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...this will all be in the real journal soon, i hope... [13 Sep 2004|08:53pm]
I met the boy with the acid tonight. I think we'll make good friends.

Oh, and I got these taken.

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"...tried to save myself..." [12 Sep 2004|10:37pm]
[ mood | giddy ]
[ music | "Techno Tetris" - Aphex Twin ]

I can't get to my regular journal once again, and decided to come back here and continue my writing, as apposed to losing ideas.

Recently I've been feeling so young. I'm not sure why, whether it is the new freedom in my life, the leaving behind of a cumbersome burden or perhaps something simpler - I am happy. I feel Darvocet happy almost every day, I sing along with the radio while cold air blows in my windows and I drive without shoes on. I listen to Nine Inch Nails and feel like I did when I bought The Fragile. I listen to techno and dance around my kitchen. I watch celebrities that I adore on cheesy talk shows, on my belly with my feet up “Grease”-style and swoon over their answers to the simplest questions. I smile. I sleep naked. I wear whatever I want. I clean with my hair pulled back. I lovingly file my nails.

I haven’t cut since my birthday. I haven’t cut since I got away from you. I made it through the tree line and left you standing on the other side, partial, unhappy, alone. I wish you wouldn’t have made it this way, but look at how I’m thriving.

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...i'm not pleased with this turn of events... [27 Apr 2004|09:30pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "Itty Bitty Titty Girl" - Deadsy ]

So, here is another journal. Against my will.

I was happy with my old journal. But something is terribly wrong with it. I can't sign in, I can't even get a look at it...it keeps telling me it's in "read only" mode when I try to update, but then I can't get to it to read it, either...

This journal is sort of like bearing the bastard child of a lost love - I feel sorry that it has to happen, but hope I can overcome my loathing for it by nurturing it, like I did the last journal. I'm wondering if that was the right analogy to pick...

Well, anyway, here we are. Hopefully some of you picked up on the fact that someone new and strange had added you and checked this out...and discovered it was me. If not, I'll probably be sending out "comments" on all your journals, just to let you know.

...enough for now...

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