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Friday, July 4th, 2003
9:42 am - ex girlfriend returns and America explodes
The Sky Crashes with Fireworks as I await the return of one of the first girls to break my heart. Becky. It isn't the first time I've seen her since she took that fateful voyage to Virginia. I saw her a few months ago. There she was..lovely as ever..waiting for me. We walked around..she bought me milk from McDonalds (my favorite)..we shared a ciggerette in the park...It was just..a great day. And now she's back..for the whole summer. I'm with Drake..I love him..I could never want more..but Becky is Back. It's going to be very weird. Weird to see her with another girl..weird to not be able to be with her..just weird. So yeah..but maybe..although losing a love..I've gained a friend. Perhaps. Perhaps.

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Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
10:16 am - Best Morning Ever
Drake proposed to me this morning. At the place across from the tree....by the lake..I think I might die of happiness. I can't even articulate..I'm just so happy. You all don't know me, but, good things they generally don't occur. My family life and my emotional sanity is always messed up so..wow..this happens..and I just am so happy. I want to spend the rest of my life with Drake. There is nothing I'd rather do..and there's nothing I wouldn't do for him. Wow. I love him. And today is the happiest day of my life.

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7:45 am - and I'm left.
So Davita left at about 7:30 this morning for work. Thus waking up the entire household because she was screaming at her Mother about a money scandel. I love the girl but jeez. Morning=sleep! My Mother is off to court this morning to try and prove she's a saint in working class clothing. and I am left. I enjoy the quiet. well..the almost quiet. "My Sherona" is blasting in a constant loop from my Computer speakers. That song..If It was played around the world as much as I play it at home there would probably be world peace. Do you hear that , Mr. Bush? I hope so. I'm actually waiting so that I can go out and meet my love. His name is Drake and he's truly my soulmate. No lie. More than Nolan..and ever since Nolan and I have been apart (and this has been a while,mind you), I have always compared new loves to him, and basically used them as a substitute untill he would come down off his white stallion and rescue me. Well..I shot the stallion, Nolan fell down, and as did all the delusions that I had carried in my mind. And so I'm clean, I'm free and I'm all Drakes. Ah, ecstasy. A girl could get used to this.

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
10:54 pm - New Journal..new love..good life.
WEll..Just started this new journal because Xanga was broken. I guess I'll keep udating it..make it better.

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