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its only rock & roll but i like it, like it, yes i do! [28 Jun 2003|11:51pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | B52s ]

So, i survived the date. Wow, what to say......i had fun!

It started off REALLY lame, he wasnt speaking and if he wasnt going to speak i wasnt going to speak so there was silence. Lots of silence. We got to mountasia and decided to get miniature golfing out of the way early so it was the first thing we did. I WON!!!!! Yes, you may aplaud for me, it is well deserved. There was minor conversation going on durring my golfing championship, but not much. Once we were finished it was ALL about the video games so Pablo and i played Jurassic Park fo about....oh 40 minutes. Yes, it was our obsession for the night. So we both lost that one and then went to eat. I didnt lat him pay for ANYTHING the whole night and i thik that frustrated him a bit, but this was never titled an official date. I dont know, what should i have done? The rest of the night was a blurr of nothing special. I am not exactlly sure why i had fun ....i just did.

No, there was no kissing, maybe next time.


Hahahahaha, i'm sure there will be a next time.


I got home from my date at like 1:00 in the morning and NOONE cared.


I love not having a curfew, i dont take advantage though because i want to keep it this way.


goodnight all, meep meep.

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[27 Jun 2003|03:40pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I'm really bored and totally freaked out at the same time. I am going on a date tonight with Pablo, my "crush" from last year. My friend Christel has been bugging me to go out with him for a few months and so i gave in. I am still debating whether my "giving in" was a good idea or not. I'm leaning more towards NOT. I dont know what we are going to talk about, i've have never said more than "hi how are you?" To this guy and now i have to go on a whole date with him?!?!?!?!? I would be better off trying to tame wild bears to dance salsa. I feel like i have no friends right now, the only person who has called me is Christel....exciting. Hazel called me today, she wanted to know if i would like to hang out with her......and her boyfriend. It is funny because i havent hung out with just her in over 3 months. Every time she gets a chance to get out of the house she uses it to see her bf. I dont really care though, she is happy and now that school is over i never have to see her again. Her dad bought her a car, the car i wanted....not fair, not fair at all.

ok, so this is my update, not much going on in the life of .....me!

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[23 Jun 2003|07:04pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Pin-up
You're a 50's corset. You'll poke someone's eye
out with those babies.


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i smell gooooooooooood [21 Jun 2003|08:34pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i feel really lonely right now. My friend jessica inivted me to hang out with her and two of her friends but when she asked her friends if i could come they said "we'll see." I knew right when she told me this that what they meant was "no." I told her to not even call me at home if they didnt want me to come and she gets off of work at 8:00, it is now 8:36 and she still hasnt called so OBVIOUSLY the answer was no, geeze i must really be lame.

i am tired now because i havent slept much in the past two days (a total of 4 or 5 hours) and jessica gave me this pill wich is slightly like speed but legal. I guess i should go to sleep since i am going to be utterly alone tonight. I hate my life sometimes....not all the time, just sometimes.

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[20 Jun 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Graduation is over....*runs screaming into the night!*

it is funny because alot of people cheered for me (or so was said) and i truthfully didnt think anyone would.

RANDY PIMENTAL (did i spell it right?)

TELL ME WHO CHANGED THE NAME OF YOU-KNOW-WHO IN THE YEARBOOK!!!

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reality check [18 Jun 2003|05:56pm]
[ mood | scared ]

requiemforoingo
Magic Number16
JobConservationist
PersonalityI'd Quite Like One
TemperamentAn Oft-Exploding Volcano
SexualWhatever, Whenever, Whoever
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Me - In A WordChinny
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I graduate tomorrow, i have some majorly mixed emotions right now. I am so happy that i am out of this ghetto school and free, but i am so sad because i just realized that all of these people who thought didnt matter to me actually matter to me!!! This guy that i used to crush on was crying today because he isnt going to graduate on stage and he doesnt want to attend the ceramony (too sad) so he was bawling. It made me so sad because i am REALLY going to miss him!!! He came over to me and we huged for like 10 minutes, he told me that he is going to really miss me and just cried on my shoulder. It made me really emotional. It didnt bother me one bit when i saw all of the dumb leadership girls crying because HEY, thats what they do, but whaen all of the big football players dudes started it really set me off. I am so scared about not being good enough for the real world or anyone in it. WHat if it is too much for me and i become a deadbeat? Oh man, i'm going to miss the guys. Just the guys, randy, and Christel ....

shit, i'm not ready.

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[15 Jun 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

so it turns out that my mom and dad got into a huge argument yesterday and so she left for the whole day....you know to cool off. I guess she didnt cool off until late because she didnt get home until about 3:00 in the morning. I dont understand my dad, he saw me sitting there worried about her, yet he didnt tell me a THING. Not one little thing.

Whatever, i am over it......somewhat.

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[15 Jun 2003|12:37am]
i'm going to try to get some sleep.

i am so worried, i'll just pretend that she is asleep in her bed and that everything is fine & dandy. I'll post about the outcome of this stupid event tomorrow.
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[15 Jun 2003|12:33am]
so far she has not come inside but i swear it was her fucking alarm and i hear some commotion outside.....i cant tell if it is across the street or not.
what if she left us?
she couldve gotten into an argument with my father and left us.
she has done it before.

update again later.
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[15 Jun 2003|12:15am]
i just heard her car alarm, she hasnt come into the house yet so i'm not 100% sure its her......
i'll sit here and wait for a few minutes.
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[14 Jun 2003|11:59pm]
it is 12:00 and she is still not home, can i be safely worried now?
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[14 Jun 2003|09:51pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | music....at a time like this??? ]

I'm really worried right now. My father left to pick me up at work & my mom was sleeping in their room. Since it was early my father decided to take me to visit my sister. We hung out at her place for a bit and then went home. Ont the way back home my father called my mom to ask if she wanted anything to eat since he was out.....there was no answer. Even if she really were sleeping, she would've woken up to get the phone. So we get home, and my father checks the garage, her car is not there. I go upstais and the remote for the t.v. is across the room and all broken, her bedroom door is shut (it is NEVER shut) and when i go inside her sheets are half pulled off the bed, just sort of hanging and the room is a disaster. She cant even handle when one stray sock is on the floor, she would NEVER leave her bedroom looking like that. My dad says "she was probably in a hurry, i'll call her." He calls her cell phone...no answer. That was around 6:00 it is now 9:56 and she still isnt home. I called her cell phone twice more but then realized she left it downstairs.....she never leaves her cell phone home.

I am really worried.....i know i am just making things worse with my overactive imagination but i dont know.....i have a bad feeling. I know i havent gone to church in a really really long time, but maybe i should pray.

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i want a boyfriend [06 Jun 2003|08:15pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | White Stripes ]

i had a pretty good day. I came to the conclusion that martin is perfect and i have NO IDEA how i am going to get over him. I have also decided that mark and i will never work out...it just wont. So, now that i've figured out who i do and do not like, i need to start getting over martin. It will never work, the whole becky thing just gets in the way and i dont know how to even BEGIN to compete with her. She isnt pretty, she isnt funny & she is fat. The only thing she has and i dont is martins love and devotion. Hahahahahaha, thats what six years of exclusive dating will do to a person though huh.

I'm strong, i'll get over it.

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[04 Jun 2003|12:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Randy just completly broke his diet. I am so ashamed.
I dont feel good right now, i ate 2 bags of chips and 1 cookie. I almost ate another cookie but i couldnt because i dont want to become a total fa ass. So, my new nick name is going to be Quazie Moto. I swear he is my mentor.
Ok, i am just rambling drunkenly...so goodbye.

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[01 Jun 2003|11:45am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Oh man!!!!!! Last night was the best night of my entire life....i think. Hazels boyfriend came to pick me up at 8:00 and we went to go get the liquor, yum yum yummmm. After we got the booooze we went straight to hazels so we could get a move on...Ok, on to the excitment!!! We get to the party (in pacoima) and go in, it was so dead, i was upset. After waiting for something to happen for about 30 minutes we decided to go to the car, get buzzed, and then go back to the party and finish getting drunk there. Yeah, we just ended up getting totally drunk in the car and then went back to the party sort of incoherant. Martin had showed up while we were in the car...he looked really good. Beckys best friend, jenny, told me that becky is lame and that if i wanted to talk to martin i could. I love her, she was so cute!!!!! She kept comming up to me all night and saying, "you are so cool! How come we never talk at school? We need to hang out...ok?ok?ok?" I failed to mention that mark (my prom date) showed up and we hung out with him all night too. The reason this is importaint to the story is because he is IN LOVE with me. All night long he was telling me how long he has loved me and that i make him nervous and...yeah stuff like that. Around 1:30 some guy who was being obsessed with hazel and me all night came up to us and told us that some gangsters who had invaded the party were about to "shoot up." I was soooooooooo scared, they were all standing around and being tough....i started to cry. Manny (hazels boyfriend) put his arms around me, held my hand, and walked me into the crowd to find hazel. We found becky and martin and i told them to find jenny and get out of there because something was going to happen. We found hazel, grabbed mark, and got out of there. I really hope becky found jenny and got out ok, it was so scary. Well once we were a safe distance from the commotion everyone decided that they were hungry so we went to jack in the box. Mark is so retarded, he got out of the car and went asking people if they were at the party that night. In the end the gangsters "shot up," but i'm not sure where or if anyone was hurt. Okokokokokokok, this story is ALMOST finished. So mark, hazel, and manny drop me off at home around 3:00. I go to bed and i have just drifted to sleep when the doorbell rings and someone is pounding on the window. I go out and mark kisses me. Yup, he kissed me smack on my mouth. I was stunned so i said goodbye and went in. Then the doorbell rings again, i got out and he says "that was bullshit," and kisses me again. Hahahahahahaha.
I still dont know what to say about that....give it a few more hours for the shock to wear off.
Ewwwww, my dad just told me that he was very supprised & upset that i came home at 3:00, what does he expect? They didnt give me a curfew! My mom was excited for me, i told her the WHOLE story (minus the booze) and she thought it was cool. She kept saying things like, "what an adventure....i'm glad you had fun. You should go out more often. Stupid gangsters ruin everything." Hahahahahaha, she is so cute!
this story is done....over....finito.

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[30 May 2003|06:45pm]
kl;;lk';l
you are so the pink panther. your so cool and but
you never talk.


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[30 May 2003|07:29am]
[ mood | blank ]

HASH(0x869fdfc)
I am Jack's clenching bowels.


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Marla Singer.
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My brother and father and mother were all arguing about who was going to take me to school today. So right now it is 7:40 and school starts in 10 minutes but i am still sitting at home ugly and sleepy. Everyone lleft except for my brother so i guess that means he is taking me....whatever.

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dont be stupid, you know i love ya. [27 May 2003|05:54pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

am am making a c.d right now...it is pretty lame.
then again, i like pretty lame music.
i had a really good day today, i realized that i am sooo excited about my future.
not scared, not worried.
excited.
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i feel like a big huge wonderful weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.
i am annoying myself with this stupid writing style.
i dont understand why i just cannot write in complete sentances that take up a full line.
ITS IMPOSIBLE!!!

ok, until i am able to write in full sentances, i am not writing on either of my blurty or live journal.
it has been decided.

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[26 May 2003|01:31pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

god i just wrote a huge entry and it freakin' disappeard into thin air.
one minute i'm writing, the next EVERYTHING IS GONE!!!!!!!
stupid fuckin blurty/computer.
diediediediediediediediediediediediediediediediedie!!!!!!!!
it was a good one too...you would've all enjoyed it.
believe me...i never lie.

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heat is hot [22 May 2003|05:08pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Five details about you...
[x] i love nixon
[x] i've been to puerto rico
[x] i am part italian (though my father thinks otherwise)
[x] i have never had a boyfriend
[x] i am obsessed with hitler

Five details about your appearance right now...
[x] my hair is being held up with a pencil
[x] i have jeans on
[x] wearing cute chinese slippers with little flowers on them
[x] no nail polish
[x] makeup-less

Five things you did today...
[x] got to school 1 hour early
[x] talked to hazel (boooo)
[x] ate 1/2 a quesadilla
[x] burned randy a bjork c.d
[x] sang loudly in art class

five things you did in the last year...
[x] met zak
[x] went vegetarian
[x] stopped dressing like a boy
[x] discovered belle and sebastian
[x] painted my room pink and black

Five things that everyone should know about you...
[x] i go through crazy mood swings
[x] i get along FABULOSO with my bro
[x] i loooooooove to read
[x] i am not hard to please
[x] i am a closet dancer

Five favorite groups...
[x] Queen
[x] Beatles
[x] Dead Milkmen
[x] Belle & Sebastian
[x] Journey

Five favorite songs...
[x] Billy Joel - Piano Man
[x] Nicklecreek - Lighthouse
[x] Foriegner - Hot Blooded
[x] Beatles - Michelle
[x] Sinede O'Conner - Nothing Compares

Five favorite movies...
[x] The 60's
[x] Schindler's List
[x] Run Lola Run
[x] Dirty Dancing
[x] The Breakfast Club

Five things that make you happy...
[x] rain
[x] reading
[x] my sister
[x] tans
[x] smiles

Five things that disgust you...
[x] selfishness
[x] pubic hair
[x] killing snails
[x] dying animals
[x] long toenails

Five things that impress you...
[x] passion
[x] beauty
[x] nice clothes
[x] art
[x] love

Five things that don't impress you...
[x] big mouths
[x] teenage love
[x] kids in sylmar
[x] gpa's
[x] nice cars

Five things you can't live without...
[x] books
[x] hair conditioner
[x] tortillas
[x] my family
[x] art supplies

Five things you'll do when you complete this...
[x] check my e-mail
[x] change my clothes
[x] wash my moms car
[x] make a music c.d
[x] complete my audrey hepburn/gwen stefani collages

Five things you feel right now...
[x] a stomach ache
[x] heat
[x] stale air
[x] dred (work in 1 days!)
[x] excitement (gonna do something fun on monday!)

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