of it - ( Click ) When we left there we went over to Marshall’s and looked around there for awhile and then we went to Petco to look at the aminals ^_^ First we went into the room with the birds and sang for them lmao. We fell in love with the Cockatiels, so we asked a girl working there if she could take one out for us but they didn’t cooperate so instead we went over and held some mice. I could tell Jaime was freaked out by it cause she just kinda froze when the chick handed it to her lol. I loved my mouse though. Well until the thing took a dump on me and started molesting me lmao, the thing would not let go of my boob. Then we held some ferrets which were crazy, Jaime’s kept biting her and mine jumped off my lap lol. Then we left there and Andy came and picked us up and we went to Ruby Tuesday’s for dinner. When we left there we found out our van’s battery had died :-\ so we had to go borrow a jumpstarter from the Shell station but soon we were back in order and headed home.
Thursday we went to Dulles Mall which is about an hour away from here. First we went to Spencer’s and there was this crazy old dude working there who kept wanting us to talk into this microphone to make this deer talk lol, so we didn’t start there that long. Then we went over to Hot Topic and I got some black leg warmers, a red gun pillow which looks like this - ( Bang-bang ) LMAO, we were very bored when we took that. And I finally got a Used poster ^_^ Which looks like this - ( Stomp! ) I also bought Jaime AKA my woman lol some shades. Then we left there and went over to Claire’s to get Katie (my cousin) a birthday present. We both had no idea what to get for her but we finally just decided on a dog tag necklace with her initial on it. And I found these cool grow your own thingys, so we got her a grow your own b-day cake lol. And we got the grow your own fourtune cookie one. After we left the mall we drove by the cemetery to check on my mom’s headstone. I was told that some bastard had knocked it over a few weeks ago so we just wanted to make sure it was alright now. It was back up but was very woobley and all muddy and I’m not gonna talk about it anymore cause it upsets me every time I think about it. So anyways we went to Ledo’s for dinner then headed on home.
Friday we went to my grand-dad’s house and had Katie’s birthday par-tay. She turned 19 by the way. Then Jaime had to go home with her own family :’(
So that was our awesome week. Thanks for reading this long ass post lol. ♥ |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
| MCR + The Used = LOVE |
|
|
| 02:41am 11/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  bouncy music: The Used ~ Take It Away - in my head
|
This lovely quiz was made by Katie AKA my sexy stroodle lmao.
My Chemical Romance & The Used Survey. | Created by Sadistic-Chaos and taken 12 times on bzoink! | | Topic One: General Info | | Which of the two bands do you like more? | MCR, I like them both about the same though | | Any particular reason? | They're more unique | | Have you been a fan for long? | Pretty long yeah | | Would you say you're a pretty hardcore fan? | Oh yes! :D | | Would you slit your wrists if Bert or Gerard died? | Nope, but I'd be very, very, very sad | | Topic Two: The Band Members | | Favorite Used Member? | Bert | | Any particular reason? | I love his crazy personality | | Favorite MCR member? | Gerard | | Any reason? | Me and him have a lot in common | | Which do you find schexiest in each band? | Same as above lol | | Which Used member do you most want as your best friend? | Bert | | MCR? | Gerard | | Music | | What would be your top 3 fave Used songs...b/c you can't pick just one. | Hard To Say, Buried Myself Alive, Let It Bleed | | My Chemical Romance...? | Thank You For The Venom, Early Sunsets Over Monroeville, Vampires Will Never Hurt You | | The Used song that makes you feel good. | I'm a Fake | | MCR? | Give 'Em Hell, Kid | | The Used song that makes you feel saddest? | Hard To Say | | MCR? | Cemetary Drive | | The MCR song you'll listen to when you're down? | It's Not A Fashion Statement... | | Used? | Listening | | The MCR song you think everyone would love? | Helena | | Used? | All That I've Got | | Topic Four:Your Friends and MCR/Used. | | Do most of your friends like these bands? | Nope, but I'm working on them lol | | Ahem...do you make it so if they don't...they'll fear for their lives? | I'd rather not answer that lmao | | Do you join communities so you can make friends and discuss these bands? | Yup! *is addicted to communities* ^_^ | | Do you make friends soley on the fact that you and they like them? | Nah, I have to like the person too | | Topic Five: Your "healthy" Obsession. | | Do you believe you have an unhealthy obsession with these bands. | Oh yes! I seriously need help lol | | Do your friends? | Yup | | Do you believe your friends? | Yeah, they're right | | Do you truly dillude yourself at times, into believing you know these peopl | What are you talking about? I DO know them! lmao | | Do you rarely listen to anything else? | Yup | | Do you dream about the band members? | I have yeah | | If not, do you pray that you do? | Don't have too ^_^ | | Do you DRAIN money into their merch? | Not really, I've been good lol | | Would you consider selling your soul for a chance to speak with them? | lol nope, but I'd pay a great deal of money | | Do you think your life revolves around these bands? | Yes, sadly lol | | Do you spend hours a day on their sites/fan sites about them? | Yup | | Have you beaten the "Sweet Revenge" game. | Nope, that game is freakin hard >_< | | If you didn't know about it, are you so going to find out? | I would've | | Did you dl the ringers of their songs to your cell phone? | I can't cause my cell sucks :( | | When someone says three words together that are their songs do you finish? | I just did that the other day actually lol | | Do you have an MCR/Used song to relate to every part of your day? | Probably | | ...Even brushing your teeth? | lol nope | | Would you ever name a pet after one of the members (I did tee hee)? | I may re-name my rabbit Ray lol | | How about go as far as naming your kid after them? | Maybe | | If your friends even mention the name of one of the members do you spaz? | Yup! I try to keep it to myself though | | Do you try to make everything you do relate to them somehow? | Well not everything lol | | Will you be sad if this survey ends b/c it's less time to talk about them? | Kinda | | Would you defend MCR/Used w/ physical violence? | If I wasn't such a chicken yeah lol | | Have you ever? | Nope | | Are you too obsessed? | YES!!! :D | | Come on...you're taking a survey...(I wrote it...) XD. | Once again, YES!!! lol | | Okay last question, Did you like this survey, and wish it had more question | It was awesome! | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
|
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| I'm a shopaholic! |
|
|
| 11:13am 08/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  hot music: Evanescence ~ Away From Me
|
Someone really needs to hide my credit card from me or I need to just hide it from myself lol, cause I've been spending way too much money lately.
About two weeks ago Jaime, Andy and I went to Tower and I spent close to 100 there. I finally got the new issue of Spin with MCR on it ^_^ I also got a Batgirl notebook which is going to be my new song journal cause I filled my other one up, The Used's first cd, The White Stripe's White Blood Cells cd, a How To Draw Manga book cause I've been wanting to get back into drawing again. And last but not least a little stuffed bat, which I am now in love with lol. It's actually from a children's book called Stellaluna, I've never read it but it sounds really cute. If I get to meet Gerard again I'm going to give the bat to him cause I know he's a fellow bat lover, but that is if I can stand being away from it lol.
Then on Saturday when Jaime and I went to Hot Topic I spent like 80 bucks there. I got this groovy Batgirl t-shirt, some shades that look very much like Gerard's lol, plasic gun earrings, a Gothic Beauty mag and a Music = Life rubber braclet (the money for it went to the HT foundation though so I don't feel as bad for buying it lol.) I didn't spend all the money on me though. I bought a t-shirt for my woman (Jaime) lmao, cause she didn't have any mula. And I found this Mr. T in my pocket thingy, which plays like six different Mr. T sayings and it's in his own voice! It's awesome so I got that for Andy as an extremely late birtday present.
Then yesterday after Andy and I dropped my Aunt Belle off at the Metro we went to Springfield Mall. The first place I went to there was Fancy World of course. It's a place that sells all this imported Japanese stuff, it's like Heaven to me lol. I resisted the urge to buy though, I only ended up getting a pair of fake eyelashes. I also found these canvas mary janes though, I was gonna get them to paint on but like an idiot forgot to grab them before I left lol. After we left there we went over to Macy's cause we had a gift card that needed to be used. I got this very Amy Leeish skirt there lol. I love it! It's a long black peasent type of skirt and it has black lace around the bottom ^_^ And I also got me a pair of jean capris cause I was in need of some. |
|
| |
|
Post |
| |
| One day, they'll see |
|
|
| 08:51am 05/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  determined music: The Used ~ Poetic Tragady
|
I called up my Aunt Daris yesterday just to see how she was and that turned out to be a BIG mistake cause I ended up being ripped apart by her. She started off by telling me that she thought I was a lazy ass. That if I’m not working, I should be in school which maybe I should be but college just isn't for me. And I hated how she kept comparing me to my cousin Katie, saying how she goes to college, has a job and a boyfriend. I love Katie and all but I do NOT wanna fucking be her. She also thinks I'm anti-social and told me I need to go out and make some local friends, like at a youth group. Fuck that! I'm happy with the ones I have. Then she just started going off about my hair, saying that she’s always hated how long it is and that I need to get a “short perky do.” I mean that looks good on some people but I’m not one of them. I agreed with her that my hair was getting a little boring though, so that’s when I made the mistake of telling her I’ve been thinking of dying it black. She was like NO you are not doing that! Then she started on the whole Goth thing. She said I’ve noticed from the way you’ve been dressing recently that you’re into that whole Goth thing and it’s starting to scare me. She was like all Goth’s are messed up people that go to school and shoot people LOL, and she didn’t want people to think of me as one of them. Then she went on to say that my mom would be very disappointed in me :’( That hurt really, really bad cause I already think that enough on my own. She was like you can change though, we’ll go get your hair cut next weekend. I really should’ve told her to fuck off but I just couldn’t do that cause I knew she was only trying to help me. She made me feel like such a failure though, as soon as she hung up I just started to cry. Jaime also told me that day that her dad thinks I’m a lazy-good-for-nothing too. I’m so tired of being looked down on. That’s why I really want this whole band thing to work out. I wanna show everyone that I CAN fucking be somebody.
End of rant lol. Sorry about that, I just had to get it out.
Anyways I was able to get my mind of things today. I went out shopping with Jaime, my Aunt Karen and Merrie and got me some goodies ^_^ Then we went over to their house for dinner. I’ll give you all the details next time cause now I must get my hinny to bed so I’ll actually be awake when my friend Marie gets here. |
|
| |
|
Read 6 - Post |
| |
| I've been tagged! |
|
|
| 10:32am 03/06/2005 |
| |
mood:  amused music: The White Stripes ~ Hotel Yorba
|
1. Favorite scent: Fresh baked cookies
2. Favorite way to relax: Listening to music
3. Favorite movie you own: Probably Big Daddy
4. Favorite movie you don't already own: Napoleon Dynamite. I keep meaning to buy it but Jaime has it so I can always just borrow it from her whenever I wanna watch it ^_^
5. Favorite male movie star: Adam Sandler
6. Favorite female movie star: Betty Davis. I don’t really care for any of the newer actresses.
7. Favourite book genre: Mystery
8. Favorite clothing store: Hot Topic
9. Favorite non-clothing store: Tower Records
10. Favorite cartoon character: Fry from Futurama cause he reminds me of myself, we’re both loveable losers lol.
11. Favorite CD you own: That’s a toughie but I’m gonna go with Evanescence’s Origin
12. Favorite CD you don't already own: The White Stripe’s Elephant, that’s going to be the next one I get.
Six songs that I really enjoy and / or mean a lot to me [in no particular order]:
1. Evanescence ~ Lies 2. My Chemical Romance ~ Thank You For The Venom 3. The Used ~ Hard To Say 4. Nirvana ~ Lithium 5. No Doubt ~ Sunday Morning 6. Green Day ~ Basket Case
~*~ Google Profile ~*~ Rules: Google for "YOURNAME is" (e.g. "Holly is", don't forget the quotes). Copy and paste ten sentences you like from the results. That's your Google Profile.
Holly was born in the Monster Rancher world, and has grown up around monsters Holly is like many children who suffer from school phobia Holly is a consummate singer and entertainer Holly is Sacred to Lugh and to Habondia, the Goddess of Plenty Holly is believed to frighten off witches and protect the home from thunder and lightning Holly is a good food source for many animals Holly is best friends with Shannon Doherty Holly is a very, very wealthy woman Holly is bound for prison Holly is a dream come true
That last one is so true, LMAO!
Now tag five people to complete this next. You're it:
Anyone who wants to. |
|
| |
|
Read 2 - Post |
| |
|
|